GAG! Sorry for not posting for a few days. (that's if anybody cares) anyways, I've been playing Ragnarok. but for Right now I'm switching servers because rekineffects kind of sucks right now. O.o The server keeps shutting down then back up. Oh, and Ragnarok is down for two hours. That is why i'm posting right now.
%this is where the rambling starts%>>Welp, school kind of sucks. I haven't yet found my happiness yet. I'm becoming more and more love sick. I kept day dreaming how my future boyfriend, (whom I will marry) will be like. "Love is such sweet sorrow"? I think that's how it goes. but eh, im not in love. GWAH! A few days ago i was shuffling through my stuff that I've kept for years. Then I noticed my necklance that says " Lee © Jen". I think I almost broke into tears seeing that. But I don't regret breaking up with him. -_-;; I regret ever meeting him in the first place. What I miss was the good times where I actually felt special being with him. hmm. I wonder how he's doing now. O.o I know he hates me. I don't hate him...that much. I mean, he is an asshole. A selfish, hypocrite, horny, ungreatful, snobby, mama's boy, controling, rude asshole. Well, the list is longer but I can't think of all of them right now. O.o Ok, now I'm reading my ex's profile....
did you hear what she said Ken? fascinating isn't it? how changeable women are: one minute they say they want you, then the next minute they say they want someone else? that's because they only want who they've got until someone better comes along. HAHAHAHAHA!"
I kinda wanna kick him in the face right now. I really do hate how he put "women" in general. If he's talking about me, why can't he just say JENEARLY! I know that message is out for me to read it. -_-;; figures why all of my friends hate him so much. ALL! none of my friends think he's cool. O.o I never got to talk to his friends cause he doesn't want them to talk to me. grargh! He thinks they might steal me away from him. Gosh! I don't understand why he's so insecure of me. He has told me once to get rid of all of my guy friends or he'll dump me. Are my friends that threatening? I don't see why? Angel is the coolest~! But he's the one friend Lee doesn't want me talking to. hahaha. Gee, I wonder why. (inside joke to Angel if he's reading this...Unless he doesn't understand.) K,, enough about Lee. Let's talk about happy stuff...
My perfect boyfriend. X'D in my day dream he was sooo PERFECT! gotta find him if he does exist. X'D His personality will be Angel's mixed with Jacob's, because I think Angel is one of the coolest guys out there that I know of. don't know about Jacob, but I admire his personality. and of course, Owen's honesty. Nick's outgoingness. chris's cool and calm attitude. Michael's artistic interest. Angel's taste of music. Kasu's *dreamy* eyes. the way lee kisses. Subaru's hair and body. ^_~ Ok. I'm running out of ideas. la la la allalaalalalalala
I WANT TO PLAY RAGNAROK! BUT XFCTR IS PLAYING! Oh well.. *sigh*
*hops around*
~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)
It's still down. Those bastards. This is what they said
Hello this is IRO GM Team. At this moment server is closed for the maintenance. It will take 1 and a half day from now(11:30am Dec 4). We will let you know the exact time of serverup. Sorry for the inconvenience.
Well...today was weird. 2nd period was sooooo nice because it's in the science building. and since the power was out, teacher put some candles everywhere. =D sooooo BEAUTIFUL!!!! But all she did was lecture in the dark. I was playing with the candles. I kind of burned my finger.
4th period I tried to sleep. Towards the end of the class, teacher walked near me and hit me on the head. O.O I didn't even hear him walk by. blargh!
Well yeah.. anyways, how am I going to play RO when it's down? Going to continue with the website. And by the time I'm not busy with that, then I can transfer my xanga to my pitas so I won't be using this anymore. ^__^
Welp, Ragnarok is back and sister's boyfriend bought an account. I played with it for a while then they kept closing the server on and off. What a rip off. So many glitches, it shouldn't be p2p. It should be back to free then when they fix the glitches and so on, it should be p2p. Well anyways, im working on a page for the clan I'm in. www.RO-X.tk
Its in major construction so blah... Well anyways, about today. It was Esmeralda's birthday so I made her a cheap card that says....
Princess 4 only today... just kidding. you've always been a princess and always will.
Original, ay? Could I be any cooler? no! Seriously, can I? Anyways, after school I went to LaLune with her and Mario and ordered some Cambodian food. Mario payed for everything of course. Went home, bought some chips, and here I am. Christmas is coming up, and I'd probably make everyone some origami. I know the perfect gift for Esmeralda. Paper cranes in a bottle. She's into good luck, angels, and osmething like that. I don't know about everybody else. AGH! gotta go do the page now. OH yeah! I'm also planning on ruling the world, quiting Xanga, eat cheese, fire some gun shots, and uhh.... wait for Ragnarok. *cough* yup.
~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)
Now I remember the real reason why I didn't want to go to Disneyland. The long lines and the crowds. Gosh! And another thing wrong with Disneyland is FASTPASS! I think there was way too many bribes that they decided to invent "Fastpass". Yeah, it's pretty convenient in some sort of lazyish way. Like for little kids that keeps whining or whatever else. Well, an hour is a long wait. O.o If only I had a portable TV or a gameboy. That would've been awesome. Oooh! and if i was disabled, I could go in right away without waiting in line hurting people with my wheels. Gosh! I'ma go break a leg right now!
So yeah, the lines sucked. the rides sucked. the people sucked (the people that were in front of us). GRRR. -_-;;. Our relatives were looking at us funny because sis and I know how to have fun in a boring moment. I don't think they like us much. That woman keeps saying something like "eh, kids are like that." Or something in that nature. Oh well, they're leaving soon so I'll just keep my grudges to myself. And that Other woman doesn't like us. bwahha! And for that other man, he ummm... he's blind so he doesn't really care.hehehe, our uncle and him were holding hands with each other. though, there wasn't anything wrong with that. I mean, c'mon, he can't see! But a lot of people were staring. LOL!
Welp, I think it started raining at 6 ish, am i right? Rain was nice. X'D but there are a few things I don't like rain...
But I can go on forever what I like about rain. X'D GWAH!
Hmmm.. Played final fantasy8. got a new GF yesterday. Currently fighting with Rinoa. i named her Jeneary. (*without the L because they only gave me 7 lines*) Pretty fun. I'm starting to get addicted. But I don't know yet. Later I'll be playing Ragnarok again with my sister's boyfriend's character because sis will be getting an account shortly. 5 bucks a month is a lot. O.o You know what you can get with five bucks a month? 5 bags of chips. Well, in Disneyland you buy two chips for 5 dollars. That's crazy! Same size too. Ok, nuff said about that...
We also just got a burner today. O.o I'ma make a sleepee mix! bwahahha. K, I'ma go eat now.
ARGH! As I was walking towards school, I noticed a group of black and asian guys all around this one area. So I crossed the street and started walking on the other side. While I was walking, some asian guy started yelling out, "Sup girl. How you doing?".
"uuhh..."
"You're not like all the other girls. They skanky. What's your name?" ..."hey! don't be like that, girl."..."What's your number?"...."BITCH!"
-_-;; so anyway plato lab was ok. Files got deleted, but they will recover it tomorrow or whatever. next week i mean. bla bla bla bla. while i was walking home I took a new route so I wouldn't have to go see those >_< weedsmokers.
Let's check out my kitty!!!-~Fluffy!
Last night I found out that my sister's friend's Grandmother died last saturday. The depressing part of it was that she died the worst way possible. Here is what i heard:
Her and a few more people were in the car but they had a flat tire, so they parked at the side of the freeway. As they were doing whatever, a drunken man was driving by and crashed into their car. So the woman flew out of her car and landed right on the freeway. As she was there, a big truck ... Well, you get the idea. = So yesterday was her funeral but they don't even have her body. They have a few of her parts, but doesn't really make up much. -_-;; This sucks. And what also sucks is that, California doesn't have the death penalty! That man deserves a BEATING! Though, I do know it wasn't his intentions to hurt her or any of that nature, but now he has to pay the concequences for the mistake that he made. He should've been aware of it when he climbed into the car being drunky drunk. Ugh! Bastard!!
And what's creepy was that, it seemed as if she knew she was going to die. Like the day before she left, she told her husband that it was best if she dies before him because she doesn't like the thought of being without him. AND, two years before...She and her family went to a "boun".(A boun is a religious get together, sharing food, etc) She noticed this kid crying her eyes out. and so she approached her and asked her what's wrong. The girl answered, "You're going to die at 65".
*cough* Now that's creepy! Why do bad things happen to good people? Actually, I have never met her, and my sister told me that story. O.o I was listening to some parts of it when she was talking to her boyfriend.
But anyway, about today... School sucked! BLEH! AS USUAL. Yesterday i got into an argument with Doug.. The doug that I haven't talked to since March and we have only met once. He lives like....a block away. no wait, he moved. nevermind. I forgot what we were arguing abouting. >D Not many people have seen my bad side. Let's just hope I don't show it often.
Well anyways, I came home today and someone called. O.o My first thought was: "DAMN! If only I got home sooner so no one can call". So when the phone rang I looked at uncle. Uncle looked at me. We were both looking at each other so I walked upstairs calmly. Then he said "You pick up the phone, I don't want to pick up the phone. I can't speek english right." So I ran up the stairs and picked up the phone.
Person: Hey Jen!
Me: HEY! uuhhh..Is this..(I was about to say Chris)uuh.. Who is this?
Person: It's me, Ken!
Me: ooooOOooh! HEY KENNY! Gosh! That doesn't sound like you at all. Are you sick?
Person: no. Thank goodness I'm not.
Me: hehehe. So what's up?
Person: I got a new guitar so that means I'll give you my Gibson guitar.
Me: Gee, you don't have to. I'm still a beginner and your guitar is an intermediate sort of thing.
Person: Well, just save it until you do.
Well.. Yeah. I asked for his number because I lost and bla bla bla bla. It's a good thing that uncle won't be telling my mom this, cause I wasn't supposed to be talking on the phone. So I'll be getting a new used guitar. Wee! Atleast this time, it will be better than what I have right now. Mario says it's a good guitar but I keep thinking it sucks because it's from Cambodia and I got it for cheap. *yawns* I gotta go eat then I have to go to plato lab. -_-;; Shut up Nick!
~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)Welp, I got pretty bored and shuffled through my conversations that I saved from a long time ago. The conversation I thought was pretty funny. O.O i actually thought he was going to kill himself.
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convo1 AzN KaL1 b01 (10:57:36 AM): hi jen |
convo2 (when he finally signed back on) its Jenearly (9:05:59 PM): hi john |
>_< I should stop being nice and say things straight out from now on. Like: "NO!"
Damn! Esmeralda's bday is on December 3rd and I have no idea what to get her for her birthday. Another drawing? LOL! Since she is my best friend (whatever happened to Merry?...Merry is a lying bimbo) and all, i think she deserves something better. I am greatful to have a bestfriend like Esmeralda. She's so happy, but she seems fake though. O.o Is she hiding something from us? It hurts to see her so happy when you know for sure she's only running away from her problems. Oh well, I'm not the person who likes to talk about my problems either, so I can sort of relate. Wait no I can't. >_< i talk about my problems all the time. X'D
OK! TODAY'S PLANS:
K! That's it. I should start on it right now. But I'm pretty clueless on what to put in my "all about me" part of the page. I don't think it's necessary when I think about it. Hmmm.. Then what is my page going to be about? O.o why am i doing this again?
*sigh* Uncle broke our glass dining table. I dont' think my mom will kill him, but she'll do something simular to that. BUT IF I was to break it, I don't think I'll live to see tomorrow.
and aznknight is right, some people have no lives these days. Toukna and Nara. *sigh* I wonder how on earth they became that way. Nara used to be one of my good friends back in ninth grade; same with Toukna. I didn't even do or say anything to make them hate me. Then again, my intentions are never to make anyone hate me. Grr. What makes me so vulnerable? Hmmm.. Atleast I'm not the only one in this world that hates Toukna and Nara, those weed smokers. *shivers* I should've saw it coming.
Gosh this brings back memories. Like the first time Toukna became an ass to me. Back in tenth grade. He was telling me how stupid and retarded I was because I was giving my mom a hard time. >_< He doesn't even know the half of it. Sister on the other hand shouldn't be telling him her side of the story. (it was through a time we weren't even getting along) so him being her trusty servent will most likely do anything for her. What a worthless pig. And now! Since he couldn't get my sister, (him being a worthless pig as he is) hates her all because he couldn't get her. Jeeze! Can't guys just settle to being friends? Well now he's with this girl who I heard is an exact clone of Toukna. Gee golly! What a match made in heaven.
Ok! I should stop. It's not my business to start judging people and start my own rumor. Though I really do hate him. I hate him with passion! I hated him since he started becoming a jerk. UGh! Weedsmokers. UGH! I G2G!!!
~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)
As I was walking around I noticed something on the ground. Eh, a pigeon. A dead pigeon. yeah, usual stuff, except that one doesn't have a head! >_< Jerks! Whoever did that deserve to get their heads chopped off! Damn those mother fucken assholes! It was my second time seeing one of those except this time it didn't stink so bad. The first time I saw it was a bit close to our place. >_< It smelled so horrible!
Ok! Speaking of assholes, Toukna is a fine example of one. I'm still laughing at my sister for going with him to the prom. bwahahahha! >_< and I laugh at myself for introducing them to each other. So i heard he has a girlfriend. Very hard to believe since he's an ass and all.. It even rubbed off on Nara. *sigh*
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What a jerk! DAMNIT! WHERE'S PRISTON TALE! =*( I want to go on a killing spree. AAAH! SCHOOL! TOMORROW! AAAAHH!!!! HELP!! *phew* thank god it's only three days of school. O.o SCHOOL SUCKS!
~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)Friday, November 22, 2002
Welp, since it's friday I'll go waste my time doing the following:
I'll go start right now. Oh, and if you're wondering where i got the banner picture from. It's from Kabuki. The girl is Scarab from Noh. For more information just click here. For those who goes to borders or barnes and noble, go check out Kabuki. Kabuki is a good comic. X'D Oh, and for the picture in my profile, that's Makie. She's from Blade of the Immortal. Not only is she one sexy mama chickidy chick, but she can kick major ASS!Here's one of the best summaries of all about her kicking serious ass. click hereOk, it's official. I read it again. She doesn't kick major ass, she's GOD! Well, more like a GODDESS. Gosh, if only she's real, then I would look up to her. But don't stop there, continue on reading. Click here for the complete summary of what they have so far. ^__^ It has scans and stuff so it wouldn't bore u. X'D
AceAngel2k (7:29:22 PM): Yoko Kanno is sooo cool
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (7:29:30 PM): 
indeed!
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (7:33:50 PM): welp
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (7:33:53 PM): im done with my xanga
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (7:33:59 PM): i think im addicted to xanga
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (7:34:01 PM): and u know what...
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (7:34:04 PM): ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!
AceAngel2k (7:34:25 PM): HAHAH
AceAngel2k (7:34:29 PM): First ragnarok and now xanga
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (7:34:34 PM): LOL!
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (7:34:55 PM): YOU ARE EVIL!
AceAngel2k (7:35:02 PM): LOL
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Greetings, confusoid. You scored a... 57% |
Is it a bird? A plane? Is it a boy? A girl? Is it love, or is it lust? Ah, you. You are that rare mix of sensitive and sensual, romantic and randy, pride and prejudice, etc. When you see your crush, you waffle like a Belgian, unsure of whether you'd rather paint their toes or suck on their toes. Poets have long been puzzled by your kind. You'll never fall for robots or nymphos, but you will suffer longs bouts of marriage.
Welp, I just have to say that it is somewhat true. I don't even know if I really mean it when I say I want a romantic relationship. O.o I've never actually had one. My pervious relationship with Lee was mostly lust and a few talking. But my relationship with Owen was grand. Unfortunately, owen had to go to Minnesota. Atleast he's coming back. But anywho, romantic stuff makes me cry X'D. When was the last time I got a rose? Oh yeah, the corsage that Lee bought me for his prom two years ago. I wouldn't really call that an actual rose..It wasn't even a CORSAGE! I don't even know what the heck it was. So anyway, last rose I got was... I don't remember, but Lee picked it from his neighbor's garden. >(
But anyway, I kind of miss being in a relationship. O.o but not the kind of serious relationship Lee and I had with the fighting... And I hate being a senior. Most of the guys that I think are cute should be either my age or younger. o.O blah! I don't even want to bother to talk to make sure.
X'D It's fun having a crush on someone. It really is. I'm so used to not getting the guy I want that I actually enjoy getting my hopes up. It's fun writing up love letters then toss it in the trash can when I'm done. What's even more fun is telling all of my friends who I like. X'D hahaha. I always look the other when he walks by then giggle with my friends. but once I get home I usually start daydreaming about being in a relationship with him with the nice dinner and long walks on the beach and not to mention the kissing and the love making. LOL!
blah! I have such a boring life. My imagination is a lot better than reality. If I could. I wish I can live through my dreams. Golly, I love my dreams. I want to be that girl that was in a volume of Tokyo Babylon. Subaru Sumeragi, being the great omnouji (i think that's how to spell it) that he is, saved her by going in her dreams. What she did was having an endless dream of a life with her and Subaru Sumeragi. Gosh, i wish I have that sort of power. X'D Dreaming forever.
Gwah! Ok, a little summary of my humble love life. It's pretty ok.. I learned my mistakes with my previous relationships. my ex boyfriends are ok, except for one guy and that is Lee. We both hate each other. X'D. Bwahahha! Oh! My summary... hmmm. I miss being in a relationship, but I hate picking the wrong guy. Opposites do attract, but they hardly ever work out. >_< But I don't like to be with guys that shares too much common interest as me, that would basically be a good friend. Ok, now it sounds like I'm putting up a single ad. I should quit right now.
~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)
Owen is coming backWelp, Owen is coming back forever on January, or was it December? Okay, i'ts January cause I asked Mariegrace. For those who doesn't know who Owen is.. He was the one who made my summer great. Gosh! If only he hadn't moved to Minnesota, but oh well, he's coming back. Welp, over the summer, I took a lot of pictures of him. Here are the ones that I uploaded...
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*yawns* I'm so sleepee. OH! Tomorrow is Nick's birthday. Right now it's 10:58pm and I just got back on.
Happy 17th birthday Nick ~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)
I hope you enjoy your bday working at school. That's something you will never forget. Having to work during your birthday. X'D I hope you like the picture I drew for you. Sorry it's not so "original". I ran out of ideas. I put credits at the bottom just incase I do become a famous artist and so that person won't kill me. X'D JK I just thought it was the right thing to do.
Well anyways, it's wednesday and I have plato lab. yay! YAY! My life is complete! I finaly got the two pictures that I wanted from my file manager in geocities. I also finally figured out the password of my liquid2k account but can't seem to get in. Oh well.. I still don't remember my password to my geocities, but since I didn't have an index, I could just view all of the items in it.
*sigh* Subaru Sumeragi is soooo hot! Remember, my name is Satsuki Yatohji, not Jenearly Ang. You probably don't know what the hell I'm talking about.
<---That's me. Well, I don't really have glasses nor am I a genius hacker that got killed in the movie by "beast". BUT I sure do make a cute couple with Subaru Sumeragi.
DAMN! IF ONLY SUBARU SUMERAGI IS REAL! GRRRRR!
GWAH! CLICK BELOW
see! We look so darn cute together.
Shakedy shake
School sucked, as usual. I drew a picture in 2nd period. I think it turned out pretty nice. X'D I'll scan it later. well anyways, nick if you're reading this. I scanned it. I even uploaded it. original. I noticed that it's huge so I made it smaller for you and a little bit less quality in the picture so here's the other one
I know you could've done it yourself but I was bored.
Welp, mom is home so I'ma go eat. mmmm.. Fried Rice. X'D After that, I'ma go to plato lab then walk home after school. I'm also bringing my sister's stunt gun if i know where it is. O.o I want a pepper spray though.
OH! I scanned the drawing. It's at the left. Yes I noticed that I really messed up on it. The arms look weird. O.o The hands. LOL! I cannot draw hands!!! Welp, the leg sucks. I got the idea of the skirt from Priston Tale. YES IT'S A GIRL! Don't pay too much attention on the details. I did it on the back of my english paper that I was about to throw away. But anyways, what do you think? Now that I look at a bigger version of it (The scanner does that, I don't know why) it's starting to look....bad. >( don't make fun of it though. I'm only accepting compliments because I'm very much aware of how sucky it looks.
I don't really have an official signiture. It changes everytime.
I know that I talk crap about my sister more than anybody else in the whole wide world, but that's just out of love. I don't exactly have a picture of us together, but I'll be sure to get one by umm.. Before she leaves. Oh wait! I do have two pictures of us together. I'll upload them right now!
Well anywho, if sis reads this. I'm going to miss you very much. Despite how I have been acting all those years, I wasn't much of a good sister. Now that you are leaving mom, uncle, and me. I can't help but feel like I want to kill you. Well, that's everyday. But anyway, that's besides the point. Mom and I will miss you deeply, you know that. But I'm sure you're making the right decision.
Here are a few pictures of sis and me
Tada! Well sis, I know you're sure of what will happen when you decided to move. We all know how mom is. She's starting to become more and more predictable. Hope things turn out how you'll like it, and I hope there won't be as many problems as there were when u were here with us. Cya and VISIT OFTEN!!
I LOVE YOU YENI
Who here gets depressed when you listen to love songs? :(
music video. Even though I have no clue what the hell she's saying, but you know what's going on.
Well, I checked my hororoscope and uhh..gosh....O.o Weird stuff since the last time I checked. ^_~
Well, I'm currently checking out webbies that aceangel showed me a week ago.
I know my xanga lags. I kinda don't care. I'm so bored.... Where on earth is Nick? >(
AAH! TRIGUN DESERVES A TWO THUMBS UP! Makes me wonder what on earth happened after "THE END". =*(
*sigh* Poor Legato... But why are u so evil and handsome at the same time?... He's so dreamy. *faints*
Well, while i was waiting for sis to stop using the computer, I was trying to play Metal Gear. BUT!!! SINCE THE FREAKING CD IS SO SCRATCHED, IT KEPT FREEZING!!!! UGH!!!! DAMN YOU GERMAINE!!! So I gave it a rest and played street fighter Q...something.. But in metal gear, i still haven't passed the first room.
My thumb was throbbing for a good three minutes. Anywho, I'm done with Trigun. good anime. good anime. :*( Figures why Doug used Vash The Stampede as his name. He's so awesome. I totally dig guys with those fiiiinnnneee coats. YowZa
Let's stare at Subaru Sumeragi for 15 seconds.. *sigh* He's so hot.. Doesn't he look almost a bit like Legato?
what's your cowboy bebop theme song?
Gosh! What they will do to make you pay them(Xanga). I really don't think 4 bucks a month is well worth it. If i don't pay that much for Priston Tale, I wouldn't do it for a journal. Besides, Priston Tale is 3 bucks a month....
Well anyways, today is wednesday. Pretty damn sure of it. Wondering whether or not I should go to the plato lab or not. No one will pick me up. Same story as my previous entry
Tuesday, November 12, 2002
Eh, saves space instead of rewriting what I've said before. *yawns* my mom is home but she's going to work later. Who wants to pick me up from poly at six? O.o Anybody? X'D
Anywho, today was weird. That guy from the winter formal that I felt so violated from was wondering if I could go out with him. His reason is "I think she's fine." Wow! Yes sure! sure I will. although, I know nothing about you and since you're so shallow. Indeed I will go out with you....NOT ( 
Past relationship problems because of that)
LOL.of course, I will never ever give him a chance. How can I say that the nicest way? Heck, I can't even look at him in the face. He's so disgusting. He gives me the shivers. I'm not talking about his looks, but just him in general. He was wondering if I could go to the military ball with him.. HELL NO! I just hope I don't see him during prom. -__- That would ruin a lot of things. Well, I did remember telling him that I have a boyfriend. I doubt that ever went through his thick scull. Next time I see him, I'll engrave it on his goddamned foreheard. But who should I say I'm going out with? OH OF COURSE! I'm married to the one, the only SUBARU SUMERAGI! (ignore the fact that he is gay, X'( (I do hope CLAMP changes that) Well anywho, I really hope he leaves me alone. I wish he never talks to me ever again or even look at me in the face. He was walking with us during snack, but I didn't want to turn around to see him. I bet he got the clue. Pretty mean of me, but I just don't like his kind of people.
Today started out....ok....i guess.
Got to meet Nick for the first time. ^_~ Not that I've never seen him before or anything. Blah, you know what i mean.
But once 4th period started, things started to suck. X( My friend cheered me up of course. X'D
Thanks for the Trigun once again. X'D I'll watch it once I get home from plato lab. Which will be at around 6 ish. OOOOOOOOOOOHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I don't want to walk home at six!!!!! It's pitch black at that time and.... =*( Too many scary people. I remembered the last time I had to walk home at that time of night, too many guys harassed me. It was scary as hell! 
NObody is here to pick me up. We only have one car left because mom sold the other one. Should I stay home or should I go? o.O choices, choices, choices. i hate living in the ghetto. Can't wait till my mom decides to move.
Well anywho, I'm hungry. All i ate was "ice cream". ^_~ I'ma go get myself some chips from the twin tower market and a few candy.
Hmmm, right now i'm just wondering what's the difference between the original xanga and the upgraded one? OK! I'ts 2:58 and now i'm off to school. >_<
*CD player (CHECK)
WEEEEE!! Someone is home! YAY!!! IT'S MY MOMMY!!!!! *plants a smoochie on her cheek*
~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)Gosh! remember when I said I wasn't going to have fun? ^_~ I take that back. I had a whole lot of fun. :D Me and Mariegrace did. Or so she says. I took a few pictures...
Johnathan and me
Mariegrace and me
Mariegrace, Esmeralda and me
A before picture of me.
Well, since i just love to ramble on and on, i'll tell how it was. *clears throat* I started gettin ready with the make up and outfit at around 3 ish. Mom did my hair at around 5 ish. My sister was using my face as an experiment or something. So I was hoping my hair would be from the side and have a flower there, but instead it was up and a tiarra. blah! So when everything got done, my mom grabbed her fur coat and told me to wear it. UGH! So yeah, i wore it to formal. Now I was shedding fur and glitter.
Anyways, we went to go pick up Mariegrace and on our way to the convention center, we kept on getting stuck and confused. I didn't care, because it was still early. O.o They were also having a Korn concert on that day too, in the convention center, but at another part of it. They chose a perfect time to have the formal indeed(sarcasm). Anyways, that was that. But when we arrived we were still early. =X so we had to wait.
Once we got in, I saw Esmeralda. took a few pictures here and there bla bla bla. When everybody came, that's when we started dancing. I didn't really want to dance like how Bouna and Esmeralda did, so we were just dancing in the middle looking innocent. We as in Mariegrace and me. I saw Chris (tall Chris), Aaron (from Wilson) and Phillip Tran (my old crush in...9th grade?). Well, I saw more people, but those were the people i actually thought.. whoa! What are they doing here? Well, Chris...I don't know, he told me he was coming, but i didn't expect him to dance like how he was. O.O
Mariegrace and I probably danced every song except when we had to go drink something and when we had to take a group photo. I didn't get to dance the last two songs because... it was a slow dance song. LOL! I danced two slow dance song from this one guy that asked me. I have no clue what's his name. I felt pretty violated. I tried to avoid him on the dance floor but that was pretty hard. >_< Bouna helped out, by pulling me everytime he comes by. He was getting freaky behind me, doing whatever. I prefer dancing with people i know than with someone like him. But some other white guy by the name of ?Matt? came up to me and asked me to dance. O.o that was odd! so anyways, that went well, i guess...
I started to actually "dance" dance when the dance/techno music started playing. I don't know how or why, but I was getting really hyped up after that. I think I lost 10 pouds. *checks scale* nope, 3 pounds. A whole lot of people were staring at me, but I didn't care. I don't know why I didn't care. O.o I feel embarrised now. Not many people recognized me anyways.
There were a few memoriable moments like when Pearum(however u spell her name) saw me. She paused with an open jaw and we just hugged each other like we haven't seen each other in years. I couldn't breathe for that moment, but everything went normal after that. And when I said hi to Chris. He looked at me and commented, "You look so different with all those make up on." LOL! In poly I'm like this girl who's always covered and pale looking, and at the formal, it was really different. *giggles* someone actually said I can dance good. LOL! I have no experience in dancing.
*sigh* I wish I was pretty
~by Jen(*hopeless |romantic*)WHOOPS! i accidently deleted the previous entry, but i restored it. BUT now all the comments are gone. = oh well.
Plans for today:
*cough* yeah. Cool! No school monday. I should really do something important on Veterans day other than sit on my ass and thinking "yay! Veterans day=day off of school." Of course, why is it a holiday? Must do something tomorrow so I won't be called an ungreatful brat.
I miss Ragnarok.
I'm so bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I promise I won't comment on random entries anymore. I promise! 
*Angel*, Where are u? =(
KiShiKiShi (3:43:33 PM): lol
KiShiKiShi (3:44:34 PM): jen has a sparkley dress
H0P3L3SR0MANTIC (3:45:00 PM):
Saturday, November 09, 2002
Why is winter formal a big pain in the ass? It wasn't supposed to be this way. Mom is being a big giant ass. I chose everything out.
Purple/blueish dress, sneakers, hair curley with flower near the left ear, and make up to make me look completely fake. I told my mom this a few days ago. WEll, atleast the dress part.
So today when my mom came home she asked me to try on the dress. I grabbed the dress and put it on. All she did was complain and complain about how it shows my cleavage and that someone behind me might like down in my backless part and into my panties. HOw on earth can they do that? And why would they want to?
So she chose out all these different cambodian dresses that our great aunt made for us in Cambodia. the dresses are two pieces. The skirt goes all the way up above the belly button and it looks really funny with just that. But the shirt gets really tight on the top. My mom adjusted it a bit but when she finished, sister questioned about why I didn't want to wear her prom dress that she wore two years ago. I gave her this look like, why would i want to wear her used stuff? Sick! Then mom said, "yeah, why not?"
Ugh! So I tried it on and in my opinion, i think it's EXACTLY the same as the blue dress. But I like the blue purpleish dress better than that one. But oh well.
This is what sister said when I told her I wanted to wear the blue dress.
"Why do you want to wear that? You know mom is going to have to fix it and stuff.. So why are making her do all this stuff?"
*ahem* I didn't even tell her to adjust that cambodian dress. And besides, her winter formal, mom bought her this dress that probably costed 75 dollars I think. And what did I wear on that day? Something from China town. Grrr! And Toukna's prom day, we went to go buy a 100 and something something dollar dress, and also on her prom they went shopping for dresses, plus her other friend's prom she bought a new dress. and what did i wear to my ex ex's prom? Some Cambodian dress that my great aunt made with the skirt that goes above the belly button. UGH!
This stinks!
Xanga
School was sucky as always. Some dude streaked in the rain. that was weird.... He was actually completely nude I think. I didn't get to see much because I was pretty far. First I heard a bunch of screaming and rooting, then when I turned I saw completely pink flesh running towards the 100 building. I felt a bit bummed for not seeing the whole thing but later realized how nasty that would've be.
Anyways, all I did was walk to room 252 making a fool of myself looking for Esmeralda. Later on found out she was out with her club to take the yearbook picture.
I was so warm the whole day with my jacket, orange scarf, and gloves. Esmeralda and I was running in the rain because we both love the rain. :D. Everybody else looked at us funny but who cares. It was so much fun, not to the point of streaking though.
Hmmm, I have way too many bloggers. I used to have blogger, but I emailed them to cancel my account. I wonder if I can still sign in. I still have pitas and I still update it. I actually have two accounts from pitas. I used to have a digital diary made from Alex, but I quit because everybody else quit. I still have deadjournal but it lagged so much I stopped updating. I mostly liked their emoticons. X'D
Today I saw someone with a NOFX shirt. AWESOME! I still have the song Stick in my eye by NOFX. I got it from MallCop. Anyways, yesterday sister was playing Silent Hill on the playstation. It took us forever to learn how to shoot. Someone told us it was R1 with the action button. But nope, it was R2 and the action button. It's a pretty scary game, I wonder who thought of it.
Tomorrow is winter formal, i got my dress planned out and hair. I'm wearing my sneakers instead of wearing high heals. Everybody else is wearing black and i'm the only one wearing light purple. Oh well, I guess I'll stand out. *sigh* MY HEADACHE IS GONE!! YIPPPPEEEEE!
Bad Ass|Monday, November 4, 2002| 02:19 PM
School was ok. I was being kinda bad today. I got a D in my running time for PE. I showed up late, came in without my PE clothes but had to go back and get dressed. Math, I did my hw in class, i think he saw. Igot two right, but the rest was obviously incorrect. English, I was drawing while she was giving a lecture. I was supposed to take that time to correct my interview that I did with my sister. But I was too lazy.
Today, I want to continue to design on my webpage, but I have to go to plato lab later. I wonder who will take me to there and pick me up. = I hate this. blah.
Good morning|Sunday, November 03, 2002| 10:03 AM
*yawns* Well, it's morning and I'm about to design my webpage. =) I got the diary part done, but not yet the others. I have a lot to do.