New layout- Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets.

"...Don't legends always have a basis in fact?"

~Hermione to Professor Binns


CoS Soundtrack, and why I am currently feeling tolerant of Ron... Tuesday. November 12, 2002. 7:427 pm

Well, I bought the CoS soundtrack today. It's AWESOME. I highly recommend it. The only thing that I thought kind of sucked was that it didn't have any quidditch match songs on it. ^_~

And Rupert Grint has now raised SEVERAL points in my esteem by saying that he thinks that Hermione and Ron would be terrible together, and that he would rather have Ron die than get together with her. While that is not exactly an H/H sentiment, it's close enough to make me tolerate Ron more. Yay Rupert! And that kid is just too adorable. And he's finally taller than Dan! Yay! That makes him even more Ron-ish!

Anyway, I just thought I would share. At least I can keep from totally despising Ron until the 5th book comes out. Whether I hate Ron then is entirely up to JK, of course. ^_~

I know, I know, I'm a terrible person. But just because I'm a Gryff, doesn't mean I don't have my... *cough* quirks. And I didn't win the title of Honorary Slyth for nothing, you know...

Anyway, on to boring RL. I have to finish a paper tonight. Blech. Stupid papers. And I have to study for a kanji quiz. Still haven't worked on my thesis. >.< *hugs* Love you all!

Oh, and for your evening entertainment, check out this site Sans sent me! *cackles*


I am one sick bitch... Sunday. November 10, 2002. 9:46 pm

*Bangs head against the wall repeatedly and shuts ears in the oven door.*

I am SICK SICK SICK SICK. And I think I'm having a nervous breakdown.

My reputation as a pedo is WELL deserved b/c I've started lusting after Dan Radcliffe. He's THIRTEEN. I am sick! *dies* At least, as Sans points out, I'm not lusting after him *because* he's thirteen. O.o;;;

And I haven't done homework all weekend, and I'm finding it difficult to care.

I really think I'm starting to go insane. I really wish I could understand the twisted workings of my mind, but I can't. They're beyond me.

I don't care, I just want Friday and the CoS premiere to come. Maybe not the best thing for me in my present state, but whatever.

Right, so I have to start another week of classes that I'm finding increasingly difficult to make myself go to. I am so fucking burned out on school.


Updates on my descent into insanity... Wednesday. November 6, 2002. 9:09 am

Ok, so maybe descent isn't the right word. I'm really already there.

For those of you who don't know, my mom went into the hospital last week for severe chest pain. My mom's health has always been totally fine, so naturally I was freaking out. However, the good news is that it ended up being nothing life threatening. It was an inflammed wall of her chest resulting from a pinched nerve. I'm relieved. Of course, then she turned around and caught the flu. -_- My poor Mom!!

My stupid Ben and Jerry's event is OVER. I even found parking for the fucking Winnebago, believe it or not. But it's DONE. Done done done.

Laur was an angel and made screen caps of the H/H scene from the 3rd CoS trailer for me. *.* It made my day yesterday. I love you!! *tackles glomps, then runs off to Happy Ship Land*

And speaking of CoS, there was an article in the Indy Star about the movies and Richard Harris's possible replacement- which I personally think is in bad taste, and so does The Leaky Cauldron. Why does my state always have to make itself look RETARDED?! Oh right, that's because it IS. -_-

I have 2 more papers to write this week (WHY are they alwasy due the same week?! Why can't profs collaborate on things like this?! *cry*), therefore I still probably won't be online much. *sigh* I'll try, though.

*hugs* I love all of you guys! Hang in there ok?!


FINALLY!! *dances ecstatically*... Monday. November 4, 2002. 9:40 am

OH MY GOD! *shrieks and jumps around ecstatically in the computer lab while a dozen or so people turn and stare at the psycho*

MUWAHAHAHAHA! Finally! Finally, I get my H/H moment! Read THIS!!!!!!!

I can't stand it! If the 15th doesn't get here soon, I'm going to die of anticipation... which would suck, because then I wouldn't actually be able to see the long-awaited H/H snuggle. *.*

I'm in HMS Pumpkin Pie heaven! Who cares that I got no sleep because I was too busy procrastinating on a paper? Who cares that I have to write another one tonight? I don't! Not when happy beautiful H/H goodness abounds. *.*

And speaking of CoS, my roomies and I bought our tix this weekend, for TWO shows in a row! Wheeee! I'm so excited! *.*

Ok, I will no longer inflict my insane sleep-deprived genkiness on you poor souls. I will just go and happily wrap myself up in H/H shipland. ^_~


Is it bedtime yet? Part 2... Monday. November 4, 2002. 4:10 am

Yes, you read that correctly. It's 4 in the fucking morning (as Katie would say ^_~). I am currently procrastinating the finishing of a paper I have to write for my history class about historical revisionism. -_-;;

I found this link on Ger's lj, and he's right- it is addictive! O.o;;

And highly amusing.

Here are a few of my results:

jen is a badass (*smirk*)
jen is having fun with two men (*cackles* But you have to guess which two they are.)
jen is getting her backbone back? (I never lost it, thanks.)
jen is making me do this (Yes, I am the master. Bow down to me, slave.)
jen is the best (Gee, thanks.)
jen is an exceptional person who is to be worshipped and adored at all times (damn straight!)
jen is something one learns rather than something one is born with (*dies*)
jen is at it again (Use your imagination ^_~)
jen is the coolest person ever (*giggles* By whose standard?)
jen is all smiles (^_^)
jen is keen on stopping this (No, not really. That would mean I have to finish my paper.)
jen is an original glass artist working in and around melbourne (O.o;;)
jen is on hiatus (Yes, from reality.)
jen is back at mayo for her scheduled check (huh?)
jen is a term that has many defining words that cause it to be a difficult concept to understand (*flings hair back* What can I say? I'm just special that way.)
jen is the person chosen to restore harmony (*halos*)
jen is spreading her butt (EXCUSE ME?!)
jen is continuing to play around the london/south east area and forthcoming dates will be posted here so come back and check regularly (Yes, I'm stalking Dan Radcliff.)
jen is proud to have been awarded the president's award by gary engebretson of the contract services association of america (Um, ok...)
redbook has an article on jen (I wish.)
jen is a waitress in the club where he performs (Hmmm... interesting one.)
jen is a sheep (............. Just please don't tell me I'm on a pair of socks.)
jen is dying because you don't believe every time a child says "i don't believe in fairies" there is a fairy somewhere that falls (Riiiiiight.)
jen is quiet (*snorts*)
jen is involved with her church youth group and a prayer group at her high school (*falls over laughing*)
jen is the sorcerer of the clan (That's more like it!)
jen is from ontario and she has a neat page featuring photos of her and her pets as well as a lot of toronto maple leaf stuff (Um, NO.)
jen is his essentially religious nature (Again, whose?! I'd like to meet this mysterious guy.)
jen is nesting (This just keeps getting better and better...)
jen is nice to animals (Most of the time.)
jen is a choreographer in demand for her expertise in lindy hop (Wheee!)
jen is does not rhyme with penis (No. No it doesn't. Thank you for exhibiting your stunning powers of deduction.)
jen is doing everything so quickly just so she can screw with the press (No comment.)
jen is too sweet for words (Awwww)
jen is not a particularly happy jen (Only when I'm drunk.)
jen is my girl (Do I get a say in this?)
jen is laughing at her characters (Yes. My multiple personalities are quite amusing.)
jen is the vice prinicipal of developing virtue girls school at the city of ten thousand buddhas (*is highly amused* Are you sure you want me in charge of a school of virtue?)
jen is advised to bring along six magic gifts (Wait, do I get the gifts, or do I have to give them away? Because if I do, then I don't want to come.)
jen is an associate professor in the school of computer engineering (ROTF- Me?! Computer Engineering?! Hell no!)
jen is definitively our hero with superior power and intellect (Of course!)
jen is a spacious 2 story brand new home located south of san miguel near the plaza (Ok, this one is just weird.)
jen is an avid reader and researcher of history who enjoys learning about the past (*Points to major*)

*sigh* I suppose I have to go back to my paper now. *pout* Oyasumi (or is it ohayou now? XD) minna! *snugs* I love you! I will try to be online sometime in the next few days. Tomorrow (er, tonight?) is really busy for me, but hopefully Wednesday or something I can chat.


Is it bedtime yet?... Monday. October 28, 2002. 10:31 pm


*looks at the current world's population* You must have a lot of frustration then.

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I have to go w/ S on this one- truer words were never spoken.

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Another one from S's page. You're right, I did like this one. Especially the question about which crime you're mostly likely to commit. *cackles*


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Muwahahahaha.


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I'm beginning to see a pattern here. Does this have anything to do with the fact that I always played the town prostitute in drama class? XD

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I've got the Monday Blues... Monday. October 28, 2002. 8:52 am

Ok, there's a good reason why Mondays usually suck. I'm decided Loki has taken residence on my shoulder today, and is cackling evilly in my ear. -_- NOT amusing. He just WON'T be persuaded to leave.

First of all, I woke up with a stomach ache. For no good reason, other than possibly stress. And of course, I woke up later than I meant to as well.

Then my roomie drove us all to campus, and what is the last thing they play before I get out of the car? Britney Fucking Spears. And it's not just ANY Britney Fucking Spears, it's "Oops, I Did It Again," widely acknowledged to be one of her very most annoying songs, and one that has the absolute worst tendency to get stuck in your head. All day. Yep, Loki's just laughing his ass of at me.

Then, I get an e-mail from some ASSHOLE that I filed a complaint to eBay about b/c his item description was a lie, and therefore we paid $90 for something worth $20, at the most. And of course, he was a total nasty dick in the e-mail. -_- Why me?

And believe it or not, but I have 2 days to find on campus parking for a Winnebago. How ridiculous is THAT?!

Plus it's gray, and dull, and I was already depressed anyway from a combination of the news about Richard Harris and a bad case of blahs. *sigh*

Maybe it will get better? *eyes the evilly smirking Loki on her shoulder.*

Or maybe it won't.

It's going to be a long day.


Richard Harris... Sunday. October 27, 2002. 2:33 pm

By now, I'm sure everyone has heard the tragic news of Richard Harris's death. You can read more about it at The Leaky Cauldron. He was a great actor, for more reasons than the role of Albus Dumbledore. He came from an era of passionate rebels, the classy golden era of Hollywood. My mom loved the man, and thought he was one of the few remaining "greats". She was right. I haven't seen him in anything that I didn't like, nothing where he didn't give the role everything that was in him. He'll be sorely missed.

I'm sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I've been incredibly busy. I will be busy the next few weeks too- I have quite a lot due, and *to* do.

I've read a really good book by Clive Barker called Abarat. It's a young adult fantasy, and it's wonderful. Pick up a copy!

I love you all, and you're in my thoughts.


*Is amused*...Thursday. October 17, 2002. 9:29 pm

Warning: This post is political. I do not mean to insult anyone else's pov, just express my own.

Jake's friend Aaron came over for dinner, and we got into a political discussion (gotta LOVE college for that! *.*). Anyway, Aaron is in the Stanley Kubrick film class this semester, and they are studying 2001 this week. During the first scene, you know with the monkeys?, his prof stopped the tape and said "Look! It's like our president. In fact, this whole movie is an analogy to Bush's presidency. A bunch of apes beating each other up, and then a bunch of guys with advanced technology beating each other up. And apparently a monolith is the key to the universe... I want a monolith!"

*rotf* I LOVE it! I love college. Only here can you get such cool profs, I swear.

Oh, and for your viewing pleasure...Bush or chimp?

And speak of the devil (er, Aaron and Jake, not Bush XD), their radio show is on at 10:00 pm on Friday night. If you want to listen and hear some of my crazy friends, you can at Pure Student Radio, the IU radio station webpage. Just hit the link under "Listen to WIUS," and it will come up on your Winamp player! ^_^


Interesting...Thursday. October 17, 2002. 9:19 am

I took this love test that Ly posted on her lj. Interesting... and surprisingly accurate.

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she loves you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. You don't like it when your partner is insecure.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.

6. You can never be stabilized; actually, you are not suitable for marriage and you don't want to make committment.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

I'm not completely sure about number 6... I wouldn't mind having a committment. But certainly not right now, so in that at least it's correct. But I don't know about ever... but the rest of them are dead on.

On another note... Oh. my. gods. It's Thursday already! O.o;; When did that happen?!


*can't... breathe*... Wednesday. October 16, 2002. 9:11 am

*Is rotflmao*

Take a look at this everyone! Ron in drag!

*cackles*

Oh my gods, I am laughing so hard I am crying.

*Runs off to taunt Ron mercilessly.*


x.x... Monday. October 14, 2002. 6:22 pm

This is what I posted to my friends in our Yahoo club this afternoon (sorry, I'm too lazy to type it all again- cut and paste is the best invention ever):

I have 2 papers due this week, an exam in Japanese on Friday, I'm collecting orders for the next 2 weeks for History department tshirts (that I had to design), I have to coordinate the INPIRG table for the Farmer's Market for the next 3 weeks, I'm coordinating this stupid campus Ben and Jerry's tour for promoting global warming awareness, I have a midterm next week, and I'm going out of my mind. I haven't even started serious work on my thesis yet. PLUS I have to write my fucking grad school statement of purpose already and I'm not even applying until after I get back from JET! Which I haven't finished my application for. My profs want that damned statement to write rec letters for me. >.< I don't know what I want to do with my life yet! It's like asking a 7th grader what they want to major in in college. And don't even get me started on my stress about the GRE... *dies* I think for once I've bitten off more than I can chew, and I'm starting to choke.

Just thought I'd vent here too. >.<

I need a vacation.

Anyway, this little quiz thingy was on S's blog, so I thought I'd fill it out too.

Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. Obssessing about my weight
2. Procrastination
3. Spliting my split ends
4. Worrying too much

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. A PhD
2. A house on the ocean
3. A kitten of my own
4. Enough money to travel around the world and pay for grad school

Name Four Scents You Love:
1. Lily of the valley
2. Honeysuckle
3. Burning leaves
4. Baking brownies

Name Four People That Know You the Best:
1. Anne
2. S
3. Laur
4. Amanda

Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
1. Anything orange (I look HIDEOUS in it)
2. A mini skirt
3. Plaid and checks together
4. A lacy teddy (too cheesy)

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. How much shit I have to do
2. How much money I DON'T have
3. How much I wish I were a size 6
4. Men

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. Worked
2. Met with my Japanese prof.
3. Homework
4. This blog update

Note: None of these things is really the stuff I should be doing, except the homework. -_-;;

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. Groceries
2. Dinner at D'Jangos
3. A book on ancient spellcraft
4. Alexandria

Name Four People You Would Like To Spend More Time With:
1. Anne
2. S (and the rest of my HHS gang ^_~)
3. Both Amandas
4. Ashley

Name Four Bands/Groups/Singers Most People Don't Know You Like:
1. Norah Jones
2. Avril Lavigne (I know, I can't believe I am admitting this XD)
3. Etta James
4. Linkin Park

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. Water
2. Tea
3. Whatever juice is in the house
4. Whatever alcoholic beverage I can get my hands on


Nooo! Not the genki children on trains!... Sunday. October 13, 2002. 9:16 pm

Ok, things are looking a leeeeetle better now. I chatted with some of the Tachi, which cheered me up immensely. Nothing like Lucius's Muffins to lift your spirits. XD Although at one point during the convo I had bad mental images of these scary genki children on trains singing songs from The Sound of Music. O.o;; Yikes.

And the person who I thought was maybe upset with me isn't. *.* Thank goodness, b/c I was worried.

And I feel pretty good about my brother b/c I cast a protection charm for him which makes me feel like at least I've done something.

*DIES* And oh lordy, it said on Nick Bantock's website that the last book in the 2nd Griffin and Sabine arc, The Morning Star, isn't due out until September 2003!! Whaaaa! ;_;


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*hugs minna* Oyasumi!


My I Don't Have to Run Day... Sunday. October 13, 2002. 5:08 pm

This weekend has been a bit surreal. Friday night, Bethany, Jacob, and I took Jimmy out to dinner at D'Jango's Cafe for his birthday. It was a lot of fun, and I really liked the place. I had never been there before. Then I went over to Jimmy's and watched half of The Patriot. I had not seen it before, and I still haven't finished it. >.< Maybe sometime this week... But it was fun, and I hope you enjoyed your b-day, Jimmy!

My mom and dad also left for a cruise on Friday- perhaps badly timed, but they deserve the vacation.

Saturday I got up criminally early and worked the INPIRG table at the Farmer's Market with Christine for 5 hours (from 7 to noon). It was fun, and I got information about volunteering at a few places I've been wanting to check out, including an exotic cat refuge. *.* I adore big cats. But as I don't have a car, I don't know how I'll get there.

Then I came home, only to find a message from my sister that my brother was attacked b/c of this whole Nikki/Brad Fiasco. He now has a black eye, and none of his friends will talk to him. I am extraordinarly angry, and if I had the means (and it's good I don't), I WOULD be doing something about this. But as it's not really my place to interfere, I have to hope that a protection charm will suffice. It's all I can do.

Today I got the distinct feeling that someone is angry or upset with me, but unless I find out why, I can't do anything to change the fact. Hopefully, you know who you are, and will please talk to me. If there's anything I've done to hurt you, please let me know. And if there's anything I can do to help you, let me know that too. I love you! And I would die before intentionally hurting you.

One final note- chapter 10 of Draco Veritas is out. I have a bad feeling about where it's heading, but it's sort of an intruiging and horrifying addiction to speculation that makes me long to know more. I have my theories. And I would sell my soul to write like Cassie can.

And so begins another week filled with the dreaded "meetings" and "appointments", stress over papers and homework that I've put off for too long, and feelings of inadequacy in all areas of my life.

About Me

Name : Jen
Aliases: Jenchan, Morgaine, Makochan, coconut!spleen
Birthdate : March 31, 1981
Gender : Female
Occupation : Full Time College Student
Majors : History and Japanese
Minors : International Studies and E. European Studies
Email : yohji@weisskreuz.net
Sites : Midnight Revolution.org and My Live Journal

Quote

"Adventure can be an end in itself. Self-discovery is the secret ingredient that fuels daring."

~Grace Lichtenstein

Image Song

Chad Kroeger & Josey Scott
Hero

I am so high, I can hear heaven
I am so high, I can hear heaven
But heaven...no, heaven don't hear me

And they say that a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

Someone told me love would all save us
But, how can that be?
Look what love gave us
A world full of killing
And blood spilling
That world never came

And they say that a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do

And they say that a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away

And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away

Friends' Blogs

Slyflame
Avani
MR.org's HP Round Robin
Laurel Gand
Practical Magic
Lyra Stormrider
Lyra's Live Journal
Gerald Tarrant
Quicksilver
Arion
Moonsong
The Leaky Cauldron

Archives

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Hogwarts Student Profile

Courtesy of The Unofficial Harry Potter Fan Club

House : Gryffindor

Family : Muggle-born, both parents Muggles

Wand : willow, contains single hair from the tail of a unicorn; gentle and whispy; perfect for performing enchantments

Pet : snowy owl; gift from a secret admirer at Hogwarts; she is affectionate and reliable, but has a bad habit of eating the snacks my mother sends me in the post. I decided to name her Blodeuwedd, after the Welsh Celtic goddess of flowers, lunar mysteries, and wisdom; her symbols are the owl and the moon.

Favorite Songs

Spanish Doll : Poe
Beautiful Girl : Poe
Samain Night : Loreena McKennitt
The Highwayman : Loreena McKennitt
Winter, Again : Glay
Winter : Tori Amos
Bathwater : No Doubt
Demon Lover : Einstein Savage
Do What You Have To Do : Sarah McLachlan
Driving Sideways : Aimee Mann
Easily : Red Hot Chili Peppers
Hunter : Dido
I Dreamed A Dream : Les Miserables
Run to the Water : Live
Sleepy Maggie : Ashley MacIsaac
Torn : Natalie Imbruglia

Favorite Musicians

Poe
Lorenna McKennitt
No Doubt
Dido
Tori Amos
Sarah McLauchlan
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Live
Dave Matthews Band
Glay
Aimee Mann

Favorite Novel Series

Anne of Green Gables : L.M. Montgomery
Harry Potter : J.K. Rowling
Griffin and Sabine : Nick Bantock
Chronicles of Narnia : C.S. Lewis
Star Wars Thrawn triology : Timothy Zhan
Lord of the Rings : J.R.R. Tolkein
A Wrinkle in Time : Madeleine L'Engle
Emily of New Moon : L.M. Montgomery
Hitchiker's Guide : Douglas Adams
North and South : John Jakes

Favorite Other Literature

House of Leaves : Mark Z. Danielewski
Abarat : Clive Barker
Wuthering Heights : Emily Brontë
Sense and Sensibility : Jane Austen
Wide Sargasso Sea : Jean Rhys
And Then There Were None : Agatha Christy
The Mists of Avalon : Marion Zimmer Bradley
Little Women : Louisa May Allcott
South of the Border, West of the Sun : Haruki Murakami
A Midsummer Night's Dream : William Shakespeare
Gone With the Wind : Maragret Mitchell
Thus Spoke Zarathustra : Friedrich Nietzsche
Wicked : Gregory Maguire

Favorite Movies

Anne of Green Gables
Before Sunrise
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
Sense and Sensibility
Moulin Rouge!
Amélie
What's Up Doc?
Star Wars Triology
Dirty Dancing
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Vertigo
Rob Roy
Magnolia
Schindler's List

Favorite Anime/ Manga Series

Fushigi Yuugi
Shoujo Kakumei Utena
Card Captor Sakura
Weiβ Kreuz
Fruits Basket
Ayashi no Ceres
Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon
Slayers
Kodomo no Omocha
Kareshi Kanojo No Jijou
Kyuuketsuki Miyu
Mononoke Hime

Favorite Paintings

Old Guitarist : Pablo Picasso
Un Soir de Carnaval : Henri Rousseau
Wild Poppies : Claude Monet
Dance in the City : August Renoir
Café at Night : Vincent Van Gogh
The Young Martyr : Paul Delaroche
The Meditative Rose : Salvador Dalě
The Rose Garden : Paul Klee