Thursday, November 27, 2003
i'd just like to say that ambrosia salad is the best.

::inhales 5th bowl of ambrosia salad::

~jen-chan
10:34 p.m.

Thursday, November 27, 2003
ok, i've been working, and this is what i have.

test layout

i'm not quite sure if thats what i want, though. feedback is highly appreciated.

~jen-chan
10:11 p.m.

Thursday, November 27, 2003
happy thanksgiving! ^_^

ok, so, i'm working on a winter layout. and i know EXACTLY which picture i want. it's from the end of "betrayal"... where kenshin and tomoe are sitting in the snow... it's such an awesome pic, and i cant find it ANYWHERE. so, if you happen to be scouring rurouni kenshin/samurai x galleries and you see something resembling it, feel free to send me the link (tigerlily02@comcast.net). i would love you forever.

in the meantime, i'll try to work with what i have. which is... not much. -_-;

~jen-chan
09:24 p.m.

Wednesday, November 26, 2003
^_^ today is reuben's birthday! happy birthday reuben!!!

i've been slaving away all afternoon....

and i'm so happy! thanksgiving break rocks my world. three times. -_^

ryan's home, too! XD i cant hang out with him tonight, but we'll probably do something on friday. i'm so excited! i havent seen him in forever!!!

life is good. ^_^

except for the fact that i have a psych (pysh!) test on monday.

~jen-chan
05:15 p.m.

Monday, November 24, 2003
so...... i need to get work done, but its not happening. life is doing that thing again where it sucks. ¬_¬ but i know that its actually pretty good, i'm just in an weird mood. i'm doing that indifferent thing again. its kind of annoying. i mean, at the start of my day, it was ok, but after the amusement of physics, it kind of sucked. this morning one of the guys in my 2nd period pseudo-class was like, "you're really pretty ^_^" and i was like, "aww, thanks ^_^" he's in 8th or 9th grade.... but it was cute.

in other news, i got accepted into IUP based entirely on my SAT scores... i got a letter today, and i opened it, and it was like, "congratulations on your acceptance!" and i was just like, "wtf?! i didnt even submit my application or send in my transcript!" so that was kinda cool.

i guess i should start my frankenstein essay and my government internet assignment. but.... i dunno. i cleaned my room yesterday (really, its actually clean this time. you can see the floor!), and that took away all of my motivational energy. ^_^; oops. oh well. i dont care. i'm hungry. food time! XD

~jen-chan
04:02 p.m.

Saturday, November 22, 2003
so, i went to see susquehanna and bucknell today, and we kinda drove through bloomsburg, but i was kind of asleep ^_^;; oops. anyway, i really like bucknell. it has a beautiful campus (and library! i cant stand places that dont have good libraries ><) and there's always so much stuff going on.... so i think its up there on the list tied for number one with gettysburg. i didnt really like susquehanna. i mean, it was nice, but the library sucked. they had lots of stuff, but it didnt seem like a place you wanted to spend lots of time in. and... yeah. it didnt offer japanese. why didnt i catch that before we went there? oh well.

so zachy-chan and i went out to dinner tonight, and it was really yummy ^_^ and quite amusing. especially the thing with the water... heeheehee.....

and now i'm just waiting for ellie-chan to call me back and tell me what time i'm supposed to be over tonight....

~jen-chan
07:43 p.m.

Thursday, November 20, 2003
zach's page is finally up! click here to visit it... and write in the forums! XD

~jen-chan
04:31 p.m.

Thursday, November 20, 2003
wee! i got pictures back today!! and man, were they OLD! i still had some stuff from the making of the AP Euro cake... oh wow. anyway, i hooked up my scanner and got some of them on my computer (wow, my scanner sounded like it was going to explode. it was making the most horrible sounds!!) and... here they are!

Danielle and Reuben
Danielle with our sand castle... no, she's not naked, she's just wearing a tan bathing suit.
Jeff eating danielle's bday cake
Jeff and Tony eating danielle's bday cake
Me and Laura at Mensch Mill

there was a really funny one of carrie with a cupcake in her mouth, but it didnt scan well >< i was so sad!!!

in other news... senior quotes are due tomorrow... any suggestions?

~jen-chan
03:52 p.m.

Wednesday, November 19, 2003
ok, i read chaos' blog, and wow. he did this entry about love, and it was really good. click here to read it.

and now the dreaded survey...

| ABOUT YOU |
Name:: Jenny
Age:: 17
Hometown:: Wyo, PA. yes, i'm STILL here.
Hair Color:: Blonde
Eye Color:: Blue
Height:: 5' 2"
Parents names:: Robert and Doris
Siblings:: Jason
Peircings::
ears, but they might have grown back.
Tattoos:: none
Favorites
Color:: red
Song:: i cant choose!
Movie:: Either "Equilibrium" or "Identity"
TV Show:: zim!
Actor:: dont have one
Actress:: dont have one
Singer/Band:: L'arc, the Strokes, Jason Mraz, John Mayer, Switchfoot, Led Zepplin, etc...
Type of Music:: everything
Vacation Spot:: chesapeake bay.. i went windsurfing there ^.^
Place to Hang out:: reuben's basement
Store:: pacsun?
Clothes Brand:: ::shrugs::
Perfume/Cologne:: i love guy smell ^.^
Drink:: hot chocolate!
Food:: lots of things...
Subject:: now? physics
Holiday:: xmas, its so pretty then ^_^
Season:: winter cuz i can ski, but summer because i get to work at the pool
Teacher:: mrs. beadle
| FRIENDS |
Best Girl Friend:: ellie-chan
Best Guy Friend:: oh wow, this is hard... i think zach... ::nods:: yeah, zach.
Funniest:: ellie-chan, simply because we have SO many inside jokes
Loudest:: CARRIE
Craziest:: all my friends are insane.
Smartest:: carrie
Most Attractive:: danielle
Most Trustworthy:: i should hope that i can trust them all...
Most Compassionate:: this is too hard ><
Strangest:: carrie
| LAST .. |
Movie you rented:: the life of david gale?
Song you listened to:: "barely legal" by the strokes
CD you bought:: john mayer - heavier things
Person you hugged:: zachy-chan
Person you kissed:: inside my family, my mom when she came home. outside of my family, still kyle. -_-;
Person you touched:: my mom, when we were having a towel fight in the kitchen ^_^;
Word you said:: "away." the complete sentence was "if someone else takes it up for me, i wont put my clothes away." (to my dad about a laundry basket. not like i'll put my clothes away anyway, but still.)
Song you sang:: "let that be enough" (switchfoot) in the back of the car on the way home from dinner last night because everyone else was talking.
Thing you ate:: lots and lots of chocolate X_X
Thing you bought:: lunch
Person you called:: my dad
Person you IMed:: carrie
Vacation you went on:: does mensch count?
| DO YOU .. |
Drink:: nope
Do drugs:: nope
Play sports:: does karate count?
Go to school:: yup
Want more peircings:: not really, taking care of them is annoying.
Believe in love:: yeah, wish i had some right now..
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend:: nope
Belive in God:: yes
Get good grades:: yup
Smoke:: no
Like rollercoasters:: yep!
Drive:: I have my permit..
| FOR OR AGAiNST |
Online Relationships:: not more than just friends
The death penalty:: against
Premarital Sex:: against
Homosexual Relationships:: neither, i just accept them.
Drinking & driving:: against
Suicide:: against
Using someone:: against!! *cough*danielle*cough*
Teenage smoking:: against, as well as all other smoking. including cigars. (you know who you are :P)
Underage drinking:: against
Soap Operas:: like carrie said, my life IS a soap opera.
| RANDOM |
What shampoo do you use:: Pantene Pro-V
Shoes do you wear:: a lot.
Deodorant do you use:: truthfully, i have no clue.
What are you scared of:: zombies. they seriously freak me out to no end.
What kind of car do you have/want:: techincally i "have" a 1990 Audi A6, but i want a red convertible beetle XD
Favorite Quote:: if i knew this, i would write it on my senior quote paper and hand it in early.
Superstitious:: sometimes
Believe in astrology (zodiac):: for amusement, i dont take it seriously though.
How often do you change your profile:: whenever i feel like it
Do you write real letters (on paper):: do notes to danielle count?
How many people on your buddy list:: 48, i just cleaned it
How many are online right now:: 17
What time is it:: 7:24
Whats the date:: 11-19-03
What did you do yesterday:: school, homework, out to dinner for jason's birthday, more homework, watched a scarring video (good job, zach), listened to good music (for real good job, zach), and slept.
Do you like candles:: fire... >:} heeheehee...
Do you burn inscence:: nope
Do you have a cell phone:: not until i get my license
Last person who IMed you:: carrie
What was your first screenname:: dont know
Scariest movie youve ever seen:: House on Haunted Hill?
Funniest movie youve ever seen:: Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Saddest movie youve ever seen:: Finding Nemo. i almost cried.
Ever cry at a movie:: yep
Do you like 'reality TV':: nope
Ever seen Grease:: yep
Favorite Candy:: dark chocolate cordial cherries
Most embarassing moment:: if i knew it, i would post it.
Did ya like the survey:: let me tell you, this was a pain in the ass to format.

~jen-chan
06:48 p.m.

Tuesday, November 18, 2003
"I wished to see him again, that I might wreak the utmost extent of abhorrence on his head and avenge the deaths of William and Justine."

i love this book.

~jen-chan
09:54 p.m.

Sunday, November 16, 2003
::collapses:: i woke up at like, 8 this morning, which would have been ok if it wasnt the bird screaming that woke me up. so then i came downstairs, "ate" breakfast with my family (i wasnt hungry, so i had some OJ), and then my dad and i went out driving for about 45 minutes and practiced parking. i did ok with it for the first time parallel parking the audi. oh yeah, we got it back! and the driver's side door actually opens from the outside (*gasp!* that hasnt happened in forever!!), and there's a new ignition in it (which is a little annoying because now i have a key for the ignition and a separate key for the doors if i feel like locking them), and the speedometer actually works. and hey, my keyboard is REALLY SQUEAKY. -_O but anyway. i dont think i'm gonna get anything for it, unless its like, general-fit seat covers or something, because i dont know how long its gonna last..... and i was talking to my dad, and he's like, "yeah, we'll see how you do with scholarship money, and maybe we'll get you a new set of wheels." at first i thought he literally meant wheels, because we had just been talking about how he switched the tires to old ones so jason could have the good ones because he's driving more right now, but then he started talking about other cars, and i was like, "wow!" it was fun.

(new paragraph time! yay!) so when we got home, i came inside and promptly left again to go shopping with my mom, oma, and two aunts. there's a 50% off sale at bon-ton today. i got a skirt and 2 sweaters. ^_^ i almost got shoes, but then i figured that i didnt need them, and they weren't quite the right kind anyway. so we ended up shopping from 10:30 to 1. then we came home and i made myself a wrap (and almost had to make them for everyone else, too, but i ran away too fast), and now i'm sitting here waiting for my brother to come home so i can see if he's going on a run, and if so, if i can go with him. that'll be fun ^_^ and when i'm done with that and all clean again, i'm going to (*gasp!*) clean my room!!!!!!! i know, its amazing. but dont take that as a promise. it still might not happen. ^_^; kinda like how i've been putting it off all weekend.... oops.

~jen-chan
01:18 p.m.

Saturday, November 15, 2003
i smell like zach. probably from giving him a massage for like, 20 minutes... its so hard to give a massage to someone sitting right next to you, especially if you're in a car. haha! so yeah, i had fun tonight. we went over to reuben's and watched a movie... i forget the name, but it was really really good. i highly recommend it. not like that does you any good without the name. oops ^_^; and zach brought us presents from florida ^.^ miso soup, wasabi, and these adorable chopsticks! i felt so loved. um............. i think that's all for now. goodnight! -_^

~jen-chan
11:27 p.m.

Friday, November 14, 2003
::makes really loud slurping noises:: ^.^ i looooooove tomatoes! ::sings the "i love tomatoes" song:: heeheehee! yummy!

danielle's coming over tonight. i was supposed to clean my room tonight, but i kinda kept doing other stuff instead. and i've noticed that if i leave 2 weeks between times when i play piano, i dont get so frustrated and i dont suck as much! *gasp!* hahaha... i played "scarlet" really well first time through.. i'm so proud of myself ^.^ i havent been able to do that in forever. it sounded so high though... i'm used to playing low songs on guitar nowadays. ^_^;

but anyway. danielle's coming over tonight, and we're gonna eat pizza and i'm gonna make her watch "joan of arcadia" because i'm obsessed with it. haha, i almost wrote "obese." because thats how i feel X_X i ate so much foccaccia bread! oh yeah!!! i'm also gonna make her try some foccaccia bread, even though its not as good as the last time because my dad cut the onions too big and put a lot of whole wheat flour in, so its more dense. but its still yummy like a moose.

wow, i have a really short attention span tonight. i mean, really. i have gone back and forth between activities so many times, you'd think i have ADD. (oh, the memories...) and it seems that i never do things i'm supposed to... like clean my room >< or do my calc homework >< but i DID send in my gettysburg application!!! ::does a dance:: and i was gonna apply to lehigh and bucknell today too, but my dad was like, "no, you're not applying until we go there and check it out" and i was just like, "go away. you make too much sense." so i ended up playing guitar and looking through magazines.

speaking of which, i found 2 things that are really cool. well, ok, the one is something i found before, but rediscovered today. pottery barn has these really really pretty japanese dishes, and my mom likes them too... which means that i might get some XD haha! i love pottery barn... its like my favorite catalog. almost. but not quite. i like herrington better. ^_^;; anyway, in another catalog i was looking through, i found this insanely awesome stereo. its one of those really thin ones, and it can mount on the wall, and it can hold 3 discs... and its speakers.... are CLEAR!! its so cool XD apparently they're really super-high-quality, too. i was amazed. still am, actually.

and in closing, damn, this sure was a loooooong entry. haha. no, really. i cant wait until tomorrow!! zachy-chan comes back from florida XD i miss him so much!!! i think i'm going through withdrawal... but yeah, today i was all giddy, and i was like, "zach comes back tomorrow!!!" and everyone was like, "-_O freak." it was fun. yay for people returning home ^_^ anyway, i think i'll stop writing now. bye! -_^

~jen-chan
06:51 p.m.

Wednesday, November 12, 2003
LMAO! this is so great...

End of the World"

~jen-chan
06:32 p.m.

Tuesday, November 11, 2003
so, danielle's costume almost came, except the person who sent it had something on the back like a psuedo-address to some guy at state college, so they called my dad and was like, "there's this package for jenny logan from singapore..." and then when my dad came to pick me up, he like, bitched me out for a half-hour about getting stuff from other countries and how if danielle's mom didnt want her getting packages sent to her house, then why should i disrespect her mother by letting danielle send them to my house, etc, etc. and i was just like, "how about you stop being DUMB!" because really, i have gotton like, 20 million packages from outside of the US that have been for me and danielle, and he hasnt said ANYTHING. he's just like, "you got a package," not even noticing that it was from canada or malaysia or japan or china or taiwan or, *gasp!* singapore! and so now he's all like, "i dont want danielle sending packages here anymore, and i dont want you getting anything from outside the country" and i'm like, "its a LITTLE TOO LATE for that, mr. i-dont-know-what-i'm-talking-about-when-it-comes-to-buying-things-online. gr.

in other news...... i dunno. life is kinda at that mediocre point where i'm not really content with it, but i dont feel right saying that it's bad. ahhhhhhhh........

i have a new almost-favorite band... switchfoot... they're good. christian music. i need that kind of stuff right now. ^_^; and i found this cd in front on my cd player by the strokes. jason got it. i think i'm gonna make a copy for myself, and one for danielle, too, since she likes them. i need something to bring my mood back up. :(

~jen-chan
03:47 p.m.

Sunday, November 9, 2003
mensch was awesome, as usual ^_^

i have one thing to say that completely describes my family group: ADD. seriously. i swear we all had it. and then there's ken with his tetris-brain...
"and-- ::takes a break to think:: i completely forgot everything i was going to say. i had a lot of good stuff, too!!! its just that all the thoughts keep piling up, and then i try to talk faster to get everything out, but they just stack up so high and then they're suddenly all gone!"
haha... that was so great. it happened so much, too! and gary was awesome during affirmations. i mean, wow. he can read people so well. its a wonderful gift.. and when he does it to you, you dont feel any sort of intrusion, like you'd expect. its a nice, comfortable feeling, knowing that there's someone who completely understands how you are. ^_^

they didnt have the bouncy eggs!!!! i was like, "O.O what is going on here??? we actually have an edible sunday brunch??" we had french toast ^.^ it was really yummy!

the guys did this incredible amazing thing for worship on saturday night. they made a guitar choir... at least that's what we all dubbed it. ^_^ it was incredible, though! they had 6 guitars up there, each one playing a slightly different variation of the song, and it just came together so beautifully... and then there was the sax/guitar solo... wow. i wish i had a recording of it. it was just so cool!! XD i cant get over it. it was definitely my favorite part of the weekend. that and stealing kyle's guitar. i'm in love with it. it has a built-in tuner!!

i almost had to kill phil on friday night. (notice how we're going backward here?) yeah. all of a sudden, he was like, "yeah, jenny can play guitar really well! ::shouts:: HEY! someone get a guitar over here!!" and i was like, "PHIL! SHUDDUP!!" but it was too late, because dan was standing close by and got there right away >< and they made me play the jewel song and sing it too, and it was hard... i was definitely not used to playing it... and it was on an unfamiliar guitar. i got used to it after a while, though, and it sounded decent. but quiet, because i dont use a pick. but dan's guitar is cool. it has a nice sound, so i enjoyed playing it. ^_^

well, i guess i should continue working on my english essay. ^_^;; oops.

~jen-chan
08:22 p.m.

Friday, November 7, 2003
gone at mensch mill all weekend -_^ church camp.. gotta love it!! anyway, i'll be back sunday afternoon sometime. bye!

and for tomorrow... happy birthday. tabby-cat!

~jen-chan
03:56 p.m.

Tuesday, November 4, 2003
my great aunt lorraine died this afternoon. :( her funeral will probably be on friday. i wasnt very close to her, in fact, i dont really remember ever meeting her, but it's kinda hard for my dad and especially hard for my grandmother, seeing that it was her sister. i mean, they knew it would happen soon, but it sucks that it happened this soon, because my grandmother was trying to get better so she could go visit her. and now she'll never see her again...

~jen-chan
05:39 p.m.

Tuesday, November 4, 2003
where... the heck... is my CAPO?!?!?! g'ah! i always clip it on my guitar... then jason uses it and takes it off... and then i cant find it!! grr. and i need it for 2 out of the 3 songs i'm trying to memorize. of course, its probably time for me to stop, seeing as that my fingertips on my left hand hurt so much that i can barely type... they'll probably be bruised tomorrow. oh well. i need to work up callouses on them anyway. ^_^;

oh, for those of you who i havent told, i got accepted in to pitt. now i just need to fill out all those other apps.... >< and i wont hear back from them until the spring! thats gonna suck! oh well. ^_^;; i guess i can deal with that. but i like the security of knowing i got in.... but i still need to visit these places. i should get on that.

~jen-chan
04:45 p.m.

Monday, November 3, 2003
i have some halloween pics...

Me (as Leena), Taberis (as a cat), Danielle (as Shampoo), and Reuben (as Agent Smith)

Shane (in drag), Meg (as Ayla), Jarrod (as Chrono), and Taberis (eating Jarrod's leg)

enjoy ^_^

~jen-chan
08:50 p.m.

Monday, November 3, 2003
ah...... its so nice outside ^_^ i just got in from helping my mom with yardwork ^___^ i love outside. ::glomps outside:: yum.

so i was talking on the phone with my dad, and he's like, "go look upstairs in your jewelry box!" and i'm like, ".........ok" so i run upstairs, open it up, and there's a hundred dollar bill laying there. i was just like, O.O "WHAT?!" and i started spazzing out, because really, parents dont randomly just decide to give their children that much money. especially in one bill. o_O its really bothering me. i dont like it. i mean, i know i should be all like, "thank you so much," but... i just... i dunno. i dont have a need for it, so i feel really weird just taking it for no reason. it just feels so... wrong.

jason and i got in a fight during the physics lab today.... because i was doing something different in my lab and they thought they were doing it right, but i thought i was right too, and they decided to do it my way... which was wrong. but thats what they GET for listening to me!!! anyway, i figured this out after we all did our calculations... and we had 2 minutes left, and jason was just spazzing out, and he took my lab and threw it on the other side of the lab table, and when i went to get it, he hid my calculator from me, and i was screaming at him soooo much.. it was fun ^_^ i love fighting with people about stupid things like that, when neither of us are really that mad, but we just argue for the sake of arguing. its really amusing. i enjoy the opportunity to speak loudly, because i dont do that very often. ^_^;

um.... what else? i'm in a good mood today. but i miss zach! i havent hung out with him in forever, and its going to be forever longer if i dont force him to hang out with me on wednesday or something, because he'll be in florida from thursday till saturday, and i'm going to be at the fall youth event this weekend.... its so annoying! i wish i had more time to hang out with my friends :(

time to wallow in chocolate and ruin my appetite for dinner!!!! -_^

~jen-chan
04:22 p.m.

Sunday, November 2, 2003
so, i dont get it. am i not allowed to flirt with people? i mean, i guess it kinda freaked out my friends that i was doing that.... i mean, there are only a few guys i know who i can really flirt with without there being any ulterior motives present, and flirting is fun, so when i'm with them, i flirt with them... more than i normally do with guys. is that a problem? because if it is, just let me know... :P

its a beautiful day. i think i might go outside and draw for a bit... maybe take a walk down to the creek later, or just meander around wyo. havent done that in a while ^_^ bye!

~jen-chan
12:48 p.m.

Thursday, October 30, 2003
weeeeeee! i'm leena! XD i'm just hanging out in my costume now... i need to fix it a bit... the waistband is really loose >< but anyway, i got a pic. click here

oh, and berlin boy sent me this nifty site. go there.

~jen-chan
07:53 p.m.

Tuesday, October 28, 2003
doom. i failed. but thats ok. i'm gonna use a smaller car next time, and that'll be easier to parallel park with ^_^; and i just didnt go back to school, because by the time i was done with lunch, i would only have gym and psych, and i dont really care about either of them that much. and i worked on my leena costume. its going alright, except... it could be better. the coat is the perfect size, but it looks really small because the apron-y thing is too big. thats what i get for making it first ^_^;; but i dont feel like doing that again, so it's going to have to do. not like anyone will notice, or care. ahhhh, i think i'll go read now. bye!

~jen-chan
03:38 p.m.

Monday, October 27, 2003
so... i'm looking at my playlist, and i realize how crazy i am....

The Strokes - "Someday"
Dispatch - "Walk with you"
Glay - "Global Communication"
John Mayer - "Not Myself"
Led Zepplin - "Black Dog"
Matt Wilson - "Real Folked Up" (anime remix)
The Tempations - "Build me up, Buttercup"
The Little Mermaid - "Part of Your World"
Aerosmith - "Dream On"
Gackt - "Regret (Piano Solo)"
Jars of Clay - "Flood"
Chevelle - "Send the Pain Below"
Eminem - "Hailies Song"

...just to name a few. and people dont believe me when i say that i listen to everything... geez...

~jen-chan
06:14 p.m.

Sunday, October 26, 2003
so i woke up from my nap today and i was like, "FOOD!!!" so i stumbled into the kitchen and attacked the containers that were left on the stove for me... homemade spätzle, green beans, and some meat stuff that i thought was goulash. so i got a lot of it, because it looked really yummy, and goulash gravy is usually really yummy, so i put a lot of it on the noodles. so then i sat down to eat and my oma was sitting there talking to my mom, and i started eating my noodles, and i was like, "hm.. this tastes kinda funny..." and then i ate all my green beans and started on my meat, and i took a bite of the meat... and.... -_O it wasnt goulash. it was sauerbraten. now, the thing is with sauerbraten... if you dont love it, you hate it. there's no in-between. and at this point in my life, i am not at all fond of sauerbraten. and so i just kinda put my fork down and was like, "........ i'm not really that hungry." and i put the rest in the fridge and ran down here to complain to someone... because i obviously couldnt tell my story to my mom, because my oma was there, and she would be hurt that i didnt like it. but really. ew. >< well, the spätzle was good.... ^_^;;

~jen-chan
06:42 p.m.

Sunday, October 26, 2003
wow, i just got home, and my head hurts like a bitch. >< i was so tired yesterday from wandering around gettysburg after getting no sleep (but it was really fun, because the campus is awesome, and this one guy on the tour with me looked like an abercrombie model but was really a dork obsessed with the civil war, and i also ran into cory chamberlain!) and then i went to danielle's and slept over, and today when i "came home" i stopped in to get my glasses and left to go practice parking (ugh.. the torture..) and yeah. so i havent really been home yet today for more than 15 minutes... and.... what the heck. my computer keeps switching over to japanese mode. o_O i didnt even know it could do that... so yeah. massive headache, and all i want to do is sleep, but i have a psych test tomorrow, so i wanna read through those modules and my dad wants to go practice parking some more later. >< ughh... at least i dont have to write any papers this weekend!

~jen-chan
04:08 p.m.

Friday, October 24, 2003
oh wow, i'm in pain. this sucks. a lot. and i know that if i try to go to bed now, which i really should, its not going to happen, because i'll be in too much pain to sleep. can't i just cut off my legs or something? it would feel SO much better that way. arrgh! i dont get it! -_- this needs to go away.

~jen-chan
09:00 p.m.

Friday, October 24, 2003
and again i come to the point where i have NO PURPLE THREAD. so right now i'm working on the head thing, and when my mom gets home, she can help me with the jacket ^_^ although, its gonna be harder because i dont have the dress finished >< there's not much more i have to do, either. i think the hardest part will be finding an 18-inch long purple zipper >< ugh. thats not gonna be fun. so yeah... tomorrow i get to wake up at 6 (i thought weekends were for sleeping in..?) and drive down to gettysburg to visit for the day, and then i'm sleeping over at danielle's. so that should be fun. so anyway... i'm gonna stop typing because its kinda hard to do when you're holding a guitar ^_^;

~jen-chan
06:23 p.m.

Wednesday, October 22, 2003
weeee! survey time! XD

FIRSTS:
First best friend: the Abribats (yes, all 3 of them)

First real memory of something: playing He-Man with my brother and my babysitter on Fairview ^_^;

First date: ::thinks:: um.... i dont think i actually ever went on a real date with kyle 1 or brandon, so it'd probably be something i did with kyle 2.

First real kiss: kyle 2, on my couch.

First Break-up: kyle 1

First Job: not counting baby-sitting, working as a guard at the wyo pool XD

First screen name: wow, this is hard... i really have no clue. i've had SO many...

First self-purchased album: probably a mary chapin carpenter cd, but my mom took that anyway.

First funeral: some relation of my father's who i never met

First pet: heidi, our dog. heehee, i miss her.. that was my first word. "heidi." aww, she was so cute ;_;

First piercing/tattoo: my ears, no tattoos.

First enemy: um... i dont think i've ever really had an enemy... unless you count the imaginary evil villains that holly and i used to think up... ^_^;

First big trip: probably to florida to visit my grandparents.

First musician you remember hearing in your house: blues. i have no clue who, but there was ALWAYS blues music playing in my house.

LASTS:
Last cigarette: ew

Last big car ride: coming back from habitat in NC

Last kiss: with kyle 3, when i went to see his hockey game last month

Last good cry: havent had one of those for a long time...

Last library book checked out: stuff on the FDA for my govt paper

Last movie seen: tarzan! XD

Last beverage drank: iced tea at lunch

Last food consumed: a banana.. it was huge! seriously, like over a foot long. i was scared, but it was yummy ^.^

Last crush: you mean... my current one? haha :P

Last phone call: i talked to my mom about a half hour ago..

Last tv show watched: um.. something my parents were watching last night.

Last time showered: this morning

Last shoes worn: my black clogs

Last cd played: john mayer

Last item bought: lunch? haha... actually i think it was fabric for my halloween costume.

Last annoyance: chibi-zach in the library

Last disappointment: friday and saturday night

Last ice cream eaten: peach!!

Last shirt worn: well, right now i'm wearing my holy cow shirt, but before this i wore my habitat shirt to bed

heehee, that was fun ^_^ surveys are great. i'm gonna do my psych now so i can work on my costume later. bye! -_^

~jen-chan
03:48 p.m.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003
haha, i had detention today XD thats what i get for signing in the wrong spot for study hall.... but it was really amusing. andrew n. was there, and he just kinda laughed when he saw me, like, "you're kidding... jenny... in detention... this is a joke. really. what are you doing here?" it was silly. and then mr. gallagher came in and he just kinda stood there and stared at me for a really long time, and i was just like, "um............ hi! ::waves:: ^_^" and he was so confused. i like confusing people ^_^ i think it'd be fun to just suddenly blow up at someone in crim or some other class where we have opinion-oriented discussions. no one would ever expect that.... >:} heeheehee.... wow, i'm in a really weird mood. i feel like... making mischief... kinda like danielle and i unplugged the vaccuum cleaner last night!! XD i know, we're dorks, but it was SO amusing... especially since it was tony who was vaccuuming. actually, that's probably the only reason it was amusing. if it was anyone else, we wouldnt have even done it. we were going to do it again, but he kept turning around whenever we'd decide to go for the plug >< but yeah, it was so funny, because after it turned off, he came out and he was like, "you guys didnt do that, did you?" and danielle was turned away, so he couldnt see that she was laughing so hard it wasnt making a sound, and i just fell over on the mat because i was laughing hysterically.. i'm so bad at doing things like that, because i always find the situation so amusing that i burst out laughing when the person confronts me about it ^_^; but lately i've been using the fact that i ignore people a lot to help stop myself from laughing. if i pretend that i'm not there, i can focus on something else and i wont blow my cover. heehee. this is fun. i need to think of evil things to do...

~jen-chan
04:02 p.m.

Monday, October 20, 2003
so, yesterday pitas was down. grr pitas. so i took their suggestion and found my latest layout cached in google.. thank God for google... i almost completely spazzed. ^_^;

youth sunday was so fun! it was craaaaaaaaaaaaaazy like a moose. heehee ^_^ seriously, it was great. and there were lots of people there, too! probably because all the families of the confirmands came. heh ^_^; so yeah. i definitely needed that. when i got home, i was all back to my normal self ^_^ no more bad mood for me!

and physics today was really amusing. i worked with karen and john s. on the lab, and we were laughing hysterically the whole time. and we made fun of jason, too, so that was a plus ^_^ but i seriously have a lot of work to do this week.... stupid me for slacking off on the weekend!! >< oh well. ^_^ gotta enjoy life while i'm still young, right? -_^

~jen-chan
03:10 p.m.

Friday, October 17, 2003
when autumn comes, it doesnt ask
it just walks in where it left you last
you never know when it starts
until there's a fog inside the glass
around your summer heart

i cant be sure that this state of mind
is not of my own design
i wish there was an over-the-counter test for lonliness
for lonliness like this

something's missing
and i dont know how to fix it
something's missing
and i dont know what it is
no i dont know what it is at all

and i dont know what it is
no i dont know what it is at all

~John Mayer, "Something's Missing"

well, not exactly. i have a pretty good idea of what it is. i just dont think it's gonna get better anytime soon...

~jen-chan
09:30 p.m.

Friday, October 17, 2003
wow, that took a lot longer than it should have. and i'm not sure i even like it that much... :- oh well. it's a change ^_^; so um... not much has happened recently.... i still dont have a life ^_^;; and i havent done anything else with my costume ^_^;; but... OH YEAH!!! tony cleaned the changing rooms at the dojo! he took out all the crap thats been sitting around for over a year and vaccuumed and everything. it looked very nice. i havent ever seen it that clean. ^_^; yeah... um, i think i'm gonna.. play guitar some more. i need to practice "walk with you." bye! -_^

~jen-chan
04:43 p.m.