+Tuesday, October 7, 2003, 06:42 p.m.
got bored again....

"A lot of times when you first start out on a project you think, This is never going to be finished. But then it is, and you think, Wow, it wasn't even worth it."
~Jack Handy

hm. can we say "government paper"?

+Tuesday, October 7, 2003, 06:16 p.m.
what... the heck?! i eat, i get full, and then less than 5 minutes later, i'm hungry. AGAIN. i mean, really, this is just annoying. so i'm trying to distract myself by working on my paper, but...... that's not working very well....

on the bright side, i got a 725 in my last game of solitare. i havent broken 700 in a long time! XD

+Monday, October 6, 2003, 04:38 p.m.
um. i have lots of things to do.

note the fact that i'm writing on my blog instead of doing them...

i have a feeling that on sunday i'm gonna be like, "hey, that 12-page paper i have to write for government is due tomorrow and i didnt do any of it yet..." hopefully that wont happen. i might... i dunno. i might work on some of it sometime when i need an excuse to be on the computer. so probably later tonight after karate.

ugh. tomorrow i have to dress up. well, not really, but i have to look nice. they're doing some picture thing for national merit scholars. >< thats annoying. i'm sick of pictures!! and i was hoping that i could be lazy again tomorrow :( oh well. ugh... i'm getting hungry. its not even 5!!! oh, what else can i rant about............ OMG! PHYSICS! mrs. beadle just RANDOMLY decided that she was going to move us around (it wasnt the end of the quarter or the middle of the quarter or anything) and she was like, "yeah, i had the computer randomly pick out seats for you guys..." and it put me away from danielle and jason, who i actually enjoy talking to, and it put me right in front of karen, who i CAN NOT STAND. and danielle noticed that i was supposed to be sitting next to her, but mrs. b crossed out my name and switched me with jess. GR. that really makes me mad. and now i dont pay attention at all because i'm in the corner (still in front, though) and i'm just in this mood of perpetual annoyance and indifference. gr. maybe i'll just let my grades suffer horribly, and then she'll ask what's wrong, and i can just be like, "well, where i'm sitting now, i have no reason to really be awake, and its harder for me to tune out karen, so i just tune out everything, so i dont pay attention at all." and then she'll be like, "oh, maybe it wasnt a good thing to separate those two when they werent even doing anything remotely bad..." its so annoying. when i'm next to someone i'm friends with, or can actually stand, i'm more alert. that's just the way i work. if i dont like talking to anyone in the class, i'm not going to participate at all. i'm just going to pretend that i'm not there, because i really dont want to be. gr. anyway, i'm really hungry. bye!

+Sunday, October 5, 2003, 08:53 p.m.
i'm in a better mood now. i know, that was fast. zach, you're awesome.

+Sunday, October 5, 2003, 08:38 p.m.
:- i'm doing that not-caring thing again. its really annoying, because i need to care about stuff. but my mom keeps pushing me to look at schools that are closer to home, and its really annoying! i kind of feel like just going to penn state, because its big enough that i wont have to see anyone from wyo if i dont want to, and there are so many things offered there that i can choose whatever i want. and i know i can get in there, too. maybe if i get bored i'll even fill out the application for the honors college. ugh. i just want to get on with life! i dont care where i go to school. i just want to...... i dont know. thats the problem. i'm too content with my life right now. never thought that would be a bad thing, but whatever. i dont care anymore.

+Friday, October 3, 2003, 03:47 p.m.
XD go seniors! haha! spirit games were fun! of course, seniors killed everyone! and chris's performance at the wyomissing idol competition was awesome... you gotta love those shoes... although, i was really scared that he was going to fall, but he seemed ok with them... still... reminds me of some strange combo between gackt and hyde... chris in general reminds me of a jrocker, but more... american. too bad he's too flambuoyantly gay and not just cool. oh well. but he's still got a good voice, and the song he did is one of my favorites ("your song" by elton john). yeah. so, today was fun. i didnt actually do anything. 2nd period (what was left of it after the pic) was a study hall, and then during 3rd, when we were supposed to be having math class, rachel and i just roamed the halls. eventually we decided to raid mr. gallagher's room (they were having a feast XD) and we walked some more, but danielle found me on a trip to her locker, so she took me back to psych with her. ^_^ it was fun. but anyway, time to go fabric shopping! XD i'm excited.

+Thursday, October 2, 2003, 08:30 p.m.
::does a dance:: i got my blue belt!! XD and i didnt even forget my kata! i had to do it alone, but i like it better that way ^_^;; it doesnt show if you mess up. but anyway, i gotta make cookies. and somehow figure out how to get 779 MB of data onto a 700 MB disc...

+Thursday, October 2, 2003, 03:47 p.m.
hey all ^_^ tonight is the promotion ceremony!! i'm so excited!! kinda nervous though.. i hope i dont mess up like i did last time ^_^;; oh well. and i think tony's getting his black belt, so it'll be fun to watch him do all his "look at me, i'm really good at this" stuff. ^_^

today in school was soooo fun! well, the first half was pretty dumb, but during and after lunch was awesome XD i was laughing and talking so much that i started to get dizzy from lack of oxygen ^_^;;; it was really silly. at lunch, danielle succeeded in getting berlin boy to almost choke on his lemonade, and wow, it was just fun. phsyics was pretty amusing, too. danielle and i kept trying to write on jason so he would remember to bring drinks for our physics party tomorrow, but he wouldnt let us, so we just tried to make him paranoid throughout the period. it was fun. ^_^ jason is silly. in gym we played frisbee and our team kicked butt XD it was fun. we won 5-0. go us! then i went to psych and we had a corporate quiz, and i was with meg and we adopted jeff into our group. it was fun ^_^ i was all hyper and laughing and i did that thing where i forget to breathe and almost pass out. ^_^;; of course, that just made me laugh harder, and everyone thought i was on some sort of drug. oh well. i found it quite amusing ^_^

oh yeah, today was theme dress up day. seniors were hawaii. i was gonna just wear my red dress, but.... its really short, and its really cold. so i wore my really light (almost white) khakis under it and put a red sweater on top. meg got my lei because she didnt have anything hawaiian. ^_^ pat came up to her in the hall and he was like, "YOU GOT LEI'ED!!!!!!!!" and everyone was like, ::turns and stares, looks astonished:: it was really funny. ahh, i love school ^_^

¬_¬ i didnt say that. *cough*

+Wednesday, October 1, 2003, 03:22 p.m.
wow, i actually didnt update yesterday! *gasp!* but yeah.. um.. not much has happened. juniors kicked everyone's butt in the academic challenge, and berlin boy got sent off the stage in the spelling bee because mr. zechman forgot to pronounce the first syllable and he thought it was a different word. but he was spelling the word he thought it was correctly. ^_^;; and its really annoying how dumb people ruin the senior's chance at winning everything else. ><

i am REALLY tired, so i think i'm going to take a nap until dinner. or maybe i'll just wait for my pb&b to kick in. (i'll probably be eating pb&b every day after school until we run out of one of the ingredients... i have 2 days left until the bananas are gone, unless my dad eats them.) but yeah. i think its definitely time to sleep. goodnight!

+Monday, September 29, 2003, 08:21 p.m.
wee!! ::does a dance:: i got my 6th stripe tonight! the promotion ceremony is on thursday ^_^ iiiii'm SO happy!!! ^_^ heeheehee! and right now i'm ripping alllll of my jrock cds (well, i'm taking almost all the songs off. some of them are repeats or just not supposed to be on there.) and then i'll convert them all into mp3s and put them on a data disc for berlin boy ^_^ he'd better enjoy them for all the hard work that's gone into making that disc! >:O hahahah ^_^ anyway, i guess thats all. i'm in a good mood ^_^ in case you couldnt tell ^_^

+Sunday, September 28, 2003, 07:18 p.m.
just got done with "tuck everlasting." this was a great movie weekend XD my mom and i still need to watch "about schmidt." (we got 3 movies on saturday) that should be good. i need to get my mom to watch "spirited away" and "grave of the fireflies." >:}

so my brother is all nice now whenever he comes home. he taught me how to parallel park today o_O and it was fun. ^_^;; i'm still not too good at it, but considering that it's the first time i've ever done it, i think i did pretty well! at least thats what jason said.

apparently odangos are very.. um.. sturdy? i've had them in since 8:30 this morning, and i've changed twice and i took a 3 hour nap on the couch, and they're still in good shape. its so weird! and i didnt even put that much hairspray on them. ¬_¬

+Saturday, September 27, 2003, 11:13 p.m.
so, another good movie (this weekend is full o fthem) is "the life of david gale." its kind of about martyrdom and death penalties and stuff. very good. i still dont get some of it, but thats ok. its still a good movie. my mom and i were just going to rent one, but we kept seeing ones that looked really good >< so we got 3! luckily they're not due for a week. so yeah. church tomorrow! i havent been there in a while :- but it should be fun ^_^ so anyway. i gotta stop posting when i have nothing to say ^_^;;;

+Saturday, September 27, 2003, 01:13 p.m.
haha, i walked into that pet supply store in shillington today after my mom and i went to the farmer's market, and brandon was working there XD i havent seen him in a few years, so it was fun to talk to him again. it was so weird though! a few days ago i went through some pictures that i found, and there was one of him, and i was like, "hmm.. i wonder what he's been up to lately.." and then i see him today o_O freaky. but it was fun.

so this afternoon i'm going shopping with danielle. maybe i'll have enough money to buy a skirt or something, because i need a new one. although my funds will be severly depleted after i pay her back. ^_^;; oh well. i dont think i'll be buying anything else for a while. just kidding. i need to buy all the stuff for my leena costume, and then there's some birthdays coming up. -_-; just when i think i can stop spending money... oh well. when we're done there, zachy-chan is taking us over to reuben's to watch final destination 2. i'm excited XD i loved the first one. but i was talking to my mom, and she was like, "i miss having kids in the house! invite people over!" so i guess i should do that sometime. i dont really notice that i never have people here, because on the weekends i'm just like, "must.. get.. out.. of.. house.." because i'm stuck here every day during the week, so going somewhere else is really fun. ^_^; i dunno.

+Friday, September 26, 2003, 11:51 p.m.
ok, best movie ever: Identity. gotta watch it. its awesome. plus infinite points, zachy-chan -_^

+Friday, September 26, 2003, 03:54 p.m.
heehee ^_^ i got my wig today! i had to go to the post office to pick it up, though. but thats ok. it's so perfect! i just need to figure out a way to do my hair so it doesnt fall down and stuff. but yeah ^_^ i'm so excited!!!! heeheehee ^_^ i might go with my mom to get fabric tomorrow, so i can start with the rest of it soon.

i talked to fr. tichy about the scavenger hunt today after school, and she said that she's just too busy this year to make the lists and stuff, so she said that if i wanted to take care of it, i could. so... i think i'll do that ^_^ it should be fun. but now i'm hungry. so i'm gonna go eat. bye! -_^

+Wednesday, September 24, 2003, 03:57 p.m.
konnichiwa! today was fun. especially phsyics. our class is great ^_^

berlin boy was wearing his skirt again today. (in case you were wondering, he plays field hockey, and they wear the skirts on game days. but he wears pants underneath, so its ok.) (happy now? :P)

i'm going on a john mayer binge right now. good thing i have the live cd to listen to, or i'd go insane. my mom keeps "no room for squares" in her car. i have a feeling that when i'm trying to study tonight, i'm going to get something like "3x5" or "love song for no one" stuck in my head >< that's going to be just a bit annoying.

2 tests tomorrow (not like i'm going to study much anyway), gotta do some college stuff, and mow the lawn. not too exciting. maybe i'll take a nap from like, 5 to 7 or something. but anyway, its mowing time. bye!

+Tuesday, September 23, 2003, 03:32 p.m.
so.... i've decided to just not apply to CM and university of pennsylvania... i mean, really. i am not going to want to take more sat II's, and do i really want to go to that selective of a school? so right now, i'm focusing on pitt and penn state (main campus). i figure that they'll give me money if i go there, and they have lots of stuff i can do if i decide that i dont like psychology. so yeah. i gotta go check them out more, and now that i'm in the mood to do that, i cant, because i have to write my stupid government outline tonight and do a calc review section. >< gr. now i'm just drifting off to gackt's voice... school can wait until after "death wish"....

+Monday, September 22, 2003, 03:54 p.m.
weeeeeee! my shirt came today! kawaii yo~~! i just need to fix the sleeves, because they stick out a bit and it's annoying. oh well. anyway, its really cute ^_^ i cant wait to wear it. ok, so i already did. but just to try it on. when i fix the sleeves, i'll wear it to school or something XD heehee, i cant wait!! and there was also some candy in the package. litchi candy. its so yummy! there were 2 pieces, i ate one and saved the other for danielle ^_^ they're like, whitish, and i was thinking, "oh, it must be coconut or pineapple!" so i put it in my mouth, and i was like, "AHH! SOUR! oh.. wait... thats grapefruit..." and you wouldnt think that it's good (in fact, its not at first), but it really grows on you ^_^ now i have a craving for grapefruit...

so i walked home from school today. i wouldnt have minded so much if i was wearing sneakers instead of my brown shoes. and if i wasnt wearing long pants and long sleeves with my hair down. it was a little to humid for that. ^_^; oh well. guess i should actually think about what i'm doing after school before i get dressed in the morning.

so i was talking to my mom on the phone not too long ago, and i was like, "when are you guys getting home?" mom: "around 6 or 6:30" me: "um..........." mom: "-_-; yes, i can take you to karate when we get back. i know you really want to go." me: "YAAAAAY!" i cant wait ^_^ i feel bad about not being there thursday. and i need tony-amusement. i think i'm addicted ><

anyway... i have calc to do tonight. and i'm thirsty from that piece of candy. and... i really dont feel like writing anymore, since no one really cares anyway. ^_^; bye!

+Sunday, September 21, 2003, 02:17 p.m.
ok, i seriously have a problem. i have no motivation to do college stuff whatsoever. and i've figured out its simply because i dont care. i mean, trying to make me care about college is like trying to make a normal person care about the life of a gnat. pointless, right? yeah. for some reason, i just can not make myself care. i keep telling myself, "this is important! it'll decide your future! you'll have to live with this choice for FOUR YEARS!" but it just doesnt sink in. so, i know i should fill out applications, i know i should plan dates to visit, but i dont. it's really annoying. and even if i try to make myself do it... i find something else to do, something that will affect me sooner. -_-; this really needs to stop.

+Saturday, September 20, 2003, 10:07 p.m.
odd.. for some reason, i keep having to log in to pitas... never had to do that before :-

so anyway, i just finished this really cool pic XD i've been working on it all evening! its really pretty. i used the lyrics to fragrance (by gackt) for the background. it looks so cool! hahah! i may love it now, but i bet in the morning i'll find something horribly wrong with it, and i wont be able to fix it because its already colored >< thats what always seems to happen... oh well. i think i'll put it on my door. i might have a spot there. it doesnt deserve to be kept in the book! >:O i need to take the urd one out, too... hmm... maybe i'll do that later.

anyway, i'm not going to church tomorrow because i have no way of getting there... and my parents are probably not going to be back anytime soon. they dont want to leave, they want to leave someone there... so my mom might come back up, but she doesnt want to leave my dad there alone. >< so, in the meantime, i have no ride to school or karate, except my cousin.. but i dont think he wants to cart me around everywhere. >< i need like, a chauffer. or just a driver's liscence. -_-; ha.

+Saturday, September 20, 2003, 05:51 p.m.
so... bored... -_-; i really need something to do.

i have NO clue how long my parents are gonne be gone. my aunt has to leave by 4 tomorrow. i think my cousin is going to stay overnight on sunday. but i need a ride to karate and back.. but i need to be back before 8 to get my oma in bed. now, i'm sure that if i wasnt there, she could wait a few minutes, but still. it would be SO much easier if i had my liscence. why was i so stupid before?!?!?! i really need it now >< then i could drive myself to school, drive myself home, drive myself to karate, drive myself back before 8, drive myself around to the post office... gr. and i need a ride to and from church tomorrow. i dont know if i'll be going. cant i just get a magic temporary liscence for a week? or just until my parents come home? then afterwards, i'll get a real one... >< gr. this is annoying.

but anyway. if you get bored tonight, call me. i can pretty much guarantee that i will have nothing else to do.

+Friday, September 19, 2003, 07:50 a.m.
yay bad weather! grr wrfy! >:O i woke up at 6:10 because they usually do the school stuff then, but they didnt, and then they were like, "we'll do it at 6:30" and then at 6:32 they were like, "we'll do it after the news" and then i was completely awake ANYWAY, so i just went downstairs and booted up the computer and saw that we had a 2 hour delay. -_-; so the delay really means nothing to me except more putting up with people at home. i guess i'll go take my shower now before my aunt wants to get in. bye!

+Thursday, September 18, 2003, 01:13 p.m.
so i was in physics, checking over my test, and i had just decided that i was done when the phone rang. mrs. b got it... i was just thinking, "i bet its about me. it's probably about my grandmother." then she came up, asked if i was done, then said that i should go to the office. so i did, and my mom was there, and we left. so, here i am. my parents have just left for delaware, where they are closing pretty much EVERYTHING because of this storm thats coming in. that's why they're not taking me with. the reason that they're driving right into it is because my grandmother now has reduced respiratory response syndrome along with the pneumonia. she's going on a respirator and she probably will not come off of it. and along with all of this, she's still very weak from her surgery on friday. which is not good. so it doesnt look too happy for the folks down in delaware. to put it lightly. and not including those of us left to worry up north.

i didnt even go to my locker again after i saw my mom. i just walked right out of the school. so i have my phsyics stuff, which i dont really need... and i dont have anything else. it's a good thing i dont really have anything to do tonight. i mean, i have the 2nd part of my physics test tomorrow, but i dont really need to study for that. i dont have my math stuff, but we have a work period tomorrow, so i can do it then. i have my crim stuff if i want to work on it, but its due tuesday. i might do that if i get bored. english, did it last night. government, had a test today (and failed it). the only thing i'm mad about is missing the construct-a-brain-out-of-oranges-and-candy lab. but i did it last year, so i get the point. ugh. my poor dad. this is so hard on him.. i just hope he and my mom stay safe..

+Wednesday, September 17, 2003, 04:37 p.m.
so. my computer is currently in the process of fixing itself. by the end of tonight, it should have an operating system again. go me ^_^ it was so much less complicated than i thought i was. all it took was the disc that reuben said i didnt need :P but i'm gonna miss the laptop.. but i'll keep using it until i have every last program installed on the other computer. >:}

so, there are these really good pretzel sticks that snyders makes... honey wheat with sesame seeds. they're sooo addictive. good thing its a small bag. that way i dont feel like too much of a pig when i look in the bag and there's like, 2 left. ::looks in bag:: good, i have about 15.

sorry to bring down the mood a bit, but i dont feel like explaining this individually to everyone who needs to know. my grandma (the one who used to live in pottstown but moved to delaware) is not doing so well. she had an operation last friday to remove the fluid surrounding her lungs that was caused by an infection, and now she has pneumonia. its really a toss-up over whether she'll get better or worse right now. on friday, i might miss school so i can go down with my parents to see her. i dont know how long i'll be down there, either.. it really all depends on how she's doing. so thats the current situation, according to my dad, who just got back from there today.

and now i need to work. -_-;

+Tuesday, September 16, 2003, 09:08 p.m.
-_-; <~ needs amusement

+Monday, September 15, 2003, 09:19 p.m.
we got our psych papers back today ^_^ i got a 99/100!!! i was so happy. at the end, mr. u was all like, "your research was really impressive! blah blah good job blah blah blah! ^_^" with some mispellings thrown in here and there. but anyway, the only thing i missed was that the analyst in the book believed in the psychodynamic theory and treated renee for schizophrenia according to those beliefs (i read Autobiography of a Schizophrenic Girl), and i mean, i think thats kind of really important, but i guess the rest of the paper was good enough to make up for it. ^_^; oh well. yeah. . . . . . i dunno. i guess i'll go to sleep or something. sometimes i wish i had someone who was genuinely interested in some of the things i have to say. sometimes it seems like the things i'm so enthusiastic about have no effect on other people, even if its something they want to hear about. wish i had a clone or something. that would be great. ya know what else would be great? having a clue what to do with my future. friends not taking advantage of other people's kindness and manipulating them and loving it. -_-; gotta stop dreaming about things that are never gonna happen. i've done too much of that lately. anyway, goodnight.

+Sunday, September 14, 2003, 03:32 p.m.
auuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh! my mom just attacked my computer desk! she like, ruined my system of organizing extra wires and threw away half of my boxes! >< well, yeah, i wasnt planning on using them anytime soon, but i like keeping all my manuals in their respective boxes. and now they're not in there anymore -_O and she took away all the stuff on my right, so now there's this big empty space there, and its really annoying, because it makes me feel like i'm so.. vulnerable. but anyway. still sick (ugh) and grumpy (ugh) and sore (my nose, because we ran out of tissues) and i think the only good thing that happened today was that i got to watch 2 episodes of "trading spaces" and one "while you were out" before my mom dragged me out of my chair ;_; ughhhhhh... i just wanna feel better >< and not have people mess with my stuff while i'm too weak to stop them!

+Saturday, September 13, 2003, 06:56 p.m.
so apparently there was a fairly oddparents marathon on this afternoon. i was downstairs watching it for like, 1 1/2 hours, and then while i was slipping in and out of consciousness between 3 and 6, i heard bits and pieces of it. and when my mom came down and was like, "jason and destinee brought you sushi from the works!" it was still on. good stuff. and the sushi was yummy, too. they also got a whole bunch of other stuff, like hamburgers, quesadillas, and wings, and some stuff from the bakery area. it was so yummy! they got these chocolate cake things that were exactly like huge petite fores! *drool* i love them. they're so yummy! we have to get take-out from the works more often ^___^ in other news, i still feel like crap. i dont think i'm going to be going to the youth council picnic tomorrow. ;_;

+Saturday, September 13, 2003, 09:59 a.m.
and the death-cold kicks in...

+Friday, September 12, 2003, 11:23 p.m.
^_^ tonight was fun! i went to reuben's house, and it was just me, reuben, zach, and jarrod. chad was there too for a bit, but he left after he and zach went on a search for ice cream and failed miserably. but yeah. it was really amusing. especially when sarah called and zach was pretending to be reuben. that was hilarious. he's really good at that game!! i like hanging out with all of them. even the gaming talk that i didnt understand was surprisingly amusing. we need to do that more often ^_^ but anyway.. i'm gonna get stuff ready to send out tomorrow. yay for shoes and clothing!

+Thursday, September 11, 2003, 08:54 p.m.
the lyrics for "leuchtturm" by nena:

so wie es ist und so wie du bist,
bin ich immer wieder für dich da
ich lass dich nie mehr alleine
es ist dir hoffentlich klar

in diesem augenblick
hat die liebe uns genommen und erst ohne uns zu fragen
mit uns raus aufs meer geschwommen
und ich lieg in deinen armen und die wellen wolln uns gerne tragen

und ich fühl mich so wie du
und du fühlst dich so wie ich
wir sind da wo wir sind denn was andres wolln wir nicht

ich geh mit dir wohin du willst
auch bis ans ende dieser welt
am meer am strand wo sonne scheint
will ich mit dir alleine sein

denn so wie es ist und so wie du bist,
bin ich immer wieder für dich da
ich lass dich nie mehr alleine
das ist dir hoffentlich klar

mit dir bin ich zu hause angekommen ohne ziel
was wir brauchen sind wir beide davon brauchen wir so viel
und wir geben uns neue namen und ich schlaf so gerne mit dir ein

und ich fühl mich so wie du
und du fühlst dich so wie ich
und wir küssen uns bis immer
denn was andres wolln wir nicht

ich geh mit dir wohin du willst
auch bis ans ende dieser welt
am meer am strand wo sonne scheint
will ich mit dir alleine sein

denn so wie es ist und so wie du bist
bin ich immer wieder für dich da
ich lass dich nie mehr alleine
das ist dir hoffentlich klar

ich geh mit dir wohin du willst
auch bis ans ende dieser welt
am meer am strand wo sonne scheint
will ich mit dir alleine sein

denn so wie es ist und so wie du bist
bin ich immer wieder für dich da
ich lass dich nie mehr alleine
das ist dir hoffentlich klar

now, isnt that a great song? ^_^

+Wednesday, September 10, 2003, 09:24 p.m.
hai!! ^_^ tonight was SO FUN! i got home from school and finished my psych stuff, and then i went right over to kyle's. it was really amusing ^_^ i hadnt seen him since the spring! we played some pool and had a few pillow fights, then we sat around and decided that it was time to walk down to the hockey place. so we watched the game there, and then it was time for kyle's game! so i sat with his family, and wow, that was a good game. it was so close! they went into overtime, and then the other team scored. >< it was bad. kyle was about to go in when the guy got a goal. but he played really well, even though he ran into things a bit. and geez! i think there were 6 balls that actually got hit out of the place. like, way too far away to go get them. one went over the roof of the building behind us. it was pretty amusing. but anyway, i think i'm gonna get to bed. i'm tired. ^_^

+Monday, September 8, 2003, 05:50 p.m.
i feel like such a dork. i had to have zach help me figure out how to take the battery out of my laptop. ^_^; the whole time before that, i was playing with the "eject battery" thing because its fun to flick back and forth. -_-;

+Monday, September 8, 2003, 05:01 p.m.
wee! new layout!! ^_^ life has been pretty good to me lately. (::knocks on wood::) yeah. i looked at my physics test, and i was like, "wait, this is wrong, isnt it?" because i definitely got a 36 out of 35. wow. i'm doing really well in all of my classes so far (::knocks on wood again::). and i also started government today. i'm in danielle's class.

so yeah. it was scary at home last night, because it was just me and my oma. and at 11:45, the dog started barking, and i was like, "HOLY CRAP!" because he only barks if there's a real threat (he loves people.. he'd rather play with them than attack them) and i was sooo scared.. but i went downstairs, and it was just nicky running around trying to wake me up so i could let him outside. -_-; it freaked me out so much, though!! i hate being home alone ><

so everyone needs to download and listen to "love song for no one" by john mayer. its good. i can really identify with it. -_-; i guess thats not really a good thing, though. but anyway, i guess i'll go see if jason needs anything (he's like, dying of something. well, not really dying. but really sick. and he'd better not get me sick, because i have tests this week that i dont want to make up!), and then i'll do my physics, because i didnt do it after school because berlin boy and i were talking in the library about scars. i dont think i'm going to karate tonight, either, so if you wanna call and save me from the doom, feel free.