Meep!

Hum
Saturday, July 20, 2002, 08:51 a.m.
So yesterday, Me, Court, Juliette, and Huy all met at Westmont, went over to Jack in the Box, then Longs where Jeff made an appearance, and we all went to Court's house : ). Yeah... and I've actually been sleeping in past 8:00! It's so weird ^_^. And you know, I get to now because no more summer music and class starts at 10:30. Whee!

Hmm
Thursday, July 18, 2002, 11:52 p.m.
So yeah. I went to the early class for precalc, it ended around 10... then I went to summer music to help clean up... that lasted until about 12, then played volleyball around 2:30 : ). Then I went home around 5... then took a shower and roller bladed over to Court's house... then Jeff came and picked us up and took us to Del Mar to see Vanguard's last local performance : ). Then me, Court, Jeff, Roy, and Juli went to Carrows for dinner. I had a quarter of an old fashioned burger, some fries, and coleslaw. 'Twas fun : ). I hope I get to see them before they go on the long tour again... well, I'm off. G'night!

yuck
Thursday, July 18, 2002, 06:24 a.m.
I feel like crud physically. I'm tired, my hands hurt from carrying heavy objects, my muscles are sore, and I can't breathe very well. So yeah. I'm going to West Valley in an hour or so so that I can go to Rolling Hills at 10 to help clean up. I hate being responsible sometimes. I feel some obligation to help... I don't even know why I do summer music. More stress, I don't get paid, extremely tiring, very inconvenient, and I don't feel appreciated at all. Well, whatever. I'm done.

Aww
Tuesday, July 16, 2002, 09:54 p.m.
I had just finished typing up like an essay on what we did yesterday, and I clicked some random spot and it all went away. *Sigh*. Well, short version time! Yeah, like Joy can write short versions of things. Anyway: Got bike stolen, borrowed Michael's which is the worst bike in the world, my legs are really sore. Went home, went to Court's house, bought cards, bought cheeseburger, me 'n Court split at Bucknall/San Tomas, Court went to Juli's, I went to Roy's. Called Roy, talked on phone for a little bit but realized I didn't have much money left on phone and was 2 streets away, so I just biked over there. Court called saying Juli's mommy could give us a ride but I couldn't leave bike there, so I was going to ride back but Roy's mom said she'd give us a ride (she's nice : ) and we stuffed the bike into the van and I got to ride illegally right next to the front tire. Then we all met at Gardiner with Martina and Michael already there... then Jeff came later, played cards, then we split with M&M (^_^) and went to Taco Bell... then we all went home, then met up later around 8:20 (yeah, I skipped class again. Leave me alone : ). Danni's mommy's nice too: it was me, court, steven, danni's little brother, danni, danni's mom in the car, and we all went to Juli's house. Then Jeff came like 10 minutes later and Roy came at 9 cause he had a family dinner or something. Stayed there til 10, when I realized that I was supposed to be home right then, and of course, Juli's house is a giant cell phone signal sucking hole. So yeah. Roy took me home, and my mommy called and was mad : ) "come home right now! I'm gonna get mad at you!" Of course, it didn't sound so stupid, but that's how it was translated from chinese : ). I actually didn't get into that much trouble. My daddy said "don't do it again" and my mommy only yelled a little bit : ). They're cool sometimes. Anyway, conclusion is: it was fun ^_^. I've missed 'em all. Oh, I forgot to mention. Jeff accidentally chucked his whole tray into the garbage can at taco bell. Dork : ). Hee hee. So anyway, enough about yesterday. And that was my short version. So yeah: Summer music concert, Rolling hills, 6 PM, be there ; ). It's like the place to be if you're anybody ^_^. Heh. Right. I'm gonna suck. I really need to practice. But oh well. That's all! Now click "done!", Joy... Oh, yeah, I forgot to mention, Roy's leaving on like August 16th? *sniff* It's so sad :(. Well, I have homework to do : )

= )
Monday, July 15, 2002, 06:24 a.m.
I hope Juli and Roy will be awake today! : )

Typing
Saturday, July 13, 2002, 10:21 p.m.
I type about 90 net words per minute : ) Just so you know ^_^

Matrix
Saturday, July 13, 2002, 06:14 p.m.
Just watched Matrix for the first time... it's an awesome movie! : ). The only part I don't like is when they stick that buggy thing into his tummy... Now I can say I've actually seen it ; )

Yeesh
Friday, July 12, 2002, 08:34 p.m.
I miss people that I usually do stuff with whenever I can... well, one person in particular... I have problems ^_^

Hmm
Thursday, July 11, 2002, 02:20 p.m.
I think that kid that jammed my clarinet into the case hurt it a little. Some notes are squeaking for no reason and others sound really airy. And no, it's not me :P cause it's never done that before.

My Precalc math teacher's weird...
Thursday, July 11, 2002, 01:13 p.m.
Mr. Allen: "So, there was this one teacher that called his quizzes quizzies cause it was supposed to lessen the pressure or something. So his class had just finished a really hard quizzie, and one of the kids says: 'Gee, if that was one of his quizzies, I'd really hate to see his testies'" (*we all laugh here*...) "So anyway, back to logs..." He's pretty cool : ).

Ugh
Wednesday, July 10, 2002, 02:56 p.m.
I walked over the catwalk between westmont and RHMS and biked home :P. I'm sweating like a pig : D. I should find some mud to roll in ^_^. Hee hee!

Ouch
Monday, July 8, 2002, 09:38 p.m.
My head hurts really bad :P

*Sigh*
Monday, July 8, 2002, 12:35 a.m.
Interesting, how your friend that you've had the longest isn't necessarily your best. You'd think that they would be, if the friendship has lasted that long...

Doof
Sunday, July 7, 2002, 12:48 p.m.
Joy made food : ). I was kinda bored, and didn't feel like sitting in front of the TV cause I think it really is rotting my brain :P. So I made cake, frosting, and pizza : ). The cake was okay, except the melted sugar, I forgot to mix in water while it was still hot, so I had to boil it together for like half an hour :P. Then the frosting, I didn't have any brown sugar, so I used white sugar... and it was really really sweet. So the cake's a little sugary :P. And the pizza, I don't know what happened, but it was too salty :P. I guess the recipe was off a little, cause I measured it right :P. Unless I acidentally put like a tablespoon instead of a teaspoon... I don't think so though :P. Or maybe it was the garlic stuff I added... oh well. Anyway. So yeah. That's all. I have to do homework today...

Okay
Sunday, July 7, 2002, 02:43 a.m.
That's the last time I drink soda before I go to bed. I can't sleep! Geez...

Meep
Sunday, July 7, 2002, 12:01 a.m.
I actually went to sleep early today... what do I do? I wake up. Blah! Well, anyway, I might as well use this chance to talk about my day... "yesterday", I suppose, since it's after 12. Well, me, Martina, Huy, Michael, and Alice went to go play pool today : ). We played about 4 games? Then we went to McDonalds and ate food around 3-4... Then Alice's mommy came and we went over to her house : ). We played DDR, then we sang Karaoke... didn't know any of the songs : ). Then Martina and Huy left... then I did. Exciting, isn't it? My parents were over cause my dad was helping to fix pipes : ). He didn't finish though :P. Anyway, yeah. I feel sickish...

Whee!
Saturday, July 6, 2002, 07:36 p.m.
Just got band info in the mail. Makes me feel all fuzzy inside : D. Hee hee. And Martina's not online for me to babble at. To plan B!

Sleep
Friday, July 5, 2002, 02:30 a.m.
So much for going to sleep early...

You know,
Thursday, July 4, 2002, 08:22 p.m.
I'm tired of "liking" people, it makes me feel kinda naive and immature :P. There's no point, either: except I guess there's that fuzzy feeling sometimes. Oh well. I need to sleep early or something, I'm feeling tired : ). I'm re-reading the third Harry Potter book for some reason ^_^. It's kinda boring right now though, so I just thought I'd log a little. Anyway, speaking of logs. Today was July 4th : ). We had a little barbeque thing at Steven's Creek. I went at like 9:45, cause my family arranged it, so we went to go reserve spots. People were supposed to come at 11:00, but the first person got there at like 11:30... then the last person (kevin's family, I might add) got there sometime after 12... it was pretty fun, I guess. We played cards, ate food, drank (3) sodas... we were trying to play a game in Alice's car and it was really really hot... and I was in the front seat, and Alice and Kevin were in the back, so I tried to sit between the two front chairs, but I'm too fat for that, so I had to go forward. It was rather strange : ). Then I had Kevin get out so I could go back to the front chair... Heh. Then we went to my car, it was a lot better : ). We played one game of this card game called "set", which I sucked in cause it was my first time :P. Then they had to go, and I realized that some idiots ruined my card deck. The one that my brother gave me and I've had for more than a year. The one that I've played with in like every single park I've been to and lost one at John D. That card deck. Worst of all, they were borrowing it. I hate it how people don't take care of things that aren't theirs. It's just like my clarinet, only that one made me mad :P. This one made me cry. Ugh. Never letting Noah and his brother (the other Kevin) borrowing my cards again. I assumed that it would be fine cause they were playing with their father, too. So much for that. Stupid stupid stupid kids. Ugh. Well, anyway. That's not out of my system, but if I rant any more about them, I might be thought of as weird or suspected of wanting revenge :P. Anyway. So yeah, after that, my family went over to Alice's house for a little bit, then we went home. Then I read and watched TV and used the computer and all that good stuff. And I'm missing my friends again. Specially Roy, Martina, Huy, Yeffy, Court, Juli, Greg... which is kinda sad, cause I've seen most of them pretty recently. Like three days ago, actually. Maybe I just miss how things used to be again. I don't know... I guess I'm just less confident lately. I'm really not sure if everybody likes me that much, and I'm screwing up horribly in math, and the thing is, I don't care enough to study. Or do homework, for that matter. Yes, I know that I should, but I don't. Just like I should've cared more that for the first time in my life, I've ditched a class, and the first time in my life that I've been getting Cs in math class, first time that I've felt so isolated from my best friend, my longest term friend, the person that used to confide in me, the first friend I made from Westmont Band, my brother's twin and fellow clarinet player, the only guy I've liked that I have actually gotten to be really good friends with, and my brother. It makes me smile to remember these things about them, but not really when you look at the context of that sentence. I bet you all that read this can guess who goes to which phrase, too. Well, this self-pity will get to me. And don't pity me, that'd make me feel worse. I just wanted to write this down so I could reflect on it. Just so you know you don't have to pity me, I have fun in summer music, I'm still known by my math teachers as smart, although that's rather strange since I haven't been doing that well... I have somebody to talk to during summer school, and I get to listen to the other volunteers talking in the staff room at Rolling Hills : ). And on another note, it was really nice to see Kevin and Alice again. The tall Kevin, not the idiot one that ruined my cards :P. Kevin est tres bizarre, parce qu'il est tres grand ^_^. And another reason, I'm sure everybody else you know has worse problems than me, so there ya go = ).

Hmm
Wednesday, July 3, 2002, 10:10 p.m.
So... ran into two doors and a doorframe today... and I have a 4 days weekend coming up! : )

Drum corps thing
Saturday, June 29, 2002, 10:45 p.m.
I went to go watch one today : ). Well, me, Martina, Michael, and Huy went over to John D. around 11 o'clock, and there were people using the courts, so we decided to just go over to San Jose. We took the bus there, then dropped the volleyball off at Martina's house. Then we were gonna go to Del Mar to watch the cadets practice, but we saw Andrea and she told us that they were practicing there : ). So we watched for a little bit, went to Mcdonalds, came back, and played cards... then after the cadets finished, we walked back to the truck thing with them, and then we wandered off and went and waited in the bleachers for the show to start... I have a mickey mouse stamp on my hand : ). Aand.. then everybody performed, etc., then came back and here I am : ).

Chex mix
Friday, June 28, 2002, 08:39 p.m.
Nummy nummy in my tummy ^_^

Yee haw
Thursday, June 27, 2002, 09:47 p.m.
It's thursday! I don't have math for another 3 days or so : ). So Joy's probably not going to be a math major...

Break
Wednesday, June 26, 2002, 10:17 p.m.
I really need this upcoming weekend. My brain's fried, I can't think of anything. Can't do my math homework, either. Very annoying :P

Peanut butter
Wednesday, June 26, 2002, 06:53 a.m.
Natural peanut butter looks disgusting! Without hydrogenated oils, I mean. It's like peanut butter, but there's a giant layer of goop on it. Like icky clearish-yellowish goop. It doesn't taste too bad though, although my throat's really dry right now...

So...
Tuesday, June 25, 2002, 06:07 a.m.
I've already walked into a doorframe this morning, and I've only been up for 7 minutes : ).

Never mind
Monday, June 24, 2002, 2:46 PM
I changed my mind, cause I just realized that this is how I keep in touch with those crazy college people that left us from Westmont and sporadically visit random places half the time and are sleeping the other half ; ). Or maybe just one of them. Either way.