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In other news...I might go see Trina and Julie at Woodbridge tomorrow! Yes, I do have to take the bus, which does suck, especially since the mall is only 30 minutes away from my house...but it's better than not seeing them at all, right? *keeps fingers crossed*

And by the way, Happy Easter everyone. ^^

At Century 21, this guy tried to pick me up...o.O;;; I was shopping in the shoe department, and all of a sudden this guy comes up to me and is like, "Do you need help with anything?" And I was all, "No..." And he was like..."Hey...what nationality are you...Spanish?" And I shook my head. Then he asks if I'm Italian (OMG that came from left field...) and I'm like, "no." So then I tell him that I'm Filipino and he's like "Oh that's so cool~" And then he had to go help someone that needed something and he was all, "I'll catch up with you in a minute." So he goes out and helps that lady, and I'm debating as to whether or not I should run...but I wanted to check out these shoes so I decided to stay. ^^; So then he finds me again and asks me if I came to New York by myself...and if I had a boyfriend. o.O;;; So I was like, "I came with my mom...and no." Then he was like, "I wanna call you...can I have your number?" And I was all..."No." And he's like, "Please?" And I'm still saying no and he's still asking for it....then after a while he got the idea.

So I discuss this with Alex and he concludes that I'm either cute enough that older guys would hit on me (WHOOO! I think) or he's got a thing for "kids (OMG EWWWWWW!)."

After that I had a mini shopping spree at Marshalls. HEHE I found the coolest pants! Of course, they wind up to be boys pants, but who cares? I know I don't. I thought that they weren't gonna fit me but when I tried them on they fit maaad well. xD I got that and a bunch of baby tees...my mom looked at them...then she looked at me. Then she asked, "Are you gonna fit in those?" xD

So I'm quite content with my new attire.

Once I got home Caitlin called and we went out to go see Panic Room. It was pretty good...I'd recommend it to a friend. ^^

Now to figure out how I'm getting to Woodbridge. ^^;

So I went into gym still feeling crappy...but playing badminton helped a lot. I was kicking the crap out of the birdies. ^^ And then Chubbs just made my day. He's the craziest guy I tell ya. I'm not sure what happened, but me, Caiti, and Debbie were playing like normal and suddenly we see one of the nets crash to the ground...and Chubbs lying on top of it. Apparently he tried to run up to the front of the net, jump, and hit the birdie, but he couldn't stop himself and toppled the net over...I was laughing so hard on the way back to the locker room. He was okay, of course. ^^;

Sensei was being hilarious in Japanese class...we were joking around about picking up people at the mall, and I made the comment that you'd try to pick up an Asian person using Japanese...but the person is like Chinese or something and you get slapped. So Sensei was joking around about that...and Aaron was like, "Why would the person tell you off in Japanese if she's Chinese?" XD...I think you had to be there for that one.

Psych projects were interesting. By far, the most interesting one would have to be Bri's group...with the Vengaboys. Just...wow.

We had a party in Pre-Calc...thanks to Meghan, it wasn't just the teacher bringing in food for us. Talked to Katie about Japan...and the guys there. XD I definitely have to get me one of those! From what she tells me, they really know how to treat a lady. That and they're good kissers. X9 Then I played craps...and realized that I have a good chance at winning stuff when it comes to gambling. HEE HEE HEE

Speaking of playing, sometimes I wonder if Paul is just playing with me. Sometimes I think he's interested...but then again, he's just a naturally flirty guy. That and the fact that he used to IM me all the time and he used to be like, "call me" and stuff...but now it seems that the tables have turned, and I'm the one doing the pursuing. Heh but I guess I should suspect that because he IS a Leo. Like me. And of course I'd rather be chased than the one chasing. ^^; But I guess I should just expect nothing from it. In the past, guys that I never, ever thought would like me...do. I don't know why...I used to care so much about what he thought of me; but now I just don't. Maybe I'm tired or something....

I couldn't meet up with Paul...which kind of depressed me a little. I looked forward to seeing him, but I guess in the back of my mind I kinda knew that it wasn't going to pull through. --; I know that I would be able to kick it with him another time, but this is just getting fucking annoying. And I feel bad too...he's asked so many times to go hang out, yet I still haven't been able to make it. >__<

I also asked my parents if I could go out with my friends to celebrate Kaitlyn's birthday, but I'm not sure what they're going to say about it. The thing is that I'm probably coming home at 3am because the party is at a club. Therefore, my parents have to think extra hard on this one. Now what pisses me off about this is that my brother was able to go to the city or whatever with his friends overnight and all he said was "I'm going out." I remember I came home ten minutes late once...and my mom was calling like crazy to see where I was.

And THEN my dad tells me that we might be going to the Bronx Zoo or the Metropolitan Museum of Art. Maybe we actually will, but right now all I can say is that it sounds like bullshit to me. Why? Because he mentioned this after I asked him about going to the club on Thursday. And you know what usually happens? He doesn't follow through, even though I cancelled my plans...so I wind up sitting at home.

This has so not been my day.

Caitlin came over for a while...we worked on our psychology project. Generic babies and moms with flaming red skirts...you're such a fucktard, Cait. ^^

My voice still sounds like crap...like someone had emphysema for 8456297 years...--;;;;

I might go see Paul tomorrow...thing is, he doesn't have a ride...and I'm not sure how I'm gonna get this to work. --;;; LOL as my ate Trina said, "Don't get played!"

Keep your fingers crossed guys...if this really does go through.

In Japanese class, we were debating about the different themes of Grave of the Fireflies. I had one view, and Kasey had a different view...she totally disagreed with me. We wound up debating, and I wound up getting pissed. I mean, her points were valid and all...but I'm just so stubborn that I wouldn't allow for it.

This is a problem. --;

I thought I had pissed off Caitlin, but it turns out that I really didn't...*whew* ^^;;;;

Grrrr...I'm still feeling melancholy...pride...hurt...stubborness...in the way....DAH.

OMG I went to go buy some food, and the guy at the counter was staring at me...I didn't want to stare back...and then he was like, "You're cute." I was like, "Thanks" and I just walked away~ I told this to kuya, and he started laughing at me. ^^;;;

Papa lectured me again about my impatience with Sam...grrrrrr~ I can't help it, he just annoys me to no end...and the fact that he's getting away with things I never would further pisses me off.

I so cannot wait to get out of here.

We were gonna go to Chinatown, but my dad saw the traffic and decided not to go. Oh well...there's always another day.

Sam is just pissing me off to no end. He just doesn't know when to shut up. And his attitude...AY NAKO. --; He is one of the bigger reasons as to why I want to leave for Rutgers now. Like, right now.

I realized that I have been "off balance" with my friends...devoting to much time to one and blowing the others off...I'm slowly learning to balance it all out, so it's cool. ^__^ And no, the above statement isn't directed at anyone, it's just something in general.

That clears that up.

It was pretty fun...I brought my sparring equipment but we didn't get to use it. =T However, we did go through a couple of rounds of sparring. ^^

Towards the end of class, we had a bunch of running drills...the last one were sucides. --;;;; And they made me the anchor...loser had to do 100 pushups. x__X

So I was on the ground doing my pushups...the instructor was nice and only had us do ten. ^^;;;

I'm feeling good right now. ^___^

I'm going to participate in the state tournament. Therefore, I need all the practice I can get. At this rate, I'll be lucky if I can even do my form and go through one round of sparring.

This sucks.

After I had dropped Caitlin off, I rushed back home to eat and find directions to the school and change. LOL I managed to do it in about 10 minutes...waffles for dinner is the key. xD

I felt so bad for the people behind me while I was driving there...I couldn't read the signs, so I was moving hella slow. --;

I got to kick it with Sharon's mom. She's one cool chicka. xD Her brothers clearly didn't want to be there...but I think that they should be there since it's good to have family support.

When I saw Sharon strutting her stuff on stage, I was just like, "DAYUM!" She looked awesome. ^^ The makeup was a little ehhh...but everyone had to wear the same kind of makeup...but I got used to it later on. ^__^

After the show, she showed me around the school. Her school is kinda smaller than mine...their lockers and stuff are smaller. But they've got to be like that since they've got more students. I remember at La Cueva, our lockers were thinner and half as tall...so I guess it's for the best.

Going back home, I made a wrong turn and wound up going up and down this street for about ten minutes. Luckily, I found this lady that showed me the way home. Turns out I was on a pretty big street and if I followed it down I would have wound up home. Thank God. I'm so bad with directions...I really need to shape up with that. ^^;;;

I'm not sure what even caused it...I guess it's just a rapid succession of events.

1 - Caiti and Mike...aaaackk...I know I shouldn't feel bad, but I do.
2 - Sam has been pissing me off to no end. He's not doing anything different, but it's just been pissing me off.
3 - Caiti wasn't feeling too well. I don't know why, but I think we share emotions. When she was sad one day, I felt melancholy for no reason...and I hadn't even talked to her about it.
4 - I needed to rant to someone, but he wasn't home. Dammit. --;

So yeah, here I am on the brink of...doing stuff...and yeah. @__@

Alex didn't have to go through the trouble of uploading the song...but then again, he has a T1 line, so it probably took him about 30secs or less for it to get done. He's such a sweetie. ^^ This defintely made my day.

This song is so great. Brown Eyes is awesome. I would post some lyrics, but I can't find any sites that have them. --; So uh...use your imagination.

Dammit, I missed my Tae Kwon Do today. --; That and I slept until 9:30 because my stomach felt weird...

So here I am, blogging instead of writing my Japanese paper. =T I really don't feel like doing much of anything, really. I know senioritis is in full effect for me, but I can't help it!

A lot of the teachers were out today...maybe there was some staff meeting or something? Ionno...but my two favorite ones weren't here today. Japanese and Graphic Design. Oh well. I'll see them tomorrow anyway.

At the end of the show, the directors were given these wonderful presents. One got an actual record of the Music Man, and the other got...something. ^^; I was in the back so I couldn't see.

I told Kaitlyn about my thing for Kenta...she couldn't help but laugh. xD She thought it was cute though...but we'll see, like I said. I don't want to fall too easily. Maybe that's it. I'm just looking for "love" and will fall so easily...just to get that feeling.

It was so windy today. I was freezing while I was walking those dogs...good thing I only had to come in during the morning. ^___^

*looks at all the surveys I've done*

Wow. I really should start my homework.

You're Arisugawa Sorata!
You're the type who depends on humor to get you through all difficult situations, even when it seems as if the world will end (ha ha). People may roll their eyes at your antics, but deep inside, they cannot help but love you. You may be a joker, but you aren't flippant when it comes to the things you hold important in life. When you set your mind on something (or someone), no obstacle will hold you back from obtaining your goal.
Which Dragon of Heaven are you?
Quiz by Kerianne

take the damn thing yerself. by T3kk0!

check it out, i'm heejun!
test made by icha of silver bell
take the quiz here

I am Kung Fu Master. I like to be in control of myself. I dislike crowds, especially crowds containing people trying to kill me. Even though I always win, I prefer to avoid fights if possible. What Video Game Character Are You?

If not the Kung Fu Master, I'd be...

I am Kong. Strong and passionate, I tend to be misunderstood, sometimes even feared. I don't want to fight, I don't want to cause trouble, all I ask is a little love, and a little peace. If I don't get what I want, I get angry, and throw barrels and flaming oil at whatever's stopping me. What Video Game Character Are You?

I got to usher with Keigo last night...we had a fun talk. =D But then again, when do I not have fun talks with him? Tom kept telling me to ask him to the prom...but now I really don't know.

This is what happened. I saw Mike and Kenta during intermission (after I had snuck up on Tom and punched him in the back), and Mike just had this random idea of going to 7-11 after the play. I was supposed to be home, but I was just like, "You know what? I don't really care right now."

So after the play, I was going to meet up with them at the junior parking lot; I wound up driving them there because I was parked at the front of the school. (Hehe, Kenta got shotgun! YAY!) After watching them run around the parking lot like crazy, we went to Pete's house to pick him up as well.

Pete got in the car with me, and we were on our way to the 7-11. He had some hella cool remixes of all these badass songs. Score.

We came upon an intersection, and I pulled up next to Mike's car; Kenta tried to grab my right side mirror. LOL we were gonna drag, but I just drove like normal...it was pretty funny though.

We finally got to the 7-11 and Mike says to me, "OMG did you hear those sirens!? I thought that those were for us!" Haha it turns out that it was really because there was some emergency at the hotel nearby. *whew*

We bought our slurpees and some donuts and kicked it outside. Suprisingly, they were talking about getting wasted. Now to me, I didn't think that these guys would be the kind to drink. But I guess I had them totally figured wrong...they really like to party! And I found out that Tom likes to drink too! Damn...my hero the alcoholic. Just...damn. I totally had them figured wrong. And of course, we made fun of all the people coming and going out of the 7-11 (some guy pretending to be all ghetto in his non-ghetto car...even the clerks were laughing at him), and the idea of grand theft auto as this big limousine came through.

As we were about to leave, all these NP kids came up...it was kinda funny because we were teasing them too. lol Kenta called Ally a whore in Italian...Ally shouting "SHUT UP!" back at him...it was great. Then Stephen (from the play) came up to us and he started dancing to "Shipoopie" which was hilarious. The clerk was even looking at him weird. Mike threw stuff at him and shouted "YOU SUCK!"

So after a while we finally left the 7-11. I followed Mike to drop off Neil, until Pete said to go a different way. We wound up crossing his path...was gonna play chicken, but decided...nah. LOL Mike looked at us through his window and waved, and Neil, who was at the door of his house, looked at us like we were crazy. Score.

Mike couldn't come with us to Pete's house because he had to get up early for church....sucked. He's such a cool guy because he's so fun to joke around with, and he laughs at my jokes too. ^__^

Anyways, we went to Pete's house, and we played Super Smash Bros. Melee. I SUCKED. Oh well...it was still pretty fun to watch Kenta and Pete duke it out~

After a couple rounds, I drove Kenta home. (LOL there was some discrepancy about which direction I was going. "Right? Left?" I asked. And he points behind me. --; ) Had a nice little chat with him...score. ^___^

*sigh* I don't know why, but I think I'm starting to like Kenta. I've always thought he was cute, but I never really had the opportunity to get to know him. Now that I have...he's seems like a pretty cool guy. However, Keigo says that he's kinda stuck up. =T

I guess I'll see where this one will go.

Dan had to leave early for lacrosse practice, and Tana's not back from her trip. Caiti's in Boston...so I had to work overtime and help out with everything.

Actually, I didn't really help out...I just kinda sat there. --; I don't know why I was so necessary today. And I kinda fell asleep at my desk. I'm sure the doctor was impressed with me. >_< I had a fun chat with Dan though. He sides with me on the fact that yeah, work is a responsibility, but school is a bigger one...and if we have to do something for school, then they should understand that. We're students, dammit, and we won't be here next year. So who's gonna be screwed in the end? Cindy. And it hella sucks, because she's such an awesome person.

Leslie wanted me to get her coffee...and when I went into the store, I got her black. Brought it back, and she says she wanted French Vanilla. That was my fault though. So I went back again. I took a sip of the French Vanilla and she said that she couldn't drink it. So I had to go back again and buy another one...it was rather...interesting, to say the least.

As for sharing drinks, I don't really care. If I get sick, then it's my fault. I guess I don't care if I can see that you're visibly healthy. But whatever.

I'll be the only one walking dogs tonight; that's gonna be a pain in the ass. And then later on I have to go usher for The Music Man again...which means I probably won't be home until midnight.

And then tomorrow I'll have to do the same thing again.

I am so dead.

You are Duo Maxwell. You strive on kicking serious ass, anytime, anywhere. However, you aren't always out to kill, even though you consider yourself "God of Death (Shinigami)". You have a kind, warm heart and an open personality, you are always willing to lend a hand to a friend in need and try something new.

I didn't realize how much I missed everyone until now. Meghan, Tanya, Dan, Andrea, James, Liz...all those people.

And I barely noticed how quickly time flew by. I can even remember getting my freshman yearbook. Now what? I'm a senior in high school. That's just amazing to me...little did I realize how quickly things would pass me by. All those moments when it felt like the year would never end...all in an instant.

Just...wow.

I know. I'm easy to please.

I never thought a guy would send me wallpapers of Kang Ta...I guess I figured that he just wouldn't...because guys don't do that kind of thing? Everyone and their mom knows that I'm a big Kang Ta fan...and I would have thought that guys would just get jealous from hearing me gush about him. And drool. And obsess. LOL

So Alex, that was way cool of you to do. I don't know if you did it to make me feel better about the Paul thing, or if you just did it just because you felt like doing it. But either way, thank you.

Prom is less than two months away.

Now this may seem like a lot of time to some people, but in actuality, it's not. All the planning that goes into it...the dress, the shoes, the limo...the post-prom activity. xDDDDD

I'm thinking of going down to the shore this year. Everyone goes there, so it would be a great "closing" of the year. Last year was Six Flags...and that was okay. Lots of drama though...I hope this year I can just relax and kick it with friends.

Another thing is that I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TAKE. Not that I have a lot of options (even though I should, being an FSA and all...), but there's these two guys that I'm debating about. Tom and Keigo...I know I would have mad fun with either of them, and I guess I could say that I'm pretty good friends with them both. So I have no idea. Cathy says that I should just see what their plans are...which is a good call. Then I asked Caiti about it, and she said to go with Keigo because I would have more fun with him because he's more social...and prom is a very social event. *sighs* Ionno...maybe I will ask Keigo.

...I digress. ^^; Anyways.

I talked to him last night, and he was like, "Do you like me?" And I told him how I felt, which was that I do consider him as more than a friend. Then he goes and tells me, "I'm sorry, I really don't want to hurt you..." Which is fine, because I thought he was being sincere about it. Initially, I thought that he was doing this so that I wouldn't take his actions the wrong way.

But later on in the conversation, he says, "Do you want to see a pic of my girlfriend?"

Now that kinda hurt. >__< He says he's not a player, yet I still feel played. Of course, I'll still be his friend, but as for anything more? At this point in time, I really don't think so. Kimmay unnie says I should just drop him as a friend right there. But I don't know if I have the strength to do it.

Kimmay unnie, Alex, thanks for hearing me out last night. You do not know how much you guys helped me get my thoughts straight. I would be a lot worse off (well, maybe not a lot, but I wouldn't be feeling the way I do right now) if you guys weren't there.

And you know what? I thought I would be dwelling on this for a while...but as of now...I feel fine. =D

You are Quistis! You're a popular one. Life keeps you busy, but you still try to slow down once in a while and enjoy the world around you, in spite of how busy you are. You're in good shape, and you can't help being a bit of a flirt. Take the Final Fantasy 8 Test here!

Well, the thing with Rammier is over and done with. He apologized, so it's all good.

Ermz...kinda met someone new. xD His name is Paul, and he seems pretty cool from what I get from him. I definitely think he's cute...but as for me saying that I like him...I think I need to kick it with him more. So we'll see. Too bad I can't drive to South Plainfield, huh? =P

I'm in the middle of some HSPA testing...the cool thing is that I don't have to come to school until 10:30 because I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE IT! Ahhhh....the glory of being a senior. ^___^

Cait wants to go ice skating with J and Chubbs and Dan...will it pull through? Uhh...maybe. But dengz...it's gonna be mad fun if we all can go...xDDDDD

Aites, that's it...interesting life I lead, no?