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Why? Well, I guess it's because I know my days in Tae Kwon Do are numbered...AND the fact that I was supposed to come in today so the Master could evaluate me so I could be eligible for my red belt promotion. --;;; Ionno if I'll be able to test...I haven't been going as regularly as I should have...and it sucks. It just fucking sucks. And it's no one's fault, really...I mean...I was sick half the time. And Papa's got work, so someone's gotta stay home to watch Sam. And it's not like...flu sick. It's the congested type sick that you can go to school with but can't do any physical activity. I hate that kind of sick. It just sucks....

But I guess I learned through this that you really don't know what you got till it's gone...or on its way out. I'm starting to miss Tae Kwon Do now that I know I'm on my way out soon...even if I'm not gone. I really love Tae Kwon Do. I really do. It's one of the few things in life that I would love to do for the rest of my life. I honestly think that it's truly worth all the work. And it's funny...the Master says that Tae Kwon Do "shouldn't be fun, unless you like seeing the benefits of your hard work." But I think it's fun anyway...the fun of being a part of it and being able to see the benefits of my work.

Tae Kwon Do has changed me so much. Ionno what I would be like if I hadn't taken it. Prolly be such a wussy in every way imaginable. Can you believe it? I think I could see myself like that...

Thank you, Tae Kwon Do.

Then it was time for my Japanese mid-term...and everything came from left-field...oh well...BS is good.

Bring it on.

Went to go see Kuya. I was really happy to see him...and I couldn't help but smile knowing that in a year or so, I'll be there...^____^

Ate some Boston Market...and Sam was asking me if I was gonna marry anyone?! Whaaaaaa?!?!?!?! He was like, "Are you gonna marry Caiti? Josh? Mike? You know if you marry them, you have to kiss them." I am quite aware of that, and the fact that a lot of other things come with marriage. I don't think he gets the idea of LOVE yet. He throws that word around freely, too...

He's watching way too much TV. -_______-

But once I'm done with AP Bio I won't have too much else to worry about in terms of midterms. ^^

Back to studying...--;;;

Midterms started today, and OMG Doc's class was the easiest midterm ever. I had about half an hour to spare...so I read more of Lord of the Rings. Good book. Definite read. Go. Now!

Acutally, finish reading this first.

John asked me for a ride home! I thought that was kinda...random? I don't have any classes anymore...I kinda miss the boi. He's fucking nuts...I love it! That kind of originality is great. He's such an intelligent person too.

So we drove around and found Jimmy! We gave him a ride in our car...actually, we went to Bellariva's first...that was mad fun. He didn't want to sit with us at first...ionno why...but he eventually did. Just to eat our pizza. =T hehehehehe~~ He's pretty fun to talk to as well...he's silly (even though he thinks that's a weird word...)!

After the pizza (and dropping off Jimmy and dropping by Ben's house randomly) I went to Caiti's house. Played some Tony Hawk...the best game ever! Well...kinda. She suprised me by watching 2GE+HER! OMG Chad is such a kyoootie! He's so...dumb? But in a cool way. And when he sings, he's so self confident. For example...

Chad: I have this dream that I haven't told many people about, and that's to own a seadoo...and I'm gonna get it, because we're gonna make a buttload of money off of this!
Doug: A buttload? How much is that?
Chad: $1000 dollars...I based it on the fact that one time I fit $5 up my butt...but I know I can fit way more up there. WAY MORE. EASY.

Chad is great.

On the other hand, I also want a guy like Ashitaka from Princess Mononoke...so brave and gallant...and has mass strength LOL

Caiti had me try rice with butter and salt and pepper. It was pretty good, I had to admit. The more I ate it, the more I like it.

*is currently listening to Siam Shade* (I'm exposing Caiti to Asian mujick.)

I wanna listen to 1tym's 3rd jib...so good! Well, I like it haha. *^^*

I'm TRYING to work on Junie and Julie's blog, but my tbns.net account won't work! I wonder if somethings wrong with my account....I really hope they don't delete anything...if they do...IMMA BE HELLA PISSED.

Some lyrics for you all. ^^;;;;

TEARS IN HEAVEN by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven.

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart, have you begging please,
begging please.

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.

:+: 143 #31 637 :+:

Have you ever been in one of those situations where all you can do is just react to what everyone has to say but you can't really get involved...like...everyone rants to you but you can't really respond back because you have no idea. No idea. Two very complex people...one complex solution...=T

You can't help but feel a little helpless...just watching...

Caiti says I should go out with Tom...? I dunno about that. I guess because the feelings' never come naturally...he's just a really good friend to me...well, at this point in time. Who knows? Maybe in a couple of months I'll be dating the boy. But I guess we'll have to wait and see...?

Hello, senioritis.

Dragonball Z has gotten good. xD Trunks and Goten are so kawaii~~ I think when I have a kid I'm gonna name him Goten...xD Or Gohan. Or Goku. Or Camui...or Himura...or Sanosuke...or...xDDDDDDDD

I kinda sucked, but everyone said I looked cute...so I guess it's okay?! I have no clue...BUT IT'S OVER WITH!!!! YAY!!!!

We did shodo in Japanese class today...that was so relaxing. I loved every minute of it...I was so nervous when it was my turn to write out the kanjis...but I did okay. xD

So yeah...I wonder what tomorrow brings. I'm gonna ask Tom and see if he went to the concert...if not, he's gonna lose his hero status in my book. >=T

Talking to Rammier online. Hehe he's pretty cool...I hope to meet up with him when I go kick it at Rutgers (go Scarlet Knights!).

Caiti got into Northeastern! I think that's so awesome...I kinda regret not applying to more schools, but it's okay. I like Rutgers. ^__^ Fordham would have been nicer, but it's okay. xDDD

I'm getting so bad at doing my homework...I guess because I got into college? I've been starting it later and later...so I guess I should get going now. >___<

Deng. I cannot wait for college.

Gosh. People are going on emotional roller coasters...all they can do is just ride it...I guess since I'm just an optimist, I'll be willing to take it in order for the good times to come again. *^^*

Christmas break started out okay...after I explained to my boss why I was over an hour late for work. --;;; Stupid traffic during holiday seasons. We were at the mall for 2 hours and we were only in 2 stores! Anyways. I worked a lot. I only got one day off. But hey, I made lots of money for easy work, so I can't really complain. *^^* It kinda sucked when I was the only one there to walk dogs and shit...but Dolly and Leslie were there, so that helped me out a little bit. OMG Petie is the worst cat ever. Fucking swats at you when you try to change his food. He gets so many pills a day. He's on Prozac now...dunno why though.

Caiti said I could be a daschund person. I think I could own one too. The cute little fat kinds. xD But not too fat...just a wee bit tubby. =DDDD These two daschunds were there at the vet and I was just in LOVE with them. They were so cute! ^^

So yeah. That's mostly what I can remember from the vet. That and Higgins and Hendrix. They are the coolest dogs. OH! AND UTAH! I'm a big fan of huskies. *^^*

That's basically all I remember from the vet. Working with Caiti is pretty fun (if she wasn't there, I'd be soooo dead). Not that working with Dan is bad, but she's my best friend over here! So I could just sit around with her and it'd be great.

Christmas day was pretty aite. I got a stereo! I dunno why, but I felt kinda bad during Christmas. Prolly because all holidays are so commercialized now. Anyways, the stereo needed a subwoofer...sounded kinda bad without it. The cool thing is that you can mount it on the wall! Along with it...a CD holder thing. That's wall mountable too. Whoo! We went to my aunt's for Christmas. Rocks. I love my aunt. She didn't want me to go back to work (since the family would leave) but I was the only one there! We'd go back on New Year's so it didn't matter.

We had paella on New Year's. Yum. =D But everyone in my family had food poisoning afterwards. Sucks. -____-

As for my New Years' Resolution...lose weight. Hell yes. I am a little too tubby for my own good.

Year in review...I dunno if I want to think about it. So many trials...9.11...John...ugh. I'm just glad it's a new year.

As for this upcoming year, it kinda started off bad. Ben played a prank on my mom and I got a LOT of shit for it. >__< That just majorly sucked...but now things are slowly getting better...

Tae Kwon Do...uh...haven't gone since break started...I know...I'm slacking...but I'm so congested that I don't think my condition will improve if I go...=T

I guess everyone is fully up to date? I hope so...because that's all I can remember. ^^V

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