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Wednesday, July 11, 2001 | 09:38 p.m.
I finally went driving again today. It felt good. I still gotta practice backing up though...=T
Tae Kwon Do went by alright. I saw Lauren and Carol after class. It was really cool. We chatted for a little while, and then I had to drive back home.
They said they watched Cats and Dogs and said that while they were in the theater, the film stopped dead for like five minutes. That sucked.
It was cool to have everyone watch me drive off. I can't help it. I like attention. I think I got his attention again, but I'm not sure. Eh...maybe I should just not care.
Well...I've been trying to get over him, right? Grrr...it's kinda hard when you see that he's glancing at you every now and then...dah! It just sucks. You try to get over someone to find out that they may have feelings for you...why is this so confusing?! Should I or shouldn't I?!
Well, whatever happens happens.
I got a letter from Kim unnie. I wrote her back...having penpals is great.
Caught up on some 8-Bit Theater. It's just the greatest webcomic ever. "Gazongas" is a funny word. Hee.
Tuesday, July 10, 2001 | 08:53 p.m.
I woke up this morning knowing I had something to do. I just couldn't remember.
Then I realized that I had to go see Josh at Friendly's at 12:30. So at 12:25 I left the house to go out.
I met Kasey along the way. Hella scared the shit out of me though. Jumpin out of the trees and shit...damn. It was fun though.
Josh was wearing these bright, bright green pants. You could see him from two miles away. It was fun though. He looked hot, and that's all that mattered. We chilled out at the gazebo. Oh, and I met Carol. She's pretty cool. I didn't realize she was the younger sister of Mike though. They're nothing alike. Well, to me they're not.
Cait and Jes met up with us, and we chilled some more. It was great. I ate some of her yogurt. I like yogurt. I think my diet will consist of various types of yogurt. And yes, I need to diet. Anyway, we went to Friendly's and I had some pistachio ice cream. Yes, my lunch consisted of pistachio ice cream and yogurt. It's healthy...it's milk product...
Cait and Jess had to leave to go back to the vet, so we went with them. Now everyone wants a job at the vet. The dogs seem cool...I think. Cindi said she would call me...and I'm still waiting for that call.
Then I went to Josh's house again. Chilled there some more, and fed the cat some cheese. That cat gets feisty...I didn't get to eat any cheese! Well, I ate some. I like that cat though. We checked out a bunch of websites (I got him to go visit some Korean ones because he actually has the font! Some of my friends saw Shinhwa and thought they were hot. Of course they're hot. They're Shinhwa.) and I saw his eighth grade picture. He was so cute! I also saw a bunch of people he talked about. His ex isn't the best looking in the world...but anyways. He showed me this Korean tea set that his aunt gave him...I got to keep the newspaper stuffing that came with it! haha Now I can practice reading it...it's great. Then his mom came home, and we had to jet. It was great.
I get home, and my mom yells at me for not calling and telling her that I went out. Figures.
Monday, July 9, 2001 | 08:51 p.m.
I have so much to say, but I can't type fast enough. I hate it when that happens.
Lemmie think...nothing too interesting happened this morning. I finally got to use OS X on the G4. It was hella great. I had to update iTunes though. Just Shinha's 4th jib and Jinusean's 3rd jib. Those are pretty good albums. For those of you that have an mp3 player, go download "Shinhwa Knight," "Never Can Rewind," and "Barem" by Shinhwa, and as for Jinusean...I love that whole album. I love both of them. Can't stop playing either of them. Those and the Blink 182 album...the third one. I can't remember the name. And I'm too lazy to go to my room (which is a whopping 10 feet away) and look up the title. Anyway...as for Jinusean...I like "Follow Me" and "Ooh Boy."
I checked out the Jinhwan forum, and these people are starting shit. I don't understand why they want to...well, one thing's for sure. They aren't true fans...they should just go to hell in a handbasket.
Cait stopped by for lunch. Well, we were supposed to eat in the park, but she was so worn out that she just crashed at my house for a little while. Ate some cherries and pan de sal. Good stuff. haha I couldn't help but giggle a little when she called it a "roll." I wasn't going to eat until she came, but she didn't come until 2:00...so I was glad that I ate some kare-kare and leftover Pizzeria Uno stuff beforehand.
I walked her back to the vet and she recommended that I go to Josh's house. I couldn't talk to Cindi because she said that the vet was hella busy.
So off to Josh's house I went. I wasn't sure if he was even home because he said that he was going to the Asian Gourmet in Berkely Heights. But it turns out he didn't even go. Jerk. He was supposed to get me pocky. (Just playin...well, about the jerk part. He really was supposed to get me pocky. Was kinda looking forward to that too.) I met some of his friends...I can't remember their names either. I know one of them is John's little brother...and the other used to go to OLP. (This is what happens when I type an entry right after Tae Kwon Do. I can even hear Josh saying the names in my mind. But I can't fucking remember.) Well, when I met them, one of them was hiding in the closet...John's little bro. He hit the OLP girl with the door. I felt bad for her...but she seemed all right. So it was all good. Josh wanted to put a frozen bagel on her eye...but we found some ice pops. But then John's little brother ate them. And that was that. Anyways. We just chilled out for a little while and ate all of Josh's ice pops. Orange is good. He also played a lot of his mp3's and such for us. It was hella cool.
His friends had to leave so it was just us for a while. He showed me how he made those cool graphics and such using...something. I know it's not Photoshop because when I told him I had Photoshop he was hella jealous. It's like Paint Shop Pro or something. I think that's it.
Then I left.
While walking home (which is a good 5 mins away...shows how big my town is), I realized I forgot my white collar shirt that went over my tank top. But I was too lazy to cross the street, so I went home anyway and just gave him a call.
He said it was there, and he said he could drop it off. But I didn't want him to. I dunno. It's a shirt. I can always pick it up some other time. It's a good excuse.
Ate three pan de sal and watched some Dragonball Z before heading off to Tae Kwon Do. John is so reluctant to take me. Sucks. But he did anyway. I think little things like that are good for him. Get's him away from his blasted Diablo II.
In class, I made some chit-chat with my fellow students.
Then when class started, Instructor Lee said that talking isn't really allowed. And I know it was directed at everyone, but I -know- I was the real reason.
So that kinda bummed me out for the rest of class.
I learned the rest of my form and one-step sparring. And during class, I also decided something...I want to get over him. I'm not sure why, but I just want to. It would make things easier, I guess. But it's weird...whenever I see him again...I just fall for him all over again.
So I guess it's pointless for me to try to get over him, but I guess its something to do. Maybe I'll just find someone else over the summer. Unless a miracle happens and we wind up together.
Like that would happen though.
Master Mun and Instructor Lee were actually applauding how I was doing things for once. It was...different.
After class, Patti went up to me and asked me if I was sad during class. I laughed it off and asked, "What made you think that?" and she said, "I dunno...you looked so stern...you seemed either sad or really concentrating." So I just told her that I was concentrating on learning everything, since I just learned my whole cirriculum that day. Which I was. Even though it was part of the reason. I dunno why I didn't tell her everything...maybe just because it's stupid.
John was late in picking me up. Miss Lisa was even worried that my parents forgot about me, or something happened. I thought that was hella sweet of her. Master Mun gave me a ride once. That was hella cool. He's really nice to talk to. Andrew wanted to stay with me because it was getting dark and I was the only person left. I told him to go though. I hate troubling people like that. Which is one reason why I want my license. Well, John finally came at around 8:30 and took me home.
I saw Brittanie on the way home. She was driving. Took me a little bit to recgonize her, but when I did, she waved at me and I waved back.
I love moments like that.
I taught Sam how to play solitaire. He's pretty smart for a four year old. Sometimes I just love him to death, but other times I can't stand him. I think that's normal. Well, I hope that's normal.
Monday, July 9, 2001 | 12:07am
Today was rather uneventful.
My brother is starting to randomly punch me again. That's not cool. But then again, I'll be tough as nails by the end of the summer. And he'll be at Rutgers by the end of the summer. So it's all good.
We went to go eat and Pizzeria Uno, and my little brother was acting...odd. It was gross. I'm not going into any details, because that's just wrong.
I have plans tomorrow! Whoohoo!
Something weird is going on between my friends. But I guess it's just some stage. Everyone has that cycle. Gets a little monotonous, but what can you do? Even if you do something to break it, something always happens and you're doing it again...
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