{ Wednesday, October 27, 2004 }

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played ultimate in pe today. was pretty fun ^^ was in the same team {{ almost the same }} as before. kinda scary @_@" lost three times in a row. those are what gimpy call .. practice games lol! BUT we won the last one =] i think the teacher must really like our team haha. he kept joining our team and help us =] then teams joing together and we played one huge game.

watching koibumi { love letter } right now. the little boi is so cute =] basically about this husband who met his ex-gf again and he decided to help her until she pass away. he even got his wife to help. { kinda weird eh? } but the wife didnt really mind, and created this bond between the ex. it's funni how they said alot of ~ne throughout the drama haha XD

we're finish with the decoration! yatta! i found out that we're the only people who actually decorated our lockers .. sad eh? not at all XP! some ass stole my ghost =< boo! oh well ><'

need to learn how to snowboard >=] *cough cough hint hint* i'm so tired now ..

**song

{ smap ~ yoru sora nomakowa }

izu @ 12:09 a.m.

{ Saturday, October 23, 2004 }

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yesterday, decorating lockers for halloween =]

went to school around 1. when i got there i was surprised to find louis there @_@" {{ sorry lin for being late >.<" }} after a few sec. realized that i forgot about other's locker comb @_@" so went to talk to mr. larok wit lin, got permission to go to the jap room: to get lin's bag and use the fone =P omg the phone is screwd up. haha everytime i move it, it doesnt work *-*" called alice to get the locker combs. etc then got louis to be the tape boi. i cant believe that i'm really fast. when one was done, i finished two ^^b i guess i dont want to waste time sticking it on slowly cuz it's gonna be taken down in like a week .. >.>' no point XP then alice came and met wit us. and lin turned into tape girl haha XD then whit came. and became tape girl 2 haha XD then louis ditched us =.= boo >.>' anywayz. took us a while, but we finished the lockers =] plan to finish the rest on monday.

gonnna make a scene and not a lil bit from everyone. at least it will be more together. if anyone doesnt like it, well that's just too bad. because we did all the work, and they never showed up.

**song
{ campanella - you }

izu @ 08:30 p.m.

{ Thursday, October 21, 2004 }

-->.>'

how it happened?

during pe, was playing ultimate in the upper field. grass was wet, then shoes got wet ._." and then .. a cut. *-*

ultimate was F-U-N! even though .. i was picked last .. well wasnt even pick ._." but mr.p told me that i can choose any team i want, i guess to make me feel better? he's very nice ^^! funny thing is how he was absent and we got a subsitute for a subsitute. hope mr. n will never come back >.>' dont like him hahah =P mr. p at least can run and play along wit us =] will, gimpy, kelvin, owen, megan, alice are in my team, btw we're bi. we completely own the other teams >.>' well .. close ^^b in the beginning, i felt really bad cuz i wasnt doing so well .. { that's why no one picked me ._." } but then i tried and showed them that i can be good too ^^b! first against the yellow. hahaha so hilarious =P
us : one , red : zero
us : two , red : one
us : two , red : two
at the end, we end up wit a tie. good game =] then we're were against the blue them. omg they're so good T_T" but we score one point when the game started. everyone was pretty surprised ^^; even though we lose, it was still a good game =P the last game was against the red. alice was being a "spy" cuz she was wearing a red jacket =P took tavish some time to realize it haha ^^; and our team won! w00t! and i actually did more than i normally do >.>' haha

shoe got really wet ._.

i think my poor hamster got a cold T_T"

izu @ 11:44 p.m.

{ Monday, October 18, 2004 }

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i found out something today .. my lil god sister passed away .. a long time ago but .. she never told me that she got cancer. i really love her as a sister. but i couldnt even do anything for her before she left.

i miss her ..

**song { offline }

izu @ 10:46 p.m.

{ Monday, October 18, 2004 }

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a very crazy weekend o.o!

sat: went to chinese school, got 100% on my test =P then went shopping with my mom at metro. bought .. lots of clothes >.<' forced me to try on alot of stuff ~_~ but it was fun tho ^^; then stayed up till 3 am helping my mom untangle this ball of yarn @_@"

sun: woke up at 2 o.o" watch tv, ate while my mom pick up my sister. haha she got lost on the way back again =P then went to this piano concert thing by Fou Ts'ong. There was only two songs i like. haha =P one by Schubert {very romantic composer} and also one by Choping. The rest of the songs are boring! This recital is to celebrate his 70th birthday, but the songs he chose are boring >.>' one is a funeral song by Chopin .. meaning he is cursing himself >.>' almost fell asleep @_@ haha! there this stupid BRAT who sat behind me, she kept kicking the wooden wall AND kept sniffing. not like crying sniffing. it's cuz she caught a cold and her nose is all stuffed up. stupid girl .. so annoying .. every 10 sec *SNIFF SNIFFF* =.= i just want to fling her off the balcony .. >.>" also the pianoist only did one encore >.>' so cheap XD but then it's ok. it's the same funeral style song >.>' he was good though but the choices for the songs were bad.

watched " otsuka ai - doki doki fujii akira magic show " omg it was so hilarious!! watched it around .. 4 times >.>'

well time for bed =P

**song
{ Otsuka Ai ~ Daisukidayo }

izu @ 12:24 a.m.

{ Friday, October 15, 2004 }

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felt sick during english and math, so went home during lunchtime. slept for .. 8 hrs straight @_@" ai ... still feel so crappy @_@" so i think i wont go to piano >.>' i cant play .. maybe that's making me feel sick *-* i have this feeling that i'm going to throw-up every 10 min {{ ugh -_-" }}

a whole weekend without my sister .. pain >.<' no one to boss around @_@ and the house is quieter than quiet =X dont like quietness T_T

very very sorry, it's not that i dont want u there. somehow, it just felt really awkward >.<'

hahaha i found something that i'm really good at =] annoying alice ^^b i had 2 new single =P all dedicated to alice! >=] {{ myahaha }}

at around 5 my mom drove my sister to her o.a.t { outdoor adventure training } my mom is still not back yet @_@" i think she's lost T_T {{ aiyo T_T }} but hope she came back late so i dont have to go to piano =P i kinda want to drop piano. i want piano to be fun, that way i'll learn better. but yea, stupid ex-piano teachers who doesnt know to teach and screw up my basic technique -_-" oh well, past is past, guess i have to work harder from now on.

teacher was about to give a math test. but when class start i told her that i wasnt feeling well, maybe that's the reason she postpone it to another day? hahaha ^^; made stephen take notes for me, cuz i forgot my glasses @_@" it was actually neat. {{ o.o! }}

there's so many things to do, so many things that i want. but i dont want to get them until i actually do something to deserve it. otherwise i'm going to be spoil @_@" not good eh? haha =P well gonna sleep again .. the do my chinese .. then .. zZz"

**song
{ aiko ~ warugushi }

izu @ 08:08 p.m.

{ Saturday, October 9, 2004 }

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rainy days >.<"

omg .. today well yesterday .. was crappy ~_~
first my dad is going back to do this tour, he's gonna be back around december. gonna miss mom's bday + mine T_T went to art gallery with him. it was so good. i want to go again ^^! it's call " massive change ~ the future of global design " just looking at those design makes me drool. haha =P
went to theory afterward .. eww harmony 4 x_X
realized that i have alot of hw to do @_@
*dies* ..

i stayed up till 4am + 3 hours of sleep. omg my eyes was like O_O
so so so sorry alice >.<'!
i was so tired that i didnt even know wat i'm doing. i didnt even have time to get ready for school .. it was all messed up -_-'

gonna make a new layout soon >.<'

zZz right now it's .. 3:57 am.

BLAHhhhHHHHhHHHhhHHHh >.<'!!!!!!!!!!

**song
{ w-inds ~ shiki }

izu @ 01:38 a.m.

{ Tuesday, October 5, 2004 }

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contacts adventure =P
first day .. " ahh it still wont go in T_T " *poke poke eyes* .. after 2 hrs .. " still wont go in T_______T; "
after many ppl showing on webcam .. " still wont go in ._. " *gives up and go to night market instead ~_~*
next day .. *pops it in* " OMG o.o!!! " i did it =]
next morning .. -_-Z *after 5 min* o.o! OMG i did it again =] *prouds of myself ^^b*

stagecraft: stupid michael didnt go to class =.= but at least my group doesnt have to present today ~_~ {{ phew }} had to get all agressive so that people would work ~_~ at least jay apologized and work =P

annual: halfway through the class, lin got kicked out T_T {{ rururu }}

biology: eye was gettin dry and everything turned blurry? @_@ contacts are stupid =P

art: so boring ~_~ was painting this thing .. watever it was @_@ i need a md .. need music >.<' was listening to william's it was .. honger-y hahaa =P

very sleepy .. eyes are tired ~_~ZzZzZ

**song
{ scudelia electro ~ crystal note }

izu @ 06:06 p.m.

{ Sunday, October 3, 2004 }

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dad's back from hk! wee ^^; but he had to go back in a week @_@ for this tour. ~.~

went to granville island with my dad and took alot of pics ^^;

more clothes =] and my cons! {{ thx grandma ^^; }}

still havent try on the cons yet .. bad memories >.>' but it feels kinda nice when u put them on ^^;

dad told me that i need to renew my hk id. >.<' i wonder wat the new id looks like ^^; how many more days till holiday?

**song
{ nakashima mika ~ be in silence }

izu @ 03:15 p.m.

{ Saturday, October 2, 2004 }

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last night my mom kept kicking me in the middle of the night .. which means i didnt get alot of sleep *___* in the morning, she still looked a lil pissed off .. @_@ when i got home, she was being all nice. AND she kept giving me food .. {{ ._." }} it was kind of silly .. we got mad at each other over the stupid mcflurry >.>' i dont like people eating my food ><' and yea .. i cursed her -_-" i should really think about wat i say before saying it out. cuz they might know that i dont really mean it ><'

my piano teacher was right .. i have alot of times and i shouldnt waste them and use them wisely. i felt really bad =( but at least i know she is a good teacher. ~_~

blah blah blah @_@

dad's back tmr around 1pm. ><'!

got a cut for both of my heels. omg, hurts like a bitch T_T .. that shoe .. so evil @_@ everyone was pretty surprised when i show them the cuts ~_~ and asked why i wore it. it didnt gave me a cut before .. evil shoe ><' **song
{ sweets ~ grow into shinin' stars }

izu @ 01:07 a.m.