{ Thursday, September 30, 2004 }

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it was a bad and good day today. i guess i'll start with the good first.

good i didnt finish writing my essay but the teacher didnt check ^^; and xixi gave me some ideas ^^ thx u!
the subsitute for japanese actually knows japanese o.0! and she was the same subsitute for biology. hehe ^^; and she's pregnant! ^^
took a nap when i got home, which was very refreshing. ^_^ at least i got away from reality for a while =

bad alice got sick from windsurfing. hope she get well soon ^^
during p.e, i lost in many games = 1st one was against kevin. kevin is nice, but imo he kinda get mad over small things which kind of annoys me. it was not fun playing against him. 2nd one was against chris, at first he kept hitting it over my head. i was too lazy to run back and hit it. but he was nice enough to hit it close ^^; it was fun tho, even though i lost in the end. {{ i almost won .. >.<' stupid gimpy + all those asses =.= }} i got a little upset during the game and almost cry @_@ because stupid kelvin was like " you can beat her, just win already .. " it was distracting. also, never play against chris again >.>' {{ haha }} ofcourse losing made me even a lil more upset, but after awhile i think that it's only a game and i should be a good sport instead =] the point is i tried my best {{ hmm >.>" haha }}
was a lil upset during japanese class, got left out. i always try to include others in the conversation.everytime when i said something, they don't seem to be paying attention. oh i give up ..
my mom and i got into a arguement. she's not talking to me and kept using my sister against me. oh well =] it's not like i'm talking to her too. {{ haha }}

it's weird, but i dont usually rant about others on my blog. i dont like getting all depress over stupid small things.

i want to move away, whether it's another school or another country. i just want to get away.

i wish my dad was here. he always know what to do. he's so successful because he worked hard. i really want to finish school and stay by his side. i want to learn from his experience. it's always hard to learn from parents, but it doesnt really happen to me. there's still so much to learn from my dad {{ photography, designing .. }} this time, i will use my time wisely, there's so much that i want to learn {{ makeup, hairdressing, designing, photography, music .. }} when i look back, it felt like i wasted alot of times when i can do or learn useful things.

do you believe in fate?

**song
{ my little lover ~ fantasy }

izu @ 10:48 p.m.

{ Wednesday, September 29, 2004 }

-->two years ~ w00t =]

so many things happened >.
you better do well this year =P otherwise you cant get into u of a >.<'! and that's not good o.o

have to finish hw ~_~

still thinking of windsurfing .. i wanna windsurf >.<"!

**song
{ ellegarden ~ under control }

izu @ 12:18 a.m.

{ Tuesday, September 28, 2004 }

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windsurfing today. omg it was so fun ^^b!! my mom drove alice and i to the place. on the way, i picked up terri's sandels ^^; {{ thx you }} got there around 8:18ish. no one was there .. cept this guy and girl, the teacher didnt even show up >.<' we got a subsitute instead o.o!! first we used the windsurfing simulator. haha was so fun =] the instructor ( i think his name is tim ) was so nice =] then we got into wetsuits and it was still wet >.<'! the first wetsuit i got had a hole on the butt. -_-" but it fits even a lil smallish { size 12 } then got another and it's pretty new ^^; but a lil big o.o { size 14 }

got our boards and our sails out onto the beach. and then .. stupid stupid bitch >,
i want to windsurf again ^^b

went home after that. ate and watched tv until it was time to go to school. missed math class but it's ok =] went to japanese. blah blah

wish for a hi-md =] i need music ^^*

**song
{ sayaka ~ ever since }

izu @ 03:59 p.m.

{ Monday, September 27, 2004 }

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omg >.< two more days! so excited =] i will get u a present + bday present k? i promise ^^b

supaaa fogggy this morning but i really like the fogginess ^^ blah blah nothing really speical today. went to classes blah blah yeaa .. did a grad group photo today ^^b it was fun =] i kept saying that everyone is taller than me >.<" {{ which is true .. >.<" }} and lin suggested a piggy back ride! {{ heehee >=] }} i didnt strangle her ^^ never knew taking photos was this fun haha. now i'm scared that i might get photoshop out @_@ cuz i kept doing ^^v {{ oi .. }}

went to theory afterschool. surprised how i still remember harmony 3 stuffs @_@ but took me half an hour just to do 2 questions for harmony 4 {{ hah hah .. -_-" }}

somehow i wish the word friend never exist. why do we need friends? i realized i never talk to anyone about my problems. i'll probably explode one of these days ~_~ well there is this one person *doubts* nvm ~_~

**song
{ rip slyme ~ rakuen baby }

izu @ 08:52 p.m.

{ Sunday, September 26, 2004 }

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yesterday : went to chinese school then went to oakridge to get my mom's medicine and walked around. bought a stripe sweater at gaps. even though i like the black shoulder one too >.<'!

* gonna get my mom to make clothes for me ^.~

today : covered the front part of my agenda. imo, it wasnt that bad *-* then 2 hrs of piano practicing ~_~ i found out .. that i can actually read notes hahahaha!!

gonna finish my hws and then clean up my room >,<' it's a mess o.0!

i think there's another bee's nest .. >,<'

**song
{ yamamoto ryohei ~ take over }

izu @ 07:20 p.m.

{ Friday, September 24, 2004 }

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woke up at 10 today. filled out the forms for jlpt. was about to mail it but then after when i read the "instruction" again, it says "mail or sumit in person" woot! so terri came and we went to douglas college in new westminister to sumit our registrations forms {{ wee =] }} we were so luck haha =P we had to hand in the cheque at the cashier, we were so lucky >.already 4. the hell -_-" lazy people who cant even do one more.

my mom painted the window in the washroom. everytime i go in to wash my hands .. {{ sniff and goes high }} i think it's oil base .. >.<' it stinks too >.<" but somehow .. i kept going in >.>'

terri stayed over at my house till her parents pick her up ^^; my mom gave her a hugeass zucchini. then we played with the baby hamster ^^; then her mom came to pick her up, when she saw the zucchini, she was o.o! hahaa ^^;

aww i want to go to metro tmr. long weekend cept .. ppl are sick/busy >.<' ai .. hope i dont get sick from windsurfing on tuesday .. i dont even know if i can windsurf .. >.<" cuz i'm just too small .. aiyo.

since not going to metro tmr, then i'll just study at home. i need to study and catch up on all the homeworks that i havent done >.>' haha. must do good >=| and when i say i will .. i will =.=!!

yesss dad is coming back soon ^^ i'm so happy hehe. well g2g piano at 8 tmr >.<' and i did practice .. tonight o.o **song
{ ellegarden ~ can you feel the way i do }

izu @ 11:47 p.m.

{ Thursday, September 23, 2004 }

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happy 18th b-day lg (^-^)/ ** i will give u a present! >=]

6 more days till a very special day ^^b

misty rain today =] so sweet ^^ got dai's new album last night or the night before. @_@ {{ cant remember }} it wasnt as good as i thought it would be >.<' oh well it's ok =] saw a bunch of asian kung-fu generation lives .. ai .. they're ugly >.>' {{ haha }} tmr short day @_@ and friday is pro-d. sweetness =]

going ellegarden crazed!~ they're so good. i need more RoM .. {{ leech leech }}

omg, the lil bb hamster so cute >.<' it's still afraid of us. i would be too *-* he's so tiny >.<'! i want to hold him in my hands hehe. but i know he wont be afraid of us soon. i always think, if you treat any living things with repect, they will respect you back. hmm not really good explaination .. {{ blah blah haha }} the lil baby is so senstive to small sounds. hehe he will wake up and hide under the wheel @_@ he made a lil hole in the cedar chips under the wheel. so cute >.<'! i think the lil guy didnt drink any water @_@ i'm not sure ..

** gibberish

blah blah somehow i have this feeling that i dont want to talk to anyone espeically my friends. just wondering if i have any friends in the first place .. humans are just too complicated. there's too many different kind of people in this world. ai -_-" i'm so confused now ..

**song
{ ellegarden ~ wannabies }

izu @ 12:10 a.m.

{ Tuesday, September 21, 2004 }

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i should start working hard -_-" i guess i havent climbed out of the disappointment bucket yet .. *sigh*

got a baby hamster today. omg it's so cute >.<'! it's so small hehe. the hamster fell asleep on the way home XP first he kept scratching inside the box hehe. i cleaned the cage for it and then opened the box so the hamster will go into the cage. took 5 min haha ^^; i guess the lil baby was scared >.<' i would be too >.<' finally it went into the cage, walked around a few times. climbed on top of the wheel @_@ {{ naughty lil baby hehehe ^^; }} then took a nap XP it's so .. adorable >.<'! i hope he'll get use to us soon.

listened to dai's 'be free' wahh T_T it's so good!! i cant wait >.<" i wish the cd is out soon >.<' on the 23rd. wahh .. a long wait T_T

well me sleepy now. gonna go hehe ^^; so happy that there's a pro-d coming up =] i can really use it >.<' to organize my room >.>" and also do hw =]

**gibberish

why do some people makes other feels guilty? do you care what other people say about you? do i? does it matter? for sure, not everyone would like you .. or would they? ofcourse nobody is perfect. blah blah .. why do friends exist? so you wont be lonely? i want to backpack around, see more things. i feel so coop up here. also these things, same ol' problems. i want to experience more. i want to be taller. i want to be stronger. i want to be intelligent .. {{ blah blah }}

picture of lil ham ham ^_^ { here }
--> name ν¨ν¨ dob 3 weeks ago

**song
{ joe hisaishi ~ tori no hito }

izu @ 01:03 a.m.

{ Saturday, September 18, 2004 }

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piano at 8am is not right. haha the teacher call in the morning @_@ i was still oozy woozy. didnt practice all week. surprised that she didnt bitch at me @_@

then went to chinese school afterward, found out there's no dictation muahahah =P then went to copy the jap notes + theory books. wow stayed there for 3 hours @_@ then afterward, went to broadway to look for a baby hamster ^^; i know my mom wants another hamster haha ^^; i want a black*white hamster ^^; cream*white is cute too ^^; tmr new baby ham ham are gonna arrive at the pet store ^^b hope we'll find a cute ham ham =] and give it a nice home hehe ^^b then afterward went to eat haienese food. very very good =] that store has good food ^^; then got some clear paper for my agenda. i cant wait till i get my cons. finally i wont be blind @_@ blah blah blah

**song
{ miho komatsu ~ kanashii koi }

izu @ 08:50 p.m.

{ Friday, September 17, 2004 }

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pe : played badminton, double tournament. was partner with michael. i felt kinda bad not doing alot >.>' but somehow my body doesnt react to the birdy that fast haha ^^; beside i'm not that good @_@ but i had fun ^^ first time in pe too T_T

eng : did a vocabulary quiz. was so upset after. i spelt all the word correctly but got so bad in the filling the words into the blanks. i know i tried and i shouldn't be mad at myself but sometimes when you have a high hope, you get disappointed even more .. {{ sigh }}

math : manda's schedule {{ ha i spelt it right =] }} got changed T_____T she's not in my math anymore. T_T was so bored in math. {{ blah blah blah bu blah blah blah in the background }} and alot of people went to a field trip.

lunch : ate and finished up my jap =]

jap : oi -_-" i guess i was still upset about the english quiz .. that i didnt even bother to ask questions. i will be prepare next time.

i shouldnt be mad at myself, i should learn from my mistakes. but {{ sigh }} when i actually wanted to work hard, i get disappointed. i shouldnt stop, it's a obstacle. i shouldnt let one lil test get to me. @_@

lesson of the day ** never move when you get a headrush, u'll ran into things. -_-' i ran into a door. cuz the door to my room is usually open. but someone closed it today T_T {{ mummbles }} i got a bruise on my knee and on my forehead. then i took a nap afterward. cuz my knee hurts alot and also cuz i'm getting a little dizzy @_@

**song
{ joe hisaishi ~ thank you ... for everything }

izu @ 07:22 p.m.

{ Monday, September 13, 2004 }

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had an assembly today, wasnt as bad i thought it would be ^^; the best thing is, it was in block d .. and that's when i have japanese ^^;

why do u have to be like this .. ? i really dont get you anymore >,<" i'm sorry {{ sigh }}

**song
{ road of major ~ bokura dake no uta }

izu @ 07:10 p.m.

{ Sunday, September 12, 2004 }

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9am went to piano lesson, didnt get yell by teacher {{ phew ._." }} she already knows that i didnt practice haha. wow playing the scales and chords was painful. i played so bad ^^; it's like everything was deleted @_@ anywayz .. school tmr. eww -_-'

finished watching all 13 ep of haibane-renmei last night .. wow stayed up till like 2 or 3 finishing it >.< so good T_T and .. i cried >.>" i cant help it. T_________T i think this is the 2nd anime that made me cry. gonna get the box set. or maybe kept this one >.>' {{ cough cough }}

**song
{{ ellegarden ~ perfect days }}

izu @ 10:31 p.m.

{ Friday, September 10, 2004 }

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{{ rain rain go away, come back in another day }}

today, went to langara with alice afterschool to photocopy the japanese textbooks ^^b but then they wont let us do double sides >.<" so we went to office depot instead @_@ spend 3+ hours there photocopying *-* after we're finish, bought some notebooks. booo T_T they ran out .. gonna have to get it somewhere else @_@ but i'll do that later >.<"

wahh .. pouring rain outside. i like rain. cept i like it when i have an umbrella with me ^^; my cute tiny orangey umbrella!

found out that i have chinese school today @_@ fun .. i want a dvd-rw T_T .. no i need T____________T"''""'

time to go .. a lil tv then sleep .. zZz

**song
{ the brilliant green ~ you & i }

izu @ 10:29 p.m.

{ Thursday, September 9, 2004 }

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basically a tiring day for me >.<'

homeroom handed in fees and got my agenda .. holy crap that thing is fugly!!

pe got a bunch of handouts >.<' .. found out that there's no go-kart this year .. {{ mummbles }} then we play soccer! my team won! {{ w00t }} and i actually kicked the ball =] even though i was trying to avoid it >.>"

english teacher kept talking and talking .. -_-" alice almost fell asleep @_@"' oi .. and there's hw too. wahh T_________T"" boo .. half way through the class .. my tummy was growling >.<" felt so embarassed >.>'

lunch very very short -_-" *mummbles*

math had a lil review .. cant remember anything >.<' stephan offered his answers .. but there's no point. i must learn and do them myself!! {{ ._. }} i will actually do my hw ^^;

japanese wow lin, terri, alice, stella, c1 and whit is in my class. so many ppl that i kno @_@ jap is gonna be hard. but then again, i studied throughout the summer holiday .. hope it'll help >.<' i got my mom to help me too. gonna do the level 4 jlpt!! although i really want to try the level 3 one. cuz if i studied hard enough .. i think i can do it ^^; beside .. level 3 counts as 3 terms jishuu points. {{ *-* }} ganbaru minna ^^

tomorrow is gonna be a fun day ^_^ stagecraft, annual production, biology and art gonna be pretty fun ^_^ i think >.>'

**song
{ asian kung-fu generation ~ rewrite }

izu @ 09:42 p.m.

{ Tuesday, September 7, 2004 }

--> * chinese

school has started ..

cant believe it's time for school so soon. summer has pass faster than i thought ._o {{ crazi eyes ^^; }} wow, i actually got the schedule that i wanted. ^^; and .. so similiar to alice's >.<' it's kinda scary .. it's like i'm stalking her wahh T_T {{ i'm not a stalker >.<" }}

izu @ 08:39 p.m.

{ Monday, September 6, 2004 }

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today is the last day of 'freedom' ._." in a way, i want to go back to school but at the same time .. no. it'll be fun seeing all my friends again. but then there's these certain people that i dont want to see. ^.~

basically, went out with alice and jojo alot. got him to drive us around {{ thank you & sorry sorry }}

didnt do anything yesterday. {{ change of plans }} lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala .. so i finish watching all the galaxy angel season 3. and a few season 4. so good T______________T'' got a few glay songs. burn a few discs. gonna browse around sony & panasonic site. {{ kekeke }}

i want this feel orange laptop from sony. omg so orangee ^-^b



i also want the black sony desktop. even though i want a white one ^^;



model: vgc-ra70pl9 {{ type r }}
window xp professional
pentium 4 3.40
memory: 1gb
hdd: 500 gb {{ wah *-* }}
dvd rw

T____________________T

izu @ 12:34 p.m.

{ Saturday, September 4, 2004 }

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-_-"

yesternight .. got a mosquitoe bite on my lip .. stupid stupid mosquitoe .. it was annoying me then .. it bit me *_* then my lip got very puffy .. next day went to doctor and he gave me some medicine ..

went out wit lin and alice. first to richmond centre. omg .. so sorry lin >.<" we were an hour late .. =X we walked slow .. but .. but .. >.<" then we bus to night market to meet those anbu ppl. but they didnt get their till very very late .. so we went to ikea. took lots of pictures ^-^"' it was crazi ^^; then found those anbu ppl. blah blah. then .. i got johnny to come ^^; got eggballs. then got bbt. then made alice choke @_@ sorry >.<"

today, went to get my eyes check. got worse .. T_T but .. can get contacts ^-^b then got johnny to drive alice and i to richmond. saw mike. blah .. then night market .. then .. not good .. then guilty .. then .. home ..

dot dot dot ..

very very sorry ._."

**song
{ mr.children ~ anda-shatsu }

izu @ 02:15 p.m.

{ Wednesday, September 1, 2004 }

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a few things that i want .. ^^;

- my dark grey mini cooper convertible
- super clean white desktop wit lcd screen and blue lights and cute small samsung blue optical light mouse ^^; + lots of gigs >.>"{{ got grandma to get me one ^^; }}
- my liscense .. T_T
- a few more earrings ^^;
- more blank cd-rs T_T {{ dad gettin it }}
- trip to venice in feb ^^;
- trip back to hk ^^;
- trip to japan .. but i'll wait *_*
- more shoes!
- my own apartment/house
- hi-md
hmm i'll stop right there for a moment ^^

adventure 01

havent practice piano for like .. 3 weeks ^^; told my sister to call my piano teacher and told her that i cant come >.>' *cough cough* then stayed at home .. i should have left the house when my sister told me too @_@ then .. parent came home @_@ ahh >.<" told my sister to hide in the basement >.>" heheh and i'll told them that i came back early ^^; then i kept running up and down the stairs >.>' {{ i looked a lil suspicious .. >.>" cant help it *_* }} gave my sister her piano books, my cell and her watch .. ran back up to turn off the door chime ^^; and the backyard chime .. and let her out of the back door ^^;

craziness ^^;

so sick of yum cha'ing .. every single day .. we go out to yum cha. {{ pain .. }} daddy is gonna go in a few days. T_T then he's gonna be back in oct. {{ hopefully .. }} he's gonna get more of those 900min japanese blank cd-r. so pretty .. i didnt even use the ones that he bought me this time ^^;

aww .. i will miss his tablet pc. it's so pretty T_T the keyboard is small + cute ^^;

well gonna go. have to yum cha. *_________*

**song
{ yellow generation ~ hozuki }

izu @ 11:30 a.m.