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Sunday, October 28, 2007
ermphf?


so basically all my depression shit is pretty much just a one day pms. i should really make a new layout and put in a section about all those customers i met at the coffee shop ;o it's really quite entertaining. i've learn alot .. just by looking then by interacting with them. some are nice, but most are just plain rude but hey, i dont even know these people, so me dont give a ratass. now i'm just starting to learn new ways to piss them off (the rude one ofcourse) in a polite way. seriously, so many people are retarded i dont know how they cant even SQUEEZE the honey out of the container .. but anyways .. right now i have a bigg question. if blenz and starbucks (maybe other company..too?) can reject personal mugs that doesnt have their logos on, why doesnt jjbean? i mean, for advertising purposes. sure, u might be serving great coffee, but in the end, people will just think that it's from starbucks/blenz. altho, it's kinda mean .. but it's a great question that rui bought up.


had a house warming party at rui's with a couple of friends, had pizza and chicken wings and cake too. watched batman begins. pretty entertaining. altho the beginning is really sketchy and i couldnt grasp what was happening .. *_*; went to the arcade afterward and played house of dead 4 (so fun ;O) and then taiko .. which i do oh-so poorly on T_T;; must .. practicing with ds eek! the guys as usual hogged around maximum tune .. i kinda want to try it but it looks hard. i'm more into doing it in real life .. no? lol .. rui's room is so much more prettier now, ofcourse thx to me, bought a few shelves for here and there and voila~ beautified~ he came by and picked me up from work. we had a nice chat. i miss him .. planning to go on a little trip together soon. i need my birthday offffff eeek!


izu @ 10:00 p.m.
music: offline

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Sunday, October 28, 2007
not enough ..


my life is just not deep enough. it's lacking oh-so-much. i wish for more. everything is just too disappointing. why am i so depress all of a sudden. i'm happy with what i have .. but .. why?


izu @ 12:49 a.m.
music: offline

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Saturday, October 20, 2007
hmm ..


yesterday was my mom's birthday, bought her a nice cake and some tarts at this place on kerrisdale. it was really yummy hehe. then went to eat greek food and came home to eat the cake. we were already pretty full right after dinner. gave mom her present .. a NECKLACE that was bought like half a year ago. woot ;p


went out with rui today after running some errands. first .. CONGRATZ to my sister who just got promoted as a CHIEF, i totally knew that she's going to make it so .. yay ;3 anyways .. i got to drive a bit more on his car, which .. made me really happy~ i like his car .. ;O we went to his mom's place and picked up more his stuffs for his other home. i got to drive his car ALL BY MYSELF woot~~ while he drove the quest. it was .. really .. really .. satifying~ i misses him alot right now .. went to ikea after a nice nap at his new place. i got him (i PAID for it ;p) some shelves and small bedside table for him. around .. 100ish. but it's all good. we were pretty picky about wat to get and cant wait to see his new upgrade room next time when i'm over at his palace. ate dinner with herman and illya. he seriously is missing johnny. HAHAHAHAHAHA .. ok i'm gonna go play more ds and read my new book~~ ehh .. pokemon diamond is really addiciting .. my sister is playing the pearl one heheh ..


izu @ 10:39 p.m.
music: flower ~ back-on

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
tired but excited .. o_o; why?!


just got off from work .. surprisingly i'm not tired at all .. pretty awake. it was a pretty calm relaxing but enjoyable day. got to work with the 2 jesses and charlie. it was fun and awesome. altho sometimes i dont get what they're talking about but all good all good. rui came by with herman around 10'ish and got some drinks. made herman a crazyass shiver, hope he wont die of overdose of chocolate syrup, shiet, i overkill the shiver with a gillion shot of syrup and coated the walls of the cup with MORE chocolate, mmmm me like, i mean, i dont get fat easily but him, being fat already .. hope he can handle it hahaha. well .. jesse forgot to make rui's drink ><; eep then they left but rui came back later to pick me up from work .. guess wat?? SHHIIIIIIET, i like rui's car .. i got to drive it too, shiiiiiet, i love it o_O; i even got to drive a bit on the highway, shiiiiiiet, i love it .. ok i can go on and on about it. next week, i get to learn how to drive a standard car ;3


oh charlie, if you ARE reading this, haha, i'm sorry that i didnt believe u but rui DOES remember you and yea, u guys did work together before.. ok ok u can hit me when u see me at work or something >_>;; anyways .. loudawg?


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fuck, i will make a new layout .. soon, i will kick my ass till i do it. i remember myself saying it a few times .. i WILL fucking do it. seriously will .. hmm, I WILL!! btw, i'm having a nice romantic (it will be ..) dinner with rui this sat. i get to drive his car, eek! seriously .. fucking in love with his car .. i want to cry .. i want it so badly .. i want to drive it all night long, and forever and never stop (cuz i dont think i can do parking with his car yet .. ) but seriously .. i want it. but i still want fit too, that is, if my parents are willing to invest in it, if not, another car. what else? my mom's birthday is this friday, still thinking of a nice restaurant to take her out to .. keg? stepho? i dont know yet, i need suggestions, or where ever she wants to go. ok i smell like coffee and i think that's why i'm wide awake. today for this one second, if felt like the world just left me and i'm isolated from everyone. it's really a creepy feeling, i do want to make more conversation, but i can only go so far because my interest are so much different from everyone else. i feel so dumb sometimes, when i dont get what other people where talking about .. hmm. shiit, i want rui's car .. ok, i will ds for a bit and go to sleep .. steve is back from his trip and it'll be fun to see him tmr i hope o_O;


orange range's ikenai taiyou and back-on's flower is playing in my head over and over again. not that it means anything important .. (*$(%*#^$&


rui and i already have a pretty good plan, i just need to kick my ass and be more assertive about everything .. it's late, i seriously dont know what the fuck i'm talking about ..


fuck, jen call me soon, i want to talk to you, i think i'm gonna explode soon!


izu @ 12:20 a.m.
music: ikenai taiyou ~~ orange range

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Sunday, October 14, 2007
to a very special*person


happy birthday to my baby rui who is now .. 20 years old. a year older, a year wiser. looking back, you really grew and mature =] too bad we couldnt spend your birthday together but have a great birthday with your mom/sis~


love you so much~ <3


izu @ 07:27 p.m.
music: offline

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007
excited (?) wait .. not yet


ok, my parents and i are planning to get a honda fit but we're still thinking about it, need to persuade my dad a bit more because he still wants to get a used cooper or .. some ancient crap (mini/beetle) which i have no intend to get it fix .. for almost the same price, i really want to get a fit .. ;O besides, now that rui is into cars (he likes the fit too) he's gonna help me install alarm system and alot of other after-market stuff. so excited. i'm pretty sure i'll get the car, we've been fighting over the car every since my parents came back from hk. eeek! so excited!~


izu @ 12:33 p.m.
music: offline

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Wednesday, October 3, 2007
omg more?!


so i found out that two more people are leaving .. jack and alex. well *shrug* dont know what to say .. i just wish steve stays haha. work was slow when i got there around noon, then slowly got busy. was really busy when i was about to leave .. ;O sometimes .. j*y acts like a bitch, but i dont blame her because she's born as one.


i feel like there's something missing, something i havent done yet, i just .. cant get a hold of it -_-; oh .. i really want to subsribe some magazines ;3 no .. something else too ..


izu @ 04:58 p.m.
music: offline

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Monday, October 1, 2007
;<


shawn (manager) and steve (supervisor) are gonna be leaving and going to the new jjbean in yaletown .. T___T; BOOOO! now it's not going to be the same .. anymore -_-;


izu @ 11:56 p.m.
music: offline

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Sunday, September 30, 2007
busy buzy bumblebee


my schedule for the october ..

mon 1 - 2-10
tues 2 - OFF
wed 3 - 12-4
thur 4 - 3.5-11.5
fri 5 - 2-10 (maybe off)
sat 6 - 9-5
sun 7 - 7.5AM-3.5


mon 8 - 8AM-4
tues 9 - 3.5-11.5
wed 10 - 2-10
thur 11 - 2-10
fri 12 - OFF
sat 13 - OFF
sun 14 - 7.5AM-3.5


mon 15 - 8AM-4
tues 16 - 3.5-11.5
wed 17 - 2-10
thur 18 - 2-10
fri 19 - OFF
sat 20 - OFF


hmm nothing much these days .. bumming around, watch some drama, study a bit, so hungry ;p so want to eat bolawyao .. T____T!! need chachangtian ><;;


izu @ 06:19 p.m.
music: welcome to the house ep 113

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Thursday, September 27, 2007
progressing ..


i love this song, anyways .. life been treating me well. i know what i'm doing with my life, so does rui. which is really good. we do have a plan for the future and we're slowly working towards with work and fun happening at the same time.


work been treating me well, i got my first paycheck .. i didnt expect myself to make that much on the first one but it made me really rich, i really just want to spend it all but i know that i should be saving it for something that i really need .. i've even save up all the tips in a unopenable piggy can. i can feel it's power seeeping out, i cant wait to open it during christmas ;O!


my parents came back today, went to the airport twice because they came on a different flight. my mom shouldnt drive and she drove .. which really freaked me out ;O she went onto the other lane for a bit, drove really slowly and hmm what else? she looked tired and sleeepy = SHOULDNT DRIVE!! some stupid ubc-er stoler my N'sign, i know it's not a big deal but my FIRST fucking N'sign .. the one that i worked really hard for is now gone forever ;< went to yumcha with my parents and it was great seeing them again. now i can eat properly and care less about chores >;]


my house is really really cold .. for some unknown reason, i dont like turning on the heat *shrug*


i misses rui, not being able to see him every single day really makes me go crazy. i'm gonna miss waking up in the morning and locking the door for him haha. but we're gonna meet up on saturday. i cant wait ;3 <3 rui is gonna move to a new place on monday. it's near joyce station .. so far ;< really gonna miss the time when i can just walk to his house and meet him halfway .. etcetc. i mean, his mom/sis are still living there but it's not gonna be the same .. i really dont want anything to change .. *sigh*


hmm, i want a haircut, maybe i should get one ;O any good recommendations?


izu @ 06:08 p.m.
music: flower ~ back-on

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
it .. burns .. D;


got burn by hot water yesterday at work .. ;< now i have this bruise spotches on my hand. but, on the brigher side .. i got a raise! bwahaha, i passed the test with a 92/93% so happy~ now i'm gonna get the new raise on my first paycheck ;3


izu @ 12:34 p.m.
music: offline

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Monday, September 17, 2007
wtdn!


so since rui got me a dslite, i decided to get him one too .. and i did, last week. but the thing is stupid stupid place where we got the r4 the first time was never open o_o; and no one picks up the phone. wtf?! so yesterday, went to a couple of places in richmond to check out some honger stores, found two places that have r4 but was sold out. =/ pooor rui D; after that we went to have dinner with a old friend of mine in burnaby. it's been a .. long time but we still have alot of things to talk about =] good times good times.


work today .. and i want to sleep in so badly >_>;


izu @ 08:20 a.m.
music: offline

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
i'm (still) lovin' it


4th day of work. wow .. starting to really get the hang of everything. did the till alot and it was fun =] altho i dont like those picky-ass people .. soy skim extra chai .. =_=; got to know my co-workers alot more which means more conversations and less talking to myself hahaha ;p since steve (one of the supervisor) was here today, i manage to finish filling out the questions and i threatened that i wont leave until he helps me answer AND check the answers .. which sorta result into having an hour of overtime *gaspp*~ gonna do the test this thursday. hope i pass~! see, i have lots of passion for coffee. i love working at a coffee shop~


izu @ 09:36 p.m.
music: ikenai taiyou ~ orange range

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Sunday, September 9, 2007
t o u c h!


rui got me a ds lite today *gasp*! we kinda went to get it out of the blue ;O also got the r4d for it too~ now i just need to get a really nice case for my new babii~


suggest any good games and sites please ;3


izu @ 09:58 p.m.
music: offline

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Saturday, September 8, 2007
day 2 of work already?!


yesterday was my first day of work, got there around 3:00pm, walked around the neighbourhood till time to get sign-in. it was a bit awkward at first because i didnt want to just barge in .. cuz no one know me haha. first time that i met my manager .. i thought steve was my manager but he was the superviser. he looks like steve but hmm .. a lil tinyER LOL! i swear .. all my coworkers are like .. hippies ;O! serious coffee lovers! everyone was really nice and friendly ;3 the funniest thing was, i didnt really talk talk with steve but shawn said that he heard alot of nice things about me from steve. weird -_-; but who cares, i got hired bwahah =] it all happened within less than a week~ hehee loving it**~ jackie, another supervisor is training me, it was alot of fun. showed me around the place, where everything is kept .. etc. got to taste some espresso shots .. acidity, body, aroma .. etc. i was pretty .. shocked that i had to work like EIGHT whole hours on my first day but it was not too bad. bus home. so apparently i'm in the entry level and if i do the level 1 test, my wage get bump up by another dollar .. gonna do the test next week =] kekeke! around $80 more in the paycheck! and i'll be less noobish ;O!~ and my manager strongly suggested that we should do it too. meet jesse who worked there for about a month now and jeremy who's leaving after saturday to salt lake river .. watever that place is called. he was really nice, showed me alot of tips and taught me a few things here and there .. too bad he's leaving ~_~; he's pretty fun to hang around with.


today wasnt too bad, meet sean, who made me a hot chocolate and did some latte art. i totally cant wait to do it! will practice hard when i'm officially a barista! meet another jeremy who worked there as long as i did, i kept making him throw out the garbage (they were heavy .. ) basically everything that is heavy, i made him do it. he only works part-time .. so i better work hard and beat him at the test first bwahaha ;O! day went by pretty quickly, already starting to know my way around, know what to do next so it wasnt too bad.


i'm really glad i got hired there, i'm pretty sure i'll learn alot of about coffee, i'm not really a coffee drinker but i want to be able to know about it and appreciate coffee. be more of a people person and be able to not be shy and express myself ;3 what else .. yea, i dont think i'll enjoy other jobs as much as being in a coffee shop in general. haha .. for now, until i start complaining .. well that'll take probably another week like rui said -__-; but hey, stop by and have a cup of coffee or bake goods (get the vegan chocolate cookie .. heard it's really really good!)


my schedule for next week


mon/tues ~ 10-6

thurs/fri ~ 3.5-11.5

sat ~ 9-5


OMG, PRISON BREAK IS OUT ON MONDAY (if i remember correctly! EEEEK! i cant wait. too bad stupid southpark is coming out in oct .. fuked i miss southpark so much ;O


izu @ 01:41 a.m.
music: gazen yeah! ~ mihimaru GT

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Thursday, September 6, 2007
nervous ..


today is first day of work at jjbean, gonna be a trainee for a while ;3 yay, i got hire~ now i can finally be a barista (after training ;p) .. ok i'm repeating myself .. tired ><; i'm gonna do a lil napping before work ;0


izu @ 08:40 a.m.
music: offline

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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
o m g


i still havent made a new layout for this blog yet .. i will soon soon soon .. eep!


so basically been bumming around at home, aww no outtings (i wonder WHY! =_=) but anyways, did some chorus here and there and no thanks to the stupid still on-going garbage strike .. f*you*f*you damm fuckers .. ahem


did a few resume droppings here and there ;3 hopefully i'll be working in a coffee shop real soon~ did an interview with jj bean on main street, it's a really nice place =] altho rui told me that feeling will soon go away when i work there .. hahaha -_-; i guess, i mean, i dont think cafe crepe is that classy anymore ;p the manager at jj beans seemed kinda doped lol. but it was a pretty interesting interview .. especially when he said that he likes me and big chance i'll work there. yess, best local coffee place. must learn from the best right? ;O well i hope to know tmr if i'm officially workin there or not. but that place seem pretty busy .. altho i still want to work at starbucks but right now, i really just want to work at any coffee place and come on, it's jj bean .. win win? ;0 ok i sound crazy i need to wash my face .. lOL ;p please please please please x_X *cross my fingers..*


izu @ 10:47 p.m.
music: killer tune ~ tokyo jihen

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Saturday, September 1, 2007
another month


happy two years + four months

remember all those promises we made, we have to work hard and not let each other down


izu @ 12:42 a.m.
music: offline

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romanji
kimi to natsu no owari, shourai no yume
ookina kibou wasurenai
jyunengo no hachigatsu mata deaeru no shinjite

saikou no omoide wo...

deai wa futto shita shunkan kaerimichi no kousaten de
koe wo kakete kureta ne "issho ni kaerou"
boku wa terekusasasou ni
kaban de kao wo kakushinagara
hontou wa totemo totemo ureshikatta yo

aa, hanabi ga yozora kirei ni saite chotto setsunaku
aa, kaze ga jikan to tomo ni nagareru

ureshikutte, tanoshikutte
bouken mo iroiro shita ne
futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

kimi to natsu no owari, shourai no yume
ookina kibou wasurenai
jyunengo no hachigatsu mata deaeru no shinjite

kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"arigatou" sakende ita koto shitte tayo
namida wo koraete, egao de sayounara
setsunai yo ne saikou no omoide wo..

aa, natsuyasumi mo ato sukoshi de owatchau kara
aa , taiyou to tsuki nakayoku shite

kanshikutte, sabishikutte
kenka mo iroiro shita ne
futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"arigatou" sakende ita koto shite tayo
namida wo koraete, egao de sayounara
setsunai yo ne saikou no omoide wo..

totsuzen no tenkou de doushiyo mo naku
tegami kaku yo, denwa mo suru yo
wasurenaida ne, boku no koto wo
itsu made mo futari no kichi no naka

kimi to natsu no owari, zutto hanashite@yuuhi wo mite kara hoshi wo nagame
kimi no hoho wo nagareta namida wa zutto wasurenai
kimi ga saigo made@ookiku te wo futte kureta koto kitto wasurenai
dakara koushite yume no naka de, zutto eien ni...

kimi to natsu no owari, shourai no yume
ookina kibou wasurenai
jyunengo no hachigatsu mata deaeru no shinjite
kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"arigatou" sakende ita koto shitte ita yo
namida wo koraete, egao de sayounara
setsunai yo ne

saikou no omoide wo..
saikou no omoide wo..


translation
I won't forget being with you at the end of summer with our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years from now in August we'll meet again the best of memories..

We met in an abrupt instant at an intersection on the way
home you said to me "let's walk home together"
I was so embarassed that I hid my face with my bag; But, truly, I was so very happy

ah, As the fireworks burst beautifully in the night sky, it was a little sad
ah, the wind flows by with time

We did so many things and had such happy and fun times
just the two of us in our secret base
I won't forget being with you at the end of summer with our dreams of the future and big hopes

I believe then years from now in August we'll meet again
Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
holding back tears while smiling is so very painful
such wonderful memories..

ah, because summer is nearly over
ah, the sun and the moon will be making friends

We had many sad and lonely arguments, didn't we
the two of us in our secret base

Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
smiling while holding back tears is so very painful
the best of memories..

there was nothing that could be done about your sudden transfer
I'll write you letters, and call you also, so don't forget about me
forever, the two of us in our secret base

with you at the end of summer, we talked for a long time@after the sun set, we gazed at the stars
I'll never forget the tears that flowed down your cheek
I won't forget how you waved to me until the very end
you'll remain forever like that in my dreams...

I won't forget being with you at the end of summer with our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe then years from now in August we'll meet again
Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
holding back tears while smiling is so very painful
such wonderful memories..
such wonderful memories..

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798 art district



798 art district



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ding ding!! i finally understand it!!