______> 2% // i am EJYU // turquois

Saturday, April 28, 2007
asdf

big chance that i'm coming back early, but how early?

i'm not telling you ;o

izu @ 02:24 a.m.
music: water me ~ bonnie pink

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Sunday, April 22, 2007
<3

kat-tun ~ you

あなたのために生きていいかな？
あなたを好きになっていいかな？
I wanna be your lover

(rap)

手を伸ばせば届きそうな　透き通るその笑顔
瞬きさえ惜しいほど　I can’t take my eyes off you baby

この気持ちは裏切れない　傷ついても高墲ﾈいさ
胸のうちを伝えるだけ　熱いうちに

＊あなたのために生きていいかな？
たっと一つの夢を分け合いたい
あなたを好きになっていいかな？
そっと包み込んで守りたい　yeah

飾り言葉はいらない　駆け引きなど似合わない
隠す事は何もない　I can’t take my eyes off you baby

この気持ちに嘘はないさ　空の青と同じぐらい
今見つめたときめきから　逃げたくない

あなたのほかに何もいらない
どんな悲しみさえも超えて行ける
大切な人抱きしめてたい
二人から始まるきらめきを yeah

＊繰り返し

(rap)

託などいらない　明日があるから
勇気を出しなよ　自由になれる

孤独を超えて　やっと出会えた
天使が誘う奇跡に　yeah
愛撫認めて　愛を許して
心を解いて　come to me, yeah

＊繰り返し

あなたのほかに何もいらない
どんな悲しみさえも超えて行ける
大切な人抱きしめてたい

二つが一つに...

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baka, i will always love you

izu @ 02:52 p.m.
music: you ~ kat-tun

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

*view in japanese plz ;3

yui ~ how crazy

冷たいギターをケースに押し込む
人通りはまだ多いけど
今日の気分はここまで　Getting all right

尊敬できない大人のアドバイス
アタシはあなたみたいにはなりたくないと思った

汚れたジーンズで乗り込んでいる
地下鉄の窓　映っている自分
変わってなんかない　あの頃のまま

お金なんて　ちょっとあればいいのよ

*1 How Crazy
わかったように
アタシのこと話すのはやめてよ
How Crazy
深い海に沈んでゆく船から
逃げてきたの

*2 夢にlove love love いつも
純情じゃいられない　How Crazy

駅前通り　地上へ続いている階段は
いつも暗くて不安だ

夕暮れのコンビニの駐車場
明日を知らない子供が
小さくアタシに手を振っている

知恵をつけなさい　将来負けないように
説得したいのに　うまく話せない
そんなんじゃダメ　納得もできない

oh 神様　ちょっと不公平だって思うよ

*1 repeat

夢にlove love love いつも
純情じゃいられない

努力を続けた学生だって
　結果にならなきゃ　家族はきっと　悲しむ
世渡り上手が　うまくはいっても
　そんなの尊敬できない人生　～ baby
矛盾ばっかな感情を　いったい
　いつまで抱えて生きてゆくのでしょう?

*1, *2 repeat

冷たいギター　もう一度そっと
抱きかかえて一人で
あの頃みたいに歌った

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bad hair day which totally made me pretty bleh all day. went to see my oil painting teacher's exhibition at this russian art gallery or salon (erm, yea). then ate lunch, no porkchop .. ugh, i want to eat porkchop ;< that kinda add to the day, oh well i'm 'so' happy =_=; bought some stuffs from watson, got really nice discount. erm, had hash brown this morning too .. i cant think of anything interesting to say hmm .. the weather is hot, dirty and dirty. i need to get out of china asap.

rui called, that really really made my day <3 he's so fricking adorable~ i'm happy that i'm with him~ well i have to go to sleep, have to wake up at like 7am to go buy cardboard .. if it even exist in beijing. f u f u so badly if they dont have it F YOUUUUU .. BYEEEE

izu @ 10:56 p.m.
music: how crazy ~ yui

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
fuking hiccup .. UGH .. STOP ALREADY T_T

avril lavigne ~ keep holding on

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
no I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say (nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (nothin' you can do)
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend (ah ah)
I'll fight and defend (ah ah) yeah yeah

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through

We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change trust in me
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah....

La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could say
nothin you could do
nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

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well i really like this song. compared to her new song 'girlfriend' it's alot better .. 'gf' is just like wtf, sound kinda retarded .. haha

ugh, i'm having hiccups right now, it's kinda annoying the hell out of me. i want to ram my head against the table and the wall and smash anything to make it stop. it's that bad =_=; been pretty busy, actually not with school ;p there's a university student film festival happening and i bought tickets and been watching movies every single day for the past 2 weeks. there's good movie and some random cheesey wtf movies. but overall, i am so glad i went ;p espeically i got the tickets for half price! i'm also addicted to cross-stitching. so cheap .. so yea.

weather been fluctuating these days. it'll be hot and then really cold. so it's like a hybrid between a summer and fall. it's already the 18th. mann, i cant wait to be home soon~ lots of things to do. i hope my luggage wont .. be over the limit .. that's the first thing that's worrying the hell out of me.

rui's email really made my day ;3 i love you <3

izu @ 12:15 a.m.
music: keep holding on ~ avril lavigne

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
no more naps ;o

i love this song from no regret life, exactly how i'm feeling right now ;3

went to class today, was very sleepy o_O; 90% finished with my sketching, so for those who wants to see my crappy drawing click here. didnt eat lunch but took an hour nap in the art room, it was actually pretty calming because you can listen to the music students playing on the piano and they dont suck at all. i was freeeeezing in my sleep which is no good, no good.

bought a filet-o-fish from mcdon on the way back home. ate and plan to read magazine and nap for an hour. jenjen called, we talked (duh..), she's probably the only person i know that studies like that .. no sleep and just pure study. i cannot do that, unless i really like that class ;p but i like to read tho, but i dont remember technical terms .. i need to work on remember everything i read! after a long talk, i finally got my nap ;3

woke up at 9something and rui called, he must be psychic or we just have this couple's bond connection going on : good timing, good timing. we had a l-o-n-g talk. lots of planning, i cant wait =] i still .. want a baby tho, boy or girl, i dont care *-* just want a baby. rui wants two .. hmm, better start thinking of names ;3

going to tianCheng (stinky tofu!!) and zooMarket tmr. i better go back to sleep .. it's ugh, really dry in beiJing right now, i need lots and lots of moisturizer ugh -_-;

i will have a new layout .. i promise myself .. i will .. make a new layout .. and it will hopefully be better than this one .. but i love this layout tho ;3

love my baby rui <3 i miss my hamster too ;o

izu @ 01:01 a.m.
music: koiku no iro ~ no regret life

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Friday, April 6, 2007
arg dammit

bought krystie her speaker .. so nice o_O; i like it .. ALOT. i want a speaker but i dont need it ;p then gocery shopping .. i forgot the speaker at the supermarket .. -_-; good thing the white lady is helping me get it when she goes to the gym phew~ that thing cost like 120 bucks but it's so niceeeee ;3

ok, gonna go to the artroom to draw ;3 it's hot outside ><;

izu @ 02:15 p.m.
music: the sweet escape ~ gwen stefani ft. akon

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Tuesday, April 3, 2007
sunny <3

apparently i have improved alot in my sketching. i barely did anything haha .. i drew alot tho ;p my teacher never gives compliments said that my drawings are turning more realistic now. i'm happy ofcourse hahaha ;p and my auntie called = dinnnnnner ;p i love how my ringtone is like so loud and distracting ringing utada hikaru's flavor of life

so last night, after art class, i met with my auntie, who came to beijing for a meeting. ate dinner with her sister, who's working in beijing atm; new immigrant [1 month], and her sister-in-law who is korean, sister in law's husband and her who children (forgot their names..) but they are so adorable! girl is 3 and the boy is 4. we went to this northern korean crusine, and yes, i am very familiar with korean foods right now hahaha ;p there were this ghetto korean entertainment and all the waitress are like from korea. i always thought that chinese entertainment are like weird but no .. koreans are more ghetto. ;p they sang lots of korean oldies and walk around shaking hands. they came to shake ji-yoon (lil girl name i think..>_>;) and she like totally ignored the lady and turned away. i felt so sorry for the lady but .. she's so adorable ;p i got to play with her before i left too bwahahaha. as for the lil boy (ji-hae or something..) we had alot of fun making faces at each other ;p. this makes me want to have a baby hahaha or two .. cuz rui wants two .. = i want one tho .. but after today's convo with stephen and gimpy .. i dont know .. hahaha -_-; but anyways, i got a ride home on this non-taxi, and the driver was like "wow, you're like the 2nd hk'er i drove all this time." hahaha wth?!?! and he doesnt like koreans, just like meee! and he likes hk alot hahaha!! my auntie's sister-in-law lives in this area, ppl call it korean town. lots of koreans lives there and alot of korean restaurants and supermarket .. o_O;;

ate lunch with auntie before she leaves beijing. we had cantonese dimsum! not bad, not bad .. it makes me misses hk and vancouver tho .. ><; got some pocket money for her .. ugh -_-; i didnt want to .. but couldnt reject ;< she's way too nice .. ><;

talked to rui when i got back~ cant believe i'm back soon ;p not sure if i'll be able to see everyone because i'll be leaving to hk and tibet during july for a month and back again in august. so pissed because i dont think i'll be able to meet up with gimpy =_= i've decided not go to japan just yet ;p gonna wait until rui graduate from bcit and go to japan with my baby <3 cant wait to meet his relatives ^^; it's not important, i just want to be with him <3 also jen might come to vancouver to visit me. awesome ;3 ucluelet here we come my cabin is reserved and ready to party ;p

i got rui this really awesome genuine leather wallet. it's so cool and while i'm waiting for prison break ep22 season finale to finish dling, i'll read the detail recap on fox.com ;p hahaha nyteeeee

izu @ 11:22 p.m.
music: che.r.ry ~ yui

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Sunday, April 1, 2007
WARM + SUNNY = spring?!

happy one year + half + 5 <3

it's april already, awesome ;3 just one more month to go and i'm home ;3 but ofcourse, i cant forget that i have to work really hard which .. i will do for sure ;3

time to eat a late lunch and off to art room i go! ;3

izu @ 01:45 p.m.
music: way of love ~ kat-tun

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romanji
kimi to natsu no owari, shourai no yume
ookina kibou wasurenai
jyunengo no hachigatsu mata deaeru no shinjite

saikou no omoide wo...

deai wa futto shita shunkan kaerimichi no kousaten de
koe wo kakete kureta ne "issho ni kaerou"
boku wa terekusasasou ni
kaban de kao wo kakushinagara
hontou wa totemo totemo ureshikatta yo

aa, hanabi ga yozora kirei ni saite chotto setsunaku
aa, kaze ga jikan to tomo ni nagareru

ureshikutte, tanoshikutte
bouken mo iroiro shita ne
futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

kimi to natsu no owari, shourai no yume
ookina kibou wasurenai
jyunengo no hachigatsu mata deaeru no shinjite

kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"arigatou" sakende ita koto shitte tayo
namida wo koraete, egao de sayounara
setsunai yo ne saikou no omoide wo..

aa, natsuyasumi mo ato sukoshi de owatchau kara
aa , taiyou to tsuki nakayoku shite

kanshikutte, sabishikutte
kenka mo iroiro shita ne
futari no himitsu no kichi no naka

kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"arigatou" sakende ita koto shite tayo
namida wo koraete, egao de sayounara
setsunai yo ne saikou no omoide wo..

totsuzen no tenkou de doushiyo mo naku
tegami kaku yo, denwa mo suru yo
wasurenaida ne, boku no koto wo
itsu made mo futari no kichi no naka

kimi to natsu no owari, zutto hanashite　yuuhi wo mite kara hoshi wo nagame
kimi no hoho wo nagareta namida wa zutto wasurenai
kimi ga saigo made　ookiku te wo futte kureta koto kitto wasurenai
dakara koushite yume no naka de, zutto eien ni...

kimi to natsu no owari, shourai no yume
ookina kibou wasurenai
jyunengo no hachigatsu mata deaeru no shinjite
kimi ga saigo made kokoro kara
"arigatou" sakende ita koto shitte ita yo
namida wo koraete, egao de sayounara
setsunai yo ne

saikou no omoide wo..
saikou no omoide wo..

translation
I won't forget being with you at the end of summer with our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years from now in August we'll meet again the best of memories..

We met in an abrupt instant at an intersection on the way
home you said to me "let's walk home together"
I was so embarassed that I hid my face with my bag; But, truly, I was so very happy

ah, As the fireworks burst beautifully in the night sky, it was a little sad
ah, the wind flows by with time

We did so many things and had such happy and fun times
just the two of us in our secret base
I won't forget being with you at the end of summer with our dreams of the future and big hopes

I believe then years from now in August we'll meet again
Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
holding back tears while smiling is so very painful
such wonderful memories..

ah, because summer is nearly over
ah, the sun and the moon will be making friends

We had many sad and lonely arguments, didn't we
the two of us in our secret base

Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
smiling while holding back tears is so very painful
the best of memories..

there was nothing that could be done about your sudden transfer
I'll write you letters, and call you also, so don't forget about me
forever, the two of us in our secret base

with you at the end of summer, we talked for a long time　after the sun set, we gazed at the stars
I'll never forget the tears that flowed down your cheek
I won't forget how you waved to me until the very end
you'll remain forever like that in my dreams...

I won't forget being with you at the end of summer with our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe then years from now in August we'll meet again
Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
holding back tears while smiling is so very painful
such wonderful memories..
such wonderful memories..