Sunday, January 9, 2005
haha another happy day! and i haven't updated in a long while! well, qt long.
okay, happy cos i received a late email, i am soo gonna kill that person! but haha i'm v glad, so.. yay =))
today church, msg was super gd! but now it's 1125, i think only got more time i'll write more haha. otherwise i'll do it another day.
yest was sat! went to sch for band to paint banner.. only me and jy and yinhow supposed to come at 9, but guess wad, yinhow woke up 6hrs later and called me then! hahaha. he's always late la! hahaha. then ard 10 i think joel came along... then we just talk rubbish la, and in the end we went beauty world to buy the banner cloth.. and the shops weren't open! and after discussing, cos we didn't know if samuel ling was coming, our most impt designer, and in the end he didn't.. so we cancelled it there and then.
so only we three there! haha. go sch for nothing. but alwyn was on the way liao.. so we all went back to sch practice instru! haha not bad la, prac for abt an hour i think, then i went for piano, then went to watch movie! alwyn didn't come though haha. we went to watch meet the fockers, it's a super porn, funny show, but it's qt meaningless you won't rmb anything after that so haha don't watch it! it's just funny la if u want a good temporary laugh. but when it ended all three of us were super stone la. like got nothing to say.. hahaha. it's maybe cos it was a senseless show. but nonetheless, had a good time!
hmm before that. fri night! yes! went for class supper at waffletown, 62 tradition! with our junior class. v glad, most of them came! as well as our class pple, i think more than half la, okay ..haha. the campfire was not too bad, but i was qt tired, not in a gd mood, only dance onwards then qt fun cos i was with michelle they all, and dancing is qt fun! haha. so long nv do wild wild west. weifang came back too! hahaha. good to see him! then he ask me why i also liddat??? meaning why i becoming more like bbb!! hahah that was so funny.. but v fun, he and john like so xinku with char and miche at the table along with me jj and yanting.
our jrs are fun! we stayed back to watch them do banner and plan their item on thurs night.. till qt late but nvm, their item v funny! naga is super funny hahhaha. i think they all v fun, v like our own class, our type.. which rocks la. joo siang treated me and beekee for cab fare! haha. so nice. anw. then i went to run with yanting on thurs too! so long nv run liao it was gd.
okay enough. i'm still in a gd mood, how to sleep?? anw i must force myself, it's 12 already haha okok.
11:24 p.m.
Tuesday, January 4, 2005
yest was v high/hyper haha.. read the next entry. yeah i think it was cos i ate lots of the rum and raisin cake. and cos there's RUM. yea might have gotten a little high.. haha. but it is addictive.
okay today's mood is much more sombre.
actually when i came home that time, was qt in a down mood. haha. it's abt differences, deliberations. self-consciousness. self-righteousness. and things i've put to the back of my mind.. their imptance had dropped, but today it came up again. haha yep.
well yanner lifted it up a bit when i msged her later! haha. her msg was what i feel is honest, as i can imagine her saying it in front of me.. so it kinda made me feel better! was a simple msg, and question and ans, v simple, but what a diff a simple gd hearted msg can do to u eh?
next is to alwyn for asking me a funny, interesting qn!! hahaha. i will smile/grin when i think of that lolz. wonder what put that to his mind.
and to yinhow. haha. hmms the nice winne the pooh super smart, super admirable, cute, and GOOD section mate i have! just seeing his face will make u smile haha. well of cos i didn't see his face, it was msn, and little of it, but yea, haha.
okay yea that's it. i thought abt why i was down.. all of it, maybe it helps to take the load off your mind when there's a channel out somewhere. and of course thinking abt good things in this blog, which is supposed to be a happy blog. thinking of gd things will make u feel better too! yeah. haha. okay i AM feeling much better.. is this self-psychoing.. or whatever, haha i shall go now.
oh and lastly, yanting rocks!
"How deep the Father's love for us
How vast beyond all measure
That he should give His only Son
And make a wretch His treasure
How great the pain of searing loss
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the Chosen One
Bring many sons to glory
"Behold the Man upon His cross
My sins upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice
Call out among the scoffers
It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished
"I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom"
Matthew 28:5-6
09:21 p.m.
Monday, January 3, 2005
ah! i'm super hyper happy now hahaha.
i am SO mugger lah. and it's like the 1st day of sch! went out shopping at taka with miche and yanner after sch. for princess diary diary. haha. too bad it was out of stock! even though we searched qt a bit.
anws, came home, started doing alkenes straight after bathing.. then math integration, cos got math test tmr! and goodness noes how many pple are slacking now but oh well dun care la haha. was studying from 6plus till now, only break was dinner. wonder how long this streak will keep up? :)
oh my goodness! i really am v v happy now for some reason. was thinkin of 'beyond the sea'!!! such a jazzy lighthearted happy song.. think until i turned on the comp so that i could search for the lyrics. and now my comp playing 'big yellow taxi'! yet another feel good song. so it was really hard to focus during study.. prob why i took so long to read.. each page, my mind got distracted most of the time.. thinking of the day. first was abt band playing in the audi.. the only thing i rmb is the scolding we received from mr so after that, abt talking then, which is really our fault, but i didn't feel better until after apologising to him over sms.. yep. okay that was a bad distraction actually! the other one.. thinking of shien yuru today.. super funny. i'd told yuru smthg abt shien, who didn't really like it.. then he called be over to their class bench.. the way it was done was v amusing la, and i refused.. but after that i went over, nothing much la.. but the whole thing's qt amusing.
also. talking to yenzhi again! it's so gd to see her.
hmm meeting jingmin while out shopping with miche and yanner! put these three pple together. it's really funny. jingmin's super super easily amused by these two pple. her facial expression is v unique haha.
ah. okay haha. finally my that hyper mood is dissipating.. into just a normal gd mood. k i shall turn in now!
With a pink hotel, a boutique, and a swingin' hot spot
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
They took all the trees, and put em in a tree museum
And they charged the people a dollar and a half to see them
No, no, no
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise, and put up a parking lot
Hey farmer, farmer, put away your DDT
I don't care about spots on my apples,
Leave me the birds and the bees
Please
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parking lot
Hey now, they paved paradise to put up a parking lot
Why not?
11:54 p.m.
hmms i slept really late last night! then was sleepy during church today. so i've decided that, i should really sleep earlier.
the last part, pastor talked abt the tsunami, linked to Revelations. it's dark days at near the end-times.. it's actually stated in there, that there'll be natural disasters and all near the 2nd coming of Jesus. and the other aspect was, this is Satan's doing, as he knows the God has already sent a tsunami of blessings to his people, that's why now he's trying to break our faith..
okays. ocean's eleven on tv now.
Sunday, January 2, 2005
meant to bake apple crumble, but baked two choc cakes instead, with my mum haha.. one's rum and raisin, the other's called what's supposedly the best ever choc cake! it's really nice, but perhaps not yet the best ever lol. i can't wait to taste the rum and raisin, it's still chilling in the fridge..
okay, that said, church, first time i went to the 4th floor overflow room after really long.. they've revamped it! new creation style, haha.. i like the design a lot.. and they've now got cameras installed in the overflow rooms so that those in the main audi can see us! then they kept telling us to wave.. hahaha.
today's sermon was on mark 5, the old woman who'd been bleeding continuously for 12years. she's the image of the church.. based on faith. for she said that, if I can just touch the robes (the righteousness) of Jesus, I will be healed.. or smthg liddat, i can't rmb exactly. so it's her faith that saved her.. beliving before seeing. the other girl in the chap whom he raised from the dead, that was the image of Israel, who didn't believe.. until he'd performed the miracle. the no. 12 was a significant no. in that chapter but i kinda forgot it.
the other part of the msg was.. any aspect of our life which we are still self-righteous in, is actually all the areas where u feel anxiety and worry. so we should actually relax, trust God to handle it.. leave it in His hands.
one eg. when Jesus was born, Satan made King Herod order that all children below 2yrs old should be killed. cos Satan knew that a saviour had been born, but he didn't know where and whatever other details. the other eg. would be Moses' birth.. Satan instigated the pharoah to order all children below.. should be 2yrs old too? that they should be killed.. this was cos of course Satan wanted Jesus and Moses to die from their birth. He didn't know that God was going to make blessings, but he knew when the blessings had been started.. so likewise, the tsunamis. God has already sent His tsunami of blessings towards us.. let not this event trouble us, rejoice instead.
i think the man beside me during church, prob one of his relatives or family had been affected by the tsunami thing. he was alone. and when that part was preached, he started crying.. so poor thing. but he was good after that.
08:39 p.m.
Sunday, January 2, 2005
okay today is saturday. or what i consider to be sat, it's 1am now haha.
i'm gonna bake apple crumble tmr! so exciting.
things not to fear:
don't fear the impossible, the incredible, don't fear the invisible
bcos
God watches over you, God is holding you, God loves you,and God has the final say
all those is what i rmbed from church at countdown party.
okay just now i read my bro's book, the prayer of Jabez, for kids. lots of good stuff! after that i read last page.. saying like, a guide to how u might want to incorporate in ur life la.. and it's saying that prayer every day, for 30days, what u can do like, tell a friend, they pray with u too, keep calendar to note, notebook to see ur blessings.
then i realised when i was bathing later, wow today is the new year u noe. 1st of january! what a great way to really START the year. haha
anw i was qt excited when i was reading it. i feel like writing the whole book up here! but i shall write what is like the main stuff, or more impt stuff.
it goes like this:
"Oh, that You would bless me indeed,
and enlarge my territory,
that Your hand would be with me,
and that You would keep me from evil,
that I may not cause pain!"
So God granted him what he requested.
(1 Chronicles 4:9-10)
cos of his name, we know Jabez's life started out with problems.. and everyone has probelsm. and sometimes they may seem so overwhelming that they keep us fromdoing something great with our lives. Jabez faced his problems.. he asked God to do something completely radical with his litle life.. and that's when his life changed.
1. 'Oh that You would bless me indeed' praying for yourself isn't selfish or greedy. God is just wating for you to come to Him with this kind of request.. it shows Him that you really trust Him and believe He knows what's best for you. When we ask God to bless us, we invite Him to do something really huge and incredible, something we could never do for ourselves.
Jabez didn't tell God how to bless him.. he left the possibilities wide open, and left it up to God to decide. cos he trusted God completely and wanted nothign less than God's best for him. If Jabez had specifically asked god to bless him with a certain thing, he'd have cut himself short by tellin God exactly how to bless him. only God knows what really makes us happy and He knows exactly how to do it, but this can only happen when we trust Him. so say, okay God, i want what You want! He'll also give you exceedingly, abundantly, more than u can ever imagine.
2. 'and enlarge my territory' Jabez wanted more influence and bigger responsibilities.. a bigger opportunity to make a mark for God.
Ask! and you shall receive. God is waiting for you to ask!
God has something for you to do, something bigger and better than anything you'ev ever considered. But you need to ask Him, and then you need to step out in faith.
Who I am + what i know + my personality my looks + who people thinik i am = how much territory i deserve
God's math:
My willingness + my lack of abilities + God's will + God's power = how much territory God wants to give me.
All you need is willingness.
3. 'that Your hand would be with me,' God provides a helping hand.. great things in life don't come easily. if it's that hard, u think.. how can anyone do it? but no one can, not without God's help. we need Him desperately. we need his hand to be with us.
when your first Jabez opportunity pops out, you'll worry that you don't know what to say, or that you'll say too much and embarrass yourself. but before u begin, take a sec, draw in a breath and pray silent, that Your hand would be with me! then just begin, confident that God is in control.
4. 'and that You would keep me from evil,' Jabez asked that God would keep him from evil.. that's another bold request, and smart. keep a safe distance from evil and temptation. Resist the devil and he will flee from u.
When we're forced into the fight. the most impt thing to rmb is that this is not our own personal battle. Satan wants us to think it is.. but he's a big fat liar! haha. the truth is Jesus has already defeated Satan. the way we stand up to Satan is to rmb that Jesus won that battle for us when He rose from the dead.
He is a pathetic enemy. places in Scripture describe Satan as a hungry lion, prowling abt earth looking for someone to destroy. scary image. but when Jesus defeated him, he's still a lion, but now a lion who's be declawed. so unless we fall victim to his trickery and lies, we're pretty safe. turn and walk away. if we resist, Satan flees.
this portion of the prayer is to believe God wants to protect us, as well as protect what He's doing in your life.
5. Scripture says Jabez was more honorable than the rest.
God does favour those who ask. to God, being honourable means that how we live our lives brings more honor to him. being more honorable is like wanting to be more like our heavenly Father. and He loves it when His children try to imitate him.
divine appointments: smthg only God can put together, so you're in the right place at the right time, and tuned to God.. then you're ready to participate in smthg really big!
yup. very long! haha. but good. yeah i shall read the book more.. hopefully once a week.
01:14 a.m.
Thursday, December 30, 2004
my latest thought: is too much praise no praise?
05:04 p.m.
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
my goodness! i just got this super sweet card from janie from the post.. hahaha it's made my day! was qt sian abt half an hour ago till now. thanks janie!
hmm well round up, 3 personal christmas wishes:
1. to get top band, or gold with honours if that's a little far-fetched.
2. to get good grades at a levels and get into a good uni suited for me
3. to get through the year, not without stress, but with joy and peace and good friends.
i'm gaining weight! i'm sure. though i haven't checked any scale, but nvm i've eaten so much during the christmas week.. chocs esp haha. i shall swim more. though i'd love to jog, but nvm for now i shall swim.
why am i writing that now anw? it's not what i'm really concerned with haha. i'm bursting with energy and enthusiasm right now though christmas is over. why, you can actually have the 'christmas spirit' all yr round u noe. haha. i have a good blessed life man, thank God!
08:30 p.m.
Monday, December 27, 2004
tsunami.. tidal waves. they hit lots of SEA, mostly sri lanka and india, i watched cna just now, for a long time. it's qt depressing actually, then was in a depressed down mood after that. so many lives lost. but i think watching these kind of news makes pple feel worse. more difficult to see the bright side of life huh.
oh well anws. it's been, 4days of busking with the horns! very fun, i think they're all really great great people, very fun, and enjoyable to be with. haha. they're all really comfortable friends! radetzky march is cool. had to transpose all the 4th horn parts but nvm haha, it was a challenge to do it quickly, and ya, a great experience. we did 3 days at orchard, once at j8.. they did 2times more though, haha i'm just the add in. horns are really bonded! =)) the christmas spirit was especially there on 25th, so many pple donated freely and generously.. we had one song, the wedding march. every time we found a couple, one of us would go up to them and say that we'd dedicate our next song to them. they'd be really happy haha.
yest was boxing day, went to meet dad's old classmate and his family in the afternoon for lunch.. evening, went for church at indoor stadium.. it was really great, the stadium was completely filled from top to bottom.. everyone was enthu, the songs were great, lyrics meaningful.. message was gd. according to my mum but i missed a bit cos i was qt tired. oops! anw. the chinese song sung by adeline was super nice once again. the lyrics are really all about His great love for us.. and, like.. i was reminded of songs such as those sung by zhang hui mei.. abt love being as deep as this, as tall as this mountain.. all those are like relationship-love.. love that we want, are looking for.. but then and there i realised, we actually already have this love, and so much more! and like, he's just gonna continue loving us unfailingly.. whereas we humans are so unpredictable, unfaithful..hm. humans are actually created for love. that's why we look for it all our lives.. and need it in order to really live. the Bible's actually one big love story..
at night, went to visit the saxes and horns with michelle! haha. fun la, the last night of busking. then today went to sch, studied with jj, or tried to.. the guys went to play soccer, the senior band guys were there too, kk gordon adrian yintat.. so good to see them again, yintat's so black, kk looks rather black too, very healthy! they've been swimming and playing lots of soccer. haha kk very shuai now, most so on our concert day. hmms. at the end of it, they went orchard i think.. i returned to sch with jj, did an inch of work, then went to play instru. tried colours for trombone. the range is huge! i need to prac my high notes!!! haha. later when jj left and i was waiting for my dad to pick me up, i read thru this small book i got for christmas, the trust-therapy book? i forgot the title. abt trusting in God. i still don't exactly understand, or perhaps.. agree, with certain things it says.. but i went thru it slowly la, thought of each point. most are good.
the last i rmbed was that, God is delighted that you are trying to have good faith with him, or smthg haha. it was really comforting.
and another thing.. the church service. pastor prince said one thing that God told him.. He said, he's been into our future, and He declares that next year will be GOOD. and i believe that, he's sent his angels ahead of us to prepare our good year haha.
okays it's the last week of hols ack. i shall attempt to do some work.
11:01 p.m.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
i went to watch national treasure on sunday!!! it rocks. it's super nice, an action movie.. and nicholas cage movies are always nice too. watched that with my family after church on sunday.. which was my mum's bday too. i couldn't make her present on time but she says nvm.. i'll try to finish by christmas haha.
mon.. went to sign up for SATs at relc!! haha. i met jy in the morning.. we spent almost 1hr looking for the place after meeting at orchard! can u believe it, we met at orchard.. tried to find the place.. and ended up at COMMONWEALTH. walked a lot haha. finally we took a cab to rgs and walked from there. then had another long sian session of filling up the form.. we took same time as this girl, but i think we finished it an hour later lolz. jeff was there too! he was waiting for his friend.. whom he'd later go to have this party at this old folk's home for cip.
at night, went to the phil winds with tim reynish concert..met so many trombone pple from our concert there! hmm i saw yeong chee, caveat, terrel, chin kee, jeremy haha. we girls went in a bit late, so we ended up with nearer seats to the stage, which i guess is actually better =) jeremy's qt nice actually, i realised once more that he plays really well, and is in SYO! and they just called him that morning to ask him to play for a christmas concert on fri.. haha. he must be really gd. the concert, playing was gd to me, but the repertoire was qt 20th century. .tim reynish likes that kind of songs, but i prefer melodious tunes. so though unique, it didn't really appeal to me la haha. the last song was interesting though, got some monster thingy, and they even broke plates at the end lolz.
amanda came.. today went to orchard park suite, brought kim and george there. it's qt boring la.. i'm by myself once more haha, then they all play. but we had dinner there.. and after dinner i went taka with amanda and george to buy stuff.. and i rmbed that the saxes were busking! so i called qianyi then went to find them.. heard them play alwyn's christmas medley arrangement! so nice, the harmony's just like what he usually plays on the piano haha. i bought john joel qianyi their christmas present: bottled drinks! to quench their thirst.. since they play there for so long haha. yaqi and wenting were there too but i didn't realise that before and didn't get them anything.. but hai nvm haha. anw it was gd to see the saxes! lifted my day, my night.. haha. then talked to yanru on qianyi's phone for a while too.. the horns are busking at j8 tonight, but she say she's very sad, there isn't much of a christmas mood there. and when the horn guys heard from qianyi (before i took over the phone) that i'd bought the saxes drinks... they demanded for chocs, over the phone haha.. i'd already bought it for them! lolz. anw i'm going busking with them except yanner tmr! yanner's got ny concert, sad. all the best for their concert though!
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10:10 p.m.
Saturday, December 18, 2004
i'm in love with theatre music now, again. haha. it's a super beautiful song. gets better and better each time i hear it. i love the last mvt!! (i've prob written this before.)both grand, happy.. and yet has that tinge of emotion inside it.. due to the harmony. this yearning feeling, depending on ur mood, you can really feel it inside.. it tugs at your heart. ahhh. it's SUPER nice. one part of it i don't understand though.. when it seems to be going down into this deep dark sad hole, for a really short phrase, then suddenly becomes really happy again.
concert wasn't very gd actually, playing wise, but there was a large turnout, almost full house. tim reynish was very gd. he seemed to be giving a masterclass actually, explaining each song before he conducted it. he pays a lot of attention to phrasing, which is really what will make the song beautiful! ahha. i'm gonna try to incorporate that into the ravel fugue i have, hopefully SOME sense will come out of it.
anw the concert, hmm. i felt there were too many rehearsals la. we were qt tired out at the end. and most problems were with ticketing haha. and the mic. oh well, we'll learn from it and make capriccio better =) anws yinhow and i gave cookies to the section! caveat also gave all of us strepsils and a snickers bar! haha. i love my section. all nice fun pple, we went for lunch together too on the day of the concert. the girls couldn't join us then though. but they're all like super happy friendly talk a lot lolz.
fri we went for bbq at corwin's house at night.. supposed to be at east coast park but we changed plans once it started raining, and a good thing we did too. nice time we had there. came back late, but it's lucky for me that my house is onli a few bus stops away from corwin's! we watched friends at the end.. and there was ace ventura before that! nice food, horns made great sandwiches haha.
and today, had the final wrap up session for our concert. 3 half hr meeting with exco and mr so and sls! haha. hmm i ate surprisingly qt little today, not much appetite. no breakfast, sushi for lunch, and soup for dinner. plus an oreo in between haha. oh we went to SPD to perform in the afternoon. our playing was qt rubbish! haha. but the tunes were enjoyable la, abba gold!!!!! i love mama mia!!!!! the intro to mama mia! ahh. i'm in love with band music. listening to symphonic overture now =))
08:29 p.m.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
tired day today. hmm yest too. see the song 'if i never knew you'! it's from pocahontas. very nice haunting melody. yest after came back home from band at ard 5.. then somehow wanted some quiet time.. so i went from my house to the potong pasir jogging place.. jogged to and along bishan.. along this drain thing.. till this like point which was perhaps the end of one part.. then turned back. think took abt 1hr 15min yup.. slow jogging so it's okay, but it's super peaceful. you see the briliantly blue sky.. the white clouds, the wind. it was really windy. and the green trees. just these 3 colours, really beautiful. and it's quiet too.. as in, there're people, but u don't talk la. the sound of vehicles moving isn't much.. the loudest sound was of the wind. i love it.. will jog there again when i feel like it or have the time.
today was the last prac at ny. might miss going there for rehearsals. it's a really big airy colourful fresh clean place. summore so near my house haha. thurs is the concert liao, and we're practising every day till concert day. i enjoy it, and enjoy the pple ard a lot too, but it's tiring la haha. every day.. playing the same songs.. and sometimes it doesn't sound as gd as on previous days. hmm. somehow tiredness has taken a toll on my mind.. haven't slept early lately.. it's 12.01am now haha. baking cookies now, for the concert, for my section .. sharing with yinhow. then i'm planning to do this cross stitch for my mum too, must be completed by sunday. HOW. ack. went shopping for gifts for conductors today too with yanting. enjoyed it actually, just that my legs were super tired. it was qt funny, we laughed and joked abt certain things lolz.. even thinking abt it now brings a smile unto my face. haha.
i love yanting! and i love yaqi haha. yaqi is SOO cute. (lucky qianyi doesn't come here.. haha) she's super super cute and.. charming i feel haha, i was surprised to find shien and john didn't share that same sentiments, i thot everyone would be charmed by her and fall under her spell. her voice is super cute, i have to purposely act normal haha. and she's forever smiling.. but maybe cos i not in her section, so haven't seen any bad moods haha. yaqi lives in gentle drive too! she's like snow white, but she prefers to be one of the seven dwarfs, dopey.
charmaine too. i already know what i wanna give her for christmas! but ah, christmas budget is so tight.. i don't think i'll be able to give a lot of presents .. must save up man. i rmb robert during caregrp, says.. use money to love. yups i agree totally. i wanna go char's house. can go pasir ris park! haha. this girl, almost everyday she says 'i love magic!' haha. now i'm reminded abt how during band prac she'll turn and give this sly smile at me, mouth 'hiii..' or 'i love magic!' again hahaha.
michelle is getting prettier, but weirder too. like. suddenly i feel maybe she's a little more frail. well, one time onli. and then the rest thot i was the weird one, being the only one who thought of that. (since i'll later say gd stuff abt yanner, i'll say gd stuff abt miche here too) she's very herself i think. qt childlike. sometimes says inappropriate things which are super funny.. (esp during our last 2 meal times at macs and prince) haha. but i feel she's a very.. real person. and honest. not everyone can be like her, she's qt unique in that sense.
yanner. hmm i think she's very elegant. (and char and miche and really surprised, wide-eyed at this) but of course she loves me to call her elegant..haha. i think all horn-players give me that feeling..the horn is a really elegant instrument. i admire her! (now i rmb i told them once before.. there's smthg admirable in everyone i noe haha) she's really forever cheerful and bright in front of others.. when she's sad she'll go be alone by herself, which isn't very gd.. but she does show a really cheerful side to everyone all the time. and plus very smart. and helpful. and qt wise. what she says, aside from the real jokes, make sense.
shien has become a very comfortable friend haha. i still rmb the days of our scandal, super funny! i couldn't stop laughing at first. hmms. well nvm he has his other half now! but i'm glad he's my SL. haha. very dependable steady practical friend.
which brings me to yinhow! haha. he's to me, winnie the pooh.. so cute, but very admirable. he's one of the guys i admire the most in band. extremely dependable and reliable. he works hard, plays hard.. does everything to his best (i think haha), loves his mom a lot haha. seeing him will bring a smile to your face. yanner says when she sees us during band prac in the music room, she thinks we're very pei, like the king and queen.. cos the 3rd row onli got both of us! haha. yinhow is super funny. he sleeps a lot during sch hours and band prac! i still rmb last time he was so sound asleep, gordon or lihui put this polish cloth over his head and he didn't even know. poor guy! mug too hard haha. but nvm, he will wake up once i give him a tap haha.
junyang is a great bm! hmm i respect and look up to him, for some reason.. right from the beginning haha. why ah. that guy is sometimes a joker, at macs, was acting gay along with alwyn. lolz. he's really funny. and he isn't afraid to do stuff.. like me, i'm basically not a risk taker. very dependable, and there're other things too which i dun really know, or know how to describe. and keeps telling abt mr so sending him like 5smses in a row in one morning. haha. or calling him.. giving him a whole list of things to do, lots of times in a day. like dating liddat lolz. but i think among all of us, he's really the best choice for bm yup. and yinhow too, the best choice for treasurer, no one else could do a better job or were more fitted for their posts than they are. well, my opinion la haha. jy is to me our ninja turtle! haha. and oh my mum says he's handsome lolz. (in the jts sentosa photo) and oh i also realised yest i ran to bishan rite.. then he was also at bishan park .. but at 12am haha. prob smthg like what i wanted.. quiet, peace, a place to think.. (here whenever bbb hear 'oh'.. they'll go.. oh oh oh oh .. oh kai kiat..' hahaha. )
there's also junjia! she's really a great great person! very nice, dependable, steady.. she takes her time to do stuff in a great pace, which means she's like calm and collected always... and sometimes gets startled when i jump up.. then she'll say, relax relax haha. jj is a super nice person! and trustworthy. actually everyone i've mentioned.. all very trustworthy. just that sometimes girls like to gossip. and those stuff which pple didn't specifically say, pls don't tell others.. tend to get out. ouch. gossip isn't really gd. i just flipped thru this leadership book on sunday. Godly leadership actually. David was given as an example. yup.
okays i have blogged for an hour, it's 12.45am and i still have to wake at 7 to go sch tmr! haha. i will continue this another time.
11:51 p.m.
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2003
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2004
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