Friday, April 23, 2004
nice day. my buddy is karleong! haha. hung out more with the other 'clique' of the class.. those that i dun normally hang out with. like.. talked to amanda, aaron, karl, kailing.. yar. and janie. janie came late cos she was sick poor girl. anw halfway thru physics tut, suddenly talked to yanting all abt ffx-2 soundtrack!!!!! haha. ranted on and on abt 1000 words. i love that song. and that showed a lot during that time.. haha. then after phy tut went to the library to.. guess wad. get the lyrics! and copied them to a notepad. so that i could look at them.. get a better impression of it so that can sing along lol.

after sch, was supposed to run, but it rained! so couldn't. then supposed to meet qianyi to study too.. but didn't in the end.. was having lunch at canteen.. yar. abt 430, me and yen left for ps.. to watch tianyu modelling for this hangten fashion thing.. cos hangten sponsored for shinhwa to perform, yar, thus the fashion show. he looks more professional than the others lol.. that's gd! but i left for music lesson halfway.. dunno if yen and him went out after that.

well, after music lesson, got a call from rich! act, was during the lesson, i called him back later.. but anw, rich liping and weiqi were at the food court at ps!!!!! hahahhaha. so i went to join them.. had a really great time there, juz chatting and joking a LOT and laughing a LOT. all fun people. they were making up dunno what stuff and trying to con me.. i'm still confused lol. later, we walked ard.. then when we were abt to go off, leap and rich were still debating whether to leave.. procrastinating so much that me and weiqi left first. as i walked off, could still hear them saying:

rich: no lar cannot let u send me home..
leap: but i WANT to send u home!!
serious. i could hear all that from far away.. haha. they've got loud voices.

now i'm in the 'instrumental music' phase. the soft orchestral type. i like that jay chou piano song.. i duno what it's called! haha. and kit chan's heartbreak. the instrumental version.. haha i was waiting for lihui to go online so that i can ask him to send me nice songs!!!! all the songs he's sent me so far are really great. haha.

10:29 p.m.

Thursday, April 22, 2004
had spa today! haha. screwed it up like crazy. i had some calculation error and only discovered it like.. 7min before time was supposed to be over?? yar. extremely rushed and didn't complete the graph.. sigh. well i've gotten over it, gonna be EXTRA careful in the next spa test! yep.

after spa the pw group went to the library to discuss it.. haha. we've been jumping from topic to topic, and we're prob the last group in the class to finally decide on one. anw now we've got film ratings! yup. hopefully we dun have to change it again lol. anw we went to the discussion room in the library.. haha. extremely funny and fun time there. terence started it off by speaking mandarin in that beijing accent.. and then calvin joined in, in a worst and more accented voice.. and kept on continuing speaking liddat for qt long.. so couldn't stop laughing. and yar, we had fun ideas! haha. our group is a gd group. great pple. and we get along really well.. haha. when we were done, supposed to go home with calvin but he forgot and went home by himself! haha. then while i was getting my stuff, then janie called him and said, 'elaine is waiting for you'.. a LOT of times.. like i'm some despo kid liddat.. and then terence took over the phone and said the same thing.. hahaha. really funny. the way they said it. then me janie and waiyin walked home towards the bus stop opposite together.. had a fun chat. haha. didn't noe we could get along that well. =)

oh yar, the other day, i think tues.. we were also discussing pw in the canteen before terence had to go for his chinese. oh yar, ivan's not in liao.. cos he got band2 for his last yr's pw! haha. that's really gd. but anw he was there in the canteen with us lar. sitting next to terence. this is the part that cracked us up, and STILL cracks us up.. we were discussing discussing.. then ivan suddenly gave terence this LOOK, and said 'fang, why are you stroking my thigh?!' lol. of course, fang denied lar. he said he was hammering his leg, hand clenched into a fist liddat.. haha... dunno what happened under the table lar lol.

i revamped my room! slightly. haha. took out the window grills.. cos it was shakey in the first place, so now the room looks much more spacious and airy. and i moved the files and books ard a bit.. and cleared stuff here and there, so now i like it a lot! haha. and got the radio right next to where i'm gonna study.. so now it's a nice study place. yep.

spent the weekend burning cds! and making nice cd labels.. lol. and i'm utilising my discman more.. my bag has torn! ah. haha. there's this BIGGG hole where the zip should be.. so now i no need to close my bag liao, got permanent hole. haha. i shall try to find time to buy a new one soon lar, but think it won't be soon though.. cos this weekend qt busy. lucky the bag got a cover to hide the hole.

10:03 p.m.

Monday, April 19, 2004
nothing eventful today.. onli lots of small funny stuff which is hard to describe in words. it's juz lame. oh, we changed pe teacher! now it's mr lee or smthg liddat. then he made us do qt a lot of warm up steps at a really fast pace.. and say like 'down! down! down!' and so hard to catch up, esp in burpees! haha. like military style liddat. but i like that kind of exercise.. i'm feeling so unfit nowadays.. muz work out soon.

den after sch, went to band room to study.. got qt a few pple.. haha. enjoyable, but unproductive. gordon bought a william hung cd! haha. it sucks big time. he can't sing in tune.. and his pronounciation is really bad and choppy.. like.. no phrasing? not sure. after that, went to accompany peejae and alvin to have dinner at the chicken rice stall there.. the fried rice is nice! i shall have that next time.

click here! it's this morning prayer thing.. at funnygreetings.com. it's sweet. there's this cute cute cat there at the end too! haha.

09:10 p.m.

Sunday, April 18, 2004
haven't updated in quite a while cos pitas has been down! haha. first off, my mum's much better now. yup, almost up and down as before except can't do some heavier stuff.. and can't eat certain foods lar. but she's much better. yup.

Caught sleeping again! The tired birthday boy takes 40 winks after he was screwed.

thurs was jason's bday!! woohoo. things that we bought: nice 1kg choc cake.. after that we realised it was really nice, and shud have bought 1.5kg! haha. and whipped cream, colgate, and cool herbal colgate, the one that makes your skin sting when u put it on urself.. and eggs. and flour. yup, so during break, we first got the cake out.. sang happy bday all that.. after that, they caught hold of him! he willingly took off his shirt first though.. lol. then they carried and poled him thrice on the flag pole.. ahhh. it was qt, not nice to watch lol. cos when they did that, the whole pole shook! ah. it looked painful.. haha. and everytime they did that, some girl wud scream, i forgot who. haha. nxt, they played catching ard the field.. and threw the flour all over.. and from the top, we could see the whole smoke of flour going up.. plus there were eggs yolks on his back too.. nicole threw one of them! yup. when he emerged from the field, it was like this grey-haired, WHITE-faced person coming up.. he was really white. with flour.

but jason got lots of cool stuff for his bday, the whole poser outfit! from what i noe, got 2 dry fit black shirts, board shorts, and this super cool funky sunglasses.. haha, i chipped in for the sunglasses, they are REALLY cool. looks gd on him too! yup.

Beekee smiles radiantly while Peiwen sticks out her tongue. Liping, are you thinking about Richard again?

stayed back late for physics make up prac on thurs too... till abt 615. then wanted to go coro to get stamps for the envelopes, but in the end ivan jingmin and richard went coro and helped me get.. well, i think ivan got it cos jingmin only walked part of the way? ya. they got it cos i thought got this band recording thing.. and trombones oso had to play and record.. turns out waited till abt 645, and they said we no need to play!!! ahh. kenny's fault lol. summore he was at home at that time cos lower brasses no need! haha.

friday, hmm. i can't really rmb. except now we're having a mugging group. tues and fri after sch.. yep. muz be more hardworking! and jingmin's our class lioness.. she RRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRSSSSSS. for no apparent reason. she juz roars when she got nothing to do. and class also got this 'woaw' thing. and honky accent.. started by shaun! haha. it's really silly lar, they juz go 'woaw' and 'woaw' and more 'woaw'.. and this juz passes on to everyone. and the accent's put to gd use too.. even to greet some tchers. lol. mrs koh was qt amused, she gave this weird smile. oh! we've got a locker! shared by me jingmin and yenzhi. yuppp. we've got the most decorated lock lar.. it's white and green. and says 'eli yen min' on one side, and on the other, there's pics of bobby and his family. if you don't noe, bobby is a smiley face.. :) yup.

The local hunk shows off his muscles after showing off his skills at the polo match.

sat, could wake up late! cos band onli started at 12. yup. so was there at 12, sectionals till like... before 1pm. less than 1hr loR!! haha. super slack. then went to find the saxes.. they were in an air con classrm! so shuang. and played lots of songs with qianyi.. very enjoyable. after that me and qianyi went to macs in amk.. met up with joyce and we three tried to do some work lar. saw gillian at macs!!!!!!!!! yeah!!! hahahahaha. so nice to see her again. talked a lot.. and we got lots in common too! like. the music arena. lol. there's nothing musical in ajc... very little, n we juz toked abt what's different there and in st nicks.. and realised that actually st nicks gave us a lot of opportunities and leadership skills training thing.. so like, generally st nicks pple are already more confident, or can take the lead.. or smthg liddat, as compared to some other schs. st nicks rocks!

later, at abt 6pm, went back to sngs, to see them for sports day!!! yea. they actually started ard 4pm... then we missed the band thing and the cheer routine.. but lucky we could still catch the combined cheer. it was not bad lar.. haha. though standards have deproved over the years.. grey batch was the best so far. everyone suddenly looks so small sized. and the pri sch kids.. the p4s, are so cute! so small. and pretty. haha. a lot of pple came back too.. saw yonhui joan hanwan peggy from mexco side.. yup. and after everything ended, qianyi went for section dinner with the saxes.. joyce went for her class outing, so me and ethel went for dinner together, and chatted lar.. at kfc. haha. it was qt nice.. cos we haven't tokked like that for quite a long while, no time u see.. ya, stayed there for abt 1 to 1half hour.. yuppz.

04:52 p.m.

Wednesday, April 14, 2004
was in qt a bad mood yesterday, bad as in.. not 'angry' type of bad, but more like sad kind of bad la. yup. my mum went for operation yesterday.. cos she's got these lumps in her breast.. like breast cancer la. i haven't exactly asked her now what exactly her condition is. then yesterday she came back from hospital.. looked really weak and everything, and it juz kinda sunk in la, like.. it's qt u noe, life on the line thing. then auntie shane they all came, abt 5 adults, plus amanda and tracey.. for prayer session all that. aunt shane's gonna come over every day to cook meals and look after my mum.. yup. then like.. after they left last night, juz sat in front of the comp.. chatted a bit, but i think i was a bit momentarily overwhelmed by smthg.. worry? den sat and bawled my eyes out for abt 10min.. and went to sleep early.

but today was much better! well, started off a bit.. not that cheerful la, but as the day progressed.. much better. yup. and muz pray for my mum more too.. okie. errr. then i think i'll tok abt what happened yesterday.. hmms. it was tuesday! actually i kinda forgot what happened during the sch day liao.. lol. but after sch i can rmb! stayed back for a while to discuss our pw project.. yay, qt glad that the grp members are all really nice and responsible pple.. n hardworking too =)) (terence n janie) we went all the way up to the 4th floor to discuss.. and came up with qt a lot of interesting stuff.. yupp. then after that met up with yenzhi.. and me her and jamie went to eat lunch, ivan and peh were there too discussing their H n F thing.. and later the 3 of us left, me yen and ivan. then we did work! haha. did a bit more on atomic structure that chapter.. wah, i realise i really need to buck up lor, otherwise block test sure screw up one. slack enough liao.. haha.

rich's bday cake

after that went with yen to j8 to look for a shoebag for her, j8's like qt central, so it's really convenient for both of us. didn't find anything there though, so went home soon after. at least now we noe we can rule out j8 =). then after that went home la, and ya.. everything's in the first para.

okay, today! hmms. started out a bit shakey but everything was qt normal la, and halfway after that was qt okay liao.. chem prac that time, mr ng suddenly announced got class test!!! ahh. on chemical bonding. and i dun really understand much from that chapter lor.. planning to go thru the entire thing either tmr or day after. oh yar. i think if can maybe i'll stay back till like.. 7plus? to study, maybe with yenzhi if she's free.. yupz. we r both slackers. so we both have LOTS of catching up to do.. punishment for stoning during lects.. lol.

okay continue.. den think failed my chem class test liao la. haha. later had phy lect which was qt boring, but i think i can listen to this lecturer better cos he's lamer than the others. and his voice is oso quite interesting lor.. haha. for ct session, went to audi to watch some indian music performance and hip hop dancing at the end. the indian thing.. i like watch them 3 times on stage at st nicks liao, and summore they came twice for mep to teach us some stuff.. ya, so it's qt interesting when u realise u actually noe what they're toking abt! the mridanga etc. haha. hiphop.. not bad la, it was qt cool. was mainly writing letters during that time.. finished two of them.

band time, met up in one of the classrooms, and had a short talk abt our mini concert, and some others which i can't really rmb. and a little abt exco thing.. yup, it was really short. after that, j1s had to go do spring cleaning at the band room! haha. it's super dusty and humid inside.. u can really feel the change in humidity and temp when u step from outside to inside. anw, glad that now there's space to walk.. it's really much more spacious, and we opened a new cupboard, took out all the doors lol, so now more space.. more organised i hope. basically i like the fact that there's more space! haha. but it was super dusty during cleaning.

tmr's jason's b-day! haha. i think he's gonna have a heck of a time man.. they've already bought the whipped cream and colgate lol.

10:10 p.m.

Monday, April 12, 2004
water polo match finals against acjc today.. we won!! yay! haha. it was really exciting, and feel like i act a bit bimbo liddat leh, screaming every time hc saved the ball.. lol, but nvm it was really fun and ya, exciting! and the arts fac was down.. they rock, haha, cheered really loudly. and the councillors too! hooray for councillors. ac was gd though, lots of times a bit scary, especially when the score was 10-7 in our favour at abt 3min to the end of the game, and then they suddenly scored two goals! lucky not enough time..lol. everyone played really well.. yup

liping was there at the match too! wearing her vj uniform.. haha, it's like.. really pale and almost whitish, and obviously thinner than the hc u.. but she seems to be the hottest one of all of us lol. anw she was really on.. haha, nice to see her again. after the match me, her and beekee went to macs to sit and eat a bit and talk.. had a good talk and good laugh.. leap's laugh is really funny and weird. very loud, very.. ha-ha-ha.. and her eyes are still wide open when she laughs! and we also bought a lrg pack of fries to share.. and asked for every single sauce that macs had. lol, so there was um, tartar, mayonnaise, sweet chilli, sweet and sour thing, curry, bbq, and tomato. like we nv go macs b4 lol.. richard and bingchen came for a while too.. actually we walked out of NIE with them, but they went to richard's house to change into pe attire.. cos later they ran from his house to serene centre, then to orchard road! haha. summore the weather's so humid lor. they're fantastic.

gp.. we watched this movie called 'bowling for columbine'. it's abt america and the massacre by these two kids in columbia.. and yar, lots of qns raised, that kind of documentary-type movie. was slow in the beginning but became qt interesting towards the end of the first disk.. ya, esp cause it was really sad cos they showed all the killing, and the dying part.. and so many small innocent kids had to die, and ya.. i even cried/teared a little lor. well, a little. lol. oh ya, i wanna watch passion of christ.. liping's gonna watch with richard soon, and we advised her to bring lots and lots of tissues. even jason said that when he watched, halfway he really felt like going out.. it was super gory. i wanna go watch. and i'll be prepared to turn away.. ah. and bring lots of tissues. dunno if i can stand it since i already can't really stomach seeing the sharon au stunt at the nkf show.

08:17 p.m.

Monday, April 12, 2004
it's easter sunday! haha. today's church msg was gd.. and 6 pple got saved in the first service, which usually has less saved pple than the other services, so ya, it's a gd sign. haha. oh ya, then end of service angie and ronnie performed this song.. yar, she can sing really well. and adeline too! =p the intro of the song, i think they experimented on making new sounds, so there was this mystic feel? smthg liddat. qt unique.. they're going on to explore lots of stuff.. last time was jazz, and it's now still a bit of jazz. and this.. i dunno what it's called. alternative?

btw maybe the cute small tchs guy i was toked abt and said he's junjie.. ya, i found out it may not be him leh. might be khee xuan instead. how do the words junjie and kheexuan sound similar? hmms. haha. anw apparently it's khee xuan who sings with the high pitched voice, and has more sleepy eyes than junjie. haha. okay i'll go sch tmr and ask them.

easter egg hunt!

nkf at night, ahh. it was qt scary in a painful way. first was pastor sun, he yao san issit. to be able to feel a bit of the pain of the patients, she had these darts things.. u noe when u blow thru this long pole and a dart comes flying out? ya. FIVE darts were blown to her back (she was wearing a halter neck). it was qt horrible to watch, cos she had this look on her face, and whenever a dart juz came in, she would arch up a little.. ya, it looks bad. the next horrible one was by sharon au.. she had to climb up this 'ladder' made out of swords. and step on the cutting edge.. ahh. it was even worse than pastor sun's one cos the time period was much much longer. and as she climbed higher, got worse.. and she even started crying too.. and i was there like.. juz get down! it's too horrible to carry it all the way out! and she juz carried on.. and think it ended there? no way.. she had to SIT on a chair made out of swords too.. and that seemed to be worse cos she didn't seem to be able to bring herself to sit in the first place..ya. and her poor mum was watching and crying.. n i cried a bit too from juz watching from the screen. can see that the females in the audience especially were qt u noe.. scared for her, hearts in mouths. she is either really stupid or brave. u gotta admire her for carrying it out all the way, and when the chair was lowered from the high ground and landed with a slight bump, she screamed, and the audience also kinda screamed too.. it was that scary. i had to turn away qt a lot of times, qt hard to look.

my fav song now is ruff endz - if i was the one. it's so sad, and the lyrics fit the centerstage storyline.. last night after michelle got home we sent each other stuff online.. and she sent me the 2nd half of centerstage! chao big lor.. and it onli ended ard 3am. and i watched it today... well i fastforwarded to the dance performance part cos gotta do hw.. and ya, it's nice. quality not as gd as the other one so didn't get such a big thrill, and the ruff endz song fits so well! haha. actually i really love only the last chorus.. the 2nd last line of the chorus actually. they added an extra chord, and it's so beautiful! so whole song is nice.. and i'm oso waiting for the end to come so that i can hear that chord.. haha. qt lame la.

Ruff Endz/Centerstage - If I Was The One

I see the way he treats you,
I feel the tears you cried,
And it makes sad, and it makes mad,
There's nothing I can do baby.
Cause your lover is my best friend,
And I guess that's where they story ends.
So I've gotta try, to keep it inside.
You will never be, never be mine but,

chorus:
If I was the one who was loving you, baby.
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy.
And if I was by your side,
You'll never know one lonely night
And if it was my arms you were running to,
I'd give you love in these arms of mine.
If I was the one in your life.

If I could have just one wish,
I'd wish that you were mine,
I would hold you near,
Kiss away those tears.
I'd be so good to you baby.
You're the one I want next to me,
But I guess that's just not meant to be.
He's there in your life,
And he's sharing your nights,
It'll never be, never be right.

chorus

Yeah, baby.
I wanna reach out and view beside me,
Right here beside me, babe.
Take you in my arms right there,
Scream 'I love you' right out loud.
Some day I pray, that I'll find the strength,
To turn to you and say,

chorus x2

If I was the one, if I was the one,
In your life.

12:00 a.m.

Sunday, April 11, 2004

this is from center stage! the show suddenly came back to me.. the dance and songs r really great.. haha. that's cooper, jody and charlie from left to right.. anw, that's where jamiroquai's 'just dance' is from! yea! haha. and the other songs oso nice. ruff endz - if i was the one, and michael jackson - the way you make me feel.

and that's ethan stiefel! aka cooper neilson. look at that split.

i've got 'latin sun' going on and on and on in my head.. what a nice song. sigh. so refreshing. haha. but i forgot the part after smthg like the first verse? ahh. luckily can still rmb the first part though.. i tried it out on the piano.. haha. it's not bad, but i really can't get past the first 4 phrases++. ah. my memory qt bad, nvm they're gonna play it again at the next mini concert! so that's gd.

michelle and wuhui came over today! haha. very nice to see them again.. like old times. was eating lunch ard 3 when they called and said they were at the gym and asked me to come down.. lol. oh ya, my dad was at m'sia playing golf and my mum bro and sis at auntie shane's house.. so i had the house to myself for the afternoon. well so after they hung up.. i called them AGAIN to ask if they wanted me to bring a radio down.. and yar, okay n everything.. but when i was halfway down i realised i forgot the radio. dotz. so anw.. went to the gym! they'd already started.. i ran yesterday liao.. legs still aching a bit so didn't run.. then wu showed us some stretching thing.. and smthg to help u with ur legs, so that apparently it helps in standing broad jump lol. but i dun really think so, though it really made my thighs ache, until now. haha. and mich showed some stomach pulling thing.. that one not bad either. then we juz talked and talked and tried out the gym equipment.. until decided to go up cos other pple wanted to use the apparatus.

this is my fav pic.. charlie's so cute! and jody's chio~

later we came up, did a bit of blog surfing and looking thru all our class pics up on the net.. and talked a lot more.. haha. was qt interesting. and we ate lots of bananas. and prawn crackers.. did that until abt 6.. then went to the dining table to study.. i did chem! haha. i actually understand qt a significant amt more of atomic structure. yea, i'm lagging qt bad i think. i think i need pple ard me to study.. so anyone who wanna study can ask me.. haha. well, depends also on the pple u study with.. yep. dinner, had kfc and watched a bit of 'i not stupid'. it's like the 3rd time i'm watching it over two days cos my sis is crazy over the show.. hmms.

12:14 a.m.

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2003
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