I can't believe it I finally write my goodbye messages to everyone. It's sad, I still like some people. Still going to visit them from time to time. But, I don't want some people to continue showing their false 'feelings' anymore.

Hey, now I got time to do all I wanted to do. Ja!

A Puro Dolor
Perdona si te estoy llamando en este momento
pero me hacía falta escuchar de nuevo
aunque sea un instante tu respiración

Disculpa si estoy violando nuestro juramento,
se que estás con alguien, que no es el momento,
pero hay algo urgente que decirte hoy

Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte,
agonizando muy lento y muy fuerte

Vida, devuelveme mis fantasias,
mis ganas de vivir la vida,
devuelveme el aire

Cariño mio, sin ti yo me siento vacío,
las tardes son un laberinto
y las noches me saben
a puro dolor

Quisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravilla,
que no me ha afectado lo de tu partida,
pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol

Estoy muriendo,
agonizando a puro dolor,
a puro dolor, agonizando
pues no te tengo a mi lado

Estoy muriendo,
agonizando a puro dolor,
a puro dolor, agonizando
vuelve por favor

A puro dolor, a puro dolor,
Cariño mio
las noches me saben
a puro dolor


Purest of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was week and couldn't even hide it
And so sorrender just to hear your voice
(Just to hear your voice)
Don't know how many times I said
I'm gonna to live with out you
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there's something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking
* Vida, give me back my fantasies
The corage that I need to live
The air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste
The purest of pain

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better everyday
That it didn't hurt me when you walked away
But to tell you the truth I can't find my way
And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking
Vida (repeat *)

Vida, give me back my fantasies
The courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice

I'm such a lazy bum. Sleep from 6 to 6. XDDD And now I have 7 books to read. Most of them are written by Edward de Bono. The books are about how we think and creativity.

I lost my pencil again. I think I left it in the Information System Lab. I'll go and finish my personal site :p

My phone bill scores high! Anyways, yesterday, I went to the warnet, to check mail and that PHP Switcher. I got to check my mail yes, but something happen that distract me from remembering that I have to check that switcher problem. My friends from my COP group enter the room. I sink right back to my chair. They didn't recognize me though! I just cut my hair XD

Doing nothing much besides hanging around, watching some TV and then went to Indomaret. Bought rice on the way back etc. Went to church @ 5 PM. Bought cake on the way back. Only cost around 18K O___o that's cheap.

Watch some TV shows again. I cooked too much food :p The Wedding Planner is in SCTV. They cut my favorite part!!!! When Mary and Steve were buying that stupid statue. XDDD Anyway, after that there's a movie with Kate Del Castillo. It's in English, she's an ex-ballerina. I decided to sleep after 12 minutes.

I just watch a show called Latin Explotion. Ah... wait, lemme play some Spanish songs first :)

n.p. : Chayanne - Yo Te Amo

Overall, it is great. I got to see Ricky again... and A Puro Dolor by Son by Four (?)... OMG, is just so great. Luis Fonzi(?) ... wow! *drool* And now I remember who does Avril reminds me of. It's Shakira... in her video that I like the most. I forgot the title though! Black and white. I personally like her when she was singing in Spanish. Not that her English album is terrible, but listen to her in Spanish has more flavor than in English. Same goes to Ricky Martin ;p But, not to Christina Aguilera.

I was sick on Friday, couldn't get up without feeling fuzzy and slept until 5 PM. Previously, I stay up all nite in the lab, and get frustrated over two annoying ppl. They're nice... but sometimes... they really have to shut up.

Because of that I got zero for our Discrete Project Presentation which worth 30% of our total score and an A for our Internet Project.

It's Rini's b'day. Happy b'day to you too, dear! I called her in the morning but she hasn't wake up yet. Then, I went to cut my hair... yep, we fulfil our promise to have stupid bangs (poni o'on=poni bloon) like Nirina's. But my gosh, the pictures in the hair salon really do shocked me to death. First, in the hair wash (?) area, there's a pic of a guy b4rech3st lying in his back, and his left hand is inside... *cough* *sweatdrops* you know where.... because I was taking off my glasses at the whole process, I didn't realize that the man that I saw in that picture is the man who cut my hair O____O Second, when I'm going to pay my bill, I saw another 3 pictures of him again, one that caught me most is, the one when he r1pp3d off his sh1rt! OK, I get the picture! But, who took it? I wonder!

Me and Lidya still talks about him on our way home. Lidya told me about that gay program in TransTV a couple of days ago.... Sh~~t, I missed it. She was watching it, because the sister of the friend she's staying with thought she saw her friend in the commercial, and in fact it IS her friend.

I called Rini at 5 and she had just wake up 3 hours ago! Said happy b'day to her. And chatted for 33 minutes and 42 seconds!!!!

I'm looking at the phone bill, OMG, the cost of calling Lendy is going to kill me.. It's terribly expensive. *shakes head* Anita already here and found herself a boarding house. Greno supposed to be arriving today by plane... rich snob *gets bricked* I just found out that plane tickets to Ambon only costs a month of my allowance money from my mum compare to taking first class via sea. Hmmm...! I haven't met any of them yet!

I'm thinking, since my friends are here, I want to print that picture of me and the guys to show to my parents that I'm okay... they haven't got my pictures for ages. The last pic I gave to them was used for my latest ID card. He he he heh!

Trying to use the styleswitcher in A List Apart. No hope for the PHP version, but the JavaScript version, it worked. Off to count phone bill now! Ja!