12:53

My CSS file, pic, and php file for this layout is hosted in a lame place called www.petra.ac.id XDDD I think I'll move it ASAP to Geocities. I don't bring the backup files, gyah! It seems like all of Petra bloggers that I know had the same scrollbar scheme and also ulat. [Curious mode ON]

And I moved the Furuba Clan page to a new home. Fateback.com is maintaining their system, so I couldn't log in to my account. Still my page is up. Ppl, please update your FBC link. And I add up some rules again. Ppl seems to think that the person they're asking know the character they're proposing to be without writing it.

There is a new view in every desk in the library. A pen with feathers in different colours is glued to the desk. Very funny. Bu Dini even had two of the ducks.

I've fixed the link to the essay contest again! Baka! Idiot! :p

Now, Leez, I dunno how you can come out with that thought. But, I think it's good for you to went on hiatus until things settle down.

10:29

Happy b'day Shun-chan!

Geeh, who do you think you are? *looking at someone's comment* You annoying little brat! *gotohell.com*

11/03/2003
17:06

I think this is going to far between you two. Take a deep sigh please! Think it over, you are both distressed with problems. Don't add it up with stress that [s]he doesn't understand me. Well, might be [s]he doesn't because we all have different brains. Now, try to empathy. Look from his/her eyes. Dig into his/her shoes. What does [s]he think of this matter? Why did [s]he think like that? Try to understand your friend like this. Apart from being stressed, you're both (as well as I) are in not-so-healthy condition. Think it slowly as you're going to sleep, because it's when your brain state is at its best. And remember not even you can move a mountain, understand how [s]he feels then cope with that. Express how you felt of him/her. Don't force your thoughts, just express them, and let [s]he knows that you care for him/her. A friend is always there to help you, but not to JUDGE you.

I can see tears flowing! XDDDD

dark_knight, I'm interested in this. I've been printing a lot of documents this afternoon. I'm really looking forward to read it at home. The site is good for you who likes to learn something by reading a story.

09:19

No English in this entry.

[Ambonese mode ON]

Beta su paleng cape. Kamareng Angki datang and dia cuma kasi stengah dari yang beta minta. Beta su kaya rentenir ato lintah darat sa. Ih, beta mo liburan. Pi mana bagitu par refreshing sadiki. Beta juga pengen palungku sansak ka orang bagitu. Errgh, kamareng juga dengar sin confession sagala. Arrgh!

[Ambonese mode OFF]

Chayenne - Yo Te Amo

En palabras simples y comunes yo te extraño
en lenguaje terrenal mi vida eres tu
en total simplicidad seria yo te amo
y en un trozo de poesia tu seras mi luz, mi bien,
el espacio donde me alimento de tu piel que es bondad
la fuerza que me mueve dentro para recomenzar
y en tu cuerpo encontrar la paz

Si la vida me permite al lado tuyo
creceran mis ilusiones no lo dudo
y si la vida la perdiera en un instante
que me llene de ti para amar despues de amarte

Vida no tengas miedos, ni dudas
(este amor es demasiado bueno)
que tu seras mi mujer
(yo te pernezco todo entero)
mira mi pecho, lo dejo abierto
para que vivas en el

Para tu tranquilidad me tienes en tus manos
para mi debilidad la unica eres tu
al fina tan solo se que siempre te he esperado
y que llegas a mi vida y tu me das la luz, el bien,
ese mundo donde tus palabras hacen su voluntad
la magia de este sentimiento que es tan fuerte y total
y tus iojos que son mi paz

Si la vida me permite al lado tuyo
creceran mis ilusiones no lo dudo
y si la vida la perdiera en un instante
que me llene de ti para amar despues de amarte

Vida no tengas miedos, ni dudas
(este amor es demasiado bueno)
que tu seras mi mujer
(yo te pernezco todo entero)
mira mi pecho, lo dejo abierto
para que vivas en el

No tengas miedos, ni dudas
(este amor es demasiado bueno)
que tu seras mi mujer
(yo te pernezco todo entero)
mira mi pecho, lo dejo abierto
para que vivas en el

10/03/2003
13:30

I just got back from PPM. Lisa works there! Lisa is my coordinator when we're in the committe for the 2000 IVED [Indonesian Varsities English Debate]. I was the Liaison Officer for the Military Academy team. She told me about Ade who's in Lawang now. While Oki is stationed in Makassar!!! Great! I wonder where's Tumpal, though! I didn't reply his last email couple of years ago. Nor his Christmas cards. And phone calls. *sweatdrops*

Tio, if you read this. Are you crazy??? That's not how we work!!!!

11:09

Booo, hoo, before Pitas.com database went down again [and Amadhea bombarded me with SMS], I'll try to post an entry.

I bought voucher on Sat. Then change SMS like crazy with some ppl.

Went to Menyit's house on Sunday. It's rather big than Icchan's but I still like Icchan's better for her book racks. XDDDD But in Menyit's we have food non-stop just like when I'm staying over at Amel's. Snack are everywhere in Amel's house. Not that I mind though. Menyit is SO like me in terms of lending books. I nearly laughed when I heard she said, no folding, no tearing, no scratches, etc. I use to be more cruel than that. Not anymore now. Since I left a whole closet of books in Ambon when I departure to Surabaya and hoping will able to pick it up later. But.... Anyways, without the books, my luggage is already more than 80kg. Thankfully, I've first class ticket, I CAN bring extra luggage up to 90kg. How about now?

Reading Haru and Leez entries on Indonesian Youth awareness on our country's condition, I'm touched. Many and many Indonesian bloggers wrote about their opinion on these subjects. And me wrote something in the past too, but soon enough I realize that this devil chain would never break, unless, we do something about total EDUCATION. And education that I'm stressing here is not just learning science and technology, but also morality. Some of you might think I'm a hypocrite of the fact that I join IYF. But, that's the thing. I realize that those sort of things are well, for entertainment, some of it aren't even exist in real life, except to those who is 'sick'. I know, some of the IYF-ers will bully me for saying this. Well, I dunno how to explain this better. XDDD I just have my professional ethics class this morning and the lecturer point at the news at Kompas, bottom left corner. The government is planning to demolish the law on nicotine percentage, to gain more tax from the cigarette industries. Geez, they don't think about the future at all, dasar matre!!!! People, I invite you to join 2003 International Essay Contest for Young People. This year's topic is about My Vision for the Future. What are your hopes and dreams for your future and the future of our world? If you win first prize, pls give me some 'oleh-oleh' after your visit to Japan, 'kay?

1982, the year that I was born. I read in this year, our government establish what ppl called "PETRUS" or mysterious snipers, to kill criminals by shooting them. Now, Thai government are doing the same thing to kill drug dealers. Thousands of ppl are dead, but as the Indonesian goverment did, they told that government had nothing to do with it.

Speaking of how old I was. Yes, Leez, despite the fact that I'm the same age as Koko Tawil there *gets bricked with 40 tons of hammer* I'm at my 8th semester in Uni. But, when you count the SKS (credits) that I've finished, you can bet that he is far ahead of me. I still have to finished another 64 credit hours. That's why I'm behind most of my friends. And got classes with my 'kids' as well as class of 2000.

Yep, SilverWind, Calista wants Akito, while I'm thinking of another one person who suit this character well. Unwillingly, he decline the GENEROUS offer. @_@ XDDD And someone already wants Yuki, although, I still want our Kazuki-sama to be our ouji-sama. XDDD Too bad he doesn't have any webpage. And Momiji are still open. What do you want to be, neko-chan? What the hell? OH, for you who don't know what I'm talking about, read here. And Shun-chan your link is wrong!!!!!

Geeh, tYaS, what's the right Indonesian word for offspring goddess? Masak dewi kesuburan? XDDDD

08/03/2003
12:32

Handry, I couldn't access your page, are you using TechScape service? It loads very slow. So I used lynx to read your entries. You're using WAY too much table there.

Shun-chan, the thread is for member only! T_T

Bob, I fixed the link to that Essay Competition. Stupid me! Lagi bad mood yah? *hugs tightly*

Delin, strange, I can go to Furuba Clan homepage, pls tell me when did you encounter the problem.

Leez-chan? *hmm, yaoi mode on* Let's go to my room honey, he he he! *slashed to death* Just call me, I just reloaded my voucher! Ga tahu, gw kan gak ambil jurusan kedokteran!

I found out that my Internet and Intranet class has the same lecturer as my Multimedia System that I'm cancelling. Well, at least, I can show off some 'teeth' this time. What's the rite proverb in English? If I got lesser than A and it's not my fault, I'll kill him!

IC... IC .... *is reading something from Kyo-kun's page* Tenang aja, cari duit itu ada masanya dan perjuangannya. Ciee....

Kerry and Anjie, seems like nobody mind about you. There's a reason why I 'hang' both of your pleading to join the clan, and that's got to do with your characters. Gomen ne m(_ _)m I'll update your link in the Furuba Clan homepage ASAP. Am I being an AKITO instead of SHIGURE? XDDD

07/03/2003
14:40

You'll be seeing lesser entries in a couple of days, since my stavolt has broken. And I'm in no mood to blog, coz I got tons of things that I'm interested of rite now. Tee hee, I'm not in a 'I'm doomed' mode, it's just, when I'm interested in something, I tend to ignore the others.

Just found out the fact that ISBN was created with mathematics. Heh, I like Bu Cherry, this is the kind of math lecturer that I like. I'm always fascinated by math. I luv math. To hell with terrible math teachers. They suck!

Hmm, some challenging research! To locate a company in Indonesia. An unknown it is! :D

Meme told me about a Japanese dorama in Indosiar Wednesday morning at 1:30 AM! From what she told me, I can see the reason why they play it at that hour. The title is Romance or something. They cast that I know? That Iketani-kun from Love Story [where Miho Nakayama starred there]. *yaoi hint* and *hentai hint* XDDD

Wanna go to Japan? This Essay Contest 1st prize winner will go to Tokyo Japan with the travel expenses covered by the sponsor

06/03/2003

12:18

Ha... ha... ha... sankyu for your prayer k4r-kun, I found the scrapnotes yesterday. It was in the F.I.R.E.U.P your Learning book that I borrowed from the library. *danced happily* MSDN Library? It's a virtual library where you can find tons of resources to enhance your webpage layout. Go here to learn about filters. Follow this path in its TOC (Table of Content): Web Multimedia > SDK Documentation > Filters and Transitions > Visual Filters and Transitions Reference > Static Filters here you can learn how to use those great effects of IE. You've use Blur once.

My brother was asking about Yasha yesterday. Mwa ha ha ha! I already told him that manga has a yaoi hint!

16:18

Uhmm, I'm so hungry, continue this later. Busy chatting with Sean and uDhiEn. XDD And doing a poster design. BTW, Icchan, tell your bro in Informatics we got 3dmax ver 5 he he he!

05/03/2003
22:22

DISCLAIMER: this following entry is full of bitchy words and might hurt some ppl feelings. I cursed a lot in this entry. So, if you hate it, skipped it, came back later for another entry.

I'm so shocked watching Conie's new wallpaper. A footballer and a n4ked lady [or was it a guy?] behind him. I'm not sure about the gender because of the position and the fact that this person's chest is covered with her/his hand. Anyways, according to Conie, it's a girl.

I think I've injured a muscle near my left br34st. I couldn't cough without feeling some aching in that part. And I couldn't turn left while sleeping, too T_T

I'm so stressed. First, because of I have to stand-in in the ILC again today. And those ENGLISH dept kids seems to unable to read the sign ONLY ENGLISH IS SPOKEN HERE!!!! Or they forget that they're from the ENGLISH DEPT? They can't even said, "I want to renew my membership, it's expired!" I want to ...e .... prolong?...e ...my ...e... card *go-to-hell.com* I think kacoa is absolutely rite about saying that these kids came to campus just for FUN! Gosh, with that kind of tuition fee? It's better to give it to the poor than YOU!

I met Teguh at the elevator and he asked about the payment day for the semesterly fee. I said, "I think it was due in March 7." "You think?" "Well, I don't have to [starting to mumbling in unheard words] pay the tuition fee." I don't think he listens. When I started talking that I'm a scholarship student, they'll look at you like you're so SMART and POOR! Although, I don't think Teguh will, it's just so many ppl is in the elevator and I hate to explain [again!] about my scholarship.

Secondly, the phone bill, the local per minute rates increase dramatically from Rp144 to Rp230, this month. And I found out that that stupid maid of ours was writing 2x(twice) instead of number of minutes she uses the phone to another local phone >_<### And that annoying gal upstairs don't know the minutes mechanism. Well, duh! The minutes is shown on the PHONE screen! I should warn them, if this should happen again, I'm going to lock the phone for good! I charged them both with extra minutes. I don't care! Even with that the rate only decrease to Rp210, I know the phone company apparently had increase their tariff. But those two ppl should know that ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS ASK! Stupid b*tchs!

I stopped by to P building and I met Arief! Yeah, long time no see! *hug bro* Actually we did high five ^^; He asked, have you done your theses yet? Nope! Great, wait for me! !@##%#& I met Tio at the bazaar and asked him about why did he skipped Basic Statistic.

I felt very sticky and wanna go home ASAP, BUT I'm also hungry so went to the old canteen ordered a take home meal called Nasi Plecing [white rice boiled, with shredded chicken meat, and kangkung tumis] unfortunately they run out of kangkung and I still have to pay the same price as usual. [ATTN: READ THE DISCLAIMER IN THE BEGINNING OF ENTRY!] Dasar Cina pelit lu! Oops, I'm half-Chinese also! XDDD The younger chinese are not like you! Hmmph! *pout* Mental note: never buy from ANYTHING from that stand anymore!

Watch that movie starring Mel Gibson, Chris Carter, and Jet Li. What's with the tail at the back of his head? He looks stupid with that!

And there's a Matchbox 20 special in MTV. It's about their videos. Push. I think their last album is not that good! ^^;

Saw a glimpse of Liga Bank Mandiri too. Almost collapsed laughing watching the scoreboard. It's a manual scoreboard and everytime anybody scored, the administer have to...... climbed a LADDER to change the numbers. XDDDD

I'm hungry! Sigh! Conie had a rice cooker planted near the computer. He he he, of course we don't tell the landlady. She cheated on us too much! And everytime she gave us something, she always count them. 6 cakes for 6 ppl. 6 snacks for 6 ppl. 6 plate of pooridge for 6 ppl. Pelit lu, dasar... er, tante orang apa yah? XDDD Whatever!

I borrowed that National Geographic about that Afghan girl from the ILC. Found some interesting readings too yesterday. There's a former priest convicted for assaulting a boy. And in this NG mag there's a word called drombo, in the Tibetan monestries. That word refers to passive sex partner for a senior monk. Sheez, I mean I like yaoi as an entertaining, but not in the real world! Movies, anime, and manga are fine, but Shota in REAL life? I'm so hypocrite, I know!

10:17

Kagura, gw angkatan 99, tapi *cough cough* baru mau 21 bulan juni mendatang, kamu angkatan berapa? Perbaiki layout km? Eh.... eto... kamu pake table, kan? Gw biasanya malas edit layout yang pake table. N lagi sekarang gw cuman punya akses ke kompie perpus. Stavolt gw ancur. So, we'll see later. Gw gak mau disungut di manapun >_<### But, I still want the pie. XDDD

+628124283338 just called me... and that person played a DANGDUT song when I said, "Hello!" I think I recongnize this number. XDDD

Yep, k4r-kun, it's very extreemly super ultra IMPORTANT. Looks like I'm exagarating there. But yes, I dun want to browse the MSDN Library over and over again.

Oh, here come this lame Techscape problem again. *glare at lynx* Good ol' pal!

Xiex, I'm confused what does floating TEXT got to do with no-repeat IMAGE? I think what you mentioned is in the background properties. If you use Dreamweaver, check for its CSS Reference (Ctrl-Shift-F1) on the background.

09:34

Sean, I've fixed your code, it's here to d/l. I'm going to delete it in a week. It seems like you're confused a bit. Don't think too hard, make it simple. Instead of

right: expr(420px+30%);
you can use
left: 10px;

I've checked with 1024x768 resolution, your current layout seems fine, but it messes up in 800x600. Don't let CSS confuses you. And I add your opacity to 75, you're free to change it.

Sh~~t, this is the first time online PRS won't accept my submission. Guess I have to go back and use those scanner sheets! >_<##