Current music: New Sodmy - Phantom (LIVE)

I remember a time long ago when I didn't work on Saturdays and my entire day was a complete bore. Once again I can experience that same feel. I didn't enjoy it though. I wanted to sleep in as much as possible so that most of the day would be over when I finally got up. That didn't work out at all since I woke up bight and early. (At 7-ish.) I sat around and watched Changing Rooms on the BBC. I found the World Cup Soccer game on the Spanish channel so I watched that for a while too but the teams were boring and I lost interest fast. I got out of the house and went to see my mom and help her clean up. (the fun things that happen on saturday) And that was the majority of my day...*falls over dead x_x*

(LONG PAUSE) I'm trying to think of what else to write about but I've become too peroccupied with this pin that was stuck in my mouse pad...I started mindlessly poking my self in the finger with it and realized that I can stick it through my skin with out even feeling it. WOW. I a boring person

A few days ago I was in the car with Miko and Amanda and Miko started this strange conversation. (it wasn't strange at all 'cuz we talk about this stuff alot) She said that she was watching ER and there was this guy in the hospital that was drinking blood out of the I.V. Amanda commented on how that was not the right way to drink blood and I said that I needed blood and even though the best blood was the hospital blood (being sanitary and all) I would not want it to be cold because I need warm blood with lots of iron. (I needed the blood because I am always cold, my finger tips are always freezing and Yuki thinks that I'm a 'living' corpse...so I was going to become a vampire while Miko became a cannabal) Anyway, Amanda said that I should go to a blood drive and take people in the back room and suck their blood. Miko was going to be my assistant (looking like 'doctor' Kozi, blood on her lab coat, pulling out eyes) and eat the people afterwards to destroy any evidence. Ah, the things we amuse ourselves with...we know that this stuff drives Yuki crazy and that's why we do it most of the time. (even if she wasn't in the car this time) But than again Miko was the one that has actually contemplated what human flesh tastes like. (haha, of course she has alot of thoughts about other things that no one else has ever thought of. For instance 'if she were a lesbian which one of her friends would she go out with'...we all really wanted to know the answer to that question. Miko never told us and she said that she never really thought about it...I wonder...hahaha)

Since I am writing completely random things I think I will put this down too. So, today while I'm at my mom's she asked me if we should have a talk about the 'birds and the bees'. Give me a break! I'm 18 and I think I got a handle on that kinda stuff. I just laughed at her. It seems that she thinks I'm going to go to Japan and have sex with every guy I see. (well maybe not) She didn't actualy say that was what she was worried about and I don't think she needs to be worried about anything like that happening anyway. But I think it's funny that she even had to ask me that.

[sigh] ishiko @ 09:42 p.m.

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[Friday, June 7, 2002]

Current music: Dir en Grey - Aoi Tsuki

Only one more week until Yuki and I are headed for Japan. I'm starting to get a little excited...kinda nervous.
Today Yuki, Amanda, Miko and I went to the mall. I bought a Hello Kitty keychain (an obvious impulse buy) she was holding a guitar and since I don't have a keychain I felt obligated to buy it. I also got myself a pair or platform sneakers (like the white mary-janes with the cherries that Yuki bought a few weeks ago) they are black and red with flames on the sides. I normally would not spned my money on such things but I loved them AND they were on sale. (beat that!)
I'm going to start packing this weekend so that I will have nothing to worry about for the rest of the week. With graduation practice every week day up until Graduation on the 14th I will have little time to fuss with packing.

I taste of Death. Doesn't everyone want a taste of death? Well they should. Most people deserve death. Keep away from me unless you think you're better than that. I probably won't like you. What Flavour Are You?

Mmmmm, Death. Doesn't that sound good? Sounds good to me.
Hahahah...I like this one better...(it reminds me of someone ^-^)

I tashte like Alcohol. Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You?

I'm Remy LeBeau
What X-Men Character are You?
*sigh* I bored. Can't you tell...but if figure I'd fill up as much space here as i can before I leave. Internet quizzes are always fun and as Yuki says 'If it comes off the internet it MUST be true...' Yeah that's right! Ha ha

[sigh] ishiko @ 09:41 p.m.

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[Thursday, June 6, 2002]

Current music: Kagrra - Sakura

So, now after reloading it 4 times and not working it all of a sudden works (after I posted last). Maybe swearing at Kyo was the right thing to do. ^_~

[sigh] ishiko @ 10:23 p.m.

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[Thursday, June 6, 2002]

Current music: Lareine - Shiroi Ito

Fuck! I am never going to find a place to host any of my files! So my layouts will never work...*grrr* I'm sooooooo pisssssssssed. Fuck, fuck, fuck!

[sigh] ishiko @ 10:19 p.m.

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[Thursday, June 6, 2002]

Current music: Lareine - Pinku no Kasa

Ano...some how this song, thigh high boots and military caps just don't fit...
I think I found a hat that will work though. It's at the Army-Navy Store so I doubt they will run out but the hat does cost $30! *gag* (can't be Raphael without the military hat...some one from Angel Sanctuary always seems to have it.) It's all to easy to find the right kind of baret for Miko's Setsuna costume. I can't find anything in vinyl though and that kinda sucks.

I closed out my bank account today, a whole $1445.75, and it is all going towards my Japan trip. So, tomorrow I need to go with Yuki and her mom to have it exchanged into traveler's checks...we leave so soon! Next Saturday at 5 in the morning. That's the day right after high school graduation. ^-^

Anyway, summer is sneaking up and this is about the time that Yuki and I get ready for Shoujocon. We've been there for the past 2 years (since it started) I remember the first time we went and decided 2 weeks before that we wanted to cosplay. We dressed up as characters from Ayashi no Ceres (manga by Yuu Watase) Last year we brought Miko and dressed up from Angle Sanctuary. Shoujocon was a blast but sadly this year we cannot go. Japan, I'm sure, is a bit better but still I will miss the cosplay. It seems that now we are programed to start new cosplay outfits. I know that we have a bunch of cons that we plan to attend so once we get back from Japan Yuki and I will be on some sort of high and want to get moving on our Malice Mizer and AS outfits.

What's Your Inner Kyo?

22

I act like I'm 22.
This test was brought to you by James - Part of the David and James phenomenon. Take it here.

[sigh] ishiko @ 09:53 p.m.

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[Wednesday, June 5, 2002]

Current music: Gackt - Seki Ray (instumental)

When I was a little girl someone once told me that if you go by a grave yard you were supposed to hold your breath so that the spirits would not get inside of you. Every time I would pass a grave yard I would inhale...

I am so close to chopping all my hair off. I just can't do it. If my hair was straight I would have done it along time ago. I hate it...but I'm afraid of the way I will look with short hair.

'What kind of Wing are you?' by. Xera

Kuzuki Kakyou You're Kakyou, meaning you look remarkably feline in appearance, and are very very uke. You're generally very angsty in behavior, almost disgustingly so, and despite your depressed features, you still manage to attract a lot of attention to yourself. A master at weaving dreamscapes, and seeing into the future inside them, you're a very important part of your social circle. But you need to stop moping so much over your lost "special" person. Take the "Which Dragon Of Earth Are You!" test! by Maduin & Kira

Which Sanrio character are you? by woofiegrrl
Landry is a cute little boy raccoon who loves to wash everything and anything he can get his hands on. His best friend is a rubber duckie named "Pea" who understands everything Landry is thinking. Besides washing things, Landry's hobbies include dancing and running on top of his tub, sliding, taking Pea for walks, and listening to music - Mozart is his favorite. Landry also loves to eat. He likes donuts, sausages, nuts and ice-cream, but chocolate is his very favorite. When he's surprised you'll often find him hiding under his tub with his striped, mink-like tale sticking out.

Well, isn't that odd? Why did I get Landry? First of all I don't like dancing or eating (alot) I think he is more of a Miko-type of guy...

Finals are over (and I am glad) but the stess has not gone away. Every time I go to my mom to ask about some financial aid thing she always tells me to go ask my father for money. I don't like asking him for money and I also don't like to be put in the middle of their problems so I don't want to ask anyone for anything. I asked my mom if she could watch my birds when I was away (since my dad is going to Virginia for a while this summer) right away she said 'NO!' and that my dad should find someone to take care of them. I have enough to worry about. I hate this! It's always 'your father this' or 'your father that' and I can't take it any more. If she wants me to hate my father she's headed in the right direction, actually it just makes me hate her. Sometimes my dad will aske me about why my mom does or does not do things and that always makes me want to cry. I hate this shit and I hate people and all I want to do is take all my things and go be by myself (for a long long time). Although being alone will only make me miserable and I would just end up killing myself. I guess all I want is to be away from everything here...everything that i don't love.

[sigh] ishiko @ 07:16 p.m.

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[Monday, June 3, 2002]

Current music: Gackt - Dooms Day

Are you PINK or EVIL?!

Today was the first day of finals for me. I'm so glad that it is over and done with. My English wasn't bad at all. But it just seems difficult to rewrite an essay that was writen at the begining of the year about a novel that you can't look at for refrence...I had to rewrite my Lord of the Flies essay. But I didn't have the book and it's hard to change quotes and info if you don't have that book. I wrote another essay about the purpose of Feste in Twelfth Night. That was not difficult either.

History, on the other hand was not so much fun. It took about 1/2 hour to pass out all the tests and it was all writing. I could keep going after an hour and my sentences became weak and scribbled. Good luck reading any of it. I couldn't think either so 2 of my essays were incomplete. I don't care though! @_@'

Yuki told me that Aioria is going to break up in August! *sob* They were a great little band and I had high hopes for them. Now that Malice Mizer, Lareine, Raphael are gone I was hoping to find an indies band to follow (I know I have New Sodmy...but that is different) I only have a few bands left to support: Dir en Grey and Pierrot. (oh and possibly Gackt) Maybe Aioria will decide not to break up as time goes on. Yuki and I have to see them on the 10th of July! Now it's become a mandatory thing to do...

Tomorrow Yuki, Melissa, Amanda, Miko and I are going to tip some cows in Vermont. *yay* Miko is the only one who has a final (math=bad!) to attend in the morning.

I went down to the cafetaria today to make sure that I did not owe them any money...(I have never eated lunch in the caf. before so why should I have to pay them anything. Just one more stupid thing seniors have to do before they graduate.) and I found out that they owed me $31.30! Where did this money come from, who knows but I can afford to go to Cambridge next Monday.

[sigh] ishiko @ 07:05 p.m.

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[Sunday, June 2, 2002]

Current music: Lareine - Grand pain

*yuck* I really am feeling sick. My stomach feels gross and I want to throw up...

I bought my 2 boxes of hair dye for Japan and now i have no more money. No money at all. (after i give Yuki 5 dollars for gas to keene...) So, so much for going of doing anything these last 2 weeks before Graduation. I'm not taking money out of the bank and that means that I can even afford to go to Cambridge next Monday. Oh well. Yuki says I worry about money too much. It is true I hate to say.

Congratulations! Your ideal Alpha Male is...

For all intensive purposes, your Alpha Male seems like the "normal" boyfriend. He gets along with family and friends, is considerate and thoughtful in his actions, and his biggest priority, like every good Alpha Male, is *you*. The thought of you coming to any discomfort often prevents him from engaging in more typical Alpha Male behavior and thus he is generally exempt from mood swings and bursts of silence. However, caring does not equal sharing to this Alpha Male and when he feels anyone is trying to come between you, his less than genial side begins to show. In the end, though, so long as he doesn't feel threatened by any third party, the two of you are destined for happiness.
Which Alpha Male is right for you?
Brought to you by Alexandra and Matrim

I am a dark Gackt fan!
What kind of Gackt fan are you?
quiz by mcvarmazi
Wasurenai Kara and Marmelade are okay songs, but to you, Gackt is at his utmost best when he's being dark and eerie. You like most of the things he did with Malice Mizer, Seki-Ray is just your thing, and you could hardly contain your joy when you heard Dooms Day.

[sigh] ishiko @ 06:52 p.m.

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[Saturday, June 1, 2002]

Current music: Kagrra - Kiyuu no Uta

Yeah! New Layout

[sigh] ishiko @ 11:21 p.m.

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[Saturday, June 1, 2002]

YUKI

Hi there, it's me Yuki! I snuck into Ishiko's blog to give her this new layout! Ummm... Someday someone should make me a blog layout! *sniffle* Well, I already had the new one up so I won't complain. I hope you like it Ishiko! I like it! It's better than the first one I did!

[sigh] ishiko @ 11:05 p.m.

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