Who are you...?

Name: Joanna
Nickname:
ishiko
AIM: joanna003
Age: 18
Blood Type: B+
Birth: 101183
State: NH
Heritage:Italian, German, Irish
Languages:English, Spanish, Japanese (very broken)

Fav. Food: Raspberry Danish, [Little Children's Blood]
Disliked Food: Raw Carrots, Coconut, Peanut Butter, Fish
Disliked Drink: Soda
Fav. Drink: Tea, Water

Music: Pierrot, LAREINE, New Sodmy, GACKT, Aioria, Malice Mizer, Dir en Grey, Kagrra,
Art: Oil painting, inks, pencil
Instrument:Guitar, Drums (not very well)
Fear: To die alone and depressed
Bad Habbits: Biting my nails, mood swings
Books: "The Stranger", "Lord of the Flies",
"Les Miserables", "The Last Unicorn", "Aice in Wonderland"
Manga/Anime: Alichino, Yami no Matsuei
Movie: Grave of the Fireflies, The Last Unicorn, Sid and Nancy [the best part being when sid walks down the street in his underwear]
Fav. Season:Autum
Fav. Color:Navy Blue

Archives

March 2002
February 2002
January 2002
December 2001
November 2001
October 2001
September 2001
August 2001

Friends?

GARDEN... (mikoto's blog)
Asphodel: an ill-natured beauty (yuki's blog)

Others?

Got milk?
[yurari + flutter]
inertia's blog
Love, Death... Avoid It
'Squawk' says the blackbird

Come and find me

New Sodmy
LAREINE
Pierrot
Dir en Grey
GACKT
Kagrra
J-ROCK

CLIQUE:
Keeper of Tsuzuki's Puppy Imitation
(The Yami no Matsuei Keepers List)

Be nice to the pretty boys...
Ryouko (Alichino)

<< i love girly boys! >>

I had to join, Kamijo was on the mainpage...

« -- Yami - Logs -- »


[April 29, 2002]

Current music: Gackt - Fragrence
Kami-sama, it seems like I listen to Gack alot, ne?

Yokatta!
Lost and found. My beloved CDs were finally located. And where were they...in the trunk of my car behind the snow tires. Hmmm, I don't remember ever putting them in the trunk, strange, I wonder how they got there??

[sigh] ishiko @ 09:40 p.m.

[April 28, 2002]

Current music: Lareine - Ano Hito no Ashita Hito Nara

*Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh* I can't find my CDs anywhere...
I knew where they last were and I get @!#%ing pissed when people touch my stuff!

[sigh] ishiko @ 08:56 p.m.

[April 27, 2002]

Current music: Dir en Grey - Embryo (single version)

I had a strange dream last night. Gackt was there. I woke up about 3 times while I was having this dream and every time I kept thinking that I should be writing it down because it was a really cool dream. It was vivid and realistic and I wanted to remember it. But of course I never wrote it down. I have forgotten it all except that at one point I was talking with gackt and he wrote something in Japanese on a napkin. I told him that I didn't know that much Kanji, he smiled at me and that was it. It was raing outside too.

Yuki: me being depressed has nothing to do with being unhealthy. I don't care about that at all. I'm just feeling 'under the weather'.

[sigh] ishiko @ 10:16 p.m.

[April 26, 2002]

Current music: Gackt - Seki-ray instrumental version

I am in a terrible mood right now. It's a mood that makes me want fall asleep and never wake up. This music is not helping either but it's sweet and soothing and gackt so I choose not to change it.

I went to the doctor's today to get a physical for college. (It turns out that I don't need any extra shots for Japan) Plus, I found out that I'm balancing on the edge of being iron deficient. That was that. I forecast a bout of depression coming on...everyone watch out--

You have Evangelion eyes!

Take the test here!! Made by Jenna and Robbie.

[sigh] ishiko @ 10:17 p.m.

[April 25, 2002]

Current music: Gackt - Emu ~ For My Dears

It has been a very tiring week. A long and tiring week. For the past 4 days there has simply been the task of getting as much footage as possible for Chi to Hana. I'm just glad that it is over for now. I thought maybe I would be able to catch up on my 'beauty-rest' sadly I was mistaken. My sleep pattern has been messed up even more. Now I wake up 2 or 3 times at night and just lay there thinking...about what? Nothing in particular.

I told myself that I would draw one nice thing over vacation. That I have not done yet, I lie. I really would like to start drawing again. (I've been saying that lot but I have not acted on it) I have homework that really should get done before Sunday night. I'm a BIG procrastinator when it comes to anything and everything. I have English that MUST be done by Monday and I might want to start thinking about doing my History at some point too.

Another possible set of cosplay outfits can now be added to the heap. Yuki, MIko and I have decided that we would like to go to some (or one) con(s) next summer. We also like to get ahead start on what we would wear. The obvious choice was to go as Dir en Grey (miko=kyo, yuki=tochi, ishiko=shinya) but we have yet to agree on which set of outfits to make. Next we had to throw in Malice Mizer (miko=kozi, yuki=gackt, ishiko=mana) It would be fun to do karaoke and dance along with one of there songs. Since we would be singing and I DON'T like to sing infront of people I lost my Gackt privilage and now I have to be Mana. That isn't a problem because I'd prefer not to wear Gackt's outfit. (Too self conscious...-_-'). For a while we had been throwing around the idea to dress as Raphael (miko=yukito, yuki=kazuki, ishiko=yuki) too. It was just a few days ago when we just said 'lets be Raphael' and stuck to it. So, that is our new plan. That, and opening our own store...

My mouth is dry, I'm going to bed --oyasumi-- zzzzzzzzz

[sigh] ishiko @ 10:16 p.m.

[April 22, 2002]

Current music: Rice - Angerudie tsuki no aya

What a day, what a day.

The beginning stages of 'Chi to Hana: A Documentary of J-Rock' (Yuki, Miko, and my art final) came together today. Of course on the one day that we were supposed to film outside (at the beach and at the playground) there was snow, hail, sleet, and rain. Just last week the temp. reached 70+ degrees. I hate this New Hampshire weather. Anyway, I don't really have much else to say. I dressed up as Mana and felt somewhat 'whorish' with all the eye makeup...

[sigh] ishiko @ 09:18 p.m.

[April 21, 2002]

Current music: Dir en grey - Bottom of Death Valley

*ahem...*

Yuki-chan, I'd prefer it if you'd stay the hell away from my team! (ha ha hahahahahahahah-cough)

[sigh] ishiko @ 10:57 a.m.

[April 20, 2002]

Current music: Silence

I wonder why I can't go through a full week of happiness. It seems like something extremely terrible always happens to ruin it. Today was no exception...



Which Kozi are you?
quiz by sinergi

[sigh] ishiko @ 10:39 p.m.

[April 19, 2002]

Current music: Gackt - Illness Illusion

I am in such a mood to draw...I haven't drawn anything very good or worth while in a looooooong time. I thought that I lost some ability but I don't know yet since I haven't tried in a while. I think I will now though. When I put up this layout I remembered just how much I loved 'Alichino' (I have yet to find a complete translation of the first 3 books and I'm too lazy to do it myself) and the artwork. It's very beautiful, ne. I went back and looked at some other manga artists that I liked and now I'm back in the mood to draw. *yay*

Congratulations of being the creator of a new evil plan
Your objective is simple: Soul Accumulation
Your motive is a little bit more complex: Madness
Stage One:
To begin your plan, you must first Traumatize a Young Helpless Child. This will cause the world to sit up and take notice, stunned by your arrival. Who is this Threat to our Children? Where did they come from? And why do they look so good in Classic Black?
Stage Two:
Next, you will Desecrate the Moon (ooh, tides!). This will cause countless hordes of Supernatural Creatures to flock to you, begging to do your every bidding. Your name will become synonymous with Blood, as lesser men whisper your name in terror.
Stage Three:
Finally, you will Unleash your Horsemen of the Apocalypse, bringing about the Return of the Antichrist. This will all be done from a Abandoned Church, an excellent choice if we might say. These three deeds will herald the end, and the citizens of this planet will have no choice but to elect you their new god.

You Are Edward From "Edward Scissorhands."

You are very shy and often misunderstood. Innocent, sweet, and artistic, you like to pass your days by daydreaming and expressing yourself through the arts. You are a truly unique individual. Unfortunately, you are quite lonely, and few people truly understand you.

Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!

Hey, look I found that dress that I wanted last time I was at Hot Topics...I'm sure I could make a dress that looked just like this and save alot of money. Next time I have time, ha that won't be for a while.

[sigh] ishiko @ 08:53 p.m.

[April 18, 2002]

Current music: Dir en Grey - JESSICA

Wow, I was just looking at LAREINE images and there happened to be ones from back when they were just starting out and they had a 5th member, AKIRA. If you haven't seen them before you should check them out:
http://myhome.dreamx.net/lareinekor/club3.jpg
http://myhome.dreamx.net/lareinekor/club4.jpg

I'm kinda glad that AKIRA left, heeeee....

[sigh] ishiko @ 10:00 p.m.

[April 18, 2002]

Current music: Pierrot - Child

Having this nice weather is spoiling me. I've been in such a good mood lately. It's usually not this warm yet..but i don't really mind. It's better than being cold. And we all know just how much i hate being cold.

Poor Yuki, you missed all the fun this afternoon. (Yuki-chan had to go to work) Miko and I went out for ice cream and slit a 'special'. It's 3 large scoops of ice cream piled high with whipped cream, hot 'sauce' (hehe..sauce...nevermind), sprinkles, and stawberries. When we stated eating it it didn't seem like all that much but when there was about half left we stated to change our minds. It really was a chanllenge to eat all that ic cream. We had to finish it because it would be a waste of our money to throw it away. I was good though. ^_^;

After the ice cream we had to do something to burn off some of the calories (It wasn't too bad since I hadn't eaten anything else today, knowing that I had to be ready for the ice cream) so we went for a nice long walk to the beach and back around town.

Sometime last year during Algebra II Amanda, Miko and I were talking about ice cream. For some reason we always talked about that in Algebra. Anyway, I said something about eating an entire 'Kimball's special'...I didn't actually mean that I wanted to eat it but Amanda took it very seriously and now I have to eat the whole special by myself. That's alot of ice cream for one person to eat...especially me. (I don't eat a whole lot so that's like my fat/calorie/etc intake for about 3 days.) I'll do it to say that "I did it". But I just hope I don't get sick afterwards.

[sigh] ishiko @ 09:28 p.m.

[April 17, 2002]

Current music: Lareine - Paris wa Aki-iro

I went to keene today with Miko and Yuki. We brought the video camera to tape some scenes for our film. I watched them when I got home...hahah some of that stuff is really stupid. It's hard to hear anything since the wind overpowers our voices and some of the music.

I bought my white prom shoes to go with my white skirt. I hate white but I think since the shoes are not totally ugly I can take them to Japan too. I just hope they are comfortable enough.

I could really go for some ice cream right about now...it was very hot today, I hope I don't die in Japan since it's supposed to be about 10x hotter there than it is here. >blah< too much heat=lethargy that won't be fun. But I'm going to assume that too mcuh we be going on so i woun't have the time to feel so tired.

[sigh] ishiko @ 11:02 p.m.

[April 16, 2002]

Current music: Raphael - Promise

too sexy
I am Gackt! I do a bit of everything.
Find out which Malice Mizer member you were meant to be here
by miyabi

you are gackt! Singer of Malice Mizer in their glory days Versatile in your own career, and all around paranormal expert. You attract a lot of critics but your real fans still love you. (we'll forget you sang with Ayumi)

Look at that I'm Gackt, good old Gackt...^_^

I'm supposed to be doing my Latin American Civ. report on dictators but since my printer decided to be uncooporative I'm taking a little break. lalala...so Miko, Yuki and changed the title of our documentary. We thought that maybe the previous title was too bold and might draw people away from wanting to watch it. We have not come up with a new title as of yet but we are running short of time so we need to be inspired fast.

On the way home from Japanese yuki and I did alot of reminiscing about anime and how we got into J-rock in thr first place. Most of my beginning memories of J-rock are a blur. Atleast between first likeing Glay and moving on to Pierrot.

[sigh] ishiko @ 09:04 p.m.

[April 15, 2002]

Current music: Lareine - Fiancailles

'Domestic Fucker Family'...

Yup, that's the title of the J-rock documentary that Yuki, Miko and I are doing for our art final. It will be our last art project of High School so we figure we'd go out with a bang *_*; We are going to cosplay and if it all works out it should be alot of fun and very entertaining at that.

My mom ordered me the appliques for my Kamijo-prom dress today. >gag< it was expensive...but when it's all together it will look great. The appliques should be in by the end of the week. *yay*

I received all the clothes that my mom ordered for me today too, lots of tank tops and t-shirts for the hot weather in Japan this summer. I think I'm all set in the clothing department now. I just need a few pairs of shoes and I'll be all set.

[sigh] ishiko @ 08:14 p.m.

[April 14, 2002]

Current music: Pierrot - Icaross

Okay, I think I have it now...ano...

[sigh] ishiko @ 11:29 p.m.

[April 14, 2002]

Current music: Aioria - Ibara no Mori

Well, so much for Gackt,ne? This blog layout is being a real pain. A billion things kept going wrong anf i didn't even origninally want to set it up with scrolls like this. But since that is how it ended up since I could not get it the way I wanted I'm stuck with it. If only I could get that scroll from my entries to be on the left side...why won't it move...it's taking up Tsugiri's precious space. I didn't realize that the bottom of the background got cut off too. Jeez, it was nice too it had white roses. And I spend so much time getting it to look faded and nice...all for nothing.

I was very stressed today after I realized all the things that I had too do. Scholarships, Projects, Prom Dress and the like thereof. Nothing fun.

>arg< now I have to fix the fact that the entires go over the title in the background....

[sigh] ishiko @ 08:16 p.m.