Thursday, January 22, 2004
08:01 p.m.


Well, class is over and the weekend is almost here. And that is a GOOD thing. I just need two days to rest and get on my feet; there has been too much drama for me in just this week alone.

On a lighter note, today is David's birthday. He turns 32 years old today so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID. We'll be going out to dinner to celebrate, so I want this to be one of his best birthdays ever.

I PMed Ookami about joining the Masho Only club. She still hasn't gotten the PM yet, but when she gets it, I'll put it down in this Blog.

Now I think I'll turn my brain off.

Thursday, January 22, 2004
02:37 p.m.


Well, the hot water wasn't working this morning, so I had to take a cold shower; so that sucked really bad. I also sent Ookami the application via the e-mail last night, but something must have happened, because I had to resend it through the PM System at the Lounge. Ookami hasn't gotten my application yet, but hopefully, she'll get it today.

Wednesday, January 21, 2004
06:49 p.m.


Well, I got quite a bit done today. I washed all my Laundry, got the Library Book I need for one of my classes, and my Religion Class went just at the right speed.

Gaia is down for a little bit, which sucks, but I'll live. I can finally RP with people for the very first time. So all in all, today has been a very good day.

Today is one of my fellow Mod's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OOKAMI!

I still need to talk to her if a Blog can be considered a website in her eyes. I want to join her Masho Only club.

Wednesday, January 21, 2004
10:33 a.m.


Well, today might not be such a bad day after all. The hot water was working, so I didn't have to endure a cold shower.

On a lighter note, I've finally found a place to RP on Gaia. This is good because I haven't done an RPG for quite some time. I moderate the RPG Boards on the Ronin Lounge, but I've never done my own RPG in quite a while.

I've got to go to lunch soon, so I'll write sometime later today. Hopefully, today will be a good day.

Tuesday, January 20, 2004
07:48 p.m.


I hope someone from Red Bird Cab Service got their ass crucified today, because if they didn't, then I would have been more than happy to do it myself. I went to see my new therapist, whom I'm starting to like, today. Last night, I called Red Bird, a Piedmont Triad cab service, to take me to see my therapist. I got to my session with no problem, went through my session with little interuption, and called Red Bird to pick me up. Well, to make a long story short, I got picked up, AFTER, three phone calls to the cab company, waiting for about two hours, missing my Cultural Anthropology class, and no lunch. I knew this day was going to be bad; it did start out with me taking a cold shower, seeing as there was no hot water going through the pipes.

History class was funny; my History teacher can make the worst Historical jokes in the world, but he can always put a smile on my face. Very few people can make me smile, the first teacher to ever do that was my High School Latin Teacher.

Got finished with my evening class, which is good. But other than that, I had a really bad day.

Monday, January 19, 2004
05:26 p.m.


Well, the two members in question have been banned. It's sad when people can't follow the rules, even when they agree to the rules. But this is the way of the world.

On a lighter note, my college campus was starting to make me feel antsy, so I took a cab and went to the mall. I spend a good amount of money on Chocolate Pocky, 3 books, and some Lavender Shampoo. When I tried to call the cab company to come and get me, the public phones were being shit-heads, so someone from the help office called and I got back on campus with my head still screwed on.

Have to get ready for my evening class. I hate evening classes, my brain is always numb by the time 6:00 PM comes around. Oh well, at least my day was peaceful; I've had way too much drama in my life.

Sunday, January 18, 2004
07:51 p.m.


In the 1920's, you had to be brave, or an idiot, to cross Al Capone. Not just because he was a mob boss, but because his ancestors were from Italy. This girl, whose father's family came over from Italy, is the same. To pick a row with me is not something you want to do.

What I'm getting at is simply this: we have two members, both brother and sister, who must think we, the Ronin Lounge Mods, Crimson, and myself, are the biggest idiots in the world. I think they are in for quite a shock. You see, I like to do research, I study, and I always question everything; it is kind of hard to sucker me, unless you have a desire to see my ugly side. My family survived the Penn. Railroads for many generations, starting with my great-grandfather, and we take nothing from no one. In fact, if my great-grandfather were still alive, these two members would have been put in their place a long time ago.

Both members are in deep shit, and they know it. That's why I've been ignored by them today.

Sunday, January 18, 2004
10:30 a.m.


Well, I didn't make it to Church, which really sucked, so I spend all that time getting ready for nothing. Oh well...these things happen.

I'll soon be heading off to get something to eat. I swear, I sometimes wonder what really goes on in that kitchen, but as Jason once asked me, "Do you really want to know?"

I also have to do Laundry and read my books for my evening class. I hate evening classes, but for the sake of getting my degree, I'll have to endure going to class at 6:00 PM on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays.

Saturday, January 17, 2004
08:15 p.m.


Well, I decided to wash my only pair of Khakis. I want to look nice when I go to Chruch on Sunday. That's always been the funny thing about me, I love going to Church. I used to be an Altar Server, and hopefully, one day I'll be a Eucharistic Minister. Many people think that this is strange, but I don't mind it at all. I'm proud to be a Catholic, and no one is going to sway me from my faith.

I still have not gotten that PM from Gaia. That, as well as some other problems that have been going on at the Ronin Lounge, is starting to really piss me off. However, I have learned to bite down on my feelings so that I can continue with life. It's not hard for me to bite down and suppress my emotions, however, when I can't take it anymore, I blow up in front of people. And when I blow up...it can get ugly. Thankfully, I now have a this Blog to help me release all my bottled up emotions...

Saturday, January 17, 2004
03:06 p.m.


Well, I have nothing to do. Sarah is sick, so I can't go over to her dorm room and hang out with her. I'm not really in the mood to do my laundry, but one way or another, it has to get done.

I'm still waiting for a PM from someone on Gaia; it's really ticking me off, but until the PM shows up in my Inbox, there's nothing I can do except wait.

That's really all I can say right now. Maybe I'll post later tonight, but I don't know for sure. Whatever happens in the course of the day will happen.

Friday, January 16, 2004
07:48 p.m.


I know I'm going to get my ass in trouble for this post, but I have to get these thoughts and feelings out of my head and system. Everyone has his or her own place in the world, and just as everyone has his or her own place, everyone also has rules to follow. When you break the rules, you must pay the price for your actions. So why is it that when people break rules, they don't think or believe that they will be punished?

I'm talking about what happened at the Ronin Lounge today. A member got banned because he was a problem with me, Crimson, and the other mods. Would it have been so hard for this member to listen to us and just follow the rules?

Sometimes I wonder if people have too much pride. I understand that people want to be themselves, but there are times in life where a person will have to put his or her personal feelings aside and do what is best the whole. I'll admit freely, I don't always like what some of the members say at the Ronin Lounge all the time, but for the sake of the Lounge as a whole, I have to bite down on my personal feelings and do the best I can.

Now I must prepare to be flamed.

Friday, January 16, 2004
08:01 a.m.


I must remember to send Crimson a thank you PM for this layout. Considering that I am completely illiterate in HTML, I consider this journal to be one of her masterpieces.

What follows in this Online Journal are the thoughts, feelings, and words of Isabel Night. I am a 20-year-old college student who is studying in North Carolina. I hope to graduate with a B.A. in Religion, and after that, join a religious order so that I may dedicate my life to God and the poor.

My friends are, by name, Sarah, Mark, Jason, Logan, David, and Lexi. We have been a group for quite some time, and I hope to enjoy their friendship for many years to come.

Well, I have to go take a shower. I’ll never be able to start my day unless I take a nice, warm shower. Hopefully, the showers will still pour out hot water.