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Saturday, April 17, 2004 at 09:56 p.m. That day already? It has been a long time... All my memories are fuzzy. And most of them are silly; like scolding you for putting your legs on the table. I remember today very well, though. What I was watching on TV. How that sounded. Who called. Where we went. And suddenly, the memory ends. I love old graveyards. Each grave has its own, different, beautiful tombstone. The new cemeteries are somehow a mockery. All squares are the same, but with all the plasticscreamingpink!flowers and huge colorful candles that never burn out. It feels like you're in a circus.
Thursday, April 15, 2004 at 11:59 a.m. I can't remember the last time I felt this bad. Physically. Plus, connection doesn't want to work properly. Kill me. <3 End my misery.
Wednesday, April 14, 2004 at 10:06 p.m. The Net is a fun place. Look what Googlism says about my name <3
...is concerned about violations of human rights and is also working for gender equality in a region where it is difficult to talk about the emancipation of XD And if you enter your name on Google, you can get cute stuff~~ Like this. o_o Or.... this? Is that yours? *laughs* XP
Wednesday, April 14, 2004 at 12:05 p.m. Quizzie, did 24 hours ago, stolen from her. XD
Tuesday, April 13, 2004 at 11:07 a.m. That's good. Be confused. XP XP Now, some more personalness. :O
Eep. Last night was so... so... cute! :D :D It was strange seeing them all~~ They told me I finally look grown up. XD (*was very chibi all the time*) And we watched videos of our school plays! From 1996 to 2001. Fun. :D :D He, as expected, promptly avoided me for the first half of the evening. Then we managed to talk a little and joke. It felt nice in a strange way. o.o I told him I didn't really love him so that's why I "didn't give him any". It slipped my mind to ask him if he "got any" from 'her'. Anyway. Can't blame a boy with raging hormones and an ego too big... By 2am he was asking me if I could give him German lessons - with some "quality time spent together" included, of course. So I felt like I was back in primary school again. *le sigh* Basically, it was fun fun fun. *happy little puppy* ^_^ *glows*
Sunday, April 11, 2004 at 09:51 p.m. .......Oh. I am going to SOCIALISE. o.o Old class is meeting tomorrow evening. I haven't seen them for ages. Mmmm... I really wonder how He will act around me. Aww, memories... *twitches a smile* I want to see that stupid little bitch. And hey, it'll be in the same place where I read that fateful SMS. Cute. Sure, I kinda feel bad for not hearing his side of the story in all these three years, but.... >.>;; Bah. Stop that. He obviously was not WORTHY of ME. Hmph.
Friday, April 9, 2004 at 11:03 a.m. I am scared. Actors Whip Easter Bunny at Church Show
Thursday, April 8, 2004 at 10:34 p.m. Note: very, very random. 10 days of vacation. *überhappy~* ;____; Screwy connection (not dead, thank heavens o.o;;) stopped downloading my last Utena episode right after I spent my download points for it. DARN IT. Now I have to wait 2 weeks for them to come back. >_<# But in a huge list of stuff I have, I found the first 2 volumes of Hellsing manga. And 5 volumes Nausicaä manga. Nice. <3 *giggles* Yes, I loved mentions of gang rape, lust, getting-a-girl-drunk-so-you-can-do-her and need for warm female bodies in a Disney movie~~ :D *amused* :D :D And Depp is great! Bloom and Knightley (and their characters) were dead boring. XD;; But I expected the movie to be more slashy. o.o;; Oh, hi! I stopped by your blog a couple of times... ^^ Anyway... I downloaded the skins from a site that's currently dead. But I'm offering to e-mail them to anyone who wants it. *laughs* And it was Living Large, but you can throw them in any version~ Wow. I analyse myself way too much. But hey, at least now I know why I love my long hair.
Tuesday, April 6, 2004 at 11:29 p.m. Pirates of the Caribbean is fun. Johnny Depp is FUN. And he acts good and looks good with those eyes. :D :D I rock? *LOL* No, not exactly. XD;; Well, on Spain I got a 5 for the content... But I didn't learn it at all, and nobody else learned theirs so the teacher was nice for a change and didn't give us all 1-s. >_> As for German, I'm positive that grammar and all sucks terribly; and after I handed it in, I remembered that one mistake... Basically, the kind of mistake you'd slap someone for making it. Stupid! XD;; .......... *cries* Please, fast!connection, don't do this to me... God... If I broke something on that computer.....
Tuesday, April 6, 2004 at 12:48 a.m.
BWAHAHAHAAHAAA. Yes, I am completely insane. The day started out bad, got hell worse and finished wonderfully. I AM DONE. I FINISHED ALL THE BLOODY SCHOOLWORK. Honestly, I was panicking so much I thought I'd cry. Or throw up. See, for tomorrow morning I had to write a paper on Tourism in Spain (translating English-->Croatian) and translate a paper on Dubrovnik from Croatian-->German. 9 hours of translating creepy touristic words. Two foreign languages. MY BRAIN HURTS. On something better - in an only real pause I watched the first eppie of Noir. *sparkles* Nice, nice. I don't usually notice music, but wow, this is good. I actually went and downloaded the OP. Which makes me want to dance. WTF?! Iruka and dance do not go in the same sentence. EVER. XD Maybe that's Spain's influence - you know, FUN, fiesta and all that. God, I'm ranting. @_@ *is hyper, dehydrated and about to drop down dead.* Meeeep. :D :D
Sunday, April 4, 2004 at 10:15 p.m. so lazy... it.... hurts...... wonders.... what happened.... to old.... self..... ;___; Fuck homework. [rant about school making no sense here] I'm going to bed.
Sunday, April 4, 2004 at 05:45 p.m. *shoves angst back inside* Who allowed you to show a bit of yourself, cursed thing? o.o Anyway... I found a gorgeus German online store that sells lovely cheap posters and wallscrolls. After an hour of staring and calculating and listing what I'll buy, I finally remember to check if they ship to Croatia. Of course, they don't. Iruka-chan has urge to scream. Being a good Subaru-kun, doesn't. .........Wah, Winamp, THANK YOU for playing this. Haven't heard it in AGES. Su-ki sa... wa-su-re-rarena-i... Ahhh, good old 90's anime.
Sunday, April 4, 2004 at 12:00 p.m. Today is one of these days that makes you want to stay in bed. Doing nothing. Just thinking. Or makes you want to be held and cuddled. By someone different than the rest of them. And let silence say everything. I can't have either.
Friday, April 2, 2004 at 09:03 p.m. YES. STRAWBERRIES. :D Winter is officially over. :D :D They put me on student-that-sits-in-the-hall-and-does-random-crap duty today. It was boring because there was no other crap to do except make a list of all the random persons that entered school. Which was 0. Weird thing is, in the morning something kept telling me to take a book with me. o.o I ignored the voice; if only I had listened to it... But I was so cute that my German teacher blew me a kiss. And stuff. *dies.*
Thursday, April 1, 2004 at 05:55 p.m. Spring vacation is so near I can smell it. :D :D And just yesterday I discovered that I have an SMSmail adress. o.o;; Which means, you can send me a *short* e-mail message on that adress and I'll recieve it on my mobile phone. And the other way around, I can type an SMS and send it to anyone's e-mail. All without using WAP, that is. Coolness~ ^^
Wednesday, March 31, 2004 at 07:50 a.m. Good thing that I like to crawl around LJ. EEEE EEEEE doujinshi scanlations~~ :D :D :D My dream! *dies*
Tuesday, March 30, 2004 at 04:06 p.m. Looks like these 6 days are/will be "OOC" instead "bitchy". Because blasting Sleepless Beauty and acting like Ryuuichi on stage is not what I do. Amongst other things. So what if I suck, but I liked Original Sin.
Julia: Get this man a doctor!
Luis: Julia, I just killed a man!
Sunday, March 28, 2004 at 09:32 p.m. Ha! One paper down, only two more summaries to go! And rewrite 10 pages of Statistics theory. Wanna make LJ icons. ;_; DAMN SCHOOL.
Saturday, March 27, 2004 at 04:07 p.m. Oh, right. Yesterday I went to a museum with school. XD Art Nouveau is pretty! I like it. :D Sure, when I said so, others asked me if that was sarcasm. -___- Screw you. Hmph. I want that table. And those chairs. And that painting. *_*!! Sent yesterday. :D Whole series? Naah, you don't have to. Thanks for 16 again. *chu* <3<3
Thursday, March 25, 2004 at 11:08 p.m. GOOD DAY. That is all.
You know, now that I see it, there's many of them. Hope that's not a problem. ('cause of the slow uploading and all...) I tried to pick, really. XD *grin* The X/TB ones came from the currently dead shikaku.org, and Sakura is from here. You can find all kinds of neat skins when you look for them. :D I can e-mail you X-Seishirou, X-Subaru 1&2, TB-Subaru and TB-Hokuto, if you like? ^^ *looks at the positive and the negative signs of The Sims; sees more negative* XD;;
Random Hokuto quote jumped on me.
Wednesday, March 24, 2004 at 10:41 p.m. -______- Blood test says I'm perfectly healthy. BUT I FEEL LIKE SHIT. Another test tomorrow. -_- Ah, actually, today I feel better but I'm being my stupid self and not going to school tomorrow either. I hate myself for not being able to fix my stupidity. Today, poor Subaru burned to death in front of Iruka and Utena's eyes. Fool, jumping in the fire like that. He couldn't be saved. Rest in peace, o brave one. I DIED when Subaru#2 went awfully sweet and tucked Sakura in before he went to bed. *_* (never saw that before) (look at this happy family, btw). Seishirou's life as a father changed him.... It scares me. XD Oh! I never tried the bulb thing before! :D Jealousy wars RULE. I have a guy married to two women. They just keep rolling around in a huge cartoony ball of dust. Aww. XD And couple of months ago, Subaru cheated on Seishirou with Hokuto. Silly Sims!Seishirou, you were too gentle on her.
Wednesday, March 24, 2004 at 08:34 a.m.
*sings* Now... Torture Sims, read Lolita, or watch Inuyasha? The choices are hard.
Tuesday, March 23, 2004 at 09:53 a.m. Not going to school is GOOD. *bounce* !! Ow headache ow ow must sit down... *listens to your advice* XD ...... *patpat* Remember last post, and you wondering about the bugs? Pfil is a lesbian fairy from BF, her job is to help other beings of the forest, and she gets raped by male bugs often. Less confused now?
Monday, March 22, 2004 at 07:52 p.m. Ano.... <.< I told myself I'll do anything you ask me to, I did. *is taking three different medicines* And what? You've never read Bondage Fairies? BUT IT'S SO CUTE. Only managed two hours at school today; then I went home to sleep. We did some kind of psycho-game-test that works on an unconcious level and makes you reveal what is most important to you; I picked all answers that mean "Safety/Security". And I chose none for "Fun" or "Love"... Huh.
My, my, Akio-san, doing a 14-year-old? Wow, life in Ohtori Academy is fun in case one's pretty! But I don't know how you managed to finish with Utena without kicking her in the head. Damn, girl. You TALK. XD;; I do wonder how I'll act my first time. Probably depends on who it'll be with... (repeat: I will not fall for someone like Akio, I will not fall for someone like Akio, I will not fall for someone like Akio... than again, how will I know...?...)
Sunday, March 21, 2004 at 10:55 a.m. You know you read too much hentai when you dream that you're Pfil. And you know that in that hentai you pay too much attention to the plot (PLOT?) when in the dream you are rescuing bugs from a closed library. I WASN'T EVEN RAPED BY THE BUGS, DAMN IT. Now I'm officialy a fan of Urushihara's art. That man CAN DRAW. o.o *licks pretty images prettily scanned from pretty artbooks* *curses slow connection* *plans layout for post-17th-of-April* Nose running all around. Killer headache. Throat hurts. Eyes burn. -______- *sips tea* Sure.
Saturday, March 20, 2004 at 03:32 p.m.
Wow! I got seriously flirted with this morning. And I'm sick. -_- Was supposed to go to the theatre, but my entire body hurts. -___- HOW GREAT.
Friday, March 19, 2004 at 06:39 p.m. Well, looks like all's right with mom and me. She didn't mention anything about it. Though just now she told me to "Go read", and then whispered something in the lines of "that nakedness" in the end. XD;; Ah, today, when I can think more clearly, I think it's good that I told her. I'm her daughter, after all. Yeah. >.> On other stuff... The German teacher MUST be gay. He swings his hips when walking, dresses in strange colourful shirts and makes these motions with his hands.... XD
Oh, I told her about Seishirou and Subaru a couple of months ago. When she saw Kamui screaming "SUBARU~~~" she concluded that each and every character in X is gay. XDD And hah, I know what I do to my little brother.... >:3 *remembers random scene*
Thursday, March 18, 2004 at 08:19 p.m.
Mom: Okay, so what did you get?
Thursday, March 18, 2004 at 06:13 p.m. Love scene in Chirality vol3. ;_; SO beautiful ;_; *SNIFF* ;_; ....... T.T
Thursday, March 18, 2004 at 03:53 p.m. HAS MANGA IS HAPPY GIRL *dies* <.< *coughIusuallythinkofthatconsciouslycough* Oh, I know what you mean. Like seeing a screenshot/manga scan and knowing exactly which episode/volume was it in. Ahh. Rabid fans. ^_^
Tuesday, March 16, 2004 at 07:09 p.m. So, Chirality is just fanservice at its greatest XD And yep, X16~ <3 I have to remember to choose which other episodes... >.> *note to self* -_- .... And now, a glimpse of some strange things going on in my head.
Iruka: *walking from school* That can't be good, darn it. I lost control over my mind.
Monday, March 15, 2004 at 05:57 p.m. *blink... blink... stare...* Utena IS awfully weird.... o.o #23? SOME STRANGE STUFF, MAN. But mwah! Now I have all episodes 'till #38. And have to wait for another month to be able to get the last one. Bad luck. XD;;; Amongst other awesome stuff stands out Engel. So good. >.<
Heh... I just recieved a message saying my order has been sent. Now I'm slowly starting to worry what if mom sees my pretty girls having sex... But anyway. >.> Hee, I remember Plastic Little from the very beginnings of my fangirlism. :D You know, from the time I only knew the names of a small couple of manga. XD I liked it, but since the girls were dressed "like that", I kept convincing myself I shouldn't like Urushihara's stuff because "that's for guys only"... XD Thanks~ ^^ Aii, Karen is beautiful. ^^ Much prettier than Arashi. >.> Gee, I wonder what would have happened if Sorata chose Karen..... XD XD;;; ^.^;;; New stuff in my life. I get excited. XD;;
Friday, March 12, 2004 at 06:23 p.m. *happy!!* Computer is fixed. Files not deleted. Uncle acting normal. \^_^/ Wai, thanks! ^.^ But jealous? Oh... XD
YAY :D
Thursday, March 11, 2004 at 08:08 p.m.
It works and all, I hope? >.> Now... I often do fan-jokes noone around me understands. It confuses them nicely. XD
Oh, yeah! That would be so great! And they're SO adorable, too~~ But no, really... I saw a little black shadow run along the wall and disappear in a crack in the corner. >.> *flashback mode* *laughs* Why yes, yes I did. All 3 volumes, and I don't even know what it's about. *cough* And well, according to some website it is one of the best German-edition manga, kept as true to the original as possible. That must explain why X is 5€ and Chirality 10€. -_- I don't think mom's much of a problem, unless she gets innocently curious and asks if I could show her what I bought. (did that with TBArtbook only) But gee, I wonder if otouto goes through the manga on my shelf while I'm at school...
Thursday, March 11, 2004 at 07:41 p.m. Layout. Aah.
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