know ME
Iruka is just another 16 year old (fan)girl online. She was born on September 22nd 1987 and lives in a small country you've probably never heard of; Croatia, in Zagreb. (It's pretty! Do come visit! XD)

She tends to get obsessive and possessive over things/people she likes. She's pessimistic. Introverted; very afraid of people. Perverted and romantic at the same time. Lazy. Self-destructive. Unrealistic. Very uke. This all means she is single and never was in a relationship.

LIKES:
Anime. Manga. Japan. Bishounen. Shonen-ai. Shoujo-ai. Languages. Angst. Sweet nothings. Love.

DISLIKES:
Human race. Math. School. Stupidity. Ppl hoo cant spel wrighte. Boredom.

I'm in Ravenclaw!

touch ME
E-mail. AIM.

see ME
Layout v.4 features the one and only, hated and loved; Dolores Haze, Lo, Lola, Dolly... That is, Lolita. Vladimir Nabokov rules. For the purposes of the layout, Dominique Swain's (movie-Lolita-1998) picture was used. She's much prettier than Kubrick's 1962-Lolita... XD
Image found here.
Lyric excerpt in titlebar from Alizeé's "Moi... Lolita".

feel ME
Manga X
Anime Utena
Music Other side (RHCP)
Book "U registraturi" (Kovacic)
Bish Utena

take ME
People CLAMP, Arina Tanemura, Rumiko Takahashi, Yoko Kanno.
Characters Maron Kusakabe, Kikyou, Eagle Vision, Umeda Hokuto, Suu, Fuuma Monou, Hokuto Sumeragi, Seishirou Sakurazuka, Subaru Sumeragi, Subaru Sumeragi (TB), Satsuki Yatouji, Harry Potter, Luna Lovegood.
Couples Subaru + Hokuto, Seishirou x Subaru, Seishirou x Fuuma.
The Chi no Ryuu. Orcas, dolphins, dalmatians. Music of Cowboy Bebop.

all kinds of math

recognise ME
1.11.03. - 22.11.03.
22.11.03. - 20.12.03.
21.12.03. - 20.1.04.

leave ME
Pitas, Haloscan, Statcounter.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Iruka @ 10:36 p.m. - -

......... o.o

I swear, in my bathroom I just saw something that looked like Miyazaki's black soot.

Eep.

Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi

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Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Iruka @ 05:35 p.m. - -

Yeah, *points down* I'm feeling insane right now. Using my AMEX-Blue card for the first time. Ow, I hope I did everything right. >_>;;

Zwischensumme der Artikel: EUR 35,53
Verpackung und Versand: EUR 19,00
Gesamtsumme fuer diese Bestellung: EUR 54,53

"Chirality, Bd.1"
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"Chirality, Bd.2"
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"Chirality, Bd.3"
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"Clover"
CLAMP ;Broschiert; EUR 7,48

On other news... No calls/e-mails/SMS from uncle yet. ^^;; *hopes everything's okay* <.<
On other other news, nyuu layout is almost finished.

Oh, stay away, silly people. I only allow myself a thing or two to come out sometimes, like "Sam, you should have married Frodo, not Rosie!" in front of my mom, or "mm, baby, you know what I like" when a friend smacked my... behind. XD Neeedless to say, she was shocked, when she was expecting eee-so-innocent-me to be. And of course when someone threatens with poking out an eye, I squee "ah, do the right one!". And get looked at funny.

*dies* XDXD Good idea. But it is in my account... Which has a password... Man, I mean, he wouldn't bother digging through the entire computer and finding the Profiles folder from where you can enter my account passwordless, wouldn't he? -_- But... What about the "Recently opened Documents" thing? Oh, man... >.>

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Sunday, March 7, 2004
Iruka @ 07:59 p.m. - -

*nervous*

So over the weekend I go to my grandparents' house... And there I use my brother's computer... And since I'm on a yuri kick,  I download a lot of hentai. Wait, let me emphasise; A LOT. Yeah. And I even bring some of my older stuff and copy them on the computer. So on the computer there's like 250MB of pure hentai. And then... conveniently... the motherfucking machine dies on me. >.<##

And my uncle (The Computer Man) was just visiting. He says he'll take the computer to his work and fix it. ;_; .....I'm afraid he'll see all my stuff. I panicked and went "wah, all the things I downloaded!"... He says he will try to save them, but maybe he will have to format the whole drive. So I come to my senses and tell him that actually, he doesn't have to worry about my things... nothing so important there... he should just format it... (not see anything...)

I'm so nervous my stomach hurts. *.....feels like she'll throw up*

But really, there is no need for him to go digging through my stuff, right? I can't imagine why that would be important... Uh... But...

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Sunday, March 7, 2004
Iruka @ 11:44 a.m. - -

Why is it that every time I dream of sex, I never get any myself? Damn it.

.......o.o My, I just found something interesting. <3 <3 *gets idea for layout* OMFG I'm such a freak. <3

edit:
Eeeee! So pretty!

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Thursday, March 4, 2004
Iruka @ 08:04 p.m. - -

Headache.

I so suck for writing about school only.

Geography exam was 4. She was nitpicking, but it's okay. Wrote Business Organisation exam. It was only hard because I didn't study at all. And than.... my new German teacher is weird. He keeps putting his hand on me when he's near. Or patting me on the head. And using every oportunity to say my name. "That's on page 28, M****", "Oh, M****, you're here already". He doesn't do that to other people. And it sounds plain weird.

Maybe I'm just imagining things. XD

Oh, right. 30 days. Uh. Gee, I don't want you to waste time and stuff uploading it if it doesn't work for me. So, uh... I'll tell him to try to bring me the CD asap so I can see. <.<;;

Exactly. *claps* And yes, apparently they're some kind of cousins. So I've heard. XD

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Wednesday, March 3, 2004
Iruka @ 09:46 p.m. - -

Croatian teacher reminded me that she's a bitch. Gave me a 3 on that essay, (it was written perfectly, but it sounded a little more like a summary than an analysis of Ana) and refused to ask me Realism in Europe even if I nicely asked her to. HMPH. I could have gotten a good grade, too. Today was her last day in school, as she is leaving. GOOD.

Downloaded it, but the files are on uncle's computer. I have to wait 'till he burns it on a CD and brings it to me. So, um... Since I ate all my download MB on Streamload with Utena, if you send me X I won't be able to download it for a month. ^^;; And you know, I don't want all episodes of X. I'll have to see which ones I do...

Yep! And they're blood-related, too. But who cares. XD XD They are cute together. ^.^ I'm too scared to go read slash with them yet, though. XDD And DVD... It's just not the same as the cinema. LOTR is boring when I watch it on TV. But than again, that's probably just me.

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Tuesday, March 2, 2004
Iruka @ 09:45 p.m. - -

Hee. Just got back from seeing ROTK. It's good. Merry and Pippin still rule, but now it's even not only that, but it's omgtruehobbitluv!! They should marry! XD I know yaoi has eaten me when I start seeing it outside anime. And this happened today. Woah. >_>

Favourite scenes? Beginning, when Pippin screws with the orb and Gandalf takes him away. "Merry...?" T_T Pippin's singing... WAH. Eowyn's "I'm no man". (oh, Eowyn is awesome) Anything Gimli says and does ("That still only counts as one!"). Etc. XP

Hmm. I wonder what dad would think of the LOTR movies.

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Tuesday, March 2, 2004
Iruka @ 03:12 p.m. - -

*glomps you two*

Ha-ppy. I think I wrote Geography well, without cheating, even! XD And what a lucky little thing I was, too; on my map I wrote only one 'reminder', and surprisingly a question for it was in my test... Yay. XP But honestly, the questions were very easy. And while I'm at that, History the other day had incredibly stupid questions like "Which croatian cartoon got the Oscar?" *lmao!* Dusan Vukotic's Surogat ("Substitute"), in 1961. Duh. Like I wouldn't know that. XP Surogat is awesome. XP

*is hyper. beware.*

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Monday, March 1, 2004
Iruka @ 04:48 p.m. - -

Yay! It wasn't that bad after all! XD;; Potentional dangers were Statistics and Economy. Luckily, I wasn't asked or anything like that. ^.^ Real danger was Croatian school-work essay. The themes were stupid, as usual. In the end I wrote two pages about Ana Karenjina's role as wife and mother. Bah. And tomorrow is Geography test. Africa. -_-

*goes to rest, since she barely got any sleep last night*

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Monday, March 1, 2004
Iruka @ 12:37 a.m. - -

Oh. This is so bad. I've been trying to fall asleep for an hour and a half now and nothing. ;_; And I have to wake up early. WAH. The thing is, tomorrow's a bad bad bad day so I'm nervous and can't stop thinking about it. -_-;; So, very bored now. I want to sleep...... Always.

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Saturday, February 28, 2004
Iruka @ 06:14 p.m. - -

Ugh. I feel so... weak. Very weak. ~.~ Walking around the house makes my knees ache. And my hands feel SO heavy when I type. Eeeeee...

And the snow. The SNOW. It is falling the entire day today... There's SO MUCH OF IT. AAH.

There is a chance I used the wrong word, you know... ^^;; But wait. "Liebenswürdig." Liebens = of love; würdig = worthy. "Worthy of love?" *checks dictionary*
liebenswürdig = ingratiatingly, likable, amiable, amiably
......?

*rotflmao!* XDXD And yes, that's evil; rumors are that they are resizing the manga (smaller, that is), changing the covers (x_x!) and a new volume will be available every month (talk about crappy quality).... Eh.

*pawpawhugsqueezelicknibblenuzzlepet--* ........ Um.... That was random. Gomen. >.>;;

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Thursday, February 26, 2004
Iruka @ 06:36 p.m. - -

Since this amuses people, here's some more cute stuff. Just from the volumes I own. XD

X8, page 76. Oh, no, Sei-chan. You don't think Subaru is "rührend" (rührend=pathetic, touching). You think he's "cute". And on XTVdub, it was "you are really too lovable, Subaru". What's wrong with "cute"? *pouts*
X8, page 118. She's trying to talk to Kakyou, by the way.
X9, page 99. *wince* Sakurazuka-GARDIST? Gardist = guardsman. Makes me think of police. And the army. Why not simply SakurazukaMORI? -_-;; Thankfully he forgot this title in later volumes. XD And why not "onmyoudou"? Eh.
X12, page 172. Despite the "Seishiro-san!" this image represents Daisuke and Seiichirou. Though it could almost pass as a Tokyo Babylon scan! XD
X14, page 166. Things like these just. shouldn't. happen. And these people get money for doing that?? x_x;;

Oh, well. At least the eyes are in the right places... XD XD But honestly, they could have done it much better. ~.~ *remembers TB's licencing by the same company and cries*

XD XD Glad it made you laugh. XP

*nodnod* Usually I hate such templates that half of the users have... But in this case I'm making an exception. >_>

Why they did it will probably remain a mystery. But it was really SUCH a stupid thing to do. x_x Oh, a lot of beautiful sea~~ ♥♥ XD

Ooh! CLAMP news! Now that they're rich they're reviving their 80s magazine. ^.^ ......Aww, I want this. ;_;
The official CLAMP website has confirmed the publication by Kodansha of the "Monthly CLAMP Part Work" magazine (tentative title) and its price of 1,600 yen per issue. Issue number 1 will come with CLAMP character chess piece and will focus on Card Captor Sakura. This mook series will be a total of 12 issues. Furthermore, this 2 channel post gives further details: the magazine will be roughly A4 size, and will deal with all of CLAMP's series in their 15 year history, including new manga, essays and interviews etc. Furthermore the post states that rather than coming with just one chess piece, issue number 1 will come with three chess pieces in a box - each issue will come with three chess pieces so that if you collect all 12 issues, you'll have a complete CLAMP All Character Chess Set. Source: ultimatum. That would add up to 36 pieces, though, not 32... Anyway, sale is set to commence in the (northern) autumn of 2004, but as I wrote on 3 February 2004, Books Ruhe states it'll be late September 2004.
http://natsumemaya.terminus.net.au/news.htm

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Iruka @ 09:22 p.m. - -

Hey, I have something I felt like sharing. XD

Look: HERE is a (crappy) scan of page 114 in the German version of X17. Find one strange thing in the text on it. I don't think a translation is needed.

So. Is there a *gasp* 8th Ten no Ryuu in hiding?? (he'd serve as a great deus ex machina in the Final Battle!) XD Am I missing something? Or are the responsible ones the translators of CarlsenComics?
Ne, I wonder - what does your version say?

Oh, so I'm advertising Croatia for free. XD Of course it's beautiful! It's a small country that has everything; from forests and snow to gorgeous mountain scenery, to old untouched villages, to wonderful warm beaches and the cleanest, bluest sea in Mediterranean~~ Uh, sorry, got carried away. XD XD
I'm awful with pets. ._. That's why they're at my grandparents' house. XD;; And LJ seems very good. *nod* I don't have more to say about it yet.

Figuring out? I just chose a layout, made one icon, and voilá. LJ. I don't need anything more. XP Other things aren't that hard to catch. And I'll download it today... later today.

I only think LJ is good because of the great comment system. I had another journal before for a long time, but like LJ (unless you pay and all) it wasn't fully customisable - so when I decided I want to have pretty layouts I came over to Pitas. (what a sentence!) Pitas is good enough for me for now. *shrug*

.......? I wasn't on my computer for 5 days, and all by itself it forgot all my passwords and such Internet information. o.o Even the Internet Connection's password. Eep. It's strange.

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Iruka @ 08:13 p.m. - -

*dies laughing* Guess what happened just now? I finally decide to go back to school, but... The snow kept falling and now I'm STUCK here, at my grandparents' house. XD;; Imagine that. So nothing tomorrow, either... ^^;; And I had mentally prepared myself already. Eh.

Yes, I admit it. I was too curious and got myself a LJ. I MUST see why it's so addictive. XP Using it for my angst and secret personal stuff. Shh! XD So, now here will probably be only happyfluffy!Iruka. How nice.

Aaa~! *pounceglomplicknuzzle* Thank you! *^.^* Yep, it's there. But I'll only be able to see if it's downloadable in a couple of days. And yes, the whole 30cm of damn snow. Oh well, at least the view is pretty, ne. XP

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Iruka @ 11:35 a.m. - -

*wakes up*
*doesn't go to school*
*looks through the window*

........ Not this again! -_-

Yesterday the weather was DRY! Gah. I thought there would be no more snow. >_> Now poor Luna is bored because she can't go out. Aww. XD

*licks* Don't be mad at me. XP And I hope you got rid of your headache soon. *cuddle*

Oh, thank you. ^_^ *cough* STILL didn't start on it, though. >_>;;;

Wai, Smogovci is on TV! XD *runs off to watch* Ahh, childhood.....

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Monday, February 23, 2004
Iruka @ 10:48 a.m. - -

-_-;;

I want to hate someone, but that person is so very cute and nice... that I just can't. XD XD XD;;; God fucking dammit. *shakes fist*

*pawpawnuzzlelick* You don't have to worry, dear. What'd I do? Didn't go to school today, thus skipping the Croatian grammar test. BAD move. x_x Somewhere this week is probably the re-take of the math test, too. I know even LESS then the first time I took it. Tomorrow's the SECOND deadline for that omfgsuperimportant!! paper assignment, and I didn't even START research on it. The book, I read only 2 pages and quit. Even if the second main character is an insane Laura who uses her mad sexyness to drag a lot of guys to bed, and later massacres all the people on her ex-lover's (main-character's) wedding (and cuts off the bride's breasts, *lmao*). Aaaaah, the blood, you mean? *shows plastered/bandaged fingers* My, I wonder how these scratches and bites happened..... >.> <.<;; >_>;;;;

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Sunday, February 22, 2004
Iruka @ 07:57 p.m. - -

Heh~ I'm such a weak, whiny, goodfornothing little bitch. I do things... while knowing they will be bad for me. Describing me in one word would probably be "autodestructive". Oh, joy.

.............

And I bled on the keyboard just now. Fuck.

Ah, by the way. Amused by your LJ icons. XD XD

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Saturday, February 21, 2004
Iruka @ 05:34 p.m. - -

I didn't even mention Sumeragi Day. Bad fangirl! >.> Hmm. I don't have much to say except: Thank you, Subaru. Love ya. *sends tons of hugs* XD XD

I have a lot of problems in school next week, and I didn't do anything. Including but not limited to reading a 400 page book 'till Wednesday and writing a big paper 'till Tuesday.... I suck. ._. *......still doesn't do a thing about it* >_>

Heh~ It was "Yeah, German is very verrry good~~"

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Thursday, February 19, 2004
Iruka @ 06:38 p.m. - -

Just watched ER. *beams* Dr. Kovac had a dialogue on Croatian. YAY~ *^.^* Ah... Yeah, I have a thing for that. >_>;; I glee even if Croatia gets mentioned on a AMERICAN show, but when they TALK and I see the English subtitles... I die. XD XD

Wai! *Squeaks. Out loud. Gets confused looks from grandparents. Laughs nervously.* ^.^;; I'll be on unless someone stops me. Which I hope won't happen. The uploading... Bah. Evil. -_- And I'm liking my little cold. XP Sure, I feel like shit; but I don't have to go to school (not tomorrow either~), nobody annoys me, I don't have to eat... ^^

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Thursday, February 19, 2004
Iruka @ 10:54 a.m. - -

*didn't go to school because she feels verrrry sick~~*

Hey... I am such an idiot. XD;; Last year, I found a girl in my school that likes anime and stuff. Okay, yay. But our tastes don't match; she's more for Ninja Scroll (I died when she showed it to me. It's one of the crappiest things I saw in my life. XD;;; And to make matters worse, it was a goddamned American DUB.) and the like. And I'm a Shoujo girly. XP (who can mostly take Rurouni Kenshin) Anyway... I'm scared of people so I don't want to even TALK to her. ~.~ Yesterday... she told me that a cafe in the city shows anime on Saturday evenings and said I could come with her, if I like. I said I'll think about it, but... I don't want to go see and be with all the new people. ;_; Bah. What a baka. I'm ashamed of myself again. I'll rather pay for Streamload and download the low-quality fansubs than go out there and watch the damn things for free and in high quality. >_>;;; And maybe there I could meet a person to befriend, too. Fuck. So yeah... I'll just stay here, in my room, alone.

Dubs. Ah, I like fansubs most. ^^ But most of the anime I saw was on German TV, and one should know these people dub EVERYTHING. The only American dub was that of Ninja Scroll and Weiss Kreuz... I saw 3 episodes of WK and couldn't take it any more. *sniff* The "Takatori, diiiieee!" line is a nightmare. T_T As for dub improving the original... Huh. The only such case I heard was of Cowboy Bebop's Faye; some say her American voice is better than the Japanese. I didn't hear it, though.
When I first heard Subaru's German voice I just didn't like it. But the guy did really well in XTV16. The pain was good. *nods* And... German-Fuuma is like OMG teh sexx! XD XD
Bah, I reckon we fans are just too picky. ^^;;

Yeah. I sure do. ¬_¬ *sighs* The username is iruka_chan_mojca. Stupid name, long story. Hmm... My account expires after March. *must remember to pay for it again*

Ja, Deutsch ist sehr sehrrr gut~~ XD XD I like being sick if I'm alone. But not in school, where I get on everyone's nerves by blowing my nose every 2 minutes. XD;;; So I'm fine right now. Even if my nose hurts. XD;;


A couple of quotes from the Bible which I find very entertaining. Shonen-ai! XP XP

"...Jonathan became one in spirit with David and he loved him as himself."
In the Bible, "spirit" is used to say "body and soul"

"After the boy had gone, David got up from the south side of the stone and bowed down before Jonathan three times, with is face to the ground. Then they kissed one another and wept with one another, until David exceeded."
Word used in the original = gadal, meaning "become great"

David: "I grieve for you, Jonathan my brother; you were very dear to me. Your love for me was wonderful, more wonderful than that of women."
At that time it was not considered proper for a man and woman to have a platonic relationship.

"Now God made Daniel to find favor, compassion and loving-kindness with the chief of the eunuchs"
Word used in the original = chesed v'rachamim, meaning "mercy and physical love"

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Tuesday, February 17, 2004
Iruka @ 09:47 p.m. - -

*lmao* I had such an interesting conversation with mom just now. XD She was bugging me about that last week's angst of mine. So I told her basically what it was about (the story would be a little different with details, but eh), and she told me it was a normal reaction to such a thing. *shrug* Whatever. Anyway... She seemed relieved, so I asked her what SHE thought was my problem. She said... she was worried that I fell in love with someone - a girl, in fact! - online and that my love isn't being returned. "*cough* Um. No. That's not the case. ....And what's wrong with someone falling in love with a person of the same sex?" That's just not natural, she said, but also noted she wouldn't get mad at me if I did that. And asked what I would do if my little brother turned out to be gay? "I'd be amused, mom." (ahh, the little bastard already heard and saw enough of my fangirlism. "Um... But... Are they both men...?")

Oh. I AM amused now.

XTV is tempting, actually. *taps mouth* No matter how much Thomas (or whatever that guy is called) is being praised for his dubbing of Subaru, I say they could have found a better voice. And of courssse... I ought to hear The Last Words in all their Japanese glory. Because... When I think of Seishirou's voice, I hear "Ich... habe dich...". And that's just wrong. ;_;

Little by little... And suddenly you're out of it. XD So... good luck on learning. ^^

Damn it, my nose is running like a tap. -_-;;; *spent the entire box of tissues in one day; about 10 during the writing of this entry* Wah. *sniff* DAMN IT!

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Monday, February 16, 2004
Iruka @ 10:23 p.m. - -

Grrr. Grrrrr. .........is all I have to say. -_-;;

o.o 130MB is small for a movie. Hmm. But I think I did find a way. Ha. Here, have a basic thirty-second explanation; I'll tell you the details later. XD Get a free trial account on Streamload, upload the movie there, send it to my Streamload-Inbox, and I am able to download it (from my uncle's super-fast computer) because I have a paid account on Streamload. I believe that might work. *nods* Not 100% sure, though.

Hee~ You should learn how to save, and I should learn how to spend money. XD;; I'm very stingy, unless it's about manga and similar stuff. But since I have nowhere to buy that........ *eyes her drawer* It's a bad idea to keep so much money in there, is it. >_>;;

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Sunday, February 15, 2004
Iruka @ 03:35 p.m. - -

Yes, just for this. I don't have anything better to do.

Ju-chan, sure about that? *thinks of all the perverted things she does to herself... and how often!* Huh..... XD
Really? That would be so nice of you, love~~ *^.^* But as you know, there is that one problem. How to send it to me. -_- I'll think of some way, though... Hmm.

You found a reason why Valentine's day is good after all! (other than it being the inspiration for cute fanart and fanfiction) Cheap chocolate... *laughs*

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Sunday, February 15, 2004
Iruka @ 01:59 p.m. - -

Wah. I want to watch Grave of the Fireflies. ;_; *considers the positive and the negative sides of buying it online* .... *sigh* >_>

True, true. Though personally, I'd be more happy if my dearest gave me a present randomly, and not just because it's a rule to do so on a certain day. ~_~ Eh. Maybe Valentine's was something different many years ago, but today... The whole world is commercialised. x_x

Random note:
If I don't get some soon, I'll go insane. Seriously. I'm half-way through already. *nods* .......maybe I'm a nymphomaniac. Or... just a normal teenager. Hmm...

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Friday, February 13, 2004
Iruka @ 11:37 p.m. - -

What IS "Valentine's day"? A celebration of love? The day when you should be 'kinder' and 'more loving' towards the person you love most?

HA, dammit... That only means Valentine's should be every day.

*annoyed with all the hype*

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Thursday, February 12, 2004
Iruka @ 02:02 p.m. - -

Today I entered school at 10, and left at 12:30. o_o;; (because half of the teachers are sick XD) Ahh, if only every day was like this....

*laughs* Thanks. ^^ It's a cute dress I bought a month ago; but it's still too cold outside to wear it. ._. Mou, and I want to~~
Photobucket... is too good. Hmm. *suspicious* XD And I'm not slicing the images. Maybe I should, though.

♥♥~~!! *pss; was secretly hoping to get molested, so... XP*

Oh, thank you. XD People tell me I look better with contacts, but I don't know. Huh. Oughta take a picture or two without glasses...

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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Iruka @ 09:46 p.m. - -

The point of this blog is to prove my existence. So I guess pictures of myself are necessary. *laughs*

There. Randomness. Mostly because:
a) After many hours, I finally managed to make the quality of the webcam photos... tolerable. -_- I'll play with it more and see if I can get it better. It SHOULD be possible. ¬_¬
b) I found a smarter way to take the bloody things XD
c) I got a 1 on that math test, which calls for doing silly things instead of studying for the re-take. Duh.

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

Hmm. My face looks empty without glasses. *puts them on* After 4 years, to MYSELF I still don't look like ME with contacts on.

Ah, right. Since this seems to serve you well, I'll give it a try. XP Fortunecities IS being screwy. *sigh*

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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
Iruka @ 11:12 p.m. - -

Fuck. Math test tomorrow. Has already been delayed twice because nobody in the class understood the problems. Now a couple of students finally do understand, and I, of course, still have no idea what to do with that bloody pyramid. So, getting a 1 tomorrow.

And what do I do about it this entire day (and yesterday, too)? Watch Utena, stare at the ceiling, eat Nutella with a spoon. I so love myself. ~_~;;; *slaps*

On the other hand... My angst has lessened immensly. ^^ And I didn't even get any help! Except Utena and Nutella, but yeah... I thought I'd need something more. (you, for example XD XD) After all, I was hysterical. Huh.

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Monday, February 9, 2004
Iruka @ 08:18 p.m. - -

*just... giggles insanely*

I finally got my 21 Utena episodes! ^_______^ NOW I can simply forget about ALL my problems for a short while. *grin* The quality ain't very good, but you won't hear me complaining...

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Sunday, February 8, 2004
Iruka @ 12:29 p.m. - -

I don't believe my hands are shaking... I am afraid of myself. Honestly. *laughs*............*cries*

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Saturday, February 7, 2004
Iruka @ 11:26 p.m. - -

*hits self*

*yawns*

*goes to bed*

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Friday, February 6, 2004
Iruka @ 06:58 p.m. - -

Bored. And hot. Damn. ~_~

*idea* I should catch up with Rurouni Kenshin. Huh. *looks at the CDs that have been sitting here for months* But I forgot half of it, so I should go from the beggining. That means a whole 16 volumes to go.

Oh, hell. Why not.

Ah, and the thought of the day is... it's good to have a teacher who gives higher grades to girls than guys. VERY good. (that also encouraged one girl to go to him naked and telling him to fuck her, but that's another fun story)

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Tuesday, February 3, 2004
Iruka @ 07:37 p.m. - -

That girl mentioned on Friday 30th? She's acting like a child that got a new toy. ~_~;;

It hit me that once, I told her my fangirl-e-mail; the one on my blog. Which means she'll easily find the blog - she knows it exists somewhere - just if she types the addy in a search engine. ...........Damn it. >_> Hopefully, she doesn't know that such a thing is possible.

Uh. And I have a really bad headache. It must be the cause of attempting to learn Italian. Hmm. Solution? Take a pill and stop studying. XD

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Monday, February 2, 2004
Iruka @ 09:13 p.m. - -

Went to see that after school; it looks awful. o.o So; an electric heater was broken and the sparks put the apartment on fire. The family will be fine (just inhaled a lot of smoke), but if the son didn't wake up they would have all died. Oooo.
That's all.

Got to touch the computer because I had to write a project on Zagreb's Botanical Garden. *laughs* ('sides, mom can't really control me, anyway.) She's pretty friendly again, and I'm mean to her. "Dear, we have a problem in our communication again, or what?" So I told her that the other day I read that Virgo and Pisces are opposite signs, thus not compatible. It looked like that really hurt her. XD;;;

Oh, the Croatian teacher's father died the other day so her class plans got screwed..... Nobody told me that Miss Raquin summary's deadline is NEXT Monday. -______-

Wah! My new schedule for week B is so bad. These four holes are killing me. *whinewhinewhi--*

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Monday, February 2, 2004
Iruka @ 04:42 a.m. - -

Ooh~ Now there's an ER wagon too.

Right. Bed.

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Monday, February 2, 2004
Iruka @ 04:27 a.m. - -

Live Report from the scene of the crime happening!

4:02
I hear shouts and yells of two (at least) people and wake up. I think they're just drunk couple fighting. A couple of loud "boom"'s are heard and I don't know what they are. I idly wonder if a guy shot his wife and the event will be in newspapers tomorrow.

Sirens. I hear them stop REALLY close. I get out of the bed and look through the window.

There's a fire in the building right next to me. But it's on the other side, so I can't see it. There are two fire-trucks. The firemen are running around, yelling "Water!", some are going inside..... It looks exactly like a scene from one of those movies.

How will I be able to return to sleep now? My hands are shaking. I've never seen that before. And so close... o.o Besides, the darn sirens are lighting up the room.

4:10
Correction. Now there's FOUR fire-trucks with even more little firemen.

4:15
The firemen are walking around slowly. That should mean it's not very bad.

4:24
When I think about it, cool. I get to see this up close without going out like other curious people do. The fire-trucks are neat.

4:26
Ah, screw that. My feet are cold. I'm going back to bed.

STOP breaking all the glass, people. It's too loud.

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Sunday, February 1, 2004
Iruka @ 09:09 p.m. - -

GREAT. Mommy got another nervous breakdown because "I'm closed in my own world and am turning into an idiot because of the damn computer". Because I didn't see her going out of the apartment with her hands full and hear her telling me to close the door behind her. Funny thing is, I didn't notice all that because I was writing a summary of "Therese Raquin" for school tomorrow. It would be different if I was doing something else (less important), but this...... I don't know what to tell her. I don't know if I should laugh or cry.

What's worst, she told me that from tomorrow on, no more computer for me. If she takes it away.... God. I'll just die. -_-

And it's all brother's fault. The fucking brat always screws something up.

*pats blog* Hm. At least I can vent a little here. Good.

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Sunday, February 1, 2004
Iruka @ 11:26 a.m. - -

I wake up and see a bleeding wound on my hand. It wasn't there when I went to sleep. *plays X-files music*

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Sunday, February 1, 2004
Iruka @ 02:05 a.m. - -

I've been online for over 15 hours today. o_o;; Should go to sleep now... Long day tomorrow. ~_~

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Friday, January 30, 2004
Iruka @ 07:56 p.m. - -

Ummm... XD;;; Really, what a stupid thing. *points last entry* I wrote that I got a D, when in fact I meant a B. Gah! Foreign grading system confuses me very much; I SHOULD use my own. Yep, that's what I'll do in the future to avoid making an idiot out of myself like I did just now. So yeah, it is a 4. Happy.

What to do when a classmate keeps annoying you ONCE MORE by trying to throw one of her friends on you? ("Aww, c'mon, you need a boyfriend~~!") Tell her that, actually, you do have an interest, and amuse yourself by watching her expression change as the poor girl realises that your interest is a "she". Fun. ........... Then I blushed like never in my life before, though; so she giggled like mad. And it was such a good plan to shock her, too. ~_~

My... -_- If THAT many students didn't pass the damn exam, it must have been really fucked up... But hey, no big deal. You have another chance. *shrug* No, I'm sorry; I have nothing smart or helpful to say.

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Thursday, January 29, 2004
Iruka @ 04:39 p.m. - -

Wow. When I first read Clover a couple of months ago, I had one feeling. Now I'm reading it again, and have a completely different feeling. The Heart is such an interesting little thing! *sparkles* XD XD ..... /3 minutes later/ That's it, I have to buy this. *.*

Oh, and go me. I managed to get a D from Accountancy (final grade). HA.

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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Iruka @ 07:52 p.m. - -

People are idiots. Since I left my old blog, TWO of them subscribed on it. One of them did it yesterday; three months after the last post that said I'm leaving Xanga. Why do such a thing? Just to make their "Friends" list longer? God..... x_x

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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Iruka @ 06:49 a.m. - -

UH. What a bad night this was. I was waking up every two hours. Didn't sleep properly. On top of it, during every period of sleep I had a dream that I remember perfectly. (So maybe it was a good thing? XD) A couple of these dreams were of you, and were no fun at all. x_x;; Anyway... *goes to get ready for school* ~_~

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Iruka @ 08:56 p.m. - -

Today's feeling = ;_;

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Iruka @ 12:47 p.m. - -

*pounce* Wai~~ You DID win! I'm so happy for you. ^.^ Ne, when does your school end (that is, holidays start)?

Replying to you here...
That scene was my favourite of Kotori. XD;; Don't know why, but it was very cute. Even if she was completely insane and got killed two minutes after it. And... That's a good theory. Poor Fuu-chan. But wasn't the tree in the end the one where Kotori is buried?
Ohhh, DOE Kamui and Seishirou?
"Want some ice-cream, kid?"
"... Why don't we just skip that part and get on with the good stuff?"

I'm sure he would be even sluttier. How fun. XD

And Subaru can't kill himself. ("The only one who can kill you is Subaru, and the only one who can kill Subaru is you" - we all know that in CLAMP, a person's dying words are always the truth/future foretelling.) So that makes me wonder how he will die. (*gasp* Hey! Maybe Seishirou CAN still kill him... if Subaru is "becoming" Seishirou, when he kills himself it would be like Seishirou killed him. Woah. Freaky. Or maybe the Tree will kill him, if Subaru forgets to feed it... XD) I thought he would jump in front of Kamui and save him in the Last Battle; but now he (sort of) did that in XTV, so.... CLAMP will give us a huge surprise, at least that's for sure.
Tohru and Saya's fate was so sad... Although I find it wonderful. *sigh* Wouldn't it be great if I could do a huge thing like that for the person I love most? Such CLAMP style true love doesn't exist in this world, so I probably won't even meet that person... Ah, fuck. XD;;

Hey, this ALWAYS turns out longer that I plan to.

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Iruka @ 10:37 a.m. - -

Conscience? Will you please STOP making such a big fuss over my lie RIGHT fucking NOW? Thank you.

Expect something better later...... *goes back to bed*

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Monday, January 26, 2004
Iruka @ 08:46 p.m. - -

Every person has a talent for something. I really wish I knew what my talent was.

Strange thing. I feel healthy and fine, but my eyes hurt very much. x_x The kind of hurt you get when you stare at the TV for 5+ hours, you know? But they sting like that constantly, and I didn't even watch TV/stare at the computer screen today......

Ah, so it has started! Amusing referrers. XP
lolita-lo
lolita lo videos
lolitas bbs
preteen lolitas

and surprisingly, arashi sorata x sex scans...

Here, a very chibi rant.
I always thought that it was unfair that Subaru didn't know about the Bet. But... If he knew, he would surely try to make Seishirou fall for him with all he's got, right? And that wouldn't be the REAL Subaru. That wouldn't count. As Subaru didn't know about it, he was natural, relaxed, without stress and any worries. So I say it was a good choice not telling Subaru anything about it.
There. My fangirl thought of the day.

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Monday, January 26, 2004
Iruka @ 10:22 a.m. - -

If you say so. XP (I still want to be in the kid's position, though.) And rant? My best reaction would be "yes". You said some things just as I would say them, and you made me think more about some other things. Notice: You made me THINK in 9AM. XD ... That LAN admin is a bad man.

Really? Well, the ending did suck. ^^;; What they did to Nataku was just mean, Subaru's fate was awful and the scene of Fuuma watching Tokyo happily is sickening. You'd think he would freak out, seeing that he killed his friend and all. Guess not. That scene of an alternative future with DOE Kamui amused me... What would that kind of X look like? Would Kamui molest Fuuma? *lmao*

Hey... Maybe I'm better because of Ju-chan, Shi and Grey's wishes to get well? Aww. Damn it.

And, I thought I turned off the smiley-face function... *checks* ... -_- *turns OFF*

This turned out much longer than expected. My feet are cold. The only thing I had planned to write was:
Love my acting skills! *crawls back to warm bed and drinks tea* ^.^

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Sunday, January 25, 2004
Iruka @ 11:07 p.m. - -

Somehow, I feel... insane. *laughs* Because I slept long during the day? Probably. I've got some energy accumulated so I can't sleep.....
Hmm, let's see... *puts red lipstick on* ...Is it just me, or do I look like a whore? XD Mmm. I wonder what people think of my lips. 'cause I don't like my mouth. ~_~ ...... I do not believe I watched Agent Aika just for fanservice today. But Aika is so pretty... (oh, and also watched the last episode of X. ... MHO? It was stupid. x_x)

My cold is better. T_T I don't want to go to school tomorrow...... I'd rather be sick.

Hey! Don't seduce little children! Hmph. Now I'm jealous. XD And I very much wonder who are you proclaiming war to...

Will try to sleep now.

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Saturday, January 24, 2004
Iruka @ 12:26 a.m. - -

I have a headache, high temperature, aching throat and runny nose. When was the last time I had a cold...? I hope it lasts for a couple of days so I don't have to go to school. *laughs* But... why did it have to come over weekend? ~_~

I already forgot all about the live action Evangelion... And now I stumbled upon the first sketches. x_x Rei ("Ray") is ugly. She's supposed to look more fragile and gentle. Plus, longer legs. Asuka is alright; I like the hairstyle. Face looks too old. Worst thing is, it seems that they renamed her... Kate Rose. *chokes* I fear of what they will do to Shinji......
Better stop. I get upset too easily. x_x

Oh~ I'll be waiting for you, then. ^^

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Friday, January 23, 2004
Iruka @ 04:58 p.m. - -

Firstly, thank you for the layout praises. XD

A couple of days ago I wrote a comment on a bad Tokyo Babylon fanfic on Animexx and now I noticed it's not there any more. XD And I just told the person that all the characters are terribly OOC, that it's NOT "Hoktu" and "Seiichiro", that Seishirou's nickname is NOT "Sakura", and asked if they have even read Tokyo Babylon. Gee. But anyway, it's better this way for everyone. *laughs*

Um... Come play with me this weekend, and tell me - if you want, that is?

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Thursday, January 22, 2004
Iruka @ 06:28 p.m. - -

You wouldn't believe how hard it is to find a decent picture of Lolita when all that comes up in Google is "ILLEGAL PRETEEN BBS", "PRETEEN LOLITAS - nude preteen lolita pictures and videos.", "LOLITAS VIDEOS - preteen lolita movies in mpeg and avi format.", "RUSSIAN LOLITA VIDEOS - essential collection!"....... Anyway, I managed to find this absolutely magical one. Yesterday at school something made me go make a Lolita layout and I couldn't resist it.... Even though I had a UtenaxAnthy one already made a week ago. ^^;; Eh, I like this one better. Even if I rarely like layouts with RL people on it and have never thought I would make one myself.

Please tell me if something doesn't work well? ^^;;

o_o;;;; Holy shit, my counter says that someone from Croatia came here searching for hentai kotori, kamui and fuuma. o_o Oh my god. There exists another perverted X fan in my country. *in shock* That... that means I'm not the only one... *cries*

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Thursday, January 22, 2004
Iruka @ 03:09 p.m. - -

My classmate finally gave birth a couple of hours ago. There were some complications, but both she and the little boy are fine and healthy. Mmm, what freaks me out except the fact that she is only 18 years old is that she... she doesn't know who the father is because she had an orgy with 5 guys for her birthday party. x_x I'm sure it was nice and all, but why she didn't take care of protecting herself, I don't know.... >_<

*sigh* It would be wonderful if everything I wanted came true without me bothering with it. ~_~

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