"MABOROSHI NO KUNI" ~ Chapter 1: atarashi monogatari [rekishi no hajimari]

<< Saturday, February 14, 2004 >>

BGM: Everlasting Love - SeYUN [Aquarian Age ~sign for evolution~ OP Song]

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY February 14th, 2004
May this celebration brings love to all of us and to the whole world

Special Valentine message for my beloved one... I know you will never read any word of my writings here but I want to tell you "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH". Those simple words come from the deepest part of my heart and to be honest, I want you to know my feeling for you. For me, those simple words mean everything... I don't want to lose my feeling for you, now and forever. I want to keep my feeling for you deep inside my heart... no matter what, that feeling will stay here. I will always wait for you here... I want you to know my true feeling for you.

WARNING: I don't have any intention of betraying my beloved one with the writings below.
Went to a music store with my cousin and saw the original soundtrack of the series "Twins", starring Wallace Huo [I have no idea about the other casts, unfortunately - who cares about the other casts if Wallace Huo is on the series?] this afternoon. *massive sweatdrops* God, Wallace Huo is so popular here in Indonesia these days. A local TV station has already broadcasted two consecutives series which have Wallace Huo starting last December... eye candy for bishounen lovers [heaven, if you want me to be honest]!! I never watched both series, though. Starting February 11th, they broadcast another series which has Wallace Huo on it. Three consecutives series which have Wallace Huo on them... ^^;;; ...that TV station wants to poison us with Wallace Huo!! I don't mind being poisoned, though. *everyone falls off their chairs* Do you expect me to ignore Wallace Huo? Well, I am not going to ignore that cute guy... *gets bricked by everyone* ...Feli had already told me Wallace Huo reminds her of my beloved Handa Kento when we talked about that guy for the first time. When I looked at Wallace Huo's face [again], I think Feli is right. Wallace Huo has some kind of similarities with Handa Kento. Maybe that is the reason why I am attracted to that person... Wallace Huo is just too cute. *drools* Anyone knows where I can find songs which are sung by him? Feli told me Wallace Huo is also a singer and I am so curious with his records... want to download them if it is possible. *is deeply poisoned with Wallace Huo, thanks to a certain TV station * I don't know what will happen if I watched those three consecutives series broadcasted by that TV station... perhaps I will turn into a crazier person than I am now.

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 08:05 p.m.

<< Friday, February 13, 2004 >>

BGM: Chuen Cai - 5566 [Westside Story ED Song]

One day before Valentine Day... as usual, I will celebrate this Valentine Day alone. Sometimes I do feel I want to have someone to accompany me celebrating Valentine Day but seems like it is just an empty dream for me... *sighs* ...fallin' in love with someone unrealistic is very difficult. When you wish you could stay forever and share your life with that person, that person never really comes to your life and makes your dreams come true. Instead of making your dreams come true, that person brings pain and sadness into your life. Ironic, right? But I know there is no way for me to get that person out of my life. I just love that person so much... more than I love life itself [sounds exaggerating, I know it]. Keeping my feeling for him is the stupidest decision I have ever made in my life [it is a big mistake, I know it]... although that decision will only bring sadness into my life, I still want to keep that feeling deep inside my heart forever [don't want to replace that feeling with anything]. It is just too precious to be thrown out of my life... oops, I didn't know I would sound so desperate with my words. Just forget them.

Instead of writing fanfics, I completely ignored my computer yesterday. I had no idea and mood to write anything yesterday... same thing happens today, unfortunately. I know, I need to hurry with the fanfics but when I have no mood to write anything, no one can expect me to write even a short sentence. I am hopeless...

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:45 p.m.

<< Wednesday, February 11, 2004 >>

BGM: real me - Hamasaki Ayumi

The package from oneechan has been delivered to my house today. Honestly, I didn't expect oneechan to send me the CDs... oneechan, thank you very much for sending me those CDs. I don't know what to say now, you are just too nice. *hugs* I just wanted to know the titles of Hikaru no Go's opening and ending songs yet you sent me the original soundtrack albums of Hikaru no Go plus the manga scanlations [finally I have the chance to read the manga version of Hikaru no Go] at the first place. Actually, I didn't know the package from oneechan had been delivered to my house until I sat in front of my computer a few minutes ago. My Mom didn't tell me anything when I came home two hours ago. Instead of saying a package for me had been delivered, we talked about other things like a tragic accident which happened this morning and a snake which entered our house today [yuck, a snake entered our house today... I HATE SNAKES!! - why do the Chinese think it is a big luck for them if a snake entered their house?]. Of course, I was very very surprised when I turned on the lamp and found the package in front of my computer. It was a big surprise for me... oneechan, I have to say this one more time, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! Oh yes, I also want to say thanks to you that you have taught me how to use CuteFTP via e-mail last night. Thank you so much for your kind explanation, oneechan.

Now, the one and only annoying event that happened today, my grandmother [from my Mom's side] and my aunt tried to interfere my life by giving me some suggestions about working in Jakarta. Come on, why do they have to interfere my life with their comments? I am the only person who has the right to decide which way I will go in my life... I have the total control of my life, that is one of the most important things which I believe in my life. I immediately remembered my grandmother's words when she asked me to work in Jakarta weeks ago. She said, "If you worked in Jakarta and you could buy a house after working for years, all of us could stay at your place everytime we visit Jakarta" to me... what I had in my mind that time was, "Oh God, they want me to work in Jakarta just because they want to have a free accommodation everytime they visit Jakarta?". I was speechless, of course. What kind of reaction did you expect from me? Laughed my ass off at the first place? Nope, that kind of reaction can't be found in my dictionary of life.

Saw Watase Yuu's short manga collections, Kiss Me With Mint, at the book store this morning but decided not to buy it at the first place because I don't have enough money at this moment. T______T It has a cute bonus inside it... a ring!! I know it, that book is published for Valentine, dedicated to lovers.

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:51 p.m.

<< Tuesday, February 10, 2004 >>

BGM: Life Goes On - U-ya Asaoka [Chou Seishin Gransazers OP Song]

The package from Fre has been successfully delivered to me today... ^^;;; ...argh, finally I have Kamen Rider 555 Photobook CD #1: Inui Takumi now!! *jumps up and down in excitement* Thank you very much, Fre... I don't know what to say now, I am still too excited with the package. I will immediately transfer the money to Fre's account tomorrow morning... just wait for the money, Fre. Speaking about the money, Fre insists not telling me the 'real' price of the CD. >______<;;; This makes me wonder... actually, how much does the CD cost?

Anyone knows where I can download the other songs from "Kamen Rider 555 Photobook CD" series? I still have seven songs on my hunt list... ^^;;; ...yeah, the image songs of Sonoda Mari, Kikuchi Keitaro, Kusaka Masato, Kiba Yuji, Osada Yuka, Kaido Naoya, and Smart Lady.

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:26 p.m.

<< Sunday, February 8, 2004 >>

BGM: Kamen Rider Agito - Ishihara Shinichi [Kamen Rider Agito OP Song #1]

Read some short stories in Djenar Maesa Ayu's first short stories collection, "Mereka Bilang, Saya Monyet!" last night while listening to some old songs. One of my favorite short stories in that collection... "SMS". The story is kind of unique... hey, you can't read anything but SMS-es on that stories. Unique... very unique... absolutely unique. The main idea of this short story is about affairs. Yes, there are about three affairs inside this story... married women with other guys and married man with another guy. You read it right, married man with another guy!! Djenar Maesa Ayu also wrote about homosexuality there, not just normal affairs. I am adoring her right now that she even wrote about homosexuality. Ha ha ha, this is a normal reaction from me, I guess. *snaps fingers* When I read "SMS" for the first time, I didn't even think about homosexuality. I realized the fact that Djenar Maesa Ayu had also written about homosexuality when I read "SMS" for the second time. I felt like I was going to yell, "Oh my God, Djenar Maesa Ayu also wrote about homosexuality inside "SMS"? Cool...!!" when I reached the last sentence of the short story.

*reads some interesting information* Haruta Junichi is on Kamen Rider Blade? Is it true? *jumps up and down*

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 03:33 p.m.

<< Friday, February 6, 2004 >>

BGM: Emerald Green - See-Saw [.hack//tasogare no udewa densetsu ED Song]

I am crazy over dream's songs now!! Actually, two of them. *gets bricked by everyone* Ha ha ha, I know I was exaggerating when I typed the first sentence of the newest entry. I am *deeply* in love with "Get Over" and "Sincerely ~ever dream~", thanks to Hikaru no Go. Of course, I am obsessed over the series too... so many yaoi hints there. *gets bricked by anti-yaoi persons* Honestly, I am obsessed over the series not because of the yaoi hints... I am obsessed over it because of its' story!!

Okay, here is information on the newest sentai series, Tokuso Sentai Dekaranger, which will be broadcasted for the first time on February 15th, a day after Valentine Day [speaking about Valentine Day, I *still* have no one to accompany me to celebrate Valentine Day... same thing happens every year]. The casts are:
~ Sainei Ryuuji as Akaza Banban [nickname: Ban] / DekaRed, picture can be viewed here
~ Hayashi Tsuyoshi as Tomasu Houji [nickname: Houji] / DekaBlue, picture can be viewed here
~ Itou Yousuke as Enari Senichi [nickname: Sen-chan] / DekaGreen, picture can be viewed here
~ Kinoshita Ayumi as Reimon Marika [nickname: Jasmine] / DekaYellow, picture can be viewed here
~ Kikuchi Mika as Kodou Koume [nickname: Umeko] / DekaPink, picture can be viewed here
~ Ishino Mako as Shiratori Swan, Dekaranger's mechanic
The story concepts of "Tokuso Sentai Dekaranger" is written by Arakawa Naruhisa, the person who also writes the story concepts on Kamen Rider Kuuga [2000] and Bakuryuu Sentai Abaranger [2003]. The title of the first episode of "Tokuso Sentai Dekaranger" is "Fireball - Newcomer".
Some of the screenshots can be viewed here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, and here.

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:20 p.m.

<< Thursday, February 5, 2004 >>

BGM: Tasogare no Umi - See-Saw [.hack//Liminality ED Song]

Worked until 17.30 this afternoon, went home and watched Hikaru no Go, I didn't have 'special occasion' today. My life is kind of boring these days, have nothing to do except going to the store everyday from 07.30 to 17.30 [sometimes I go home at 16.00 or 16.30... he he he... *runs before the owner bricks him with the biggest bricks he can find*]. Although the owner wants me to go to the store on Sunday, I choose not to go there on Sunday. Instead of going to the store on Sunday, I prefer to sit in front of the computer and translate the summaries of the newest episodes of the tokusatsu series. No one knows this 'bad habit' of mine, honestly. *looks at his Mom and grins* She doesn't know, either.

Kamen Rider Blade OP Song "Round Zero ~BLADE BRAVE~" [by Aikawa Nanase]
tatta hitori kiri, kimi no sonzai ga
itsuka sekai no subete kaeru darou
koko ni arumono wa kibou? zetsubou?
ROUND ZERO hajimatteru

shiranai to iu tsumi to shirisugiru wana
ugoke naku, naru mae ni, ugoki dasou

kaze ni meku rareta CARD
uranau youni warau
mayou wa nai, hazu mo nai, soredemo ashita wo sagase
mekurumeku unmei
koware souna jidai ni
kiri fuda wa kimi no naka...
togisuma sareta yuuki ni shite
BLADE BRAVE...

One word I have inside my pathetic brain... destruction!! Looks like I have to write a science fiction now, love stories aren't supposed to have the word 'destruction' inside them. Oh well, forget about 'destruction'. I know I am not supposed to talk about it here. You know, it sounds like a 'private matter' for me. These days, I really like the word 'destruction'. That doesn't mean I want to make my own life miserable, though.

My cell-phone is out of credit now. *massive sweatdrops* Haven't bought the credit for almost three months... God, I have to buy the credit before March 5th or I have to say goodbye to my cell-phone number. Speaking about cell-phone, I want to have Nokia 3660 now!! *looks at his own empty wallet* Or maybe I should forget about having a new cell-phone. Honestly, I am pissed off because of my old cell-phone [Nokia 5110] now. Something has happened to the pad and I have to use full power to press the pad if I want to type SMS-es. *gives the old cell-phone a death stare* You know, maybe you should be retired now.

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 08:15 p.m.

<< Wednesday, February 4, 2004 >>

BGM: I'll be the one - HAL [Hikaru no Go OP Song #2]

Have so many ideas now... duh, want to write a lot of stories but somehow I don't even have enough time to write the concepts. You know, I am the type of guy who can't write a story if I didn't start with the concepts. I know I always waste my time with the concepts but they always help me when I am out of ideas. Yeah, the concepts are only useful when I am out of ideas. Other than that, they are totally useless. ^^;;; And the characters design... argh, I have to create the characters design first before I start with the whole story. Two important things I have to do before start writing a story... writing the story concepts and creating the characters design.

*looks above* Hey, how about writing fanfics? I don't have to create the characters design if I write fanfics... the designs will be based on the original characters design from the original story. Ha ha ha, how about writing fanfics based on Kamen Rider 555? *thinks* That idea sounds good... will try to write one tomorrow. First fanfic will be based on the character Inui Takumi... don't have another name inside my pathetic mind. XD

Cut some pictures of Handa Kento last night... ha ha ha, those pictures will be used as avatars someday. Don't know when I would change my avatar at Forum KafeGaul. Still in love with Hikaru no Go.

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:35 p.m.

<< Tuesday, February 3, 2004 >>

BGM: vanity [by Kajiura Yuki]

My mood is unstable again at this moment, thanks to Kamen Rider 555. -_-;;; Watched episode 36 and 37 last night... two of the most touching episodes where Takumi decides to leave Mari and Keitaro for their own sake. I can totally understand the pain Takumi's feeling deep inside his heart. Not because Handa Kento played the character Takumi, of course. Maybe I should stop watching that series if I don't want to have a ruined mood everyday because of that series. But stop watching the series means I can't see Handa Kento as Takumi anymore... T______T

Always have headache everyday... maybe I suffer from some kind of terrible disease. *one word suddenly appears above his head* Perhaps what I suffer from now is 'that disease'. Don't want to die now, I still have so many things to do... still have a dream to chase [yeah, meeting Handa Kento is my ultimate dream].

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:56 p.m.

<< Sunday, February 1, 2004 >>

BGM: True Heart - Tackey & Tsubasa

Got another 'offer' to work in a bank... >______<;;; ...duh, can't they find another place for me to work? Oh well, I don't think it is a bad idea for me to try to work at that bank. Perhaps I can get some experiences there before I get a better job. What I am looking for now is experience and more experience.

Bakuryuu Sentai Abaranger episode 50 [the last episode, yay!!] will be broadcasted next Sunday. The title is... *is trying to translate the title* ...Abare ta Kazu da ke, if I translated it right. The 'sentence' "Abare ta Kazu da ke" can be found on the lyric of the OP song, "Bakuryuu Sentai Abaranger". The only survivor from Evolian is Yatsuden-wani [Torinoid number 12]. He used to be the servant of Nakadai Mikoto [a.k.a. AbareKiller]... *bursts out laughing* ...can you imagine a monster with a crocodile head [and face] + an old style telephone on its' head wearing an apron and cleaning the whole house? Well, that is Yatsuden-wani, the stupidest Torinoid ever!! This Torinoid even used to have A BIG CRUSH on Itsuki Ranru [AbareYellow].

The third Kamen Rider on Kamen Rider Blade, Kamen Rider Chalice, has finally appeared on the second episode.
KAMEN RIDER CHALICE [Heart Rider]
Human form: Aikawa [from BOARD?]
Height: 204 cm
Weight: 109 kg
Punch: 320 AP
Kick: 520 AP
Jump: about 45 m
Speed: 100 m/4.8 s

Rouzer: ChaliceRouzer [7000 AP]
Weapon: Chalice Arrow

Vehicle: Shadow Chaser
Length: 2080 mm
Height: 1370 mm
Width: 830 mm
Maximum speed: 410 km/hour

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 03:55 p.m.

<< Saturday, January 31, 2004 >>

BGM: Believe - Tamaki Nami [Kidou Senshi Gundam SEED OP Song #3]

Aria SMS-ed me last night and asked whether I write the complete review on Kamen Rider 555 on the March edition of a certain local anime magazine. Honestly, I am not writing any review now. Well, at least for commercial purposes. I only write the episode guide and the information on the newest Kamen Rider series, Kamen Rider Blade, somewhere out there on the Net, in Indonesian. I did the same thing on "Kamen Rider 555", of course. Yeah, I am not affiliating with any magazine now. The only affiliation I have now is with myself and I am still enjoying myself with my weekly review. One thing that makes me confused, how could Aria know that certain magazine is going to have a complete review on "Kamen Rider 555" next month. Oh well, who cares about thing like that? I only hope my little cousin will buy the March edition of that magazine that I can read the complete review for free. *is very stingy*

Oneechan, you don't have to thank me for the support. Yeah, I suggest you not to care about that annoying person who has no manner. If she [oh, that annoying person is a girl] wanted to find the pictures somewhere out there on the Net, I think it would be better for you, right? I am also confused, why did she ask you to provide her the raw version of the pictures if she had already found a better place to get those pictures... ^^;;; ...honestly, haven't gone to Infoseek yet. *gets bricked* Will try to log-in to that website as soon as possible. Thank you very much for helping me with the registration, oneechan. *hugs*

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:42 p.m.

<< Thursday, January 29, 2004 >>

BGM: gravity - Sakamoto Maaya [Wolf's Rain ED Song]

Australia Open men semi-finals... Roger Federer [ATP #2 - Switzerland] vs Juan Carlos Ferrero [ATP #3 - Spain] and Andre Agassi [ATP #4 - USA] vs Marat Safin [ATP #86 - Russia]. I think the strongest candidate for the champion is Federer... too bad he has to face Ferrero on semifinal. Actually, I wished Andy Roddick [ATP #1 - USA] would be able to become the champion in this tournament but [sadly] Roddick was defeated by Safin on quarter-final after having a five-set-match. If Federer defeats Ferrero on semi-final, he will [automatically] become ATP #1 replacing Roddick but if Ferrero defeats Federer on semi-final and he wins this championship, he will become ATP #1 again. That's men side... on women's side, I think Justine Henin-Hardenne [WTA #1 - Belgium] is the strongest candidate for the champion. The only person who can defeats her now is Kim Clijster [WTA #2 - Belgium]. I wonder who will become the champion on women's side.

I have already SMS-ed someone to order '04 HERO-in! last night... *looks at a certain someone* ...don't worry, there are girls on that book. No one at Kinokuniya will give you suspicing look when you take the order. XD

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 08:00 p.m.

<< Wednesday, January 28, 2004 >>

BGM: Be Happy - Lead

It is raining outside the window and I am kind of depressed with so many things. He he he, my words don't sound pathetic, ne? Yeah, it is raining now and my mood is pretty dark... not completely dark, though. I can still laugh at a lot of things.

One question in my mind... why do married guys look very interesting for gay people? Anyone can answer this question... pretty please... *puppy eyes* ...well, don't take it [too] seriously, OK? *gets bricked* I came up with this question because... because... well, should I write it here or it will better for me to forget it while it is still possible for me to forget it? *feels a little bit confused* It is not a big matter, of course. You know, some kind of personal curiosity... ^^;;; ...ha ha ha, I have met a lot of married guys in my life [and I managed to fall in love with them] and I think they are very interesting. Babies are not included in this case. If babies were included, they would make a perfect combination that can make me fall in love with both the guys and the babies. Well, I am not trying to betray my feeling for a certain someone whom I am in love with. I don't even have the thought of betraying him. Maybe you can say that I am currently talking about 'the other side of life'.

Got the complete track lists of "Final Call - Kamen Rider 555 COMPLETE CD-BOX-" last night. *laughs* The boxset itself was officially released on January 15th and the price is 9,100 Yen [have no idea whether the price is tax-included or tax-excluded]. 5 CDs inside every boxset and they are all copy-protected. Yeah, avex's style... ^^;;; ...since the price of the boxset is very very expensive, I know I am not going to buy that boxset [although I want it badly]. Instead of buying that boxset, I think I am going to buy DVDs. Yeah, I will buy anything which has Handa Kento on it... books, CDs, DVDs, magazines, just name it. *is definetely obsessed over Handa Kento* Back to the boxset, it has 206 tracks on it!! 16 tracks on the first CD [one OP song, three ED songs, eight image songs {these tracks can be found on Kamen Rider 555 Photobook CD 1 - 8} for the characters, two image songs for both Delta and Kaixa, one duet song {Haga Yuria + Kato Yoshika}, and the theme song of Kamen Rider 555 The Movie: PARADISE LOST], 77 tracks on the second CD [the BGMs from the TV series], 53 tracks on the third CD [the BGMs from the movie], 16 tracks on the fourth CD [the karaoke version of the vocal tracks which are available on the first CD], and 44 tracks on the fifth CD [eight messages from the casts of the series - these messages can also be found on "Kamen Rider 555 Photobook CD 1 - 8", some karaoke tracks, and extra tracks]. The only song which is not available on the boxset is All eyez on me [performed by RIDER CHIPS featuring Kato Natsuki].

Shufu-to-Seikatsusha has already published '04 HERO-in! yesterday!! *jumps up and down in excitement* The ISBN code of this book [or maybe magazine?] is 4-391-61814-1 and the price is 933 Yen [tax excluded]. This book has 72 pages inside it and there are Handa Kento; Nishi Kouichirou, Tomita Sho, Itou Aiko, Abe Kaoru, and Tanaka Kotarou from Bakuryuu Sentai Abaranger; and Sawai Miyu from Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon on the cover. The cover can be viewed here.

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 09:00 p.m.

<< Monday, January 26, 2004 >>

BGM: Round Zero ~BLADE BRAVE~ [OP clip - TV size] - Aikawa Nanase [Kamen Rider Blade OP Song]

Duh, I have been completely poisoned with Kamen Rider Blade's OP song, "Round Zero ~BLADE BRAVE~"!! Can't stop listening to the song... AT ALL!! *is completely brainwashed by Aikawa Nanase*

The series itself has got a spectacular result... #1 at TV Asahi's rating list on the same day as the first episode was officially broadcasted in Japan. Maybe this series is really promising, ne?

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:27 p.m.

<< Sunday, January 25, 2004 >>

BGM: Round Zero ~BLADE BRAVE~ [OP clip - TV size] - Aikawa Nanase [Kamen Rider Blade OP Song]

Just finished downloading Kamen Rider Blade's OP clip a few minutes ago!! *screams* This OP clip is marvelous!! You will definetely think this OP clip is a PV of an artist if you don't see the Kamen Riders appearing here and there on the OP clip. The song itself is very cool... never thought Aikawa Nanase's voice will fit the atmosphere of Kamen Rider series. The lyric of "Round Zero ~BLADE BRAVE~" is written by Fujibayashi Youko, a song writer who has already written the OP songs of Kamen Rider Kuuga, Kamen Rider Agito, and Kamen Rider 555. Ha ha ha, can't wait to download the complete version of this song. The single "Round Zero ~BLADE BRAVE~" is going to be officially released on February 18th and this single has a C/W song which is sung by Ricky. The price of the CD single is 1,260 Yen [tax included]. *feels excited* Last year I had only got the screenshots from the OP clip of "Kamen Rider 555" a week after the second episode was broadcasted officially and this year I have already got the OP clip of "Kamen Rider Blade" on the same day as the first episode of the series was broadcasted officially in Japan!!

*reads the information carefully* Wow, the narration on "Kamen Rider Blade" is done by Kosugi Juurouta... *blinks* ...eh, Kosugi Juurouta, that famous seiyuu who has done the voices of both Zagato and Lantis on Magic Knight RayEarth?

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 08:05 p.m.

<< Sunday, January 25, 2004 >>

BGM: Start in My Life - Kuraki Mai

Just update my LJ account with the summaries of Kamen Rider Blade episode 1 and 2. I think I can understand the main storyline of the series... the betrayal of Kamen Rider Garren who controls Locust Undead to attack BOARD. I think Kamen Rider Blade is going to seal Locust Undead with his blank card. Here are the data of the first Kamen Riders who make appearances on the first episode:
KAMEN RIDER BLADE [Spade Rider]
Human form: Kenzaki Kazuma
Height: 201 cm
Weight: 101 kg
Punch: 280 AP
Kick: 480 AP
Jump: about 33 m
Speed: 100 m/5.7 s

Rouzer / cards activation item: BlayRouzer [5000 AP]
Belt: Blay Buckle

Vehicle: Blue Spader
Length: 2070 mm
Height: 1410 mm
Width: 810 mm
Maximum speed: 340 km/hour

KAMEN RIDER GARREN [Diamond Rider]
Human form: Tachibana Sakuya
Height: 200 cm
Weight: 104 kg
Punch: 260 AP
Kick: 450 AP
Jump: about 38 m
Speed: 100 m/5.4 s

Rouzer: GarrenRouzer [5500 AP]
Belt: Garren Buckle

Vehicle: Red Rambass
Length: 2120 mm
Height: 1290 mm
Width: 790 mm
Maximum speed: 380 km/hour

The third Kamen Rider on the series will make its' first appearance on the second episode next week... can't wait to see the third Kamen Rider!! ^______^

I have just read the summary of "Kamen Rider Blade" episode 1 a few minutes ago and I instantly found a new yaoi couple on the series!! Oh my God, does this mean every Kamen Rider series has its' own yaoi couple? Okay, yaoi couple on "Kamen Rider Blade"... Kenzaki Kazuma x Shirai Kotarou!! *bursts out laughing* I think I will support this couple instead of supporting Tachibana Sakuya x Kenzaki Kazuma.

*looks at the summary of Bishoujosenshi Sailor Moon episode 17* What the...? Chiba Mamoru has already had a girlfriend? What will happen to Usagi then? She will have a shock, perhaps.

*reads the newest updates on Chou Seishin Gransazers* Oh, the third Impactor has already appeared. This character is played by Abe Shinnosuke who appeared on Kamen Rider 555 episode 1 and 2 as Kiba Kazuaki [Kiba Yuji's cousin]. The other Impactors are Impactor Lucia [weapon: V Sword] and Impactor Radia [weapon: Mega Axe]. Both of them have been appearing on the series since episode 13. And Mizu no Tribe's Chou Seishin, Leviathan, has already appeared, too. Interesting!!

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 05:15 p.m.

<< Friday, January 23, 2004 >>

BGM: Shizuka na Yoru ni - Tanaka Rie [Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed Insert Song]

The second day of Chinese New Year... there were only a small number of guests came to my house. Yesterday was the same. Well, maybe Chinese New Year has already lost its' spirit in Jambi. We have been celebrating this celebration for years and seems like the local Chinese are bored with the celebration. None of my business, of course. I rarely care about matters like this. I think the society has its' own decision and point of view on social matters like Chinese New Year celebration. I just feel... well, a little bit lonely compared to the previous years when a lot of guests came to my house. I am not the type of guy who can easily greet the guests but somehow I can feel some kind of satisfaction when I greet the guests.

Had a half-day-baito today... ^^;;; ...felt a little bit boring but that feeling went away in an instant when a lot of customers came to the store. I nearly yelled, "Queue, PLEASE!!" to the customers that they kept coming to the store and wanted themselves to be served first. Tiring...

I am hooked to Hikaru no Go now!! Yay, I even changed my Handa Kento avatar at Forum KafeGaul with a new avatar from "Hikaru no Go", Sai!! Thanks to Icchan for sending me nice pictures from "Hikaru no Go". Speaking about "Hikaru no Go", finally the episodes which use the second opening song, I'll Be The One [sung by HAL], and the third ending song, Sincerely ~ ever dream ~ [sung by dream], are broadcasted!! And the story is getting more and more interesting... ^______^

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 07:54 p.m.

<< Thursday, January 22, 2004 >>

BGM: Kamen Rider Agito - Ishihara Shinichi [Kamen Rider Agito OP Song #1]

I feel so lonely these days... *sighs* ...I rarely find a reason to smile because I have so many negative thoughts on someone whom I love now. You know, when jealousy conquers your mind, you will have so many negative thoughts on the person you love... you will think about this and that and you feel uneasy everytime you imagine that person. It is kind of difficult to get those negative thoughts out of your head, honestly. I wish I could do that easily... I wouldn't have to have so many negative thoughts if I could think clearly on the person I am in love with. But I can do nothing now... jealousy has completely conquered my heart and I feel like I am a blind person. I can see nothing but the person I am in love with. -_-;;; Pathetic.

And I want to curse PLN for shutting the electricity down a few minutes ago. I had been typing a long entry and I haven't saved it yet when the electricity was shut down... for two fucking times. Hey, damned company, I wish all your directors can read this entry. You only know how to raise the tariffs but you don't know how to give a good service to the consumers. Do you think you are a great company that you are the one and only company in Indonesia who manages the supplies of electricity? Do you think it is necessary for me to go to your head office and give the directors a punch on each face? I will gladly give each director a punch on their stupid faces... hard ones!!

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 05:39 p.m.

<< Wednesday, January 21, 2004 >>

BGM: Fake Wings by Kajiura Yuki [.hack//SIGN OST]

My mood is kind of unstable these days... ^^;;; ...I know my mood is very unpredictable but what I have now is more than I could ever imagine. I feel like I am being lost in an unknown world without someone to accompany me. I feel so alone and I don't know how to escape from this feeling. I keep thinking of Handa Kento and everytime I think of him, I feel more and more depressed. *cries* My head is full of negative imaginations and thoughts on him... those negative imaginations and thoughts are so real for me. Oh God, I can't lose this guy in my life. Sounds pathetic and unrealistic but I am saying the truth here. I think death sounds more 'comfortable' and 'interesting' compared to the fact of losing him. At least I don't have to accept the fact of losing him if I die, right? -_-;;; Geez, you can see how depressed I am from my words... CLEARLY!!

I don't want to be a crybaby but somehow I feel like I am more than just a crybaby now. Why do I have to think of Handa Kento all the time? I know I love him but the fact that I keep thinking of him all the time sounds exaggerating, especially for a guy. *sighs* Being a gay is bad enough and keep thinking of an unrealistic person to fall in love with is the worst. I know I won't have the chance of becoming his boyfriend but I keep imagining it... pathetic!! -_-;;; Maybe I should brainwash myself that I don't have to think of that guy anymore.

I am writing a new story in a world of illusions at 09:10 p.m.