Ø g.r.a.v.i.t.y 12.0 features the well-known assassin Sakurazuka Seishirou, but I guess if you're here you should probably know that by now. Song is "Split Up" by HAL. Go HAL.
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I check these.
Kix : Kaijuu ga iru
Mirae : Kiraku na akuma
Kenji : Eien no Yume
Lisa-pyan :Inner quiet (outer turmoil)
Heidi : My Paradox
Pekkle : TMI - too much information!
Wayne-nii : Recollections
Aya-onee :In Theory
Christina :Paper Cynicism
Kurot : Vital Access
Meimi : Sasayaku
Jack : Makurayami
Janice : 6 of 15
Su-chan : Illusions of a Darkstar
Carl-kun :Eternal Destiny
Dandan : Memories
I check these too.
AKG Studios
CLAMP-NET.COM
AGSMA Cosplay
Anime Expo
Fanime
Dreams of Sakura
CLAMP Fanfiction 6.0
CFFML
What The Thunder Said
Fatalistic.net
Just a Little Ecchi
And this is me.
I live here: AKG Studios
I can be reached here
AIM handle: c2 lan
I feel
Name: P.C.
Also: phi, fee, gaki, Clamp freak
Age: Over 15 though you'd never know it by looking
Ethnicity: Oh hell, I'm Asian.
Hair: Dark brown and even after spending $200 doing it refuses to stay straight. I really hate that. A lot.
Eyes: Purple. Or Gray. But most of the time brown seeing as I'm ... Asian.
Location: My not so very conservative room in some about-to-be-sold house in Silicon Valley. So now I don't know where I'll be located. But this fall I'll be at UCI.
Layout: "Split Up" - CLAMP : Seishirou X : 5/23/02 Illustration by CLAMP (c)CLAMP
I'm working on: Lately, my health. And I manage to squeeze in some drawing, cosplay, and con reports.
I do like: Everything CLAMP, art, cosplay, taking naps, any tea, any sweets but licorice and caramel. And I like CLAMP. A lot.
I do not like: ginger, wasabi, spiciness, any sort of labor or work.
I currently listen to: Fruits Basket, Noir, X, Mitsuda Yasunori, Ali Project, HAL, Ayu.
I currently read: the X novels, X, Chobits, and Gouhou Drug
I currently watch: Fruits Basket, Noir, Chobits, & Pita-ten
I idolize: CLAMP, Koge Donbo, Hisashi Abe, Nanase Aoi, Tooru Adumi | Sakurazuka Seishirou, Sumeragi Subaru, Sumeragi Hokuto, Lan, Kigai Yuuto, Nataku, Lantis, Eagle Vision, Souma Hatori, & Souma Shigure
I want to: collect all works listed on the CLAMP site, improve at illustration, kendo, and cosplay. And to get an orange cat and name it Kyonkichikun. Or something like that.
I own this fun stuff.
CLAMP Manga
CLAMP CD's
CLAMP DVD/LD/VHS
CLAMP Merchandise
Ebay Auctions
Archive
I got bored.
« ? CLAMP Logs # »
NSK - No Subaru and Kamui!
CLAMP series : Gouhou Drug
CLAMP Male : Lantis
X : Nataku
Tokyo Babylon : Sumeragi Subaru
Dragon of Heaven : Shirou Kamui
Dragon of Earth : Sakurazuka Seishirou
DOE or DOH? : Dragon of Earth
X Pairing : Subaru/Seishirou
X Personality : Monou Fuuma
Seme or Uke : Uke
Tokyo Babylon Merchandise : Doujinshi
Worshipable : 80%
Psych-Ward Diagnosis : Bipolar Disorder Anime Eyes : Trigun
Lightsaber : Blue
Flavor : Tea
HTML tag : a href
Computer Component : Video Card
Pizza Topping : Cheese
Kiss : Kiss on the Cheek
Gay : 10%
Battle Cry : Mew?
Really bored.
Ayashi no Ceres : Tsukasa Shuro
Card Captor Sakura : Kinomoto Sakura
Cowboy Bebop : The Amazing Edward
Evangelion : Nagisa Kaworu
FF Villain : Rufus Shinra
Final Fantasy 7 : Cloud Strife
Final Fantasy 8 : Ellone
Final Fantasy 9 : Vivi Onitier
Final Fantasy 10 : Rikku
Fruits Basket : Souma Hatori
Gravitation : Shindou Shuichi
L'arc~en~Ciel : Tetsu
Magic Knight Rayearth : Eagle Vision
Rurouni Kenshin : Shinomori Aoshi
Trigun : Legato Bluesummers
Weiss Kreuz : Tsukiyono Omi
Wish : Kokuyou
Yami no Matsuei Kazutaka Muraki
Some of these... um. kay.
HAL : Split Up
Atarashii toki ni Bokura wa hanareteiku
Kimi ni inai michi demo Kitto norikoete miseruyo
"Sayonara" no kotoba wo nokoshiteiku keredo
Tada omoi aeta koto Wasurenaide ii yo ne?
Ano koro itsumo egao misetetemo Honto wa koware soudatta koto
Hitori de samishikatta koto Kimi ni kiduite hoshikatta...
Atarashii toki ni Bokura wa hanareteiku
Dakara toki ni naitari Toki ni michi ni mayou kamo ne
"Arigatou" no kotoba Nokoshite ikitakute
Takusan no shiawase wo Kimi ni moratta kara
Ano koro boku wa jishin ga nakute Ashita nante mienakatta kedo
Kimi ga shinjiru koto no imi Oshiete kureta hito dakara
Atarashii toki wo Kagayaki koeteikitai
Toki ni naitari mo shite Toki ni michi ni mayou kamo ne...
Dakedo kimi ga mitsukete kureta boku no michi Sou dakara
Donna hi mo kitto Nori koete miseruyo
Toori sugite iku Kisetsu ga kawatteiku
Sotto ima me wo tojiru Samishisa ni makenai youni...
Atarashii toki wo Kagayaki koeteikitai Kyou no hi yori ashita ga Kagayaite iraremasu youni...
Sayonara... Boku wa mou...
Kimi wo mi okuru yo...
Sayonara... Boku wa mou...
Kimi wo mi okuru yo...
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Friday, June 14, 2002 | 11:59 p.m. np: Fruits Basket : Okazaki Ritsuko : Serenade And here comes the post about SANP and Graduation and everything. If you want more detail then go read Lisa’s because you don’t get much more detailed than that. Graduation day for me first started out… not so good. There was the thing with my parents being Asian and they’re conservative and there was a whole not so cool argument about gift giving for the sake of public appearance and I got really upset over that. And then that also had to do with me not being so hot about graduating because in the fall I said I wasn’t even really going somewhere that I wanted to go… So afterwards I went to bed and got up, got dressed, and went to the actual ceremony. Which was all in all rather boring and we kind of just went through the motions. I didn’t feel anything. When we go to the bleachers I wasn’t even trying to look for my parents in the crowd, it was as if I just didn’t care. I think the happiness thing kicked in after the ceremony and I hugged Mirae and Chris and Pekkle and Reina and just about everyone. I even saw my 4th grade teacher Ms. Yung and took a picture with her. We took over an hour taking pictures with everyone and stuffing our faces and before I realized it, the SANP was going to start in 15 minutes. I was really giddy. :D No more school, no more books, no more teacher’s dirty looks XD (burn in hell bitch! You know who you are!) XD SANP! YAY! FUN! Not tired at all! Lotsa food lotsa games lotsa prizes lotsa gambling XD I won my SCOOTER! XD And we all came home super tired and I passed out at 6 a.m. It wasn’t the prizes or the gambling or the endless fun and food and good times I had at the party that made me the happiest. It was that I got to talk to everyone I hadn’t gotten to talk to again. And I wasn’t even expecting it to be so soon. There were great opportune moments and chances I was given to go up to them and say a simple hi, play blackjack together, eat together, and all of that led to giving phone numbers, screen names, signing yearbooks, promised calls, outings, contacts… I did what I wanted to do and I’m already on my way to fixing things up. I can finally feel at peace about those things, and that’s the best thing in the world. Kix: =D You moron. You missed out on so much. You could have talked to everyone for the last time but you didn’t! Should have come, darling. It’s been awesome being your friend for 4 years, meeting in ISC with common interest as our starting line and hardly ever getting in any kenka (until lately XD) Taking the same classes, going to the same places, starting akg, all our websites, competing over artwork (fine fine I admit we were competing XD) everything! I’m gunna be your roommate this fall, you better be ready for all my colds and fevers XD Mirae: You’ll be fine. Everything will turn out alright and you know what? Even if you don’t make it to csula, you can transfer to UCI with us, just like Chris is planning to do too. So don’t worry because if you worry too much, you’ll turn out like me! You never worried since I knew you so why worry now? ^_^ I remember all those times I lectured you over the phone telling you that you really should try in school and you never believed any reason I gave you, and we all made up our own separate school system that everyone should go by. I remember calling you at 2 or 3 in the morning crying to you whenever something was wrong and you’d always be there no matter what. We all did good. Don’t ever think anything else. Kenji: You’re a moron too! You’ve always been our big giant teddy bear that cared too much for everybody but always tried to act like he never cared or was too cool and hardcore. Well, STOP IT! Cuz you’re not! XD You think you’re so cool but you’re still just "Jichan" deep down inside. Don’t fight it yeah? I know things in the past have made you want to be so shelled up and unfaded, but it’s better if you stay the way you are. =) Keep on liking superheroes and BG and D&D and everything like that, keep on drawing your kick ass backgrounds and sceneries. You’ll break into the game industry before any of us do. I know it. I will totally come over to your apartment and crash this fall XD Heidi: I’m guessing you get this plenty in your yearbook. You’re a sweet person. And remember everything I’ve told you! No friends= no life! You can’t be a loner for long because see how easily I made friends with you at my b-day party??? AKG is nothing like you think it is. You know if you restrict yourself too much, you get ulcers? (I wonder how many times I’ve said that to people? O_o) But I know one day you’ll become the type of person you strive to be, independent, self-serving, strong willed. You already are strong willed so that’s a start, right? Keep at it. If you need anyone to talk to, I’m going to be here. ^_^ Pekkle: Chris, you rock, you really do. Don’t let Jack be a bad influence on you ^_^ Being depressed is something that lately has not been like you at all. I first met you and you were the coolest guy in anime club who liked CCS for what it was! And you were the most awesome open minded person (XD Not just because I like CLAMP) And above all, you were happy. I know you can manage that again because this coming fall, if you don’t manage it, you’ll turn into me and break down. If you keep a happy attitude, it’ll help you get through those evil college applications. You’ll get through okay. Everyone somehow gets through okay, like me. We’re not really going away, we’ll still be on AIM more than ever. So don’t feel sad. We’re all here. Jack: ^_^ you know how hard I tried on you. You know how hard I cried for you and everything, and you still didn’t change. But that’s doesn’t mean it was all for nothing, right? I came to understand myself more than ever through talking with you, but you did listen. Because every time I said something, you’d always already know it was coming. That means you know yourself better than anyone else, and you always have. I think that’s the most admirable part about you. But of course, you said so yourself, you don’t take your own advice. I’m really happy for you. I really happy knowing that you can deal with your emotions now without turning all suicidal on me ^_^ Even if you were only single for 72 hours. But that still gave me a sense of insurance. In a lot of ways you’re like Heidi. I can see you being independent. You will be. Eventually. I’ll be waiting. Lisa: CUTE? O_O OH man how many times am I going to get that! >_< You’ll be far far away on the east coast at a prestigious JOCK school ho ho ho ^_^ But you better keep up Hidden Currents or else! XD And you have to teach us how to use it before you go too! O_O Apache sucks like that yeah? But AX is going to be so awesome! XD ALL summer we’ll totally have CG club meetings and everything, and we’ll actually CG and IMPROVE! And we’ll sooo be blogging regularly after summer. You’re a genius Lisa. =) You’re a mutt and you’re a genius and you’re the most reasonable and logical and ethical and stable (haha) person that I know. XD You rock. You better have one helluva time in Cancun. Seeya when ya get back! Michelle: You crazy girl XD I might chew more ice over summer since its all hot and stuff but that just means it melts faster. We’ll all be in around the same area this fall so no worries deshou? =) Just go bash Kenji’s place whenever you get all lonely and chances are we’ll probably be there too. (sorry kenji XD) =D Better stay online as often as you do this fall and we’ll all have such a kickass time at AX. Work those abs! One, two! One! Two! XD Lee: =) You have no idea how much I worried about you after you left last year (or even the year before) and you probably have no idea how happy I am to see you back and be talking to you again. ^_^ I’ll totally be staying in contact with you because you’re just super smart genius freak computer geek like that and I’ll assimilate you into CLAMP! YES! XD I’m so going to get the DOA volleyball game and we’ll play all summer! That’d be so awesome :D You still haven’t told me about why you left and everything but see, that can wait for later. I’m just so glad you’re back. Hao: I know you’ll probably never read this but I just thought it’d be nice to put you in here too since I think what we’ve got right now after 4 years is simply amazing. I think you’re super awesome and I know I’m going to be so damn jealous of your drawing skills while you’re at Otis! >_< But I still remember all those times in ISC when you sat in the same seat as me the period before and left me notes and drawings and all that. And then over thanksgiving break I didn’t get to see you as much and I was so miserable! ^_^ It was short but when I eventually got over it, it’s still a memory. You’re super awesome even if you are stony at times =D If I get a chance I’ll take a picture with Nobuhiro Watsuki and send it to you ^_^ You better talk with me while you’re at Otis! And you better get a job in the auto industry or I’ll hafto come over there and kick your ass XD Wenting: You are most definitely NOT reading this, but I feel I have to put all this down anyway. I’m am really honestly very happy I got to talk to you again, even if during 4 years we drifted apart. I know it mostly has to do with different interests, but that still shouldn’t really mean anything. I’ve known you for 6 good years now and I don’t plan on ending it there. =) You were always my confidant during those years and I’m going to be so honest with you- I was always too stupid for you. I dropped my math class in freshman year because I couldn’t handle it because I was too dumb- but I still have kept all the notes you gave me since 6th grade. Amazing isn’t it? I read all your poems, all your songs. Maybe now when we talk again I can finally understand your philosophy. I’ve come a long way too, you know? ^_^ I am so calling you during summer and your dorm room too, and you’ll only be a few hours away from me in the fall. I am just really, really happy. To anyone who happens to be reading this that I missed (I hope I didn’t!) You know you’re all awesome people who dealt with my stupidity and screaming and whining and being a brat most of the time. And if I’ve lost touch with you, it won’t happen again! I don’t promise, but I can promise that I’ll certainly try my best. So what are you waiting for? Gimme your damn email and SN already so I can go spam your account! XD j/k Keep looking ahead, we’re graduated! And thank you everyone. For everything. -+> I've already gotten over you. Wednesday, June 12, 2002 | 11:49 p.m. np: Dream : Sincerely The Final Senior Year Rant I suppose since I haven't posted anything about being a senior and graduation and the whole thoughts and feelings about leaving everyone and everything since I've been so caught up in cosplay and junk like that, so I'm taking some time out and finally doing it now. You better read it all! Senior year first started out for me like "what? I'm a senior now? I get to take 4 periods of art a day. This rocks." And at first it was all and all a very good, easy going part of my life. Being Anime Club president had it's quirks and such, Club days were fun, except for the part about making the exec meetings. ROP was even more fun, we got to see Mirae everyday and meet everyone from other schools and see how well everyone else drew too! I probably managed about 1 hour of actual homework time per week. I was even planning AX before school started, and as for personal projects there was boukensha bu which we discussed, and the D&D campaign too. Hanging out in art with Kenji and Lisa was one of the more fun parts of my day. We even finally bought the AKG domain too. Until November came up. That was college application time, the worst part ever. It was so incredibly stressful and I can still remember about how my parents were really mean to me about the whole UC application thing and how bad I was at writing my college essay. Not only was I stressing out about making a portfolio in time and getting slides shot, I was crying so much over writing essays. I didn't know where I wanted to go, a UC or an art school. I didn't nkow what I wanted to do for the rest of my life. I eventually finished it all after much blood, sweat, and tears though... I was just so relieved after spending major hours doing online applications and sending in countless forms, when it was all over. I could finally rest for a bit. Until I found out where I was accepted. I was taken by basically anywhere I wanted to be going... I didn't know where I wanted to go though. Choosing between art schools and UC's isn't fun when trying to persue all your passions at once. And then my dad got in the way by saying I wasn't allowed to go just anywhere I wanted. That was a real blow to my self confidence, but after stressing out about colleges so much, I went all out and succeeded in promising my parents a hard time this coming fall. It went something like "If you don't give me lots of toys I'm running away from home" kind of thing. =) In the end everyone was 'reasonably okay with it all' and I'm going to be attending UCI as a Studio Art major. Of course, I'm going to be getting lots of... fun toys... Stressing out didn't help me any throughout the year. Stressing out led to fatigue, and prolonged fatigue without rest led to staying home and getting sick, added with multiple visits to the doctor. Dealing with close friend's relationships didn't help because I tend to mae things my own responsibility. And then I found out I was getting ulcers and I was put on a bunch of medication. I was to stay home from school a lot to recuperate from my crazy nonstop stress life and 'take it easy'. The Japan trip in spring did help me take it easy. It was so much fun, we went around all of Tokyo in 3 days XD and I spent $1300 in shopping while over there. I even used up all my AX money T_T But it was so much fun, with Kix and Michelle and Pekkle. We all created a lot of memories on that trip. Except 3 hours after Pekkle and I got back from Japan we got into a car accident. That led to more doctor visits, going to checkup on my back and concussion, and more staying home from school. Shortly after was my yearly 103 weekend fever where I wanted to die, and that meant ever more skipping school. And then there was the time when I got seriously pissed at Kix for the first time in my life. The majority of my schoolyear was missing school and trying to make up the work. It wasn't ever really very hard. I'm graduating tomorrow aren't I? Tomorrow is graduation. The real last day of school. I'm still stressing out but my mind is off it completely. Instead today we went to Kenji's to work on cosplay, and even though I was the only one really working it was kind of fun, though I was getting pretty peeved at everyone because of my bad day. I'm also stressing out about Pekkle's DDR pad that was taken from the classroom, and Becca's offer to borrow hers to let him use when he needed it. It wasn't a cool day at all and I think my stress handling level was permanently damaged during the year because I broke down in front of Chris after school. But I thought again and I realized that breaking down just because of a lost DDR pad isn't really reasonable is it. Because it wasn't. Throughout the entire year I felt like I lost touch with a lot of people. Some people I just didn't want to talk to and avoid whenever I could, but that's not really the case when that person was someone you've been really close to in the past and was your best friend since 6th grade. I haven't really talked with her in 2 or 3 years and I've actually been on this guilt trip for just about that long. And then today I only talk to her because I'm pissed off and nervous and worried about a stupid DDR pad and I wouldn't talk to her on any other occassion. I'm such a coward and can't even bring myself to say even hi most times, and I just sat through the entire grad practice today moping about it. I though tranquilizer would have been really good so then I wouldn't have to deal. But I do have to deal. As Kix's dad said, "It's the first day of the rest of your life." And so I'm going to try to reach out again. When I look back on all that's happened within the last year, it hasn't actually seemed like that much. But over an accumulated 4 years, plenty of things have happened. I really do feel sad that high school is ending. I'm leaving this place that I entered with my middle school friends, where I first met Kix and Mirae and Pekkle and Heidi and re-met people I never really talked to before like Chris and Lisa and Kenji and Jack and Kevin and Lee and Hao and Michelle and just about everyone that's important to me. We're not really separating, we're still talking and going out and the majority of us are going to college in the same area, so we're not losing touch. Even if I will be moving this summer and it's going to be a little bit harder to see you all, it's still only about a half an hour drive away until the fall, so it shouldn't be too hard. I'm going to try to patch up things that I couldn't fix during the year... because it's my last chance to talk to those people that I really have lost touch with. And it's the losing touch part that makes me the saddest. But I can't be sad about everything and keep my mind on the past. I have to look forward and see how many new friends I've made too, like Wayne-nii and Aya-onee and Gen-nii, all of who I'll be able to see more and more often during the summer, during AX, during the fall when I move down! It won't be all sad. I've worked so hard for this path, and this is where I've brought myself. This is what I want, and so tomorrow during graduation, when I watch all the people I knew during my life go, I won't cry. Because everyone that matters to me now, I still have and will always have. I hope everyone has had a very memorable 12 years of your life, and cherish the important moments in the years to come. You know I love you all. -+> I've already gotten over you. Tuesday, June 11, 2002 | 10:40 p.m. np: Hikaru no Go 2nd OP : HAL : I'll be the one LISA You are so AWESOME! I love this song! I love ANYTHING by HAL! XD OMG this is the kind of song that sends chills down my back because it's so good. I love the lyrics. You're right. There's just something about it. Time to get Hikago OST's baby! I have yet to watch the CD's though! Today was so awesome and productive! AKG Lisa Kenji all went to Westgate and we found every cosplay material we needed XD Kyo plushies and Yuki's pants and buttons and Ayame's and Kyo's shirt and bracelet and Rikku's and Lisa's shoes and We. Are. So. Awesome XD XD XD I was just in such a good mood today despite sitting in the hot sun (next to blinkachu (you poor thing) for graduation practice. It was VERY hot so Pekkle and Mirae went swimming with me and we all lot lots of uber fun. Except Mirae, you better not copy me and get ulcers! Coughing up blood ain't fun >=( What happened to the "maa ikka" Mirae anyway? *sigh* No depression for j00. And tomorrow is (hopefully) the last day of grad practice where I will need to borrow... appropriate clothing. >_> I'm never going to hear the end of this. But one thing is for sure. COSPLAY and REHEARSAL STARTS TOMORROW! >_< Everybody, let's MOVE! I'm going to bed... T_T -+> I've already gotten over you. Tuesday, June 11, 2002 | 01:08 a.m. np: the radio O_O >_< GOD. I HATE CG. I drew 3 decent pictures today and I proceeded to screw one over in Photoshop. I hate photoshop. I need painter! ;_; LISAAAAA! And thank you so much for the Hikago. Now I can actually see what Sai's supposed to look like instead of sew blind. o_o And YOU got what you ASKED for! HA! HA! HA! XD XD XD T_T Augh I suck at CG. -+> I've already gotten over you. Monday, June 10, 2002 | 05:49 p.m. np: FF8 : Blue Fields T_T The CLAMP sign kai was yesterday. And reading Japanese bloggies makes me even more sad ;_; All four members showed up and everyone brought them gifts and wrote them letters and ;_; I just feel so incredibly left out. Y_Y -+> I've already gotten over you. Sunday, June 9, 2002 | 08:57 p.m. np: Noir : Kirei na Kanjou And WHAT are you saying? GAHH Don't hurt me! >_< It can't be good, I hate my stuff! And Phi-sensei just sounds WAAAAY too wierd! Kurot-sensei sounds so much better =D Hopefully you don't miss finals because that'd be a very bad thing. In the meantime I'll see if I can put up some measly gallery >_> If I'm not too busy with moving, that is. Lisa and Kenji! I'm so happy Senior Ball was a blast for you guys :D I heard operation Tipsy didn't work out, but there's always something not so nice and innocent like oh say, waterballoons? 9_9 But yes! We'll get together for a CG Club meeting definitely! ;_; But since we're so dead on cosplay and AX is in less than 25 days? It'll have to wait until after then T_T I hope everyone's having fun at Recca con =) Kind of ironic how we just went to SF yesterday, I realized. My room is empty. O_O ee. I'm going to be so sore tomorrow from all the heavy lifting. But I managed to pack everything and lug all the furniture into the garage, so all that's left in my room is my desk, and my bed. O_O Of course my posters are still on the wall, clothes are still in the closet, cosplay materials strewn all over the floor, art supplies shoved under the bed, etc. But I took my bunk down, took my dresser out, removed both bookshelves. Do you know what that means? It means I have too much wall space than I know what to do with. O_O But it's kind of sad. I get this wall space but I need to take down all my calendars and posters before next week for the painters. T_T Boohoo. And NO school tomorrow! FREE! (To clean my house x_X) But bad thing is I have to somehow find something to wear under the white robes... phi in a dress. phi in a dress. It works just about as much as "phi-sensei" does. Which means it doesn't. Aw crap it. >_> -+> I've already gotten over you. Saturday, June 8, 2002 | 11:28 p.m. np: Fruits Basket : Memory ~For You~ T_T Yuuun. San Francisco was so busy! And Pekkle was being all mopey again! Even though it was fun, overall it was really more stressful than it should have been. =( I spent too much money. We went to Japantown and I couldn't find any books because nothing was organized by publisher, but Christina bought Chobits 1-5 and I bought a marker and a crepe and when thinking about home, was reminded of something not so good and actually felt like puking it up ;_;. My mood didn't recover from that. T_T We went to the Sony Metreon and I bought a Playstation backpack and played DDR until my legs decided not to work on me anymore ;_; and we also went to Union Square where there were lots of poor homeless people... and parking cost a lot of money too... and my brother treated me like crap and I almost got us lost because of my inability to read a map... and Christina freaking out about not staying another night and going to Napa Valley... But when I got home, everything got better. I'm going to go down to see why everyone's laughing so cheerily. ^_^ It sounds like they're playing DOA3. -+> I've already gotten over you. Saturday, June 8, 2002 | 12:45 a.m. np: Ayu : Naturally Suddenly I have three times as many hits as I usually do. O_O OH. I SEE. (refer to previous post) I probably have a helluva lot of people hating me at the moment. It's a wonder I haven't gotten any flames yet. I hope my writing wasn't too shabby, and if worst comes to worst, I really did hurt someone and mess up big time. ;_; Crap. The Japanese teacher is a real coward. It's not a coincidence that if you start out with a 93% in the class and curve the final, end up with a B. I'm not surprised. She's done it before, changing my grade from an A to a B. But she's done it again and because she insists on thinking I ditch half the week and is also too scared to face my parent's proof that I actually have been at home sick and dying with a 103 fever, getting fucking ulcers, been on a month's worth of medication, seen the doctor multiple times for car accident injuries, i.e. concussion, she's run her ass back to Japan before the end of the school year. Just because we've all had you teach us for four years in a row doesn't mean you can treat us like @$#%. Anyway. I also really happen to suck at writing apparently because I got a D on my Myth final. O_O If I didn't know any better, I'd think the teacher hated me. But I do know better. Teacher likes me. And I really do suck at writing. Feh. Christina came over today XD I haven't seen her in one helluva long time. We're going to SF tomorrow and I hope we can all have a little fun while all the others are at the ball. Thank god she doesn't sound as stony as she does over the phone. I was worried. x_x I really hope tomorrow starts looking better. I think my ulcers are coming back. That means I'm stressing. And nervous. And worrying. Over a hundred million things that other people probably wouldn't give a care about. But here I am, getting ulcers. And school is over. God I'm so pathetic. T_T -+> I've already gotten over you. Thursday, June 6, 2002 | 08:33 p.m. np: same thing Okay. Today has all and all been a reeeaaally bad day. I hate Canadian people. I REALLY do. I've never been to France before, but I also REALLY hate French people. And French people live in Canada. And I've been to Canada. I REALLY hate Canadian people. This isn't the definition of "inspiration". This is what you call a full blown smackdown of my self confidence. And then there was the whole CLAMP thing and how I'm going to AX. Not Japan. Not Osaka. Yep. Today's been all and all a REAAALLY. Bad. Day. My only comfort is that I'm going to draw like one badass muthafucka over summer, after AX, before school starts, draw. And right now all I'm going to concentrate on is moving out, and cosplay. That's it. Goddammit, this is really annoying. -+> I've already gotten over you. Thursday, June 6, 2002 | 08:20 p.m. np: Saiyuki : For Real (piano) Chobits OST 1. Chobits character song collection. Chobits drama CD's. Number 1. 2. and 3. Gouhou Drug 2. X wonderswan game with Kamui. Fuuma. Subaru phone strap. X DVD 3. 4. 5. 6. Chobits post card book. Kakyou no Chikyuu Seifuku Nikki. Mug. Cleafile set. Shopping bag. Hatsubai Kinen CLAMP sign ai. Kyoto. Oosaka. ... CLAMP is showing themselves in public. And giving autographs. Not only am I going to go broke, I'm going to go attempt suicide. -+> I've already gotten over you. Wednesday, June 5, 2002 | 11:55 p.m. np: Trigun : Philosophy in a Tea Cup 11 I act like I'm 11. And Lots of DOA3 and pancakes. I'm now a maple syrup convert, but is it so bad to eat pancakes plain? o_o My hair is a mess. Time to fix it. And fix my room too. I still haven't packed yet. But Oniichan is going to SF with us on Saturday :D We can go in two cars! And Go to Japantown and Macy's and Castro Street! Um. ^_^ -+> I've already gotten over you. |
