Wednesday, March 27, 2002 | 10:51 p.m.
np: Chrono Cross : Frozen Flame

Sad song that totally doesn't fit my mood but I like it. I should be playing Noir's Salva Nor, since I'm really pissed off ^_^ Yes, parents talked to me about college again. I'm really pissed at my mom because she keeps bringing up "she totally eliminated UCLA and UCSD as college options" where I said "sorry for not liking the school?" And then she irritated me and claimed she wasn't irritated. ^_^* And then my dad talked to me about how AISC wasn't a college and doesn't want me to go and how I will miss college life with lots of people and living on campus and yadda yadda yadda, and asked me to tell him what I thought and which one I wanted to go to. And I said I'm not going to say anything until I visit the UCI campus. ^_^* and he proceeds to tell me what's good for me. ^_^*** I don't know how much longer I can keep this silence up, yes? I've pretty much decided and I REALLY don't want to deal with this, am almost sick of playing little miss nuetral... I mean... yes? I REALLY feel like I have a CHOICE now don't I? Yes, dad, your opinions are something "I should be aware of" and at the same time, it's NOT "I'm trying to influence your decision" ... SURE. I practically don't HAVE a decision anymore.

Okay. I vented. Talk to me about this and I'll have to shoot someone because now I have more responsibility of organizing another tour with UCI and now dad wants me to get a tour of Riverside as well. WHAT the FUCK are you thinking. Basically? He that fuck would rather me to go Riverside than AISC. Observe.
Dad: I feel, that this school... is NOT a college. In a sense. And that you will-
me: You hate it. You don't like it. You do not want me to go there. Yes I understand. I am "AWARE" I have fun enjoying you trying to influence my decision ...
dad: No, I am not trying to influence your decision...

Ooooookay. Yeeeeeeah. Gooooo fuck yourself. Sure, it's MY decision in the end right??? ^_^ I haven't even technically visited UCI yet, you haven't either, yes? ^_^ What happened to being nuetral? Whatever happened to the BAD aspects of a University? If worse comes to worse, and I get TOO pissed off, I'm PROBABLY going to AISC even if I have to support MYSELF. I will get damn student loans, I will refill out a FAFSA, I will call the place... even though I'm not technically 18 yet and I am still legally in your care, but SURE. I'll go and do it. Thats about the only thing that comforts me right now, is that I've practically made my decision already even though I haven't said so and all the parental units are doing is wasting their breath.

Problem is they're fucking pissing me off in the process.

Okay. I really DID get that out now. No more. NO MORE. Yesterday Mirae brought Pekkle-kun and Kix and I to Pho where I treated minna to noodles, and afterwards Pekkle and I went to Fry's. Ends up I'm still in love with the same laptop with the docking station, and that's the one I want. Yeup. Now I need moola if the parental unit is too bitter to pay for it for me. Played some video games and went home, and basically passed out at 6 pm to 9:30 this morning. Was not cool but I feel pretty refreshed yes?

And today all the productive things I've done were: write 10 pages of a documentary, finished watching Ayashi no Ceres at Mirae's house where I cried, discussed some college apartment plans with her, came home had dinner played with dog got pissed off end of story good night.

Godammit yes I'm still bitter.

-+> I thought I was just a little bit happy

Tuesday, March 26, 2002 | 12:58 a.m.
np: AKG+kenji drama track 6

IT's FINISHED! Y_Y It's FINISHED! *sob* Today was... a roller coaster of events. There was of course school, where we didn't finish the drama, but however! We devoted EVERY minute of afterschool time to finishing it! AND it's DONE!!! I'm currently sending the mp3's to Kenji who will burn it on CD, and we will kick all other group's asses! YES WE WILL!!! I'm so glad it's done Y_Y I don't care if I have an in class essay to write tomorrow or some DQ's due, I'm DONE. DONE DONE DONE!

Today was overall very happy. We all tried to cheer each other up and lounged around in fee's room doing the project, drinking, overloading on sugar, manga, CLAMP, and karaoke. I think I kind of lost my mind when I found out Iwao Junko sang for the CLAMP Gakuen Youtoubu Koushiki Album, the fruitiest CD of all TIME, but I got PLENTY of excercise from 10 minutes straight of laughing so much the other group members had to kick me out of my own room. o_o But while I waited outside I did my 200 crunches woo yah! And well. I was so stressed out I was about to cry Y_Y Luckily I didn't, I think I cried all the tears out laughing my ass off earlier. But it's over. It's OVER OVER OVER!!!

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Friday, March 22, 2002 | 10:10 p.m.
np: SPOILER WARNING

Today (just ask pekkle) sucked. I came home, got sick and died. And I revived a short while ago. I suceeded in getting done today some anime watching. One episode of Cowboy Bebop, 5 episodes of Digi Charat, and 2 episodes of X. X moving very fast. I finished watching episode 15 and 16. Who wants to bet X is going to be 26 episodes? Lots of gaps yes? Kamui doesn't go to school, there's no Keiichi, there's nothing about Subaru going to hospital, nobody visits him but Kamui, there's no Satsuki/Yuzu/Inuki dying fight before Saiki dies, and did I forget to mention that after Nataku stopped his hand from smashing grandpa's face in, they just left them there and went to the Fuuma/Subaru fight scene? I wonder if they're still on top of that building....

not like I expect the TV series to be exactly like the manga, but one can't argue that it's quite compressed. Those gaps I stated are what's missing between just episode 14 and 15. Also count I'm leaving out what I expect will take place in later episodes, so isn't that a lot of gaps? Subaru gets eye gouged out the same episode Seishirou dies. Hm. That's a jump from manga volume 12 to ...16. I mean... X might be boring yes, and compared to CLAMP's other manga, it's long. But all those extra filler pages that CLAMP puts in there, all those explanations and character development pages is what makes me LIKE the manga. It's good stuff! I guess it's only boring to people who don't take the time to read it.

I got the mail today. In it was the acceptance packet from UCI, and my yellow Kino's postcard for April Asuka. Only... I had April Asuka a month ago. ... Okay... I mean, I don't mind another copy, (I love April installment) but I hope when I move to LA the Kino's there doesn't take a month to receive Asuka... I can't really stand waiting a month for my X.

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Thursday, March 21, 2002 | 11:53 p.m.
np: Digicharat : Party Night - Hyper Parapara Version

Ew? Brine shrimp are nasty? but Weeee! Jack going to AX! :D And I'll help him make a bloggy too. I need to make a new one too. Hm what today what today... Nothing worth posting. So, I guess I'll post what will happen tomorrow! I... have an econ test tomorrow... and work... T_T this is depressing me. Weh. T_T

-+> I thought I was just a little bit happy

Thursday, March 21, 2002 | 12:00 a.m.
np: Nadesico : Watashi Rashiku

Did I say something about sleep a minute ago? I suppose so. But I didn't finish my bloggy run for the day yet, and it's always nice to know you're being linked by someone! Yay, Coley linked me! Although that text is entirely too dark for me to read, I like the layout. Tis CLAMP, ya? I will edit my links! ... as soon as my eyes can open...

*WHUMP*

-+> I thought I was just a little bit happy

Wednesday, March 20, 2002 | 11:44 p.m.
np: Takahashi Yoko : Inspiration

Hmmm today was the most unproductive day in my life- unless I count getting my ROP project half done and watching 6 or 7 episodes of Cowboy Bebop getting stuff done. It was nice and kind of relaxing, and I just sat on my ass the whole day, not counting that Japan trip meeting where Kix just wouldn't shut up. Her dad (not to mention all the other parents) kept giving her death glares and yes, she's right when she talks too much.

Homework can go screw itself. I should start sleeping before that time when my eyes start watering up every time I yawn. That happens a lot lately. hee. XD Ed is cool.

-+> I thought I was just a little bit happy

Wednesday, March 20, 2002 | 01:21 a.m.
np: Nadesico : You Get to Burning

BAH! Been a LONG few days. Daddy and Kix and Mirae and I went down to Socal for an ENTIRE day. It was SO tiring. Plane ride, 2 campus visits etc and plane ride back does not make fee a good kid. And DAMMIT you two STOP calling me Gobo Legs! It's NOT FUNNY cuz my legs AREN'T an inch in diameter!
...
It was a super long day! We all had to wake up like 5:30 and I got almost no sleep ~_~ And it was freezing cold outside. My first glimpse of Laguna Beach/Canyon was basically, "...Why is this place so small?" We were all a bit traumatized at first (first living thing I saw there was a vulture) but after the AISC tour I feel lots better. :D Then we went to go look at the Club Laguna apartments, which were... really big. And nice. Once we got to UCI we all kind of passed out... Too much driving and not enough food. BUUUT we met with Wayne-nii at Irvine Spectrum! And we had much caffeine. ^_^ A date with Wayne-nii! He showededed us the FFM book and of course, lots of Momusu talk with Kix and I'm hinting some pushing me to do Maki. ... uhhh.... o_O Kix-thatsillygirl- when asked what she would do if Gackt proposed to her,

*sparkle* XD ".....nnnnNNOOOOoouuuuuuu......"

Wayne/fee/mirae: ......
GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

SURE. Okay! Refuse Gackt. HA. The entire time Mirae wouldn't let me get the sugar even though I put a lot in, but it wasn't even that sweet! Honest! Oh well. I think we made 20 million bathroom trips that day. By the time I got home I was pretty exhausted and even missed school today. *smirk*
Anyway. I got accepted into Otis, but I'm not going there for sure. I have no idea still where I want to go. Well... that's a lie. I've already decided. I'm just waiting till the last minute to say where. =x

-+> I thought I was just a little bit happy

Monday, March 18, 2002 | 02:58 a.m.
np: really soft music

I have to get up in 2 and a half hours to visit AISC/UCI but... I just had to check. ^_^

UC Irvine Admit Status: DECISION: ADMITTED

HAHAHAHAHA w00t~ ... now what? X_X

-+> I thought I was just a little bit happy

Sunday, March 17, 2002 | 08:12 p.m.
np: Digi Charat : Party Night - Hyper Parapara Version

I do remember I forget some things... like my dad. Well. Dad is cool. Dad gave me a Visa gift card with $600 on it for my trip to Japan. If I consider UCI as a college... and I do. And Dad can't be cooler. ^_^

But then again, Dad can be interesting at times. For instance, I got lazy and didn't go do the laundry right away. And so Dad, trying to make a statement to his kids, gets into the 'I'm-sick-and-tired-of-your- insubordination so I'll-go-do-it-myself' attitude.

mom: Why didn't you go do the laundry right away??
me: ...I said I'd do it...
mom: ... well?
me: ... what's Dad doing...?
mom: ...

Lesson from all this: You'd better go do the laundry right away if you don't want (Dad who doesn't know how to separate colors and whites) to get your batch of clothes ruined.

And some more tests.


Take the Final Fantasy X personality test here! by

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Sunday, March 17, 2002 | 06:51 p.m.
np: HAL : Split Up

I haven't sat down in front of this computer for days. I should be proud of myself. Apparently, mom is doing better even though the LAST visit to the hospital sent me on a all time psychological low, which, if you ask Mirae, caused her to be my manservant for several days. Once again thanks yah?

Lots of things happened but I can't seem to remember all of it. I do remember Heidi and Ben came over while I was feeling like crap to drop off Mirae's super late birthday cake, and I spent the night at Mirae's watching Sailormoon R... I have yet to finish it. And last night Heidi and Mirae came over for takoyaki and tea.

Tomorrow it turns out dad is going to come with us to Laguna Beach afterall, after much "if you feel even a LITTLE bit uncomfortable call for help!" to my mom. She'll be alright. We need Mirae and Kix to be in front of my house at 6:15 a.m. and we'll start our day from there.

And I'm missing X cards 34, 53, 70, 72, 73, 79, 80, 84, 86, 87, 88, and of course, 90. Yay for the last puzzle card piece. XD

-+> I thought I was just a little bit happy