9.26.01 | 09:17 p.m.

=( I had to rush my font design today like heck because I took so long on each letter. My hand hurts. So I was so tired when I got home, I watched some TV and fell asleep. I don't think I would have gotten up if I hadn't set the alarm clock.

Now I'm really worried about Kenji now. I guess I'm just like that. And now I feel 200X more guilty about asking for a copy of his government notes. If he does anything I'm gunna cry again. Maybe I have not right to say this. Kenji should listen to that "happy Chrono Cross song" that I really like. That would make ME feel better...

I'm the most sad when my friends are sad. So why is it that whenever my friends have problems I constantly feel so helpless? I don't want my friends being suicidal or having death wishes or being any more sad than they should be or can help being. I always get the message I'm not supposed to ge entangled in friend's messes. So 95% of what I say to cheer people up are nuetral comments... So I'm actually not really saying what I'd like to say... It only happened once where I actually told a friend that I hated them and they were a coward, and that I called them stupid and blind for not seeing what was so obvious. But even that didn't work... So in the end I end up getting hurt for trying to help too...

I'm just so scared of losing them...

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9.25.01 | 10:06 p.m.

ERG Government is the most BORING class! I fell asleep 9 times, all in 2 minute intervals! I felt like SHIIIEET and I just wanted a PILLOW! It SUCKS sitting in the front row! ERG! Anime Club went okay... we got $70 in fees. =D yippee~

Well work was tiring. And Eric is a butthead. Stupid idiot. That idiot constantly feels the need to be better than me. And it offends him so when I drive. Erg. Go rot you butthead. So yeah. Turns out to keep records off insurance, we have to pay the lady $700 for a SCRATCHED bumper. ::SIGH:: Messed. Me go sleep now.

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9.24.01 | 08:11 p.m.

I hate driving. I don't care about driving anymore. Driving is stupid. Driving was always stupid. And I never wanted to drive in the first place. I never drove in the rain before. I hit a car 3 weeks after I get my license, and even though it's only bumper scratches, I'm made to feel worse by a certain parent who won't stop going on about it, even after I say sorry 20 million times and say I'll be more alert 50 million times. And then she goes off about my anime.

I won't do it again. I heard everything. I'm sorry for the 20 millionth time. Now take my stupid license I don't want it.

I have to go prepare for anime club tomorrow. I don't have any more time for this.

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9.23.01 | 10:25 p.m.

That choco frap is GETTING to meeeee! I'm calling everybody HONEY for some reason. o.O BUT I feel NIIICE because NO! MORE! HOMEWORK!!! XD SO I shall discuss Anime CLub with KIX!

But BESIDES curricular activities, there's a Kendo promotional test coming up on November 3rd! And in order to attend I must attend practice TWICE a week! ;_; I only do ONCE a week~ Oh NO! I wanna level up! I don't wanna be a level ZERO FOREVER! NOOO! I KNOW I suck but MIMI says I could at LEAST get a level 5 ne??? Nyooooo! I SHALL attend practice TWICE a week! Drive myself! >_< Akuma says I'm too fragile. I must beg mommy to pay for the daitou and arm guard or my wrist will be purple all next week again. ::sniff:: ittaiiiiindesuuuu ;_;

NYO! KENJI-honey and I shall make obentou tomorrow~ and I shall bring TEA! TEA!!!!!

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9.22.01 | 08:04 p.m.

There's so much stuff I need to do. I guess my easy schedule at school made my sense of priority go haywire... I need to prioritize I guess? There's college for one... essays, SAT, college visitations, applications, then there's my portfolio... and talking to Mr. Post... and clubs... and the club site and rules and contacts and organization... and Japanese... and work... and money... and organizing that ski trip I wanted us all to go to this winter... and cosplay... and kendo... and manga stuff... and the rpg thing and boukensha bu thing... and there's the feeling lonely thing...

Lately its just I've been doing what I felt like doing. On impulse. =/ That's... not good...

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9.22.01 | 07:03 p.m.

nyo~ I just kinda fell asleep for 3 hours today, even after sleeping like a rock at Akuma's for 10 hours. We kinda stayed up till 1 in the morning or so watching Ai no Kusabi. I don't intend on watching the second episode. >_< Not my type of stuff.

Work stunk. I was more tired than usual, and only went up till 4:30 when the yawning stared coming up like crazy. At least I got my paycheck and have $150 in my pocket right now. I'm supposed to get a call from Heidi. Looking at her profile, I think things went well. -_- Okay. I beat Dhaos for the first time. He was stupid. I had 3000 HP. He had 30000 HP. It sucked. His voice actor is Shiozawa Kaneto. He passed away last year in a car accident, or else it was cancer. So now everytime I hear Dhaos' voice I get kinda sad...

It seemed like SO far AWAY when I first heard about it, but YES. After about 10 months of waiting, X TV series is coming out in about 2 weeks! It seems the voice talents are consistent with the OVA. >_< Ooh. Can't wait. That's October 3rd. Must camp out in front of the video store. ::drool:: Isn't Yuuto still the lady's man, num num goodness, he's hot! XD Other than that, Chobits 3 comes out in a week, Angelic Layer 5 in 2 weeks, and X 17 comes out in 2 months. And yes, I want this Light Chi Dark Chi clear poster because it looks damn good.

Haven't decided what to name the car yet... haven't even cleaned it actually. So yah. looks like I'm gunna sit at home tonight.

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9.21.01 | 01:00 a.m.

Oh. Ugh. heehee MORE TV today, bad phi. And then off I went to SAT class to actually try to work, since SAT's are in 3 weeks. >_< SHIZNET. Okay. So afterwards the three of us headed over to MITSUWA! Where we met MATT! I haven't seen Matt in about a month so that made me really happy! And Tom-boss too! And they opened up a new line just for me. =D Kino's had the FFX Scenario collection. It's 19.00 ... =( And I owe Kix a lotta money already... But they might have RIKKU pictures!!! Hmmm maybe when paycheck comes ne? ^_^; So then I came home! And read FICCIES! FF8 FICCIES! SO GOOD! WAFFY! And I tried that hair straightening product. Time to see if it works.

Ashita wa Chili's... baby back ribs...

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9.19.01 | 11:15 p.m.

I feel siiick. After class today I just went to Kix's house, got almost no sewing done, and just came home, ate and watched TV until now. I feel like CRAP. I'm going to sleep. As soon as I print out Kix's homework for her.

Oh yah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEIDI!

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9.17.01 | 10:53 p.m.

GAH!!! Anime club MEETING! A! SHI! TA!!! Must PLAN! History test mo ASHITA!!! SHIMATTAAA!!! SHINU HODO ISOGASHII!!! YES! SMOKING SOMETHING!

It took me like an HOUR to BS my last minute ROP project. HOW is ANYONE expected to draw a design for a MEGAPHONE?! But I got it done in the end so AKG went out for some pearl milk tea. I feel so tainted! GOD! JUST for the sake of passing a damn SCHOOL-BUS I went 50 on a 35! JEEZ! Not only THAT, after a GRUELING KENDO practice, I ran a RED today! With my mom in the CAR! X_X It was NIGHTTIME! You know what's even MORE IRONIC? I received my LICENSE! In the MAIL! TODAY! o.O

I drove! On the FREEWAY! TODAY! For the FIRST! TIME! That, and it's comforting to know at least I'm not the SUCKIEST person in Kendo. I'm the THIRD SUCKIEST! XD YES! Well... I need a shower. And I need my fellow officers online. NOW. To plan tomorrow DAMMIT. That, and I'm feeling rather worked out and icky and I also got my October ASUKA. =D Time to pick it up! Tomorrow! Let's see if Sorata DIES or not this issue! >_<

Phi smoking. puff puff. Phi go. Shower. NOW.

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9.16.01 | 08:06 p.m.

I am most certainly convinced that the only reason why I attend a non-local church and their excuse for a youth group is merely for the purpose of having my parent's friends shut up. Yes. I am the president of CG club and I'm missing my own damn meeting. It irks me.

That wasn't it. The topic of colleges came up again. SNAP. Just like that. And it wasn't very pretty. Well... It COULD have been better. By just a little bit. But in the end, hohoho. Mother, I think, won't be bothering me much anymore. Why? Simply because she is Mother. And yes. She understands the true meaning of "You can do what you think is best and I'll support you all the way" now.

Father however is a different story. Father is anal. Because older brother is the silent failure of the family and does not attend a UC, the "standard" college, he is the silent failure. And Father expects someone to follow up for older brother's "failures". When Father says "You can do what you think is best", he also says "Art college sounds weird. I don't want to listen anymore." Which automatically turns the former statement into "I don't understand so please shut up."

But yes. Father listens to Mother... So I should be okay. I've managed to get Mother to have a talk with Mr. Post. Yes. I should be okay.

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9.15.01 | 02:46 p.m.

Deh. Just woke up. Yesterday was friday wasn't it? Yeah it was. That was when Kix and I went cloth shopping and rushed our asses to work. Which was kinda fun. Heidi's birthday party right? Went over to SVGL with Jack, Akuma, Tom, and Roy where it was er DDR all night. Until they all got hungry. And I got to see Jack's puppy and kinda fell in love with it. Yeah. Hm for some reason I was really mellow last night and didn't say much, which got everyone in the car all worried about me. =/

So today I shall clean my messy messy room, drive over to Kix's to get my share of the cloth, drop by Jack's house whenever to say hello to Pooka again, get some SAT stuff done, play some more TOP, go swimming and stuff, and then either draw or work on ewwy websites. Yeah I think that's it.

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inji is a 16 year-old brat who lives and studies art in Silicon Valley. She would like to go on an adventurer and slay evil blobbies. the brat's current...

activities: www.imood.com, rushing a portfolio, balancing a job, SAT class, personal projects, and kendo lessons.
likes: naps . tea . most sweet things
dislikes:: ginger . wasabi . spiciness . work .
layout: 'Yume wa Owaranai' - Fujishima Kousuke : 8/27
desktop: Rikku from FFX.
winamp: Kamui & Fuuma
artist: CLAMP . Sakamoto Maaya . Kanno Youko . Ali Project . HAL . Nobuo Uematsu
anime: Kidou Tenshi Angelic Layer . Cardcaptor Sakura . Escaflowne . X
manga: Gouhou Drug . Chobits . X 1999 . Angelic Layer
bishie: Himura Rikuou . Kigai Yuuto
food-drink: Kirin tea & Sapporo Ichiban Ramen
dream: To gain independence
quote: "deh?"
Email: injichan-at-hotmail-dot-com
AIM: injichan
Latest scribble: -+> click <+-: Oujirou with Wizard, done on the manga paper I got at AX. (it's good stuff.)

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