Tuesday, September 24, 2002 | 11:46 a.m.
YAH! Okay. Moving in and unpacking and showering and finishing up dorm business with darling Kix until 5 a.m. and having to wake up 3 hours later for the most boring student orientation followed by a second major orientation and in the process having your eyes too tired to even hold in your contacts therefore having them pop out and not having glasses and being blind led around by your darling but her having to leave you because she's in a different major and sitting in a cold air conditioned room freezing off your right arm falling asleep through counselers giving useless info that you already know and wandering blind a mile back to your dorm with thousands of christian club strange people following you trying to get you to join and finally collapsing on the bed...
... is not fun.
But taking the easiest ass Japanese-if you can read kanji- placement test and finishing half an hour early and leaving before everyone else and being successful in dropping an asian (all indian) art history class and adding western (roman greek egyptian) art history class in the next 5 minutes with nothing conflicting in your schedule but spending 0 more on new books (sorta) and making tons of new friends at the arcade who all like DDR and go to cons and eating nice food in the dining hall and going for seconds and thirds and running out with a turkey avocado sandwish and stuffing it in our room, IS fun!
Tons of stuff happened, I need my layout, SOON, and I'm going to upload the entire HAL album soon. In about an hour after I drop off Kix darling back at the Social Science Plaza for her to take her Chinese placement test. Then I'll come back to the student center where I am now with wireless net access *pets Lan* and upload the entire 62.1 meg file. Which will be here:
http://www.akgstudios.net/g/hal-loveme.rar
Please enjoy it Lisa and Kenji and anyone else who needs it. It'll be up real soon.
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Monday, September 23, 2002 | 01:48 a.m.
wah. still unloading stuff and sorting our room. past few days have all been hotels and unpacking and loading heavy objects. double wah. Food here is good, had fun and bought more shopping with darling at the grocery store, stuffed in fridge, staying up late, and... well. sticky and icky and feel tired. Must shower. Sorry Lisa... I'll upload that HAL album tomorrow or so. >_<
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Thursday, September 19, 2002 | 11:39 p.m.
Happy 18th birthday HEIDI! XD You're fuckin' LEGAL now.
Yesterday I bought a fridge. It's still in the trunk, packing it tomorrow morning. I also went out and bought a lot of last minute things, like... supplies. and clothes. and CC Lemon and Hi chews and ebi senbei... :D~~
And I'm completely done packing, except for my computer. :D I actually can't think of anything to type right now, because I'm really just sitting here sipping at a 32 oz. coke from Jack in the Box from our late night fast food run, waiting for all my CD's to rip. *_* WEE. SUCH a Brain. Strenuous. task... yes...
Anyway. I drove by my old house for the last time today, before I went off to school. The buyers aren't finished moving in yet, so it's still empty of furniture. Emptyness, in my house that I spent 10 years of my life in. No more of my furniture in there, because the funds from selling it is sending me through school. So it's goodbye, old house.
And so today, I got up late... but I did manage to make it to golfland to meet Rob-nii. Who, bored but still awesome, gave me a going away card and a present ^^ The X tv series DVD. *hug* Thank you sooo much!! I met up with the funny-gumi there and played arcade games more... and so. My last day here.
-enters the next stage-
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Wednesday, September 18, 2002 | 02:47 p.m.
Wah. I stayed up till 3 a.m. doing a YnM fanart for Kouri-san's Falling, of which the only part I like about is Hisoka. Then, I stayed up till 6 am packing my clothes for school. Only to have the maternal parental unit come in and start screaming at me at 6 am. Does she want me packing or not?!?! T_T Let me outta hereee!!!!
and EVERYONE is getting new layouts!! All but meee! >_< *sniffle* Well. I'll just have to hurry up... Blah to you guys! (They look awesome btw... ^^;)
... there's a spider on my wall...
... there's a spider smeared on my wall.
Now, that didn't sound very intelligent just now, did it? ^^; I find that as I write more entries, the less *bohh* and more careless I become. Which is probably why I haven't read any of my past archives for a while now. Makes me feel stupid ^_^
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Tuesday, September 17, 2002 | 11:17 p.m.
whoah dude, nice picture. Only... it's not winter yet o_O Read up Mirae's or Kix's bloggies for the day's events. Lee and I succeeded in nabbing a new J key from Fry's and although it's not fitting like perfect, still good. jjjjj <= testing so thanks so much darling for the YnM ost ^_^ I have to go draw a YnM fanart for KouriArashi-san's Falling" because I just. Have. To. >_<
And then I'll finish packing tonight. ^^ maaaybe.
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Tuesday, September 17, 2002 | 03:48 a.m.
Well it seems I'm not tired yet. I didn't do much today except aforementioned activities but I just decided I feel like actually posting emotions for once ^^; Well I had a dream last night. I don't quite remember all of it, but I'm sure some of it was brought on by Genri and Mako-chan being in Japan. It was me, pekkle, kix... I don't remember much else, but we were at Narita going through customs. It struck me that I was in Japan and I thought "hey... I'm back. For the third time." and I just felt reaaallly happy. Like this was what I really really wanted. Then I woke up, felt really irritated and got in an arguement with my mom. (will continue with this later)
But previous to this while I was driving home from dropping my brother off at SD, I was working on my Japan reports in the car. My dad asked me what I was doing, and I told him I was typing up my memiors. He was silent for a bit, and then he said "We could make an Asia trip this christmas to Hong Kong and Japan and Korea..." so most likely this christmas we're going. I sat there and I gave that some thought. My automatic reaction was something like "YES! I get to go again!!!" and then I tried to think why I wanted to go so badly. I mean, I wouldn't want to actually LIVE there, or get a job in their absolutely horrible job market with all that competition, now would I? The US is where to be isn't it. After a long long time and a few days later, it all came down to nothing past shopping. So that left me a bit confused.
Lots of events have occured since then to influence the conclusion I came to, like moving, and shopping for house stuff, and clothes... but it keeps coming back to me. After last night's dream, I think my conclusion was wrong. Dreams are a reflection of one's subconscious, right? So if I was trying to hard to think of why I wanted to go and couldn't think of anything else, and then now I'm really really wanting to go... I'm pretty sure there's got to be more to it than just that.
Well going back to my mother arguement morning business. I hate being touched and prodded to get woken up in the morning and well. I'd get up and punch you if I had the energy should anyone chance upon doing so. But then I decided not to talk to parents the whole day. Didn't clean my room, didn't get out of my room, didn't do any chores, I just sat here in front of Lan here the entire day. Like I'm all done transitioning and I feel like I'm ready to leave for school tomorrow. I don't really care about what I'm leaving behind, save for trivial business that's left to take care of, but I just want to go now. I don't want to stay here anymore.
I was talking with Gary once and we were talking about futures and what makes people happy when it comes right down to it. I remember him saying how he wished he could be one of those people who had a really sucky start, but landed up getting successful and their own place, their own house in the Bay area and their high paying jobs, and how he wished he could do that, but he couldn't because everything was basically being given to him. I'm like that too... I'm this spoiled kid with my parents giving me everything, toys, tools, supplies, clothes, food, college tuition, I've even got my entire allowance for the whole damn year. And double it in a saving's account. I'm set. But I don't want to stay here.
I'm not saying I don't want a high paying job and a successful life or what not. I know what makes me happy, and those aren't all necessarily it. It's like all I need to do to make me happy is to keep working at it. That... and for some reason, having dreams of being back in Japan.
I've just gone and confused myself even more. ^^;
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Monday, September 16, 2002 | 11:49 p.m.
I just spent all day rescanning artwork, shooting photos, and making thumbnails and it was a real pain in the ass. I guess it's kind of worth it in the end because now I have my artwork without having to bring my portfolio with me to college. If anyone's interested the gallery is here:
http://www.akgstudios.net/g/gallery.html
I can't believe I even put things in there I hate. Big time. I can't believe I organized these all chronologically!!! GAHH my BRAIINNN IT HURRTS!!! ;_;
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Monday, September 16, 2002 | 05:03 p.m.

Sure why not.
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Sunday, September 15, 2002 | 10:10 p.m.
okay I'm in the process of getting the layout up. But just as a side note cuz I happen to be chatting with Kix about it now and earlier I was talking with Mirae about it, we're planning a YnM cosplay. So that means we're trying to cast people. So far Mirae and Kix are being Koujirou and Koutarou (don't ask me if I should stick a respectively in there, i'm not that familiar with them yet) Heidi is Wakaba *wig* and Pekkle is Terazuma *eyes*, Michelle would be our adorable!Byakko, and Lisa, how do you feel about being Watari *wig*? We'll grab u a puffkin plushie and make it an owl and steal Kevin's Hatori labcoat, who will be our Tatsumi, and walla? Um... and I'm Hisoka. >_< TIght. CloThES. *cringe* But we still have yet to find our Tsuzuki and Muraki. I still think Jack will be good for Muraki though but... yeah he is kinda short... so. Everyone give me some feedback on casting, okay?
Wow~ My fingers are waaay too used to Japanese keyboards >_< *hand cramp*
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Saturday, September 14, 2002 | 04:08 p.m.
I slept at 7 staying all night doing something really fucked up called graphic design. I hate it to BITS but for some odd reason I still do it! Blog layouts must force me to keep practice or something. It should be up by today. 0_0 but I have to go to dinner with our real estate agent at 7! And I have to get ready! >_< NOOOO. Which reminds me. When I wake up in the morning I'm alllll scrubby looking and I look like >_< forgot his name. SuwabeJunichi-guy-who-owns-Kotoko-in-Chobits. GUH (I still can't beleive that's FUUMA's voice, but okay) >_< Whatever.
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Saturday, September 14, 2002 | 02:18 a.m.
Michelle came home today. Heidi leaves today. I leave in a week. I still don't have a layout up for this site. I still haven't cosplayed or watched what I wanted to watch or finished the reports I wanted to do or gotten done what I wanted to get done.
I have one week.
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Thursday, September 12, 2002 | 08:06 p.m.
I will say a "few" things and then I'll be off to bed.
Metal Gear Solid 2 is not good for your brain after pulling an all nighter. I haven't slept in... oh I have to count dammit; okay. 30 hours. And having seen the entire game played through and following all the dialogue and the entire plot... and finishing one hour ago is seriously giving my brain cramps. I hate the whole Patriots deal; that's all I have to say on the topic ><
And as for why I pulled an all nighter? Because after SVGL and shopping with everyone(I spent on shoes), everyone knows that I don't get up in the morning, and we had to make takoyaki at 10 for Club Day. So I just didn't go to bed, went out to breakfast at 7, sent pekkle to school, got Heidi, and with the help of Felicia (after a few dead batches) we were pumping out 30 or so boxes. Ready to sell. I'm so proud of Pekkle- Anime club and Igo bu got so many sign ups and they sold worth of takoyaki. Very good. My fingers are still numb from turning them.
Jack, thank you so much for making the takoyaki shipments, playing MGS all the way through for us all, and I hope you have a safe drive tomorrow! Please return with at least some sanity. :)
Mako-chan I'm sooo glad you're doing great! Don't work too hard at your jobs, and save money! You can survive off Ramen for a month if you have to! >_< just think! It's like preparing for college! YAY!!!
Meimi I feel for you. Sort of. I took 3 art classes senior year and one of them was open for me to build a portfolio. Only it was just this year that the main art teacher decided he wasn't going to work for the school anymore after the principal fired him from his former position of Art Dept. Chair. So I got stuck with some stoner stuck in the 70's who couldn't teach at all, the difference between student's work was considerable, (what happened to values??) and he was downright freaky. And even Lisa can relate too. I got almost no really good pieces done last year, and to top it all off, at the end of the year while I was taking slides to send to art colleges, he loses my self portrait. Yeah, the one that actually looks like me and was done with fucking annoying Conte Crayons that he insisted we use? And he goes and loses a student's work? Yeah something of the sort. =( Anyway, I hope you have a better time coping. Senior year tends to kill a lotta people... -_-
Lisa! Just remember, I get cable connection in a week. And Lisa has cable too. Hm. Lisa is across the country. Hm. Phi has the mp3's ripped. HMMMMM. ^_^
The L key on my laptop is broken. T_T I still have yet to get it fixed and I'm still stressing about it. Lots of stress lately yes? making 144+ takoyaki in 2 hours; my L key; college health insurance; -_- I to take out contacts which were left in my eyes for 30 hours. Then to bed. Oyasumi.
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