[Ø g.r.a.v.i.t.y] v.17 features some fanart of Sumeragi Subaru as the new Sakurazukamori, Sakurazuka Seishirou, and Sumeragi Hokuto-chan for the month of February!! It's the twins' birthday this month, yew know? The translated lyrics up there are from the song "Days" by Shela. (Download here) Okay... maybe Subaru doesn't really think that way yet, but I am keeping my fingers crossed. And if yew wanna use my fanart, pleeease ask! I promise I will be beriberi naisu! ^_^
Phi is *finally!* 18 (1/23), a first year art student residing in Socal (dizneeland!!!), and is soon going to switch schools. Phi luvs art, anime, cosplay, CLAMP, HAL(na), video games, & is attracted to all things Sony. Phi does not luv cigarette smoke on clothes, work, ginger, spicy things, does not deal well with stress, and has a very low tolerance for alcohol and stoobid people. ^_^; current infatuations : Kingdom Hearts, X, Gouhou Drug, Hikaru no Go, Naruto, Hunter x Hunter, Wolf's Rain, conbini onigiri, & C.C. Lemon XD current dislikes : hungry, broken DDR machines, ulcer medication, and cut disinfectant. aim : c2lan email : phi -removethis- at melon dash pan dot net
I had the most horrible nightmare about some prophecy I heard that the apocolypse was going to be in 2003 and the war has begun and my brother and I are running away and these people wanted to eat us and I couldn't see and I couldn't run- because in dreams my legs are just so tired.... Woke up with a start, and as I trekked over to the bathroom the familiar scent of plug-in air freshener is permiating - and I don't know where or why. But I'm brought back to the summer of 2002 in my old room, before we sold the house, working on Hokuto or Rikku...
Even in my dreams I seem to stress. I got 10 hours of sleep but I look like I got 2. I'm not ready for pictures today.
I played Kingdom Hearts for FOUR HOURS and I got two mythril goos and ONE fullfilling force. This is getting INCREASINGLY frustrating and at this rate I'm NEVER going to get Ultima Weapon. *makes fist*
I am now however, level 96. ^___^
Today I went to Ikea and bought a lot of junk, including a lantern, picture frame for my scratchboard, desklamp, pot set, and unfortunately the most PERFECT display case *cry* was SOLD OUT! It was $99 but it would have been so ;_; perfect for the apartment... so. Tomorrow we are all going to meet for food and fun and photos. I look forward to this. you also need to come over sometime because we really do need to finish RR... March deadline approaches, and we're going to get keeeeelled if we don't finish it by then @_@
staying home is driving me crazy. going to school is driving me insane. I begin to wonder where that land in between is. Where can I find some peace?
Maybe it doesn't exist, and one day I will die before I am 30. It's a possibility. But Jack will die sooner than I will, I'm sure of it, because no way in hell am I picking up smoking. I'll see him on the other side, but not before he hijacks my computer....
I'll try to find that unknown land. I'm sure it's somewhere. :] FEAR. For Jack is the lizard king *hiss* he can do anythinggg~!!
Uwah, Kusao Takeshi also does Parn! (first time watching Lodoss) I like him!!! If I'm not mistaken he did Cless Alvein in Tales of Phantasia too! :D And I like Cless. I like anything Fujishima Kousuke for that matter. o_o
So after that random note... EVERYONE COMES HOME TOMOLLO! Mucho fun movies food cosplay photos and lazy! Except I still have much stressing me out.... but things have gotten mucho better since last week. Sankyu minna, I will try not to spaz anymore and while I'm at it I should stop eating these shrimp chips I'm getting fat and OMG it's past 12 I CAN EAT MEAT HUZZAH!
T_T all you people who don't fast on lent fridays should appreciate yer BEEF. It is tasty and should not be taken for granted. BEEF. Thats it I want steak who's up for Outback tonight.
yesterday was an outing to the arcade, have not done that in a long time! O_O and then played DDR Extreme for the first time! 321 Stars and V were fun, but I was too skered to try anything else new after some 9 footer whooped my ass. *cry* school needs to upgrade to extreme soon, or I may very well give up DDR permanently T_T It's just as pekkle said, there's no way you can compete with the new generation of DDR'ers. I grew up on 2nd mix. They grew up on 5th. *flails arms*
I got my luggage. PS2 computer and everything is fine, and most of the manga I brought home is fine too because I took the care to cushion them in my clothes. But as if it wasn't enough that they need to open up my bags every time I fly, they feel the need to look through your stuff and rearrange everything. In the process my Angelic Layer 5 got fucked.
I'm really on a roll today. I think the tally is up to about 3 emotional breakdowns per week, if I should guess. Now Southwest has lost my luggage and I don't know where it is, so I don't have clothes, corrective lenses, camera, or computer. Or PS2 or anything for that matter. I'm disappointed enough as it is today, and things have to get worse with the first thing I come home my dad is treating me like shit because he blames my lost baggage on my late check-in (nevermind that everyone else's baggage on that flight is lost too). I checked in a good half an hour before the flight.... I don't know why he just automatically assumes that I fuck everything up. I'm so glad everyone has so much faith in me... glad to be home to a warm loving family, so glad I want to leave already.
I don't want to stay at school. I don't want to stay home. For the next quarter, I really have nowhere to go.
I'm so angry I could cry. I really hate this school. I worked a whole long time on the wing and the instructor totally blew it off like it was nothing and would rather talk about mud-sand castles in the front yard, and she even liked this one girl's performance involving chocolate flowers evolving into a chocolate vagina and two girls going down on each other on a sofa. I'm frankly sick to the stomach. I can't believe this. Now she wants to talk to me over the phone about my final project. Why? I am not giving her my number. It really does not matter to me what my grade is in this class anymore because I question what force of nature made me try in the first place. I just want to leave already.
I must work hard. If not, I'll have nowhere to go next year.
We FINISHED Hunter x Hunter + OVA 1. Now it is time to get to Greed Island. I can't believe Kix wanted us to stop at the end of the TV series and wait until AFTER spring break to watch the OVA. I just couldn't get the feeling that the whole thing was NOT over! Luckily for us it is just like Fushigi Yuugi and the OVA is a direct continuation from the TV series. (only hxh tv series had a whole lot less closure) It was very very good! *_* Only everytime I see Kuroro I get nasty chills cuz he's so goddamned creepy. I can't tell if he's a good bad guy or so incomprehensibly evil that he's creepily good >_< gyuuu! Next time I see Matto-kun cosplaying as Kuroro, I'm gunna run away screaming.
I go home today after my 4-6 class. It will be like spring break. Only I will have so much on my mind it will be like I never left school at all.