Thursday, June 19, 2003 | 11:05 a.m.
np : GSEED MUSIX

Not dead. (almost though) few notes.

-came homeee
-ate RICE!!! MMM souuuuu gooood T_T
-stop on RO
-Look what arrived yesterday
-Fanime starts tomorrow
-Gseed -> 37 = GOGOGO KIRA and LUX!!! *squeee* FREEEEEDOMMMM~!!! JUSTICE~!!!
-Sora - 50% or less to completion
-phi = skrud

I will be back occassionally but definitely not completely back until after AX. This makes me sad but I'll try to blog when I can! Poor Kix won't get computer till July, but she's sleeping over tomollo so maybe an update from her soon too.

I promise many con pictures upon my return.

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Tuesday, June 10, 2003 | 08:12 p.m.
np : TMR - Invoke

7 hrs spent making a blog layout that will never happen, stress from finals, cosplay, backlogs, crappy connections, projects, stress and depression in the air, i can taste it, and not all of it's coming from me, this week has not been good. =(

new layout is going to have to wait until at least after Fanime.

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Sunday, June 8, 2003 | 06:39 a.m.
np : bird chirping outside (again)

Hello hello hello ^_^ I'ts almost 7 a.m. and why haven't I gone to sleep? Well, silly question. Everyone probably already knows that... (I'm lvl 56 Dagger Assassin by the way :3)

Lots of things I missed. I really have been (sort of) reading blogs in the last month so I kind of know what's happening... Jen-senpai got an awesome new layout!! Draws soooouuu good ^___^ *jealous ragez* ahhhh I really need to get mine up. I'm also now Torii in the Gundam Seed blog crew *laugh* ^_^; Everyone was taken and I wasn't going to ba Haro. lol. XD I've also been reading up on Tsubasa Reservior Chronicles, and absolutely luuuurve it! Everyone is back, cuter, cooler, better, and all the new characters are sooou original! *very satisfied* There's no reason why CLAMP wouldn't cross over every series. I bet they were really eager to do this in the long run. Although it may be a bit confusing to anyone not familiar with CLAMP they don't focus too much on crossing over, which is nice. *laugh* Chii has fuzzy ears!!

I can't believe it's already June! I get out of school in literally less than a week! *gasp* I can't believe it! I can actually go home! It's been a tough and stressful school year for me, lots of fights, lots of crying and lots of bumps in the road, but I learned a lot. But right now the results of it are happy! For one, I get to live with Kix and Kenji and Kevin in our 2bedroom apt, finally a conclusion to my living arrangement after a loooong period of fighting! Me and Kix will get the master bedroom and we can have Lan parties all day ^_^ heheh. We're also going to get our apartment pets. Second, I finally can go to school where I want to, but I'm still reapplying somewhere else so I have to work even harder this summer too. But goodbye UCI, cos I'm not going there anymore! It's alright, I'm not sad that i'm starting over and going to be a freshman (again...) my mom wanted me to stay back a year in 5th grade, so I'll just consider this 8 years delayed.

Even though it's the last week of school and I'm soon to get out, there's still finals and a bunch of stuff to do. I need to finish a video project and website before wednesday, and still all my pictures are backlogged. That also includes my new blog layout. I already know what I'm going to be doing for all that, so it should be okay! I hope I can squeeze it all in before cons start, which is in 2 weeks. Yup. 2 weeks.

So just like everyone else I've been stressing about cosplay. Unbelievably I've finished near about 3 outfits this year, none of which I am going to be wearing myself, (laugh but what's new) So I need to get working on the ones that are for me. ^^; Supposed to wake up bright and early on tuesday so Wayne-nii can take us to Fashion District again. I hope everything this year goes well and Lisa's and everyone else's transportation problem gets fixed... Hopefully as many people will go as we planned, too. I have a lot of outfits and I kno i kno, I knew i couldn't finish them all so I'm going to hafto cut back. Should be alright tho :D Fanime and AX = cosplay crunch time! >_<

So there's rehearsal on Friday and I'll be going home Saturday. I guess I have a lot to do before then, and no new entries until my next layout is up. *crosses fingers* I'll try and hurry that up. I'm getting my life back in order ^_~

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Saturday, May 31, 2003 | 11:31 p.m.
np : Dream: Night of Fire

I believe tagboard's sold out to popups so we're going to have to take down every single one of them... Haloscan signups should be opening soon. Popups anger me. My security settings are now set to kill every single one of them except for comment systems, and the security is set so high I can't log in to blog. This is crazy. Popups do not control my life, I control it!! ARGH!

I'm p2p on RO, so now the pressure to play is gone and so is everyone who plays. And so is the lag. The good thing is if you want to p2p later they're keeping your account, so worry not.

We got 2 goldfish for the sake of my video project and named them Kan-chan and Taka-chan from Yaen. But Kan-chan died like a dumb asshat... Taka-chan's lost half a gill but he's still fighting. Today we got 2 more fish. We thought they were both guys, but one of them is clearly a girl. They are overly frisky. We hope to god that if they lay eggs, it's consentual. Watching fish rape is simply disturbing.

I wanted a rat today but Wayne wouldn't let it into the car. I'm getting one. Just watch me. It'll be gray and I'll name it Yuki and I'll carry it around with me and it can poop in my pocket.

School ends in 2 weeks. I hope I can last that long. Can't you just see the stress permeating from me? For 3 nights in a row now I've had stomach pains. HMMM.

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Monday, May 26, 2003 | 06:20 p.m.
np : the birds are chirping outside!!!

;;;_;;; my eyes my eyes! It's late and I still have my contacts in!!! Backlogged! Must get to work! Kix-darling and I finally finished Kurot-sama's gift art and sent it a little while ago so that brings my backlogged pictures... still at 4. .... omg this is horrible ;;;_;;; 4 backlogged pictures and still have to make new bloggie layout!!! *runs into a corner and cries* ;;;_;;; I have been ZERO PRODUCTIVE since the beginning of the MONTH!!! And now the month is almost over!!! And con season is creeping up on me!! I managed to stay away from RO for one day and finished Tidus' top and I was supposed to work on NARUTO TODAY, but instead I went right back to RO and got to lvl 50!!!

*bangs head against desk*

I am super-bad. Super duper uber-bad. So many pictures to draw. So many gifts to give. So many outfits to make. And school is not over yet! >_< Make it end make it end so I can go hommme and work on everything! But that would just mean I'd go right back to playing RO. Or worse O_O FFXI! There's no escape! I am eternally skroooood!!! ToT

In other news. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles looks like fun and now I have a reason to get Shounen Magazine! :D I am deeply interested! Syaoran has uber-duber awesome goggles. I lurve goggles. Goggles are awesome. Syaoran is awesome. I love Syaoran. It seems like CLAMP ran out of ideas but I don't care. It's like they're spoofing their own series. I'd do that. If I had a series to spoof. I'm babbling. My contacts are still in. The bed looks good. I'm feeling strange.

OMYGOD that's HILARIOUS!! Kix-darling got her art stolen by an art thief!!! That's soouu wonderful!!! *laugh* I think. @_@ Haha it's too funny, they even stole Kurot-chama's art too! Gah you're good enough to get your art stolen! How flattering!! But yah, hopefully they get kicked off...

Downloaded lots of TV shows- best= Gundam Seed! BEST! best! lots of shows- too many to watch. I haven't started watching a million of them... have to save them for the summer... too many things to do too little time >_< Okay promise- I have to work on Juli's picture and then my new layout! NEW LAYOUT for JUNE!

I am feeling really out of it.

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Thursday, May 22, 2003 | 04:56 a.m.
np : i can hear my computer dying... it's been on too long...

okay... i've been gone... and bad... after this week I am kicking myself into shape and am going to stay away from RO. It has officially ruined... my life... besides having a lvl 47 thief, What has happened?
#1: Gundam Seed 32 downloaded in 3 minutes at a top speed of 812k/s. I should be happy but I haven't even seen 30 and 31. Or anything else for that matter.
#2: I went to disneyland on saturday with my brother who is on summer vacation already (ass...) and got in a huuuge fight with parents. Not talking with them for a week.
#3: On friday we have rehearsal. I have. to finish. cosplay. omg.

And last but not least, I am SO OFFICIALLY CONFIRMED as a BETA TESTER FOR FFXI!!! (^o^)/ w0000T!!!! I can see in my very near future my life is going to get sooouuu fux0red over by mmorpg's...

Social bloggage... later... I promise... 4... gift pictures... backlogged... so screwed... T__T *kicks self*

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Tuesday, May 13, 2003 | 01:02 p.m.
np : Steve Conte - Stray

>_< I'm HORRIBLE. I actually didn't sleep a wink last night and went to class! SO STUPID! I quite literally could not keep my eyes open for more than 30 seconds at a time and I was dozing off. God the video teacher probably hates me, but oh well... I got a B+ on that last crack-happy video, and now I have to get started on the last. I hope I can pull another B, I hate that class. So I came back and despite the very very loud noises of Lisa slashing at RO and Kix and Wayne using the sewing machine non-stop like it was the end of the world, I passed out for a 2 hour nap. Went to class, came back and passed out for another 8 hours. Woke up to eat, and passed out for another 10 hours.

I'm HORRIBLE. RO is GAY but GDMT I'M SO ADDICTED.

So I learned some FASCINATING news yesterday- the arcade has upgraded to DDR EXTREME. Still 50 cents. XD XD XD If I'm lucky this will prove to be sufficient distraction from RO. hoo hoo.

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Sunday, May 11, 2003 | 05:17 p.m.
np :

WHAT THE FUCK?

I love Ikebukuro. I've been there 6 or 7 times. I'd hate to see it... omg I don't know what to say. This is some sort of a joke, some excuse to get ... crazy fans over there to go and embarass Americans. Cant you just see it already?? Can we say culture barrier anybody? Come on, please! Japan already has Comiket, Tokyo Game Show, Tokyo Character Show, COUNTLESS independent events, etc. etc. there's too many to count! And now this?? Look at that flyer on the bottom ;_; "SHAMELESS"?? "ANIME EKISUPO"???

I couldn't connect to RO before, but now I'm irritated even more so.

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Saturday, May 10, 2003 | 02:53 p.m.
np : RO BGM >_<

*stretch* I rise from the dead.

Only to go back to playing RO. My Thief is level 32 now thanks to Kevin and Jack tanking me *hearts* Lisa is actually over this weekend from Norcal and we're supposed to be having lots of fun... but now she's an aco. I guess that could be counted as having fun. We're all doomed. RO is unhealthy for me. I had a dream last night about carrying a dagger and going around whacking things on the ground, and numbers popped out of them. How far will this gooo? @_@

OSU, sorry for not being on lately =( I've been bad for above mentioned reasons... Of COURSE we can do a collab! Just let me know what you want ^_^

Speaking of collabs! ;_; we're still not finished with a certain somebody's birthday gift >_< AHHH NOOO it's SOOO LAAATE *cry* RO is EVILLL

On a final random note, because someone in our Japanese class has a really bad accent when saying sadame, I learned something new yesterday o.o I also learned that my mind has a long way to go before becoming fully tainted. (that's probably a good thing) *scratch head*

phi: hey, what's sodomy?
kix: sadame? fate?
phi: no, sodomy.
kenji: isn't sadame fate?
phi: not SA DA ME, SAH DOH MEEEE.
kix: OH. O_O
kevin: er... sodomy ... a bad thing.
phi: huh?
kevin: um you know what it is. you just don't know what it's called.
phi: is it so bad that nobody is explaining to me? o_o
kix: ... well... not really...?
kevin: uh, it's illegal....?
Lisa: isnt it just *-------*?
phi: ... OHHHHHHH, there's actually a NAME for that?!?!

I had no idea sodomy was illegal 0_o

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Tuesday, May 6, 2003 | 12:16 a.m.
np :

For the past few days I've just been completely preoccupied. You know of course that this is completely senpai's fault XD XD XD this is Phii before as a sorry little novice, and hours and hours later...

I'M FINALLY A THIEF!!! WANNNN it was SOU HARD! Thief was the hardest!!! But now we all have CLASSES!!! I went out and twas so hilarious :D We took hot hot sprite pictures on the sand and then went to town and decided to get down and dirty with Uncle Morroc XD XD XD Senpai even added Kix into our party! I've just wasted a million hours of my precious precious time and should have worked on a gift picture today.... >_< or 2 days ago...

*goes to start HW* X3~

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Sunday, May 4, 2003 | 01:18 a.m.
np : Kix's playlist

Omigod, Kix is typing some fatass blog entry about our busybusybusy day so I don't think I shall go into as much detail. Or thingy. But the basic gist was I woke up early from 5 hrs of sleep to rush my cloth list and proceed to be taken to Fashion District by Wayne for major cloth shopping. In 3 hours I got Wakka's pants stuff, Naruto's stuff, a ton of accessories stuff, and I can't think of much else, because it was SUCH a long day x_x we went to eat at Little Tokyo Suehiro (i think) was yum and then drove back to watch X2!!!

*scream* it vas good XD Rene is right, Colossus = X3~ I wish he showed up more. *hearts* at Nightcrawler and Wolverine and XD XD XD *spaz* Kenji and Wayne-nii filled me in on the details of the comics and what's probably going to happen next. :D when I get the time I'll research it. But now it's late and I can't remember much... cloth to fold, pictures to draw... *Yawn*

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Friday, May 2, 2003 | 08:09 p.m.
np : Asian Kung Fu Generation : Haruka Kanata

*huff puff* zehh XD XD XD Besides Naruto 31 being totally totally awesome and E's 5 being absolutely ADORABLE...

I'm dying like a mofo but I'm SUPER DUPER HAPPY cos I full combo'd 3 songs and beat MAX 300 FOUR TIMES in a ROW! YEAH!!! I've got my GROOVE BACK!!! (^o^)/ WOOOOOT~!!!!! I'm back to the way I was in December!!! XD Back in shape and not eating!! That's the WAY to go!!!

Tomorrow there's a tourney going on and the machine guy is coming by tonight to turn on free play mode XD and he's probably not going to be back until monday, so it's FREE GAMES ALL WEEKEND!!!!! :D :D :D i'm one happy phi.

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Wednesday, April 30, 2003 | 11:23 p.m.
np : HAL - R-18

So tired lately *rubs eyes* I've been keeping busy. I've started translating the Kingdom Hearts Final Mix Ultimania guide and am going to make a KHFM site as a long term project which will hopefully last me through the summer after con season. (does con season ever really end? I wonder) So I've been doing a little each night, and Rene was even nice enough to help me take pictures of her KHFM Platinum stuff and all her other crazy merchandise for the site! Yew really are crazy, yew know XD I'll have a cosplay section up for that and I hope people submit images ^_^ especially after AX. There should be lots of KH cosplay, including me! ^__^

Speaking of con-season I need to hurry and work, else Wayne-nii won't take us to Fashion District to get cloth. Then I won't have anything to work with. ;_; Fanime is 2 months away and AX is shortly after that (and Kajiura Yuki is going *_*) so I must work quick. *cry* no time to draw or watch anything lately ;_;

I've downloaded the entire thing of GPM and am starting to watch Stellvia and Gad Guard and Last Exile and at the same time I'm still following Seed, Hikago, HxH, Naruto, Wolf's Rain, DNAngel, Loki, and E's, and with Digi Charat nyo coming out Y_Y ahh *pulls hair* I have no TIME for this! Maybe before bed I'll try to watch Wolf's Rain 13 *yawn* I am crazy tired... ;_;

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Tuesday, April 29, 2003 | 06:56 p.m.
np : Fuuma - dialogue mix -

(It never ceases to amuse me why they used this song as Chobits BGM.) About time I archived, and I linked Xandra!!! :D Who writes awesome X fics XD maybe I should stop lurking on Clampesque and try to comment. >_< *sigh* makes me feel bad cos I read all these fics but I never say how good they are. Yosh, I'll try commenting. Now if only I knew how to log back in... ;_;

I bought a wrist name thing for cosplay, I forgot what it's called. Engraving was for free but I didn't know what to put though "Rikuo" would have been funny XD in the end I didnt get anything on it, then Kix and I started talking about how i'm a hopeless loser magnet. ;_; *sniff* So whenever I go to arcades she tells me I should wear a tag or collar that looks something like this: XD


It would be amusing. Then maybe they'd back off! :D That'd be wonderful! Everbody can see my funky hand... ^_^v

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[Ø g.r.a.v.i.t.y] v.18 features Kudou Kazahaya and Himura Rikuo from CLAMP's Gouhou Drug! :D They are standing in sakura because it is April! I wanna go to Japan in April again ;_; The lyrics up there are from the song "Moment" by Vivian or Kazuma, and is also the 2nd OP for Gundam Seed. (Download here) Kaza-chii & Riku-pon drawn by me so please don't take ^_^v

Phi is 18 (1/23), art student, & avid CLAMP fan! Phi ♥ art, anime, cosplay, CLAMP, HAL(na), video games, & is attracted to all things Sony. Phi does not ♥ cigarette smoke on your clothes, work, ginger, spicy things, is horrible with stress, and has a very low tolerance for alcohol and stoobid people. ^_^;
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