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'Fukai Mori' : Do As Infinity
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Saturday, December 15, 2001 | 09:04 p.m.
np : Myuji : ex dream
Warning! Long long entry ahead :D
TODAY was the FUNNEST, BESTEST DAY I've EVER had in a LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME! Not since AX2000!!! WOWWEEE! XD XD XD We did soo much stuff. But lets start from the begninng shall we?
I woke up this morning with a jolt, and I don't remember the dream I had, but I remember, as with most dreams, it was strange. But I saw the clock and (it was 5 minutes before my alarm rang) and thought I was late to school- but MAN It's SATURDAY! It's TIME to rush my moogle costume to get to the FFX promo at METREON!!!
Kix and I finished the moogle costumes a little bit late after Kenji came to pick us up, but it was all good! ^_^ They're quite good for 1 day costumes. After a getting food, Jack, and Pekkle, it was OFF to SF! Kix was our navigator this time, and what a good navigator she is. :D It was rather fun on the way to SF, me and Kix and pekkle all talking about the whole fans and fanon and originality and individual business. All the way to SF, listening to Blue-B. And we found parking yes we did, and went to the Metreon. And YAII! Kix kept wanting to take pictures of pigeons, which was so like her. ^_^ She kept screaming when they flew away. But we met up with Su-chan and everyone else, and thanks SO MUCH to them, they let us have a spot in front of the line! XD We LUBYOUUU~ So we only waited until 3:00 to actually get inside! We changed into our moogle outfits, had everyone play with our red pompom thingies, and went inside the FFX room ^_~
The line was long. There were lots of people. There were lots of prizes. There weren't that many cosplayers. But it was very cool because we got PRIZES for cosplaying! XD XD XD I got a FF8 Diablos GF figure, a FF N Generation soundtrack, and a FF8 T-shirt that Kix was nice enuff to give to me ;_; DAIIISUKI! It was uber uber cool! XD Lotsa people were playing FFX (but we didn't wanna cuz we already got to ^_^;) so we went around getting prizes from the lovely Tokyopop people! They also had the official FFX merchandise on display, and I studied that Rikku figure like there was no tomorrow! >D That lady was CHO nice and even let me hold it and EVERYTHING and it was SO UBER COOL!!! LOTSA people said 'There are MOOGLES in the METREON!' and took our piccies!!! XD
The raffle system was also CHO very organized I liked it. :D See, KIX WON THE BIGASS PRIZE! I was PRAYING she'd win 'PLEASEletkixwinpleaseletkixwinpleasepleaseplease' and SHE DID!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD She won a FF9 wallscroll of Garnet, a FF8 figure of Bahamut, and an official Squaresoft laptop bag stuffed with MORE FF figures, T-shirts, and chooo much stuffs! And she gave me her extra FF8 shirt WAIIIIII XD CHO many nice peoples there! I saw a rikku cosplayer too. :D
afterwards afterwards Kenji was all moosh and I thought it was going to ruin the whole day... but it didn't! It was such a SMALL thing! Because we allll went to Japan town and MOOSHED!!! We were all starvings and went to dinner ^_^ MMM yum yum Japanese. I had Tempura Udon and shared a sashimi with pekkle. TEAAAA! We saw the CREPES SHOP! But it ended up we ate SOOO much food ($70 worth) we had to walk around Kino's before we could gobble up more crepes >_< AUGH! So we DID walk around Kino's!
And they had CHOOOO much STUFFS! I saw all the new calendars and I went T_T Because the Chobits one was $50 and they didn't have X ;_; I was shad but then when i went over to the CD section, I went KYAAAAAAAA~!!!
They had the KAMUI AND FUUMA STRENGTH SINGLES!!! Sho i BOUGHT them and I also bought a DNAngel shitajiki I wanted for a longlonglong time ^__^ And I bought Pekkle's Xmas gift but that's not EVERYTHING I'm giving to him, got to find a bigger present :D We also got other ppl presents too! Me and kenji spent lotsa money today. I spent like everything but $7. -_- So after KIno's, our stomachs were empty enuff to go get CREPES! I got strawberry with whipped cream and chocolate and Ice cream and I was soooooo NATSUKASHIIIIII!!! T_T It was BEAUTIFUL! It was DELICIOUS! It WAS the SAME KIND I got in IKEBUKURO LAST YEARRRR!!!! ::Scream:: So we sat at the Crepes shop eating and munching away while Jack and Pekkle were crying like poor babies about their AMG calendars and MGS2 stuffs ;_; I felt so sorry for them! But That was a BIGASS crepe! And we ALL finished ALL of them X_X OOF! So afterwards we went to Mikado CD store :D And then Jack had a heart attack. He saw the MGS2 OST. the poor baby. He was going to cry >_< So was pekkle after seeing a whole entire rack of Ayu CD's. AUGH my poor babies! But I bought EX DREAM THERE!!! XD XD XD Even though they had an LD sale and didn't have CLAMP in wonderland, I was still UBER HAPPIES!
By this time it was nearing 7 so we had to go back back home. :D And so we ALL listened to ex dream on really loud volume in the car! And it is the most KICKASS SONG!!! And it was SOOO COOOOOL! We had it on repeat while going down the highway at 80mph with the windows down and the stars shining bright and the wind blowing in our faces! >_< SUCH. NICE. ATMOSPHERE.
I also put in the Strength singles. And you know what? The Dialogue Mixes... THAT is ROAD rage music. It's heroic, it's trancy, it's emotional, and its SO. DANG. KICKASS!!!!! XDXDXDXDXD I can't forget listening to Fuuma's Dialogue Mix while everyone was sitting there in the dark going 80 mph with the wind~ *sigh* unforgettable DAYONNNN~!!!
Today was uber funnes~ I got so many CD's, free stuffs, artbooks, had funfunfun with friends, XD XMAS shopping in Japantown WAIIIII!!!! ^_~
Apologies for such a crack filled entry. ^_____^ I can't HELP IT!!!
Saturday, December 15, 2001 | 12:49 a.m.
kupo!
So WHAT exactly happened? It's like I've dissappeared off the face of the earth. Not completely, but close enough. I've been busy with school makeup work. Not too impressive, but I've also been working on my DOE picture. The layout for that is almost done, I just need to draw in Yuuto-kun now. Ironic that I like him most but I do him last. Save the best for last?
But then by now my hand is all tired and not functioning properly and I can't imitate CLAMP's exact style, so Yuuto could unfortunately turn out to be the most screwed up out of them all.
I bet I'll have spent more time on BEAST then on Yuuto.
But I must work dilligently. work work. Work is what happened today after school. Generally it woulda been a tedious 6 hours as it usually is, but somehow KIX and I have discovered that our PMS happens in synch. Don't ask how. See, when I'm all pissy, she's pissy. When Kix is PMSing on the other side of the spectrum, like she's, you know, on some sort of crack, I also happen to act the same way too. And today was very strange. Kix bought herself a Kona Coffee, and I had a CC Lemon. With the caffeine I can understand why she'd go berserk but... Why in God's name would ANYONE get high off CC LEMON?
I think we've been hanging around each other for far too long.
Kino's finally had some nice X17 come in, so I bought THAT and am all happy. Kusanagiii is the STAR~ oohhh... So after work, I went over to Kix's house. In the dark. Her house is downright SCARY with all the stories she's told me about hearing noises of dying animals outside, and dead deer mysteriously disappearing... but I thought I was gunna get mauled by a cougar, I was pining and scratching and ringing her door so many times -_-
kix: *opens door*
phi: LEMMEINLEMMEINLEMMEINLEMMEINLEMMEIN!!!!!
kix: O_O))))))))))
Which was quite interesting. So we sat down and each took turns falling off her scary chair, who's seat just wouldn't... stay. We worked on the moogle outfits, (Kix worked on her shirt, I made the red ball, wings, ears, etc) -_- So I never really got my own personal stuff done, but we'll get that done tomorrow morning.
Speaking of which, tomorrow (or rather today) we're going to the Sony Metreon in SF for the Squaresoft FFX thingy. Dressed as moogles. It shall be fun.
Wednesday, December 12, 2001 | 06:18 p.m.
'sore wa tabun... kanashimu hito ga iru kara desuyo.'
I started on the montage today. Ends up I'm doing the Dragons of Earth. So far, I've spent 6 hours SKETCHING 5 people. I have yet to do Yuuto and Satsuki and Beast and the water and the cloth and the trees and the sakura petals and various people's HANDS.
phi: Kix, does this look like CLAMP style?
kix: ... hmmm. It looks CLAMP but it doesn't look Mokona Apapa.
phi: ...Mokona Apapa...
kix: Yeah. More like... Mick Nekoi.
phi: ... but it looks CLAMP right?
kix: yeah?
phi: That's ALL I needed to know.
I don't think I can finish this by next thursday, so help me. I started out with Fuuma who turns out to only have one eye. Then Nataku was a pain to draw because I stink at drawing anything besides upper bodies. Everything else should go smoothly, if I don't royally mess up on coloring. Coloring. -_- Airbrush and Copics. -_-
I'm beginning a change I think. Not in my behavior or my attitude or what I react to, but I'm changing what's important to me. For instance, school is not important to me. I've put off studying for my government test which was 2 days ago, and all that I've wanted to do is draw. So I've spent an entire day drawing the dragons of Earth. That's what's important to me. Other things like SAT, grades, that's not anything anymore. It used to be, but now I don't care anymore. I KNOW my passion, what I like. It's drawing, cosplay, conventions, spending time with my friends, having fun, making sure everyone is as happy as they can be.
Thats what I stayed home for yesterday. Not because I didn't study for my government test or I had to present some silly Japanese project. I stayed home to spend time with my family and buy Christmas presents for my parents, talk with my brother, take care of myself, and take care of the things that are really important.
But that doesn't mean I won't try in school. I'll try, still. But I won't cry over a test, I won't pull my hair out over some 10 point assignment, I won't pine to Kix about some silly grades like I have for the last 3 years, and most of all I won't lose sleep and slowly kill myself like I have been. Always. Let it be. I'm going to college. But for now, there are other things to take care of.
Tuesday, December 11, 2001 | 07:15 p.m.
ここにいるよ、けんじくん。
ぼくは学校に行かなかった。バイトもな。
何でって、病気じゃないけど。 色々あるさぁ。。。
アニメ部の事ごめんな。来ないから。
父さんの誕生日だからもうすぐ晩飯を食べに行くよ。
Monday, December 10, 2001 | 08:36 p.m.
np : Moeko Matsushita : Ame Agari
It feels like a not normal day. It wasn't really, but it started out really fun. Kix and I spent all morning talking about DNAngel, my new found love. Well, not really NEW, since all existing DNAngel has been sitting in my shelf for the past few months still in shrinkwrap, but last night I think the week's worth of snacking on Hershey's Kisses kicked in. (Don't try it at home kiddies, it's actually kinda gross.) So it started out that I was chatting with Aya-onee about everything from domain names (of which we have found one, YESH!) to cosplay gone horribly wrong! X_X which was uber funness. Soon after, I somehow found myself drifting towards my DNAngel. It took me about an hour? two hours? to read volume one by glancing up from manga to translations back to manga, but this time I thought, screw it, I'm gunna plow through this thing.
So I did, and I ended up finishing DNAngel 3-5 in about an hour and a half. Which is kinda weird no? At least I know I'm getting better at reading. ^_- I was still on that chocolate high, that may have been it. That also may have been the reason for my talking about DDR and fun and beer and alcohol, and among other things...
phi: KRRRAAAAAAAADDDDDD!!!! HIDOIIII jyann??!
mirae: ^_^ sou?
phi: DAAAKKU ni ijiwaru koto wo SHITAKARAAA!!!
mirae: <3 i-ji-wa-ru~ ^__^
phi: ;_; DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKU!!! *glomps With plushie*
So THAT was quite interesting. I shall catch up on DNAngel starting from February 2001 ASUKA... some other time. ^_^ I couldn't fall asleep until 4 a.m. this morning because if anything remotely related to DDR, Cosplay, DNAngel, Reincarnation, AX, Fanime, or AKG popped in my head, my heart responded in kind with a *THUMPTHUMPTHUMP*
That wasn't fun. In the end I think I passed out from too much excitement, so I only got about 2 hours of sleep. So What else to do but scream and rant with Kix about the whole experience? I might do my reincarnation story as myself being the subconscious of Kaitou Dark, so that I can post it as a Daisuke POV fic. ^_^ It will suck, trust me. I don't write people, I draw. And speaking of which, I finished my ROP project today! With bunches and bunches of Kix's help. :D Definately going to go in my portfolio. It looks so GOOD >_< But for the new project, I THINK I'll be doing the Dragons of Earth for the montage. Maybe.
So we were also discussing about Fanime and what to cosplay as. o.o Hm. I'm not into the whole wig thing yet, so maybe not Belldandy =_= I could make for a good Skuld's boyfriend, Kix says. But we will decide a later's. I still must contact Metreon about this weekend, because I haven't heard anything about it, really. Oh~well~
So! I got home all cranky and dying while doing that fucked Japanese project and wanted to go to sleep. But I'm okay now. Really. And I won't read anymore DNAngel.
*peers at shelf*
Really.
Sunday, December 9, 2001 | 07:14 p.m.
np : Ali Project : 'Peony Pink'
I'll check my tracking every now and then, like I did just now. I just realised,
I get most hits from people looking for Koizumi Kouhei. Which is understandable since I posted the lyrics, but why not just go to Animelyrics.com?
Other interesting key words were:
Devil May Cry Desktop theme
Eriol fan mail
Rikku Hentai
Anime panty shots
And someone came here looking under the search words "god dammit y do i have to do this"
... O_o
... sometimes I just... worry.
Sunday, December 9, 2001 | 06:46 p.m.
'Deai. Kidutsuki. Aishiaou...'
Some nights I oversleep (14 hours). And some nights I stay up (3 hours). Take LAST night for example. I was up till 5 making Heidi's pitas, then working on my ROP project. Now, it's really mixed media: Airbrush, color pencil, Copic, and acrylic. I can't do anymore to it until I get back to school.
Now because I was stupid enough to sleep so late and get up so early I took a 6 hour nap. Now phi is all refreshed again, and strangely, still on a chocolate high. That, and I missed church.
Oops.
I want a GROUP BLOG. I mean, I want EVERYONE I know to post on it, so I can meet EVERYONE that THEY know and we can all be very NAKANAKA! :D I know thats what messageboards are for but I wanna meet bloggie people too! Isn't that such a good idea? I mean, right now we're all communicating on our miniboards but see, not everyone has one so that poses a problem. Group bloggie everyone! :D What do you guys think?
That brings me up to the topic of lurking. Lurking's not by any means BAD, but hey, wouldn't you rather just really talk to the people who's blogs you think are cool? One of the WORSE ways to meet people is to randomly IM them. I know everyone gets that a lot. So just, group blog! :D
I want my krispy kremes.
Saturday, December 8, 2001 | 09:41 p.m.
np : Kaitani Naomi : Tooi Kono Machi De
Lalihooo!!! I feel nanka shiawase today~ I don't know why though. The holiday feeling has kicked in for me, and I've already bought presents for Kix, Kenji, and my cousin. ^_^ And nobody knows what they are!
I went out to get gas, get Kix's present, then went to the fabric store- and I found a nice green sportswear that the nice old man gave me a sample of to check to see if the color was right.
I felt like going to Mitsuwa to visit Kix ^_^ The lines were hella long! And everyone was working! Wow, I haven't ever seen so many people at Mitsuwa before. Parking was so difficult to find, I had to go to the very very back. So since Kino's was having a 10% off, I bought a notebook and Amaguri stickers. I finally, FINALLY got the CCS 1st movie complete book! ^_^ And they had photos that Asaka-san took from Hong Kong. Natsukashiii!
So tonight I feel like decorating the Xmas tree, working on my ROP project, and doing documentaries that I didn't do last night.
Saturday, December 8, 2001 | 12:06 a.m.
It's too fucking cold!!!
Jack worried me because he didn't show up yesterday. Why worry says Kix? Fine. I won't. :P Not with the 15th coming up, gingerbread houses, cosplay, and C-18. No worrying about Jack.
For three days it's been DDR-shower-sleep DDR-shower-sleep over and over again and my legs are DYING on me! I'm NOT kidding! Shockingly, I'm getting quite sick of this. I need to stop playing for 3 hours intervals.
At least I can do Matsuri Japan again.
...with a B.
... no worrying no worrying... >_<
Kino's is quite interesting. For a month now since the November release date I've been expecting the arrival of X17, but what do I find instead? I find Angelic Layer #5. As a NEW ARRIVAL. DAMMIT, why does the stuff take MONTHS to get here?! I've had #5 since more than a month ago! It's DEPRESSING! I WANT MY X17!!! With KUSANAGI on the back! HURRY it UP!ARRRGH! XO
There was also a mountainload of the Fuuma ASUKA. I said to Mirae:
phi: Go BUY it go BUY it!
mirae: WHY???
phi: It has the Fuuma and Kamui CHARACTER files in it, THAT'S WHY.
mirae: O_O OH. But I don't have any CASH!
*tosses wallet to mirae as she runs to Kino's*
phi: :D She's gunna find out I'm loaded. :D
kix: loaded? Oh. Money. Got it.
*mirae comes back*
mirae: -_- remind me to pay you back $13.
phi: o_o ... what the hell did you buy?
mirae: the ASUKA? -_-
So now I know why they had a mountainload.
Mitsu just gave all of us a 20 lb bag of rice and a casefull of Ramen. :D Merry Christmas? ^_^;
I'm finally going to get started on the Fanime documentaries tonight. And if I'm lucky enough to finish, I'll proceed with AX2001. But dammit Kix, we need a domain for AKG SOON. I want my new email addy! Yesterday I got 200 new junkmails!
...no worrying no worrying no worrying...
Thursday, December 6, 2001 | 05:33 p.m.
Warning:
if after reading this you think I'm a freak, simply click on the X in the upper right hand corner of your browser and pretend you never read anything at all.
moof. Finally went back to school today and had Kenji pick me up. Kenji's awesome-awesome! :D I felt really sick still, and couldn't sleep last night for the stupidest reason: too excited about the DDR tourney at school. Isn't that silly? I'm just like a little kid still, all I want to do is play play play! I signed up today too. The saddest part was, I'm the first and only signup! >_< So far... Hopefully more people will sign up too! Chris didn't even sign up :( Michelle wouldn't either so now I'm all lonely. I just wanna playyy! If I win, that's a plus :D If I get a prize, that's two plusses! XD
So Kenji brought me over to his salon place to buy shampoo, and then drove home home, where I did nothing else but bust out my pad and practice some 5th mix! And I'm still tired and sick and too weak to do even Matsuri Japan or Can't Stop Falling in Love. It made me sad, so I just did everything on Basic.
I wonder though. Is it a bad thing when you feel miserable when you see a GREAT on the screen? ... Hopefully that only happens to me when I'm on basic... but man =( I had 1 GREAT on a song! And that means I was only ONE STEP away from a AAA! =( nya.
So now after practice and shower I'm all tired and sleepy. And I have homework too. It's okay. I can take a short little nap... tomorrow I have works you know? And I get paycheck too. :D It's time for Christmas shopping and Metreon and Squaresoft and Fun fun fun!
Wednesday, December 5, 2001 | 09:57 p.m.
np : Cynic Project : 'Sidewinder'
I have:
-sat around and felt sick
-rearranged the posters on my wall
-set up a Paypal account
-eaten candy when I wasn't supposed to
-shopped and didn't buy (that sucks)
-gotten more sick
-discovered my code was massively messed up
I have not:
...done anything productive.
... I think I'm going to draw now.
Wednesday, December 5, 2001 | 12:24 a.m.
I want it absolutely QUIET right now.
::keels over and dies::
I THOUGHT I could go to school today, even if JUST after lunch. Then when I got there, I just about DIED the whole period. I also think I sniffed too much of that airbrush stuff so I was talking like I was on crack, saying "KIX is PROUD OF ME!!!" I couldn't even walk to my car afterwards either. The phrase "I'm a LONG way from home" kept repeating over and over in my head, and I was going in and out of blackouts on the road, which is... Bad. But I made it home alive, hopped into bed, and the pain kicked me out cold for 2 hours. That is not the most pleasant way to go to sleep. It wasn't fun. I did not even go to work. And so now I feel even more sick, my head hurts, I have a slight fever, and my ears, nose, and throat are clogged.
I played Final Fantasy V for a few hours. That game is damn hard. So shoot me, I suck at RPG's. But I did learn that school was having some sort of DDR sign up fundraising thing. THIS, I can DO.
All I have tomorrow is art. Art art art. Must finish ROP project. ::groan::
'It huuuuurrrtsss~' *sob*
Monday, December 3, 2001 | 09:39 p.m.
I just had this compulsive urge to list down everything I wanted for Xmas. In no particular order, here goes...
-white trenchcoat (I make)
-Sony VAIO laptop (the new cute white one! XD)
-Sony Walkman CD player model 999
-more Kenji shampoo
-'Atashi' Chobits keychain
-X tv-series Original Soundtrack
-X 17
-X calendar
-Rikku goggles!
-DNAngel watch
-Anything DNAngel!
-airbrush set (COPIC can or Aztek)
-fingerless leather gloves
-that $25 bag at User's Side ;_;
-Anything at User's Side!
-Anything Dokodemo isshou Torokitty
-Any CLAMP CD
-Any CLAMP manga
-Anything CLAMP!
-zori
-boots! :D
Um. That's everything I could think of in 30 minutes. :D
Monday, December 3, 2001 | 04:53 p.m.
np : ?
Pain... No I didn't finish my bill. No I didn't pull an all nighter. No I'm not trying to play hookie. It just slipped my mind that if I continued to sleep at 2 or 3 in the morning for a week straight that the Kix disease would get worse and leave me croaking like a froggie. And not being able to talk and being like a froggie is bad. Unless you were on Fuuma's head. But that is besides the point. I feel like hell, I look like hell, and I still have to do this stupid bill. Which I have finally stopped stressing about.
I don't expect to make it to school tomorrow unless it's just ROP.
Ooh. It's stopped raining.
Sunday, December 2, 2001 | 10:08 p.m.
np : Xenogears : Mebius
Look at yet another craptastic layout! I'm drudgingly slow with code and this one kept me up till 4 =_= Ironically the sketch itself only took me less than an hour, but I'll leave it till January.
XD XD XD Christmas is coming! I've got Kenji's cool earphones, the SONY ones! Yes, I know oniichan will be pissed that I spent money on MORE Sony-evil-empire stuff but I LOVE. XD And new blue jeans too! It's uber FUN shopping with parental units, yes because they feel sorry for you and your cute puppy face and say it's for Christmas, yes they do! XD
I feel SO evil.
Steak! It's what was for dinner :D much fun. Parents brought me to Fry's to look for the earphones, which weren't there, oddly enough. But they did have DDR, which was uber fun too! I asked the little 8 year old kids if I could play, and he TOTALLY ignored me! ;_; They was cho mean! But when I DID get to play, I did Afronova on Maniac. And I think... I scared them all... because they didn't look like they really wanted to play anymore... but it was fun! REALLY!
I've got a crappy bill to write that I've already put off for an hour, so off I go.