10.14.01 | 09:28 a.m.

Monaa?? Akuma is in LOVE??? X_X

So SATs stunk, bloated myself for lunch at Miyake's with Kenji, Chris, and Kix, got stuck with Kix at Library for 3 hours, fell asleep inside library, (started twitching), came home, got picked up, went to sleep at 4:30.

For about nineteen hours.

Got up. Looked at clock. 8:30 a.m.

I feel like CRAP. I have to go to SVGL today. I have no money. I'm hungry. I'm tired. My room needs to be cleaned. I have no job.

I feel like CRAP.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.11.01 | 03:03 a.m.

Okay, that government test I stayed up till 5 slacking off the homework for? I aced it. =D Yes! 100%. That's a rare thing. I think I passed this 6-week grading period with a 4.0 except for Japanese. The teacher, we were discussing today, is getting way too bitchy and mean and she's getting way too personal with the students. So much it's not funny. But anyways, yes, school ish nooo problem hai hai!

We were discussing massive cosplay plans for Fanime and AX, and looking at everyone else's outfits and confiding in Wayne-chama for help! And YESH! We shall go out and DO cosplay! And we shall be perfectionishts! And it will be COOL! I even scrounged my wallet for $40 bucks on Tuesday to buy the FFX CG and Illustration Collection. It's nice. It's my baby. However, I brought it to school to let Kenji and Kix oogle over it and I ph34r for it's condition. By the end of the day it had this huge dent in the cover =( And I was much sad yesh. But i'm okei now. It's a nice book. Has screenshots of the cenima scenes and has sections for the art by Nomura Tetsuya and Yoshitaka Amano. So yesh. Happy with my purchase.

Kix's dad didn't pick her up till 4:30 after school today, 1 hour late. So Kevin and I waited with her and we all sat in my car talking about fun stuff, like teachers and cosplay. It was really cool. So I came home, played games, then took a nap. So I kinda... just woke up an hour ago. o.O And I THOUGHT it was 12:00 instead of 2! Because what happened was when I was napping, I realized I might not get up in time to do my homework, so I reached over and set the alarm clock from 8:30 to 6:30 am, since I only had to get up 8:30 yesterday. But I was so tired, what I actually ended up doing was setting the ACTUAL time, 8:30 pm, to 6:30 AM, so it set back 14 hours earlier! And so when I got up my clock said 12 PM! ARGH! How disappointing. The only good part is this is probably the most sleep I've gotten in a few weeks. Luckily I've not much homework, and I'm staying up with Jack until school starts. =d

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.07.01 | 08:48 p.m.

I don't know if I'm going to go to school tomorrow. Today's been weird. I couldn't get out of bed until 5 pm today, and when I got back from church I went and slept for another 2 hours. What's wrong with me? =( I NEED to get to school tomorrow... I have a government test. But I'm just so tired I can barely study...

On a somewhat happier note, I downloaded the X TV OP last night. I like the song, kind of on the rock side... although I wish the OP included more characters than just Kamui dancing around. I always expected for X to be more techno-ish and have most the characters involved. But I guess if episode 1 is all about Kamui returning to Tokyo... I'm in nooo hurry to watch it.

Daddy left for Tokyo again this morning. Hope he gets there alright. I forgot to ask him to buy me the X OVA. Ah well.

Oh, Kenji and Lisa? I think the two of you will be VERY HAPPY to know something, simply click =HERE=.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.06.01 | 11:51 p.m.

hrm. Video games today. All day. Literally. Went over to Jack's house w/ Kenji and with Chris the 4 of us played FFX. You know, Jack's right. The more we play that game the more we hate it. =_= It's getting sooo boring now... it moves sooo slowly. We were literally beggin kami-sama for a frikkin SAVE POINT so we could stop playing and not have to go through long tedious scenes again. It's quite depressing.

And I came home and played video games AGAIN. Which is even MORE depressing, because I actually didn't get much done. o.O So... Yeah. I THOUGHT I was pretty high level but I guess NOT... So I'll go around stabbing monsters till I'm level 99... Then I'm SURE to beat Dhaos.

So UH I guess I'll go to church normal schedule tomorrow... And I'll arrange for next week to be with Kix and the cosplay group meeting I guess? Maybe I should start posting on AGSMA board more. o.O hrm.

::fanfare:: Tea is good. Looks like it's clean my room, website design until 5 a.m. while cheering up a depressed Kenji, (might as well get files from him =D) and going to sleep in my brother's room because Mom wants to use my room lamp to grow her wheat plants. =)

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.06.01 | 12:45 a.m.

I do remember, I forgot to mention something about the end of Angelic Layer spoiler info. I just thought it'd be fun to point out that,

yes, I see something between Koutarou and Tamayo. But what about Misaki?

Well... let's just say that... she's going to get with her soon to be uncle.

I think it's SWEET. XD

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.05.01 | 11:44 p.m.

T_T It's so beautiful! It COULD be because I had no time to read manga or watch anime until now but its so BEAUTIFUL! ::sniffle:: I came home from a long nasty day of school and work to watch the END! Of Angelic Layer! ::sob:: And it made me cry ;_; And although I'm sure the manga ED will be different I was fairly satisfied. And then I came up afterwards and read the manga I bought today, REX. That made me cry too ;_;

I'm beginning to notice that CLAMP has a thing with their kids not knowing their mom's... Like Sakura and Nadeshiko... and Chie and Naomi... and Misaki and Shuuko... and Souichirou and Hotaru... and yeah... but I like it. ;_; Ohhh Angelic Layerrr I must have daddy buy me volume 5 when he leaves for Japan on Sunday! ::blows into hankie:: Bless CLAMP and their waffiness!

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.04.01 | 10:13 p.m.

MESSED. I DIED. Like, THREE TIMES playing TOP. This SUCKS. I HATE THIS. I'm going to do something more productive than DIE in a stoopid RPG. Going to go get ready for BED. And I'm going to sleep at like 11. Damn I'm tired, and I have work tomorrow. UGH.

Yeah. Dying did not make me feel good, and mom nagging me to stop playing games simply because she thought I was playing too much (is 3 hours every other day too much?) bugged me and after 2 weeks of it, it made me lose it. So I went off at her about my 4.0 for the 6 weeks, which almost made her shut up until she couldn't find anything better to say but accuse me of being mean.

'If I'm not happy, I'm either sad, irritated, angry, and frustrated. Talking to you anytime I am not happy makes you accuse me of 'having attitude'. I am not allowed to be anything but happy in this house aren't I. You wan't me to be mean? I'll be mean.' So I was very mean. So she shut up. ERG I'm irritated. Dammit I sound like Jack.

I WILL feel better tomorrow.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.03.01 | 11:24 p.m.

I don't actually think I'm going to have time to do anything I've planned to do until this weekend. I've just finished typing up a 2 page letter to my myth teacher concerning a whole misunderstanding. I'll hand it to him tomorrow, and hopefully, he won't bite my head off. Thanks a bunch Kenji, I really appreciate it. IOU one ne.

So I'm still busy with a million things. I've missed kendo for 2 weeks in a row and Yamaguchi-sensei says I should go back. Otherwise I'll never get better. SAT's are next week. Class is tomorrow. I haven't done the homework. Self portrait is also due tomorrow. I still need to talk with Mr. Post about Art colleges tomorrow too. And all the Anime Club stuff will have to wait until the weekend, when we get together to play FFX again. Friday I have work, and Sunday I might have to go out with Kix and some cosplayers I don't really know... but I'm pretty much booked. And stressed.

God help me.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.03.01 | 12:28 a.m.

School was QUITE depressing. After not touching the topic for a while, I'm not sure if I should deal with it or leave it alone again. I'm SURE if it's brought up again I'm going to cry again, but I've shoved it into the back of my mind ever since 4:30, and haven't touched it since. I'm kind of too happy to let that spoil my mood, so I won't deal until tomorrow.

Work was nice. Eric was nice. We talked about Hong Kong and British schools and how he's getting a PS2 in December. I didn't have the energy to glare sparks with him. And everyone today was really funny. Roy, Elodio, Abel, Eric, and Mike were all running around the store with big long sharp sticks trying to poke a bird. I was all "What are they trying to do, KILL IT?!" They all ran around Mitsuwa, Kino's, Miyabi-tei and Video Eye laughing and having fun chasing the poor traumatized bird... they were actually just trying to knock it down. o.O They never found out what happened to it, because they couldn't find it. It might be hiding or dead in some shelf. Hmmm...

So I played more TOP when I got back, and once I stopped Wayne sent me a URL! It's for AX masquerade registration! Yes, it seems as though registration for spots opened up at around 11. Which is crazy. Because there were already 3 spots filled in. I was originally going to get us spots tomorrow, when I had no homework, but after hearing that those 3 spots were filled in in TWENTY MINUTES, I thought, SCREW this, I'm getting us a spot IMA!!! So I did. I BSed most the info, which is classified, but it's true so far to what we have planned. Wayne-niichan says as long as we have the spot, we're all good to go. ^_< we LUB you Wayne~!

That's got me all hyped up about AX, which is 10 months away! Stress! GYAH!!! Last night, I also happened to buy some Japanese answers with my status. ... Yeah. ^_^; so I'm Kix's mean-unaffectionate-unwilling boyfriend. Random yes? So tomorrow 5 hours of Art classes. Uber fun! I shall be working my ass off on SAT's and websites. Go go GO!

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

10.1.01 | 11:42 p.m.

Yes, happy October everyone, although happy isn't exaclty how I'd describe myself. After an unusually tired day at school, where I slept half of the ROP period, I went home and played TOP. And after shooting some gratuitous shots of our Japanese group in ugly clothes, I went home and played some more TOP. In fact, I played TOP until 10, and during that time I progressed much in the game, however I was somewhere I was not supposed to be because I was not high enough level. So I died. So I had to kind of start over. And it kind of sucked.

So I wasted my day on video games, which I don't think I'll continue for the rest of the week. I wanted to make a new layout, but all I did was sketch it. Just a little while ago I didn't feel like dealing with some friends and their personal problems so I went to go take a shower. Ooh congrats. I kind of am learning to not care anymore, which is good on my part. Less pain for me, which is always good.

So I must get that Anime Club viewing schedule down and get my ass in bed. As soon as I can talk to kix.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

9.30.01 | 12:27 a.m.

Last night er. Wasn't too great. And whoever read the stuff, well, it's gone now. So just treat it as though it never existed. Why? Because those feelings are pretty much gone now. That's the way I am with everything, forgive and forget. I guess it's not a bad thing, the way I think. I still have to apologize to everyone though... But I guess I'll do that later. But yeah. No more hate this hate that. I told Akuma before, I can't be mad at someone over anything for more than 24 hours. So here I am feeling all mellow again.

I just spent the whole day by myself, which admittedly, was pretty boring. I went to Barne's and Noble's and met Kenji there, and we kind of walked around looking for a place to sit, but see... there's lots of people on Saturdays. So we never did get to sit down. Kenji left an hour later, and I grabbed a Japanese book and The Fellowship of the Rings, and sat down in a corner of the Crafts section (which nobody visited) and started reading. And I continued to do so until 4:30, until I got sick of reading about the history of Japan and boggling my mind with grammar structures that I hadn't learned yet. So I got up and drove to Tilt to play some DDR. I guess I attracted a crowd that was too big for my liking, but by the end of Afronova SSR and Dead End SSR (which I failed) I wanted to puke. It's all due to sitting at home too much and eating too much junkfood, which I'm trying to cut down on. Annnd I'm not cutting down by much. Erg. So after 10 long minutes of recuperating and catching my breath again and waiting for my legs to stop hurting like the dickens, I drove home and played Tales of Phantasia for the rest of the day. I didn't talk to anyone online, didn't call anyone, it was just a long lonely day to myself. Doing... nothing. I guess it was kind of nice. Boring, but nice.

I feel it's time for a new layout...

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

9.27.01 | 06:58 p.m.

OMYGOSH! Today was UBER cool! I pulled an all nighter and got less than 2 hours of sleep, which is strange because I did not fall asleep ONCE today. I even think I aced my government test! And so Jack brought us all to Los Gatos to go do our ROP project, and afterwards we went to Fresh Choice.

It's really nice how after thinking about it and talking about being a senior for years and years, here we are: Seniors. Reminincing on our younger days when we were in kindergarten, thinking back on how we met, what kinds of things we did together.

Jack I knew about since middle school, but it was sophomore and junior year that I really got to know him. I don't think I've shared so much with another person.

I knew Kenji since I was in 5th grade. I always hung around the guys, and so it was me and Kenji, Jack T and Junichi in 6th grade. But then I re-met him again in sophomore year.

Kix and I just clicked. Just like that. And it was a friendship that lasted for 4 years. Just like with Akuma. AKG met in freshman year, and here we still are.

There's so many other people, too long of a story to tell. But whatever happens, we'll all still stick together, ne. ^_~

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG