[ﾘ g.r.a.v.i.t.y] v.17 features some fanart of Sumeragi Subaru as the new Sakurazukamori, Sakurazuka Seishirou, and Sumeragi Hokuto-chan for the month of February!! It's the twins' birthday this month, yew know? The translated lyrics up there are from the song "Days" by Shela. (Download here) Okay... maybe Subaru doesn't really think that way yet, but I am keeping my fingers crossed. And if yew wanna use my fanart, pleeease ask! I promise I will be beriberi naisu! ^_^
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Friday, March 14, 2003 | 03:37 a.m. Stress is slowly creeping up on me again, regardless of whether or not my mind knows these grades don't matter. Next year is a fresh start, but somehow I'm not registering that yet. Instead I was considering not attending school this last quarter and simply heading for home so I can have free time on my own. When will I ever learn? You are an angel XD Thanks for that link, now we wait until Kix's gravity single to arrive and then I can put up a link for the hundreds of search queries for "wolf's rain gravity". Now I will no longer feel sorry for those deprived of Sakamoto Maaya goodness. Speaking of Wolf's Rain, That is GORGEOUS! @_@ Kenji's layout skills are getting better and better, I'm gunna be jealous. Though I'm still weirded out by the whole 'gravity' coincidence, because my blog is called zero gravity o_O Funny things. *jaw drops* @_@ WEH Meimi WHYYY are your layouts sooo PRETTY?!?!? And since I've only seen March ASUKA... *makes fist* SEA MAIL, WHY mE?!!?! >_< What happened to Daisuke?! *wail* =( And I sincerely hope your days get better. Actually I hope all of our days get better. Life is really suck for a lot of people right now... But you'll get over everything in a few months, ne. It's going to be the end of high school. ^_^ Tsurai kedo, kitto daijoubu dayo! So guess what today is? White Day! Only I didn't get anything from anyone on Loner's D- er Valentine's Day, nor did I give anything out, but we HAVE been indulging on this wonderful thing called HxH and we just can't stop watching it! XD If it weren't for Kix and her finals we'd probably be through watching the entire tv series and OVA's within a week. So here is the most adorable couple in HxH *squickkkk* Killua and GON!!! Happi White Day ^_^/ -+> dreaming of tomorrow  I've been visiting the arcade recently so I have a varied pace, since the quarter is ending and I have no finals... I tried to play Max300 again, but I can't do it anymore... I'm really out of shape now. Last time I beat that thing was when I went to go see Mako-chan in Japan. Rar, this can't do! I have to play again until I can beat it! It doesn't help that today I tried playing it again and was so worked I almost puked. Luckily I had nothing to puke up. So I'm going with kevin to go get some sustenance! *tummy grumbles* this edition of TMI brought to you by Aquafina water and Tabasco cheezits. -+> dreaming of tomorrow -start senseless ramble- (this is rare) DAMMIT ;_; I wanna watch more Hunter x Hunter! But I hafto work! T_T noooooo~! Hm. Work? Or debate with mother about housing? .... :D I'm HAPPY because Kenji is gunna take me to class on Thursday so I can sit in and go *_* ooh and ahh at everyone's work Gosh darnit I don't know whether to feel depressed or giddy or regretful RAR, I didn't get accepted I'm happy I go to LCAD I hate my parents for never changing and covering the exact same bases as last year about housing and apartments and i'm sick and tired of it and goddammit i'm already grown up and i was so mad today i was ranting for nearly an hour about that and Nomura Tetsuya-sensei was at the Game Developers conference this weekend!!! *scream* DAMMIT I SHOULD HAVE GONE I WAS HOME!!! T_T I was like 10 minutes AWAY! I heard admission cost an arm and a leg or 3x the cost of AX (including hotels) But if they ever have another KH2 event at the Metreon I will go. I will go, and I will have Sora done (I'm getting keyblade done this week!) And I will drag Jack along (puleeez come back from TX deary) as Riku and Kix as Selfie and Kenji as Auron and Chris as wakka and Heidi as yuna and *stuffs more KH cosplayers into the car* and we will have a fun fun fun time and get to see Nomura-sensei XD And of course visit J-town afterwards and go Kino's and eat nummies and take lots of photos!!! And Pekkle-deary sent me the 2nd HIKAGO OST AND it is superduper good with the awesome Days instrumentals on it and I can't stop listening to it but gosh darned this has to be one of the STUPIDEST blog entries I've ever written I'm gunna call my mom now and have an arguement. -end pointless, pointless ramble- I do not take narcotics. -+> dreaming of tomorrow YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! -+> dreaming of tomorrow Linked Skuldchan ^_^ After much sulking and depression and reduced to nothing but sleeping, I spoke a lot with everybody, and I feel a lot better today. I got my rejection letter from CalArts. Hit me kind of hard. I'm okay now though, I feel much better! ^^; I think if the main reason why I feel better is because of "you never know", ne? That and the living arrangements. If the four of us share an apt, it would be really cool. Unfortunately I just got news from my parents that might not happen. So much for that. I hafto get to painting my final now T_T; -+> dreaming of tomorrow my weekend was suck. I was never outside a 100 ft radius of my parental units. I couldn't go out and play. I couldn't find anything to work with. I was very bored. So bored I watched Wolf's Rain 7 three times, watched more Princess Tutu, Gundam Seed, and finally got around to finishing up Chobits. Chobits... is different. o_O Um. GOOD, but just... different. From the manga. I mean. Er. it's just different. Um. So anyway. I'm back at school and I... rah. I wanna go to bed >_< art and stuff tomorrow. blargh. Come visit us Lisa! T_T *5 minutes later* HIKAGO 65 AND NARUTO 22!!!!! And PEKKLE has HIKAGO OST 2!?!?! WEHHH!!!! My day is getting better already *_* -+> dreaming of tomorrow DAMMIT, I hit FIVE cloth stores today. ZERO carried anything I could have used, except for one. They had the most perfect. perfect. black pleather stuff. But only 1 yard of it. I originally planned to work on cosplay tonight, but because I succeeded in buying NOTHING, I have NOTHING to work with tonight. ARGH!!! ... ARGH!!!!! WHY is it SO HARD to find RED COTTON ANYWHERE?!?! *sulk* That's it! I'm finishing RR and keyblade this week. That's a PROMISE! And then you'll have to keep YOURS! >_< waahhhh fashion district is my last resort ;_; Sorry Lisa, I leave pretty early tomorrow, looks like we can't meet up after all >_< *double sulk* -+> dreaming of tomorrow KO-SENPAI fanart layout!!! XD YAY!!!! I told Kix last night there was no way I'd bother buying CLAMP news. There's too damned many out there, anddd it's not listed on their official works page!!! \(^o^)/ *is saved* I have the most comfortable bed in the world *_* After watching Wolf's Rain 7 (SAKAMOTO MAAYA as HAMONA!!!) at 4 in the morning, I slept like a baby and had strange dreams involving tennis, bondage, & destruction of cities (tenipuri/x? no way, i've never even seen tenipuri!) but forgot them soon as I woke up, as usual. I don't understand how you and you can remember dreams so vividly. Maybe I will start keeping a dream book. It may prove to be inspiration for my work later! Hm good idea. Now if only I wasn't late to class every morning... ^___^ -+> dreaming of tomorrow Some personal notes for today: Michael's is a nice place to find project materials :D Fish just doesn't quite taste the same when you've watched it get caught bashed scaled gutted rinsed and twitching for 2 hours afterwards. Real asian food tastes heavenly compared with 2 months of dorm food. ^_^ Wireless and DSL are wonderful, WONDERFUL things ^___^ And so is my own bathtub. X3 -+> dreaming of tomorrow A very happy birthday goes to Mirae because she turns 19 todayyyy XD She's got a new layout too, so everyone run by her site and sign her tagboard :D *scuttles to class* 11:55 You know what totally totally sucks?? That the stupid smoke detector in our room is running low on batteries! That was probably the reason for my really funky dreams this morning! Sound and light always seem to writhe their way into my dreams. For instance, I'll take a nap at 3-6 p.m. when the sun decides it wants to you know, shine directly into our room. So I'll have direct sunlight on my face when I'm napping and the only way I know this is because when I dream, everything will be too bright for me to see anything!! Those are the weird dreams. However, the good thing about our window facing west is we get pretty sunsets every single day. =) the bad thing is we also get glare every evening on our computer screens when we try to draw. >_> We need to file a work order on that damned thing, that beeping is driving me crazy!!! @_@ 3:45 I've checked the mail three times today already. Am I stupid or what. I have to pack.I get to go home tomorrow, only, silly me, I have no one to take me to the airport! And now I lug my ulcering fluid sac of a stomach to sculpture class, which I am going to be half an hour late for. Rar. today is not my day. 4:00 Okay, guess who's not going to class. ^_^ -+> dreaming of tomorrow >_< I beat Kingdom Hearts todayyy. I beat, as kenji calls it, Sephiroth's seraphim ass. We watched Cloud and Sephiroth duke it out. Kix says Cloud won. I say so too. Then I went to go kick Ansem's sorry ass. We actually counted the number of times he said the word "DARKNESS". 17 times, but Kix says it would have been more if I didn't beat him up so fast. Then I got to see Deep Dive. >_< T'was good. Thank you SHOOO MUCH for sending Deep Dive back to me!!! Now yew and I both have someone to gush wif. *SCREAM* SORA!!! RIKU!!! 「彼は君に艮く似ている」GAHH!!! Unknown said it to Sora!! GAHH!!! ;;;_;;; What could this mean?!!? Who said what?! Who's is who's!? Why Oblivion and Oathkeeper!? WAUGH!!!! I finally got to see it!! I put it off and put it off until I finally earned it, and now I did!!! T_T I didn't get Ultima Weapon yet, didn't have to, but I will next time. I worked for it!!! But now thanks to Gen-nii I have the movie and can watch it as many times as I please! ^___^ this make me happyyy!!! Speaking of Deep Dive, she has the COOLEST LAYOUT!!! ;;_;; RIKU!!! (or his unknown) from Deep Dive!!! >_< GYUUU LUV! I took these really funny quizzes off her bloggy too! There is a seme one too.  The Yaoi Selector: Which Uke are You? brought to you by Quizilla GAHH *_* Time to go rewatch Deep Dive. GYUUUUU~ -+> dreaming of tomorrow *SQUEAL* DADDY'S GETTING DSL WITH WIRELESS NETWORKING INSTALLED AT HOME THIS WEEK!!! Guess who is going to be one happy camper this summer. =^_____________________^= u re shiiiii~ Just got the email. AKGstudios.net is DOWN! Refund should be coming soon! I added links to Demi and Mi-chan (^o^)/ both of them are very talented at drawing, it makes phi happy! Kyooot art!! XD~ Oh gee, the dumbest thing just happened. The FAFSA forms are due tomorrow, er, in about an hour, and I called home to get help to fill it out, but then afterwards, dad just told me to forget about it because guess what! We sold the HOUSE last year! @_@ durrr... We are probably not going to get POCKET lint from the government because of that -_- Oh well, I guess according dad, it's not like we really need it, so we'll try again next year. It's just that I'm going crazy with trying to find a summer job to pay dad back for that PS2 and all the money I spent in Japan (even if he says I don't have to). I'm also trying to convince mom to let me stay in off campus apartments next year. They're really expensive though... I'm trying to help pay for that too, if they end up letting me stay. Of course, if I'm rejected... guess who I'll be living with next year. ((((((^_^/The letter of fate comes this month. I'm keeping my fingers crossed! >_< Kix picked up something funny from the health center when I was last sick. This stress pamphlet says: "You may be under more intense competition for grades or feel guilty about the amount of money spent on your schooling." Hey! It's like the horoscope! And here's all the signs of stress listed... problems eating or sleeping increased boredom and fatigue problems making decisions, increased procrastination becoming anxious and confused over uninmportant events inability to concentrate or pay attention inability to get organized weakness, dizzines, and shortness of breath nightmares overpowering urges to cry or run and hide changes in your exercise habits frequent headaches, backaches, muscle aches, or tightness in the stomach frequent colds and infections frequent accidents and minor injuries Alright, that just about sums up me from last year. I am still banging myself on everything everywhere, but hey... I'm not stressing!!! ^_^; I think? Okay maybe just a little bit... -+> dreaming of tomorrow | ||||