np: 'Friends' - Yonekura Chihiro Went to sleep 7 this morning. Bad. Why... Last driving class today. Result: FIVE Critical Driving Errors in 2 hours, 2 near misses with oncoming traffic. I don't like driving. And that's the problem. Because I can drive... I just have downright horrible judgement due to absolutely no experience. And that means I gotta drive more. Except. I don't like driving. I think it all has to do with the stupid "I don't feel like doing it if you order me to" with parents thing. Mom urges me to drive so she doesn't have to get her ass out of bed every morning and drive me to school. Because she wants me to drive myself. So now I don't drive. keheh. As soon as college starts I'm going to throw everything that's not mine out of my room and try making my room as empty as possible. Hopefully. I got NO summer projects done. And school starts in like 17 days. ... ::groan:: Need to get off my ass... -+> meeped the brat | 06:22 p.m. | Sunday, August 12, 2001 | One last thing: Don't drink the Kirin baby leaf milk tea (gogo no koucha) in the pink bottle. It's super disgusting and tastes like medecine. I'm gunna go dump it out now. XP -+> meeped the brat | 09:08 p.m. | Saturday, August 11, 2001 | Man today at work was uber uber fun! Not only did my feet hurt like a bitch, I was sleepy and yawned all morning which also leads to me begging Matt for stackers. Stackers! And then Kix's friend Meimi came to visit her today and since I was super duper high off caffeine I was really jumpy and told Matt to tell her to hurry up before her friends left, which would make her really really sad. And I didn't want Kix massively sad. But lucky she came out on time. So Work was uber fun. XD And THEN I stepped into the car. And then it was super depressing. Mom was crying over something. And Dad was extra quiet... and nobody would tell me jack. I even brought sushi home and a stacker for niichan for him to try. =( So I will uh... drink some tea. And not sleep tonight. And probably play video games till god knows when and crash the car during my last driving class tomorrow. XD Don't! Like! DRIVING! XD -+> meeped the brat | 08:57 p.m. | Saturday, August 11, 2001 | I should take a pic of my desk Sometime. Maybe tomorrow. That should frighten akuma somewhat. I've been playing Tales of Phantasia on my PSone after work, and it's fun. Somewhat. I just hoped there had been less Kanji. Kenji should let me borrow his guide book. =D I been thinking more about college and yesh! Cogswell doesn't care crap about grades and you can get in real easy. I wanna go. But it's only in Sunnyvale and also located in Silicon Valley! Which means it's close AND expensive! GRAH! So I'm hoping to room with people. Hopefully. I don't know any other college where I can get this stuff... except Digipen. =P I have 2 more bottles of tea waiting for me. =D -+> meeped the brat | 01:56 a.m. | Saturday, August 11, 2001 | np: 'Daybreak' - Fallout Shelter no.128 Oh yes. SAT class heh. I don't give a shit about SAT anymore, I'm going to art college. 1310 is good enough for me so screw that. Yawners. I am, according to Thespark.com, 39% gay. Gayness. I'm also a man. And I will have sex at the age of 16 in a hotel room. Nice to know isn't it? Went out to Mitsuwa today to buy a bunch of goodies. And I got my paycheck. Sweet. $300. All debts paid off, food bought, going to ORDER! FUNSTUFF! from ANIMATE!!! XD That and we made curry rice for 6 people. Was fun. But took a long time. And played Tales of Phantasia on my Psone. And then we went to Golfland. Yeesh. Jack you stupid bunghead. I'm too tired to be mad but I guess acting mad is okay. Stop using cancer sticks or I'll eat your brains. Brainz! >=D~~~~~ -+> meeped the brat | 01:43 a.m. | Friday, August 10, 2001 | np: 'White Feathers' - L'arc en Ciel Ewy we all slept at 7 this morning... and if it weren't for brother's noisy friends coming over I'd've never woken up! GRAH! But we finally got an idea of how the script is going and designs are underway. Wow I finally... kinda... touched the Lantis shrine. >_>; That thing is filthy. I just wana ditch it. But I can't. I just can't! If it's to be a part of the AKG network it must be good! (not great but good.) >_># -SAT sucks SAT sucks SAT sucks- -+> meeped the brat | 03:34 p.m. | Wednesday, August 8, 2001 | GEH. Exhausted. Kendo practice for the first time in about ten weeks! UDE ga iTAIII!!! How am I supposed to cashier tomorrow. My arms will be nothing more than 30 lb logs. Geh. But sensei was so nice! He let me have a gi and hakama for FREE! And they're like new too! It's white... Everyone else wears dark blue... why? Because I'm the only girl in class. @_@ We did FFX today. Not a lot, just some. Wakka's funny... throwing a rubber ball around... ::shrug:: =P We also got to do the Agent Aika drinking game? The one where whenever a panty shot shows up we all gotta down water and the one with the most toilet trips is the loser? Yeah. All the guys were WIMPS! They wouldn't drink after 1 bottle! WIMPS!!! But we seriously underestimated Aika... I mean... one battle scene = instant death That show cuts it pretty close to hentai. =P And it said 16 and up. Today was way funner than yesterday tho. We sat around Jack's room and talked about a production studio and discussed the RPG. We'll get it done. We will... some day... -+> meeped the brat | 03:28 a.m. | Tuesday, August 7, 2001 | np: 'the starry sky' - HAL Geh. Last night was busy. Right after work we went over to Akuma's with Heidi and swam at her house and spent the night. Akuma's bedroom floor is hard. So I woke up with painful shoulders. And then it was off to work again. And here starts the the first true diary entry of my life. Work was weird. It was unbeleivably weird today. X_X you won't beleive it. First this guy at work called Eric did something weird today. When I first started work I thought he was okay. He's a 17 year-old asian and he's been working there for a way before me. So I'm all "okay he's not bad looking." Then as I continued work, he started really teasing me and being a ass and asking me to do stupid things and just being a retard in general. On purpose! So basically, I HATE HIS GUTS!!! And today, with Heidi in the lunch room, we were all laughing about how she messed over her lunch, and then it suddenly turned sooo awkward. Way out of the blue, Eric asks me "Hey, wanna go to the arcade?" .... GRAH! When Heidi and I leave we're like WHAT THE HELL!??!?!?! And to make things worse, GOD and I hate Heidi cuz she's always teasing me!!! Why? Previously I told her that with my extremely open senior schedule, I said I could probably fit in a boyfriend. HOWEVER, I'm not searching for one. So Heidi decides to go way out and say 'CONSIDER ERIC.' WHAT?! ZETTAI DAME! I HATE HIS GUTS!!! And THEN she spreads the word to Kix and Akuma about the whole lunch room thing.... and then they start this whole stupid "MARMALADE boy is STARTING!! HEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!" GRAAAAHHHHHH!!! I was all "SHUT UPPP!!!!" And then... all this teasing and weird stuff started getting me thinking... and this is the unbeleivable part. It made me think that I actually did like somebody. And I haven't liked anyone for 3 years. I thought, this is crazy. Why did they make me realize I LIKE somebody?? Please let this feeling only be the result of their teasing and only be temporary? I was SO distracted all during work. I considered that person's good side, bad side, passions, hates, the possibility of that person and me getting together, and I thought: you know what? This is WRONG. This is SO wrong! I can't like this person! In fact, it's so wrong that I even LIKE somebody! I mean, I dress like a guy, do guy things, don't look like a girl at all, get mistaken for a guy, wear the baggiest clothes, have funky hair, etc. I'm not even sure I like that person. I can't tell Kix or Akuma, because they'd shoot me for not telling them who the person is, and then they'd go and shoot the guy. This is so sad. I so wanna say who he is... Then you'd understand why its all so wrong. -+> meeped the brat | 09:46 p.m. | Saturday, August 4, 2001 | In the past I used to go about my room with a calculator adding up the total value of all the anime merchandise in my room because I used to be a stupid little freak like that. Well I decided to do it again just for fun tonight since the phone line was dead for about an hour and I had nothing to do. So here we are: 6/21/00: $1626 7/14/00: $2635 <== after AX2000 1/17/01: $2700 <== after Ebay and trip to Japan 8/03/01: $4275 <== after AX2K1 ...that's just disgusting. -+> meeped the brat | 12:49 a.m. | Friday, August 3, 2001 | Rikku wears tights. Dammit. I don't wanna wear tights! x_x But FFX today was really pretty cool... only Titus is a big dork, just like his pathetic excuse for pants. =D But Jack will be our big dork won't he. We didn't actually get to watch Aika today since Chris brought "Akira" instead. =_= Silly boy. So instead we had In&Out for breakfast/lunch/dinner. Nyah. I finally have an idea where I'd like to go to college. XD And it's close to home too. So no more moving to LA for me. Me stay at home or me move into apartment. But I'll continue to do stuff like always... no big changes for me, just college. But me is feeling better already... -+> meeped the brat | 11:24 p.m. | Thursday, August 2, 2001 |