Thursday, April 10, 2003 | 10:48 p.m.

ARGH my back pain ow. GALLERY FINALLY FINISHED UPDATING!!! >_< that took much longer than expected, and Tip of the day: Never work while both you and your computer are on the bed. *falls back to sleep*

WAUGH I cant stop worrying while my hair is dropping like FLIES!! O_Q *sniff*

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Thursday, April 10, 2003 | 12:06 p.m.

quizzy ripped off Kix-senpai's blog,
Mick
You are Mick Nekoi! CLAMP's second artist! You're
not as well known as Apapa but you're by no
means second fiddle. Your art is very
beautiful, even if your manga isn't popular.

Which member of CLAMP are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

whoah, that's pretty cool ^^v Only I'm like never going to be coming close in skill. *defeat*

If I remember right Lisa, Daisuke is also done by.. *grabs KH bible* Irino Miyu. :D And Riku's seiyuu does Kiba!! *did not know that* X3~

YAY You're DRAWING!!! :D Yesh of course I lub the layout ^__^ Mirae art is changing ne.

Recently I've gotten so hyped. I feel that urge to bust out that sewing machine and work work work and not stop till June. I don't know why. I think I'm feeling some competitiveness in me rising, and I feel somehow obligated to at least have more CLAMP outfits than Wayne-nii XD

Pfft like that's ever going to happen. I think I just got too much sleep. -.- *goes to wake kix up*

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Wednesday, April 9, 2003 | 09:12 p.m.

Received Sony Handycam bag today - it's a cool bag - and it's official! The only gripe I've got is that it has SONY HANDYCAM in BIG BLOCK LETTERS that just practically scream "ROB ME". And when the camcorder arrives, it's also able to be a live webcam! But do I really want me broadcasted live on my blog...? >_> I think not...

I was finally able to take care of and finish ALL MY WINTER 2003 business! It's a nice feeling. Stress level reduced 60%. (the other 40% comes from the countless outfits I have planned this year X3 Wayne-nii take us to fashion district onegaishimaffu!!! ^o^/)I didn't accomplish much else today besides... waff fics good. ^___^ un un!

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Wednesday, April 9, 2003 | 11:32 a.m.

I just got back from *yawn* video class. They were teaching us how to use the dubbing racks and Final Cut pro to edit DV's. Since dad ordered a camcorder ($150 off retail!! *_* ) that should be arriving this week, and I don't own a mac, I'm seriously considering learning Adobe Premiere. I'm already no good at Photoshop and I don't even want to talk about Illustrator, but maybe just to edit videos it shouldn't be too much for my brain... ne? I hear each 4 minutes of video is 1 GB of mem... @_@ I do believe Lan-kun will be needing an upgrade soon.

I'm always tired. But I'm tired today because I didn't fall asleep until around 6 a.m. and woke up at 8 or so. I blame it on fics! There's this one I started reading a while ago on Clampesque but didn't start reading ch 3 on until 2 last night (procrastinating, yes, I know ^^v) It's this huge-ass crossover between X, CCS, Angelic Layer, Prince of Tennis, Hikaru no Go, and I ... think that's it. *can't keep track* It's so crazy, I started cracking up so badly at the plushie photos. Be warned, as Kix and I both screamed "HORRIBLE!!!!!" XD

In other news, I did some research on hair loss. I found three key reasons: improper hair care/chemical treatment, Malnutrition/inadequate Protein in diet, and hair pulling caused by stress. Interestingly, I happen to apply to all of those.

Argh.

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Monday, April 7, 2003 | 11:16 p.m.

I LUV DNAngel!!!! It is probably due to everyone's disappointments lowering my expectations to ground zero, but I LUV IT!!! XD Maybe it moves a little fast and going to be a short series, demo iinda! DAISUKIII!!! I can clearly see why Sugisaki-sensei was so hyped, there was so much care taken to make episode 1! I'm gunna keep watching! Okiayou Ryoutarou does hot/sexy!Dark and Kusao Takeshi is @_@ awesome as sparkly!Krad and Ishida Akira and XD~ I'm alll over it! And now I totally know what yew mean by "HAH?! MOUU??!?" XD AHHH so GOOD!!! Yah, I'm not to wonderful at being analytical about what I like or don't like... (because phi's kind of stoobid) all I know is I enjoy it lots. ^__^ Lots & lots.

I passed out for a few hours at Kenji no tokoro... I'm more tired than I thought. Lucky tomorrow class is at 12:30 so I can sleep in... *yawn*

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Monday, April 7, 2003 | 07:30 p.m.

Wayne-nii brought us to kinokuniya and I finally got the Ultimania! Now I need to get Japanese KH and play all 60 secrets on it!!! I need blood for my fine art project (I can't STAND fine art!) and instead of using my own I decided to buy beef from the store and use that blood instead. Of course as luck would have it whatever blood I had spilled so we had to salvage what we could into a vial and ... needless to say, after a while of pounding and squishing and trying to drain beef, I got squeamish... so I had to sit down and let Kevin do it all while I tried to recover from the disturbing-ness of it all. I'm eating pizza. It doesn't have beef on it.

Yay thank you everyone still! ^_^v And I linked mochi! haven't talked with mochi in forever! Everyone has to go and visit her site, Chiaroscuro! Such nice graphic design!! ;_; *envious* I want to use that DNAngel wallpaper, my Dark one is getting old. XD~ Daisuke!! I get to watch DNAngel tonight wif Kix-sempai because I have no homework! X3~

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Monday, April 7, 2003 | 01:23 p.m.

*stretch* I'm a bad child! I just finished the Japanese homework that's due in half an hour! I'm such a procrastinator, not like Kix who was so good and finished it last night along with her new BLOG LAYOUT XD PRETTY!!! (phi is shamed) Hopefully I'll be good so after school Wayne will take us to Kino's again so I can pick up KHFM Ultimania. =^_^=

YAY you FINALLY BLOGGED!!! if you need bloggy help let me know ^_^ YAY for digital cameras! You hafto show me piccies!!! My dad is buying me a digital camcorder for the video class I'm taking, but I hope he doesn't spend too much on it. (it's $800!!! ;;;_;;;) I'm not the kind of kid who likes to milk their parents for everything once they're away at school, but dad always says 'if you need it for school, you have to buy it.' I feel so bad, I try to save on art supplies and not buy textbooks I don't need >_<

I am super duper out of shape. This means a visit to the arcade today. *stretch*

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Sunday, April 6, 2003 | 03:22 a.m.

It's late and I ate a lot of food at Kenji's place tonight (his grandma cooked us dinner!!!) so my tummy is all happy! Thank yew everyone who already commented on Melon-pan.net and on layout! ^_^v Kix is the coding genius on Melon-pan.net because phi really can't code very well, so all credit should go to her! XD Kix-senpaiii! *duck* She is also webmistress of Himawari and the Adumi site too, and phi has nothing yet ^^;; I'm taking a real BS class about the internet, (I learned html, head, and br tags on thursday, it was sooo boring) and the final project is to make a simple website, so I'm hoping to get my CLAMP fan-site up! I hope that will be done before the summer, I've been planning it in my head for a year now. The brushes used on the layout image are taken off that link I saw on meimi's bloggy, V-brush because I just thought they were so cool ^__^ <= can't graphic design to save life either XD;

YAY for getting a layout change for the first time in FOREVER, but YOU need to start blogging! >_< *holds care package hostage until you do* ^_^ Please enjoy the PoT musical and tell me if Tezuka is really as hot as he is in the photo XD

*cough sputter* AUGH Ko-senpai that would be HORRIBLE @_@ (or wonderful, depending ^^;) The choco scene! UMMM maybe ^^;;; ne?? Unless I can find someone super duper hot enough to the point where I would not mind licking their fingers in public *laugh* I think the furthest I will go is hold Piffle Princess Chocolate as a prop ^_^ I thought:
My name is Kudou Kazahaya. I like to eat chocolate. My hobbies are eating chocolate off Rikuo's stomach and licking his fingers. I do not like to wait for the chocolate to be unwrapped before pouncing on- yeah.... XD

I think the last time I saw the DNAngel BT I was at 69 hours ^_^;; And I was hoping to watch it tonight too... oh well...

I'm starting to get worried about my hair... for the last month I seem to be losing it at a dramatically faster rate than I am growing it... not that I can't afford to lose a lot because I really do have a lot, but what if I have cancer or something? *runs hand through hair* it feels thinner... *worried* I think I should start taking vitamin supplements.

I have a lot of work to get done tomorrow- rather, today. Maybe Kenji-kun might be able to take us to Kinokuniya then too.

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Saturday, April 5, 2003 | 05:35 p.m.

OUSH layout is finally up! So much social blogging to do I have so much to say but I'm in such a rush because if I don't wash up and get to Kenji's place for dinner in 20 minutes Kix will have my ass! @_@ AUGH! But yah GOOD NEWS is MELON-PAN.NET IS FINALLY ONLINE!!! Everyone please go by and take a look, we've been putting it off for so long now ^_^; And download the Moment song, it's good! YAY everyone's getting their sites up so exciting! ~eep must gooo *Kix thunders in background* ;;;_;;;

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Friday, April 4, 2003 | 06:35 p.m.

who's a whiny brat?? (me me) Of course yew can link me, phi is link free ne! ^_^

Uwah. I'm trying to get new layout up by tonight! I'm almost done drawing it but >_< I don't want to draw the sakura because they're so hard... It's going to take me another few hours to put those in! But it's april, so shikata nee na... otto, Yuube taihen deshita. >_< Hafto cosplay faster.

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Monday, March 31, 2003 | 06:17 p.m.

I am at school now! And still no new layout because whatever I drew I did at 5 am (and thus looks like crap) because I'm such a MORON!! ^^; I'll still finish it but it's not layout material @_@ That will come.. tomorrow. April, right? ^_^

Wayne-nii just brought us back from Book Off and Kinokuniya. I'm so STUPID! I just bought on impulse 8 volumes of Hunter x Hunter manga and it cost me $25! T_T AUGH I feel bad because this isn't ALL I spent, yesterday I bought a Game Boy ADVANCE SP (why are they sold out everywhere?) and a game and that ripped ME of $140!!! *cry* But I love my GBA it's so awesome and lots of fun and Kix suggested I name it Qoo. :D So it's Qoo and I thought I deserved a new toy anyway! XD So I picked up my ASUKA (once again one month behind) from Kino's and I am luving DNAngel more and more because they're finally getting into talking about the Niwa and Hikari families! And psycho!Krad is (as far as I can see) no longer -i am out to kill dark must have dark- and X issue was ... short... as usual... so meh, that's not all they had T_T They had Kingdom Hearts FINAL MIX Ultimania!!! For $26.20 AUGHH my poor checking account I fear would be maxed out so I put it on hold *sob* the day they have it and I'm having a guilt trip >_< *sniff* I wannittt! But I guess I can wait because I left my PS2 and games at home so this quarter I could have more time to cosplay and study- what am I typing- Japanese!

Our Japanese teacher is so awesome! ^___^ She's so nice unlike some bitch we all know, and the coursebook is so easy @_@ Not only is it so easy, I actually get to learn things! So Happy!!! The one class that me and Kix have together! (and probably the last) T_T;; The coursebook also cost me $30 waughhh T_T Spending too much desuuu...

So time for some real social blogging! :D

DUDE Frey is SUCH A BITCH OMG if I ever meet her I'm gunna take Strike and like step on her i mean it!!! >_< RAH!!! But Aslan and Lux are like *_* And YAHHH I luv GS I am up to 20 and (this is the reason I slept only 5 hours the day before ^^;) I'm gunna watch up to 24 today!

Nope, haven't seen Utena yet but Kix keeps on telling me to go watch it. She claims that shows like Utena give Princess Tutu justice... but I disagree >_> but if I don't like Princess Tutu, Utena might not be my thing... sorry Lisa ^^;

KUROT-CHAN FINALLY got her SITE UP!!! gabuuu @_@ *speechless* ... gabuuu I think I better get my ass moving with our own site... gabuuuuu Kurot-chan art always blows me away! @_@;;

And happy to see you got your CD's back ^^; Kenji-kun should be more careful, or else another trip to SF will curse him again!

So new layout up hopefully tomorrow, and off to read-*shoves HxH manga in a corner* I mean, wash dishes, call mommy about my WONDERFUL GRADES and how I won't be kicked out of this school, ID the kanji track titles of the FFX-2 OST that Kix just got TO-DAY~~ (it's pretty XD) and work! On... everything! YES I think this quarter will be good. I'm going to end this school-year with a bang!

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Saturday, March 29, 2003 | 02:09 p.m.

Uw, UWAHHHH Kusao Takeshi doing KRAD TOO!!! *_* Phi LUVVV Kusao Takeshi! Fact is Okiayou Ryoutarou certainly can do low sultry voices, but wow, I wonder if Kusao can?

I'm going back to school tomorrow and before then there's many things to get done. This includes making vinyl pants, buying a Gameboy Advance SP, drawing the new layout, and slitting my wrist and spilling my blood all over my art project.

I think I'll save that last one for much much later... but Yah! Gundam Seed episode 13 can go kiss my ass, cuz Frey you're a two-timing bitch, you know I'm talking about yew >_<

My brother came home yesterday O_O I think he did at least, I mean. "who are you and what did you do to my brother?" It's like he ate him- only the opposite, spit him out?? HUH? He looks like he lost 50 pounds! O_Q

I have the shortest attention span, I started this post 30 minutes ago. =_O

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Saturday, March 29, 2003 | 12:57 a.m.

Rene drew KYOOT JIMA!! XD XD XD Today I *finally* went to go see Two Towers. It was long. But it was good. I also worked on cosplay. *gasp* But yesterday was more funner. We all (that's plus kix/kenji/kevin went to SF and hung out with Rene and ate lots of nummy food and everyone started talking allll about innuendo. I bought the Tidus figure at the Metreon XD Tiiidus *pokes Kenji with waterblade* he's all oily >_< as someone said, someone and a box of tissues must have got to him first. Eeeeewwwwww XD

And about 10 minutes ago, after 17 behemoths and (stupid me) a more thorough search for treasure chests at the End Of The World, it landed me with Donald's Meteor Strike and the last Darkmaster that I needed to successfully synthesize Ultima Weapon! That keyblade is big. And fancy. No way in hell am I makin' that. Good Luck to whoever is making it. x_x But no more mushrooms, no more aquatanks, no more pink agaricus', no more damned pink munkees and no more behemoths! I have synthesized it all!!! At level 98 and 60,000 munnies I'm finally going to go beat the game! For the fifth time. or something like that. But I'll do that tomorrow.

Now I am off to witness the awesome friendship which is that of Kira Yamato and Aslan Zara. I cried, I reaaaaally did. XD

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Wednesday, March 26, 2003 | 11:09 p.m.

You know for the past week, my life (and thus my entries) have really sucked. Nightmares for a week don't tend to put you in the mood for blogging but I'm hoping to take care of all these problems tonight so I can enjoy tomorrow's SF trip with... full... enjoyment... thingy. One night of peaceful sleep without apocolyptic settings is something that I really need right now. I don't get it. I'm supposed to be on vacation. Va-ca-tion. But I suppose with the weight of knowing I might possibly be booted from school with my low-as-hell GPA and having no choice but to work with a crackpot teacher really doesn't make my- ahh forget it. I'm going to get better and I'm going to enjoy myself. And I'm going to make a new layout before I get back to school.

And taken off Ko-senpai's blog, I'm Kazahaya! Perfect because guess who I'm cosplaying as this year!

Guess what? I'm Kakei!

Ifm the homeless moody bishie who shares an apartment with the jerk (who saved my life) above the drugstore where I work. When Ifm not being groped by my bossfs boyfriend, I take on supernatural side jobs by aid of my acute psychometric abilities for extra cash.

Find out with GD bishie you are | by Aelice



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[Ø g.r.a.v.i.t.y] v.18 features Kudou Kazahaya and Himura Rikuo from CLAMP's Gouhou Drug! :D They are standing in sakura because it is April! I wanna go to Japan in April again ;_; The lyrics up there are from the song "Moment" by Vivian or Kazuma, and is also the 2nd OP for Gundam Seed. (Download here) Kaza-chan & Riku-pon drawn by me so please don't take ^_^v

GRAVITY NOTICE - If you got here looking for the Wolf's Rain ending, Sakamoto Maaya's Gravity, the mp3 and lyrics are up at Melon-pan.net Himawari- please visit there to obtain it ^_^; Thank yew

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