Saturday, December 1, 2001 | 01:07 a.m.

np : Gravitation : 'Zurezurenaru Kisetsu'

Throat hurts. Room freezing. What happened in last 24 hours:

Got sick from Kix
Finished UC applications
Failed a government test
Fell asleep in class
Ate massively big Katsu curry rice
Fell in love with *this* (It's my dream toy. Although running only on a 750 MHz you KNOW I'm a sucker for product design.)
Felt the need to buy *this* again
Went to work for 2 hours
Came home and dropped like a rock
Won 4 auctions (all CLAMP CD's) Wanted to go to Metreon on the 15th
Wanted more $$$ for a new watch and X17

Sick and maybe going to get a fever. Don't know. That and I need more money. I sure as hell have a lot of things I want.

Dammit. Happy December everyone.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

Friday, November 30, 2001 | 12:55 a.m.

np : Gravitation : 'Yuki's Theme'

It's over. It was the straw that broke the camel's back and I officially broke down today. I didn't need that, it didn't help, but all the dammed up stress came out, and didn't stop for about an hour while I was on the phone with Jack. But he helped me out lots, and so non-private college apps are officially over. I'm not feeling the burden lifted yet. That might be due to 3 large projects that need to be crammed over the weekend and a test tomorrow. But thanks, minna, for all doing so much to help me.

Maybe tomorrow I'll feel like I have time to work on Cosplay, or AKG, or Fanime documentaries, AX documentaries, Japan, or Fangirl Diaries, or post on the AGSMA board more, or work more on my portfolio, or work more shifts, or plan out my Xmas break.

Maybe we can even plan out Xmas shopping and going to the Metreon on the 15th. One more entry and it's time for a new layout.

Tomorrow.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

Wednesday, November 28, 2001 | 06:40 p.m.

np : Gravitation : 'Sleepless Beauty'

Concerning January ASUKA...

*clears throat*

OHMYGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHD!!!!!! @_@

HE @#$@%! HER! SHE !#!$%& HIM! TH-th-they NYAAA?!?!?!?!

Oh god I can't stomach it! And and SUBARU!!! GAAAAAHHHHH!!! *THUD*

Let's start from yesterday. I fell asleep a total of 15 times during Government alone, and once I came back from work I read some fics and my mind said "Sleep time now" so Phi went down. Hard. And was 20 minutes late to first period today after 10 hours of unconsciousness. When my body says sleep, it really means it. But besides getting some art project done, Kenji, Mirae and me went to Hakone Gardens after school, and I got some thinking done. About college and my essay and what I want to do and stuff like that. All about AKG and Cosplay. Yup. Looks like there was a Rikku at the US-Japan Expo. Ganbare, phi. Jack was also helping us plan our Xmas break during ROP today, so it seems like we'll all try to make the outings! Despite me going to SD for a week...

So back to X.

GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

And that's all I have to say on that topic. *crawls back into hole*

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

Monday, November 26, 2001 | 09:36 p.m.

np : Gravitation : 'Blind Game Again'

DAMMIT ALL!!! DAMN Collegeboard for being such RETARDS! For the past weekend I've stayed up till 5 a.m. doing DAMN College apps but unfortunately I'm UNABLE to turn those in as of yet because I don't have my @#$@#! SATII scores! WHY? I've called in, they weren't available. I've called the help line, ON HOLD for an HOUR. I can't get it by mail, they're email won't go through. I've managed to get ONE email to them, and what kind of a response do I get???

My test is still being PROCESSED. Check back in 8 WEEKS.

BULL.

I'm AWFULLY ticked off atm, that plus the overloaded stress from the college apps themselves, plus my government and japanese teacher being absolute bitches and ho's, Art projects due this Friday, ROP due next week, and my college essay deadline I've set for TOMORROW. I'm considering letting Kix take over the Anime Club Raffle for me tomorrow, because I just need ALL the help Mr. Javier I can give me with my college essay. He's about the only comforting teacher right now.

I would have snapped today had it not been for me giving up for 4 hours to sit back and rewatch + finish Gravitation. That was MUCH comfort, THANK YOU LISA! I absolutely love how it ends except... seems Touma looked so sad at the end. That and I wanted more Yuki/Shuu. But it was satisfying. I'll get to the OVA's after this month... but that was a comfort.

I'm all wrapped up in sweats, look like Miyazawa right now, and I've had my contacts in for FAR too long... It's gunna be another late night with homework and my essay...

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

Saturday, November 24, 2001 | 10:59 p.m.

np : something off the Initial D soundtrack

People suck. I honestly care for people but no matter what, people won't really take you seriously unless they decide to take the initiative for themselves. And yes, unless you stop caring, you're going to keep getting hurt. But it seems stopping isn't something I'm capable of doing. It's not that easy you know? But I'll do what Jack says. Just sit back and watch. Because that's the only thing I can really do.

Daddy got back today! And he bought me scarves and nice things! Like books! Like The X Animation Novel! And the special edition X Asuka! With Fuuma on the cover!

With the Kamui and Fuuma CHARACTER FILES in it. XD XD XD

That's some juicy stuff, Fuuma and Kamui are, as kiddies.

I hope Kix had fun at the US Japan expo today. o_o Man, it totally sucks that Ayako-chan couldn't go... but asians are asians I guess. -_-

I got my paycheck yesterday and burned half of at User's Side next door on 5th mix ^_^ So I stayed up till 5 opening up all the songs. Silly phi, ne? But I've almost opened them all. Spent the day jumping around the pad at CG club today, with Kenji and Lisa and Jen. Was fun, we beat ToP again, played some DOA2, and of course, 5th mix. Kenji lent me FF4, 5, and 6, Chrono Trigger and Chrono Cross. Just chatting with Jen and Lisa and Kenji again gives me a whole new confidence in getting those college apps done. But I'll get them done, hopefully by Tuesday. No. I WILL get them done BY TUESDAY. ZETTAI.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

Thursday, November 22, 2001 | 11:06 p.m.

np : Tales of Phantasia : "Hoshi wo Sora ni..."

*bawls*

;;;_;;; WAAAAAHHHHH!!!!! I need tissue... *cries a lake*

I guess I better post before Thanksgiving is over and stuffs, so happy thanksgiving everybody! It was a slow relaxing day that didn't feel very festive, but I had good food and I hope you did too. ;_; So back to the matter at hand. Why is phi crying her eyes out? Because after nearly a year of playing Tales of Phantasia, phi has finally beaten the game! WAAAGH!!! ;_; ::sniff:: I cried at the ending! ::sniffle:: Although I don't completely understand yet and need Kenji to explain some stuff to me, I'm saaad! Everyone said byebye! ::sob:: Kenji won't get his game back until I watch the ending again! ;_; And again! poo!

I also had finished watching up to episode 10 of Gravitation. And I need more!!! ;_; I still don't get what connection Yuki has with Bad Luck but I need to know more! Why is he coughing blood why is he trying to protect Shuu and why does Touma have such an uncomfortably close connection with him??? ::sniff:: Lisaaa!!! ;_; More Gravitation onegaiii!!!

AND AND AND Klarth has Yuki Eiri's voice too!!! T_T BLAHHHHH! Inoue Kazuhikooo ;;_;;

I suppose I had better get some nice sewing done or something. Daddy is coming home this Saturday, so it's college apps then. Hopefully I can get them done by next week. ::blows tissue:: T_T waaahhh!

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

Wednesday, November 21, 2001 | 06:25 p.m.

np : Love Hina : "Winter Wish"

KIX! In case you're reading this! It seems Ayako-chama got into a car accident X_X and she can't come pick you up! And she's tried to get Wayne to and now Lionel and she doesn't have your number! But you musht calllll herrr =_= Somehow you guys will get to gooo!

AH!!! Oniichan called!!! XD XD XD He's coming home today at 12! yayee! And we're going to go see Monsters Inc. tomorrow!!! YAYYY!!! XD XD XD

Other than that, CG CLUB this Saturday, and it might even be a sleepover!! :D Hope I can make it. Work this Friday you know, with the crazy thanksgiving sale at Mitsu, along with college essay crap! CRAP! But for now I moosh! I've been tired long enough this week XD

Time for some anime and video games. *busts out the psone*

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

Monday, November 19, 2001 | 04:38 p.m.

np : Gravitation : "The Rage Beat"

You know, I feel so good about myself at the moment. I stayed up until 3 last night (not studying kanji like I should) but organizing all my college crapps stuff. So now I'm all ready and set to go.

We'll wait until THAT actually happens. But ANYWAY.
I'm actually getting some drawing done, I have a nice little scenery picture I did from today and I'm almost done with my still life ^_^ Portfolio, grow grow grow! Oh yes. Mail. *slices open envelope* CCAC. ^_^ *drops into going-to-look-over pile* hmmm RISD. ^_^ Now this is what I'm looking for. *drops* We'll.. do those LATER tonight...

In the meantime I have a deathly college essay upon my head. It irks me because I know not of what to write about. But I brought my extra Kenji's-Xmas-present-to-be Copics to school today and let everybody have some fun with them. So I copied a picture from Kenji's ever so cool random game artbook he let me borrow, called "Favorite Dear". I shall do some research on that game and maybe end up buying it. That, and I'm never riding in Jack's car ever again. Simply because he can't control himself and his road rage very well despite me telling him countless times not to do that again. And all three of us were sincerely screaming (is that possible?) in the back seat. So no more 50 mph on a residential street. I drive myself now. Yes yes.

So YES. Animate order came! And they were SOOO NICE!!! They didn't have some Saiyuki shitajiki in stock and didn't charge me for it, but that's not it! They threw in about $30 worth of merchandise in a little package labeled "PRESENTS FOR YOUR RAFFLE" !!! XD XD XD It was 2 Naga the Serpent keychains and 2 Tenchi Muyo Pocket pets! ADORABLE ;_; THANK YOU ANIMATE! So now we have PLENTY of raffle prizes for next week! XD XD XD

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG

Sunday, November 18, 2001 | 06:40 p.m.

np : Gravitation : "Super Drive"

Ha! I watched Gravitation until 5 a.m. today and I like it ^_^ Although I don't completely understand who Yuki is and what he was to do with Bad Luck at all, it's pretty interesting. I really like Nakano though. ^_~ I recognized about 90% of the voice actors. Seki Tomokazu, Takehito Koyasu, Yamaguchi Kappei, Shinichirou Miki, and some people I recognized off my other drama CD's. But I'll watch the rest some time later- like when I finish my college crapplications. Speaking of which, I was supposed to do those Saturday- but I ended up waking up some time VERY late into the afternoon and thus felt crappy, felt like doing nothing, and very very lethargic. So I naturally went back to sleep. ^_^; I got nothing done yesterday except played with my COPICS for a bit, colored a bit of my still life... ha! And played some PSone.

I've just gotten back from church church church. And as I was walking through the trees I suddenly felt something strange, like I was part of something bigger. I mean, after reading such books like HP and watching things like Megami Kouhousei and playing FF8 and seeing SeeD, I know I've always WANTED to be part of some guild with some special purpose. But that wasn't like that. It was some sort of feeling that reminded me of Subaru standing in the Garden in ASUKA 12... I can't explain it. But it felt nice I guess.

That and I had a strange dream! It wasn't BAD strange, but good strange. We were all in some nice world, that kind of reminds me of Kakyou's dream world where you can see Japan floating above an ocean. Kind of like that, where there were a bunch of islands, and everywhere was ocean... And it was like that shrine in Japan that is half submerged in water during high tide. But we were all racing and chasing each other and running from island to island, and it was a lot of fun. There were rocks everywhere, and lots of seagulls and seals and we were trying to avoid getting pooped on by them. We were all really happy and laughing and acting crazy just chasing each other over these islands. After we made a full circle and got back to the shrine place where we started, there was a gift shop inside and we all started trying on different sized rings. I wanted a ring but didn't want to wear it because it made my hand look to femme. But that was my dream. ^_^ It was kinda nice I guess. Like that feeling I got earlier today.

I guess I'll work on fangirl diaries now. ^_^ Sudden urge, you know.

-+> ::piff:: inji . AKG