np: "Fly" - WeiB

I haven't pitased in sooo long ;_; because it's been really nasty for the past week and I got horrible things happen at school and work and nyahhh!!! NO LOVE! No PEACE!!! T_T The manager doesn't liiike meee~~~

That aside, I've calculated my total hours out and my next paycheck should be AT LEAST $300. =D That means enough hotel money for AX. That means plane ticket money! XD But it doesn't mean shopping money yet. =_= Geh. But all is SORT of well... a bit of joyriding, a bit of bad news, a bit of going-in-your-own-car-and-driving-to-buy-food-of-the-gods, aka spinach dip and chocolate bars rock. =D

It was okay... daddy was really nice and gave me $20 to go buy cloth for En's costume.

Speaking of En's costume, how is it?
I HATE. Yukiru Sugisaki. I HATE stupid dang cloth folds that aren't physically possible and stupid things that are freaking easy looking but it ends up another scenario where you just don't KNOW what frikkin COLORS they are!!! =_= So I ended up wandering around the cloth store and ended up with a bunch of expensive white cloth.

maa, ikka. We're AX prepping, so that means costumes, AKG domains, new AKG layout, and new pitas layout.

...sometime before AX, anyway.

-+> meeped the brat | Monday, May 28, 2001 |

10:58 p.m.

Oh my god. I was counting stuff in the till today and I found out I was missing $90 for credit cards and $87 for cash! Ohhh my GOD. I haven't screwed over THIS bad since my first day! Tom and Matt were of course nice as ever about it and we all counted it all over again at least 6 times, and came out with the same thing. We looked all over the place for the 2 missing credit cards and where the hell the cash went but did we find it??? Nooooo. At 8:45 They told me not to worry about it anymore and I came home a worried little girl. ;_;

That's not all. You KNOW you're stressed out when reading X 13 again makes you wanna cry and you can't stop searching Harry Potter on Ebay. I KNOW I'm not supposed to start reading it again until school's OUT but I DON'T WANNA DO MY ESSAY!!! T_T It's a whole 3 pages of pure uninspired unemotional crap. And I don't wannnna do ittt! DAMN Nathaniel Hawthorne and his stupid ideas on anti-transcendentalism! DAMN the Scarlet Letter! Dude, we should all wear A's on our shirts for a day so he can be pissed off in hell.

sora-chan: ... ::looks at X1 T-shirt::
gaki: ...don't tell me you got with Arashi...
sora-chan: paHA~ It's a WHITE A, see? White for ANGELIC. ;D
gaki: don't YOU wish. -_-

-+> meeped the brat | Thursday, May 24, 2001 |

10:52 p.m.

=( I missed pancreas. Stupid hormones. Stupid insulin and glucagon. Stupid glucose and glycogen. Stupid glycogen and glucose. I'm screwing over my GPA big time and have just about given up in lit. ew. ew. ew. I kicked a few desks and chairs and walls. Feet didn't hurt. But my blister reopened. ew. ew. ew.

Work wasn't so great. Messed up a lot. =( screwed over on the cigarettes and crap. ::sigh:: Maybe tomorrow will be better?

Hardly.

-+> meeped the brat | Tuesday, May 22, 2001 |

08:32 p.m.

Oh homework and tests and finals and essays are bogging me down down dowwwnnn. I don't feel too good. The warm weather's making me sleeeepy. And I need to get to bed by 11:00 p.m. every night. Isn't that crazy? I fell asleep for 4 hours today! And I missed KENDO! GRAH!!!

Productiveness was at an all time low this afternoon, we me getting nothing done but deciding who to cosplay as. Who will it be? Not the Ushagi bunny. Oh no. no more of that. Pekkle's doing that. I'll be going as Ragun En. =D Now if I can just figure out what blasted colors he wears. If anyone recognizes me at all I'll be very shocked. How long does it take a crowd of fans to discover a new series anyway?

inji chan: the end of the world has come!
inji chan: i think
inji chan: i might be allergic to avocado. ;_;
AznLockeJC: gotta lay off the california rolls missy.
inji chan: ;_; why meee???

-+> meeped the brat | Monday, May 21, 2001 |

10:12 p.m.

I'm not going to AX. Says mother.

She started spewing her anger over dinner about how I'm getting a job and working my ass off and have no time for sleep and am getting sick often and killing myself and givign myself ulcers or something. And how she's a mother and how she worries her ass off too, therefore she said I could whine and cry for a week and come back from Tijuana and feel bad about not going to AX and she still wouldn't give in by then.

Or so she said.

After leaving the kitchen after she was done talking, I waited outside for half an hour. I come back in, ask if she needs the dishes washed, etc. Then she asks me how important AX is to me, etc. and I give the normal "I wouldn't expect you to understand."

It goes like this. Mother wanted me just to be "healthy and happy". She said I got the "happy" part down, but the "healthy" part not. So she considered that after building a house in Tijuana I couldn't possibly be healthy by going straight to AX. And so she decided not to let me go to AX.

Until she realized that taking away AX would also take away the "happy" part. ~_~

But anyhow, plans are as plans are. And plans that are had better stick.

-+> meeped the brat | Sunday, May 20, 2001 |

02:50 a.m.

Oh my day so massively sucked. I was supposed to go to work today, but at about 8:45 I discovered that I had the biggest nastiest evil cramp I have EVER experienced as a human being. I couldn't even get outta bed it was so bad. Somehow while I was looking for work's # to call in sick they happened to call me and so I got to tell manager practically in tears that I would try to go work if I felt any better.

The feeling better part actually never happened. I ended up going back to sleep and waking up to the same cramp at 6 in the evening, where I took a shower, ate, and sat at compie and did nothing. Akuma drove over so I could get some fresh air. We went to arcade for a bit and bought some milk tea, and when I came home we all started the AX chat. I feel a bit better now, considering I freaked out all morning, and all night.

Here's what's happening:
Kix and Akuma are drving over to her aunt's place July 3rd
I'm in Tijuana starting from around the 28th, and come back the 4th.
I won't be coming back, says parents.
I instead, will be met up with Kix-tachi on some boonie stop on Highway 5 or something near Highland Park or will be driven to Hyatt.
Will meet up with Kix-tachi there.
And I still need to figure out how the hell I'm gunna make the bunny suit. ::sigh::
Cousin's probably going to be our Sakura if she convinces her mom to go. Giant Ushagi's probably going to get a lot of attention. =/
Fly back to SJC on the 9th, sometime after 1:00 p.m.

Gooooo baito. Gooooo costume cramming. Gooooo AX. weeeee.

-+> meeped the brat | Sunday, May 20, 2001 |