it'sNotEasyToBeMe

woa. ive been working on this new layout fer the whole day. well. almost the whole day tt is. tired mans. but i lUVRE tis layout to bits. wondering if u r staring at the same font as i am. hmm. it's a really nice font. @ least to me larhs. if u dun haf go download or watever. it's "OCR A Extended". ok?

wondering who's the girl on the bg? she's chii. chii is the main character of the manga Chobits. it's another magnificient work by Clamps. arhs. carn stand them. they r sho talented. alwiz come out wif such wonderful stories. :)

if u visit my gbk then u'll find another character. she's dark chii. she looks exactly like chii. she seems to be the total opposite of chii.

if u wanna noe more abt the manga go read it. trust me. it's definitely worth the time. newae. if u really carn spare the time now. can read after 'o'. hmm~ this will be the laz time i update my layout b4 'o'. yeek! must start working hard now.

[290902.SUN]

yippee! i just got the sms from one of our monitors[i tink]. tml can go back to our ContaINer cLassRoom. cOol! miss it so so so much. :) lala. tt's just one bad thing.

im sick! n i'll freeze in the classroom. n. we wun really be staying in the classroom much i guess. tml we'll start getting back our papers.

really totally terrified. arh! esp for my a math. it's a gone case. i can only depend on my e math now. pls oh pls. let me be able to score at least less than 20? or else. my mom will be furious. cos i everyday[almost] oso go library study. if i don't get good results. she'll tink i was just playing playing all day long.

die die die. remember to help me get hmm. a metal coffin? i tink it's much cooler than a wooden one? yarhs. n. i want roses and sunflowers and baby's breath[is it called this?] hor. bury my soft toy with me. n my comics too. n my cd oso. n my comp oso. yarhs. hmmm. if i tink of anything else i'll tell u all.

oh Yarhs! remember to play jay's songs, linkin park's song and also larc's song and kinki's song on my funeral! i oso want samurai x's soundtrack[wat im listening now.] hmm. yarhs. let me think some more.

..[2019hrs]

[270902.FRI]

[today]

went for class outing today. teah. @ first we planned to go Pasir Ris. but too bad. it was like raining. so we went to watch tuxedo. damn funny. hee. damn nice.

only a few ppl went larhs. hmm. [weiwei. yishan. gloria. yanying. amelia. charmaine. serene. alison. jan liaw. + me= 10] poh ning. whitney. angeline oso got go. but they nv join us for the movie larhs. wat a pity.

hmm. aiyo. really a bunch of funny ppl. oh. nv found tt out until today. hee. i love my class. glad to noe u all this bunch of crazy ppl. :) the craziest thing we did today was take photos on the escalator. good idea amelia! haha.

really hope we'll be able to come out more often together!

[yesterday]

went to watch so closo with cherlyn. chris. n huey. oh. superb! [better than the tuxedo] girl power! :) truly enjoyed myself. i hope the others did too.

..[2219hrs]

[240902.THU]

:) today went out with serene/seeman/buddie! so fun~ haven had so much fun dunno since when. haven come here for a long long time. woo hoo. prelims is oVER! but then..

but then 'o' is coming!

die lorhs. i really dun feel like studying for it~ i mean. prelims is so long. n 'o' is going to be so long oso. im dreading dreading dreading it!

oh! we went Swensens![im broke now] at Bugis. hmm. saw damn lotsa nice things. i wanna buy leh. but no money. who will be so nice? buy for me.. i tink buddie they all very irritated with me cos i whole day keep saying 'i want this i want tt buy for me'. ha~

a pity weiting nv come. bUt! we bought sth for her~ her bdae pressie larhs act. hope she like~ hmm. a pity shuying carn come oso. cos she still got f&N tml. shuying: GOOD LuCk! [tho' u wun be able to see this]

in a very happy :) mood now. i finally found tou1 long2 zuan3 feng4! ya. im gonna buy it. n the 2nd series oso. but b4 tt i will have to buy my md player. N beforE tt my grad Dress! oh no. seriously broke [clank!] no money $$!

listening to 933 now. got a very nice n touching story. who's listening oso? :)

..[2016hrs]

[070902.SAT]

great. now my parents angry with me. over such a small n insignificant thing. y huh? i still dun understand. does those that i luv the most alwiz have to hurt me the most?

just great.

..[0940hrs]

[060902.FRI]

shld be studying now. but i wanna say sth.

i really [dun] understand. i really dun.

if u really hate me so much. then. y do u still give me so many false hope? n. y on earth do u hate me so much? shldn't i at least noe y?

"dun tell me that.it just make me hate you more."

do u really hate me so? does the sight of me irk u? does everything i say n do get on ur nerves? if so. then

why?

..[0925hrs]

____+PEOPLE+______________________
jingYi.humunk.maYi.
amm.seeJia.peiShan.2G'00.
yuanie.liNa.seeMan.buddie.s/m.
christina.hueyWoon.cherlyn.eveLeo.
wanLing.weiWeiClique.3W'01.4W'02.

______+ALL.TIMES.FAVE+____________
all jay.l'aRc.LP.kinkiKids songs.
esp long juan feng-jay &
an jing-jay
gu yi-edison
ting bu dao ni-wewe
first love-utada
can u keep a secret?-utada
kiss of life-hirai
is it you?-hitomi
say the word-namie
a song for lady-hot

________+MANGA/BOOKS+_____________
hikaru no go
rurouni kenshin
ccs
X
chobits
evagelion
ai shang huai huai de si shen
angel sanctuary
nething by stephen king

__________+ENJOYS+________________
walkin in the rain
daydreaming
chocolate
shopping when im not broke
and esp sleeping

____________+WISHLIST+____________
[1] making up wif her
-priceless
[2] the necklace i saw @ suntec
-$16.80
[3] tt nail polish frm espirt
-sale:$6.00/original:$12.00
[4] tt perfume frm bodyshop
-sale:$5.00/original:$19.90
[5] a lot of manga
-too much to count