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you came into my life. and i thought to myself. ok. there's one more guy in my life. but slowly. unknowingly. you crept into my heart. in maldives: you were there when i needed someone to talk to. i shld have known i've already began to fall. for you. the times we spent there r still fresh in my head. how i wish. we can relive them again. back in singapore: when ur fren was leaving. you were so depressed. i wanted so much to be there for you. to make u happy. but who was i to you then? there was someone you like. secretly i hope it's me. tho' i noe it couldn't be. i refuse to admit i've fallen. for you. until the first drop of tear i shed for you. came rolling outta my eye. the first time you held my hand. you have no idea but i was bursting with joy. your hands are so big n nice n warm. they give me a sense of security. i nv felt before. so happy. pls keep on holding to my hands. pls don't ever let go. i don't want to be separated from you. i don't think i can take it. pls. hold on to my hands tightly. i need to feel your warmth. i need to feel your love. i need you. |
got games fest. in the morning quite truamatising cos everybody's time slot seems to be clashing. but luckily we managed to solve the problem quite fast. :) hmm. but unluckily i sprained my left ankle agAin. hias. twice in 2 weeks. im superb. hias. tink my ankle's really gone case liaos. :l nobody wanted to play in tennis so me n teo played gals doubles. fuqiang n huiling played mixed doubles. hsien wen n jospeh played guys doubles. haha. me n teo lost until very cham. the first round we were playing against lignum [kelly n another gal] n the referee was hias ming zheng. very sianz diaos i totally lost all my face playing very terribly in front of them. hias. :l second time we played with aqua [lydia n shiqin] haha. this time it's better :) cos our opponent frienlier wat. hehs. stoopid lydia kept luffing at us everytime we did sth wrong. diaos. haha. newae. the referee is much better oso. haha. so tho we lost this as well but it was far more enjoyable. hehs. :) haha. quite dui bu qi sn pe tcha haha. all the tennis skills i learnt all forgot liaos. haha. :l terra's both soccer team did well. :) hehs. haogen's team won all the qualifying rounds and they got into finals successfully! eh. dewlyn's team was also very good but then hias. they lost the last round. at first it's ok one cos they definitely got into semi finals already. but then the organisers suddenly cancelled semi finals so they could not qualify for the finals. hias. sians. but nvm haogen's team oso not bad. hehs. tink they got overall third if im not wrong.
terra's captain's ball team oso not bad. haha. one team was able to get into finals. hehs. :) they were about to play finals when rain started to pour. so it's postponed to tml lunch. hehs. :) terra's bball supposedly not bad one! hehs. but then dunno why a bit sad we din get in for both teams. hias. but nvm the most impt thing is to have fun. hope the players had at least a bit of fun. hehs. :) han told me it was quite bad for her cos her grp member din wanna pass the ball to her. hias. i dun like this kind of things when i seemed to be non-existence. hias. terra's badminton not bad. got like overall first i tink. forgot. haha. :) damn happy lorhs. hehs. my class ppl mostly played in floorball which tho they din win but im glad they had fun! haha. even ranjay said tt he likes the game. haha. my class ppl totally slack. since they only had to play one game of floorball. the rest of the time they were playing cards lorhs. haha. :) after games fest they went out but i couldn't go out with them cos got deepavali dance practice. [-]
[feeling: tired] shuying. yuk hung. yingyi. herbert. tian wei. shiyan. serene. geok lan. yi da. haha. really have to thank these ppl for staying by my side today and patiently teaching me how to cycle. hias. really feel quite bad tt i still can't cycle. :l sians. but i promise i'll try my best to master the skills. haha :) well i tink my problem is tt i dun dare to lift my legs off the ground. i dun dare to take the second step. hias. sians. :l must jiayou! newae haha. today oso went out with cher. huey. jia. met them at city hall control station then we went centrepoint to eat at i tink it's our favourite pizza hut. haha. we took like at least 20 mins deciding wat we wanna eat lorhs. diaos right? haha :) we were deciding which combi to eat so it's cheaper haha. piggie seejia ordered a lot but eat halfway she got very sians and full haha. had fun gossiping abt cher's friends and cher's and huey's teachers. :) newae after dinner we went to the bloomington at hereens to look at badges. haha. we bought a common badge tt reads "I don't discriminate. i hate everyone." haha. so damn cool lorhs :) haha then we went to a cosmetic shop hehs n stayed there for quite long. i suddenly have a liking for lip gloss. hehs. tink they r very nice. but haha. i forgot who told me that in a woman's lifetime she'll eat at least 3 kg of lip gloss. haha :l gross right? after that we went home. on the way. jia was looking so sad. :l hmm. really very worried about her everytime she's like this. hias. me n huey stopped at sembawang to pei her for a while. then after tt we went off. haven been reading jia's blog. huey's blog. n cher's blog. wonder how u all r doing. hope u all r fine. [-]
[feeling: dots] diaos. sth's wrong with pitas. my oct entries are gone! arhs. haha. this entry will appear as the first of my oct entries. hehs. dunno y oso. so funny. :l diaos. but nvm. newae the last 2 entries was about sad things anyway. [those who have read them will noe] hehs. so even if they disappear oso nvm. haha. :) ![]() You dont even understand why, or how you could be depressed, You just wanted the love, and attention... but you've never gotten it.... becuase nothing you do is good enough..and it hurts, You cry sometimes because your heart aches to be loved. What kind of depressed are you? brought to you by Quizilla haha. quite true arhs the quiz? newae. totally slacking now. hehs. :) well. at first last night i wanted to ask him whether he wants to go out today. but i decided not to bother him shld really just let him study. :) yep. hehs. if he do well i'll be very happy oso. but hias. just sad tt once his 'a's over 12 dec will come soon. [eh. tt's his enlistment date] sians. tt's like so soon. :l just hope i can spend more time with him before i'll totally not be able to see him or even contact him [arhs] for 3 whole weeks. sians. :l [1301hrs]
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who i treasure so squadmates.seejia.humunk.mayi.amm.peishan cher.chris.weiwei.huey.eesang.eve.thuimin rubbish grp.03s23.my family.jay chou.larc~en~ciel kinki kids.linkin park.naohito fujiki.avril lavigne tt i cherish rain.chocolate.the stars.the moon.sunrise.sunset the clouds.rainbows.oranges.blue.white.black green.my comp.my hp.softtoys tt i am wishing for time to keep in contact with all my frens a md player.a camera |
in the past chpt 01 & 02 are gone chpt 03: i+find+bliss+in+ignorance chpt 04: .::numb r my feelings::. chpt 05: it'sNotEasyToBeMe chpt 06: p|@cE.4.miE.heAd chpt 07: uPs]dE_d0Wn_wOR|d chpt 08: ho|d 0n to mY h@nDs
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