[feeling: mixed]
let's take a look back at wat i did for the past 12 mths.
until april i was still working at hsbc raffles. after that i rested for 1 mth and i transferred to hsbc atrium. totally 2 different groups of people i worked with haha. i enjoyed working at both places but i feel that i miss the people at hsbc raffles more. hehs. maybe cos i worked more closely with them bah. in hsbc atrium i was mostly talking to weimin for the whole day that's all. haha. i worked all the way until july. until it was time to settle down and prepare for uni.
before that i went kayaking almost every week. but ive stopped since i entered uni cos there just dun seem to be enuf time. juggling between hall cca and studies is enough to cause me a headache already haha. well i seriously do miss my kayaking frens. so long nv see them already. they are a bunch of really nice people to hang out with. (: hehs. really hope that i'll be able to afford some time out to go kayak again soon. haha. i wonder whether it's possible.
ok now i'll tok about my uni life. hmms let's start with artstasy. the first camp i took part in and the first group of people i got to noe in nus. (: thinking back it really really seemed like yesterday when we were still running around campus singing our silly shark song. haha. i really love saada a lot. i love the people inside cos they are all very wild and fun people (: it's a pity that we din really keep in contact over the sem. or maybe it's just me i drifted away from them? haha.
well the next camp was arts o week. bigger orientation group this time round. sharksfin was never really united larhs to say the truth. but ive still gotten to noe a few nice people out of this. people like vivien and kalpu. (: really hope that these frenships i will be able to take them thru my 4 years in uni. (: haha.
for the sake of these 2 arts camp i totally neglected my hall orientation camp. which resulted in me not knowing anyone in eusoff at all. haha. i was really very lucky to find regina jieqi geok in eusoff (: my breakfast and dinner mates. although those are the only times we really got to meet up but it's we were still able to bond. im just really glad that i noe that im not all alone in this big and to me cold hall. hias. i dunno larhs. i chose arts camps over eusoff at the beginning so ive no one to blame that im really not close to anyone else in hall at all. but im glad to noe some really cute frens like michelle sharon and welly thru expedition (: hehs. really hope to be able to get to know them better during prep for the trip next sem. (: well i suspect i won't have enough points to continue staying in eusoff next year. and i also dunno whether i can make it financially or not. so haha i shall make it a point to enjoy hall life more during the next 4 to 5 mths while i still can (:
thanks to dear seejia who introduced me to community service club (: such that i was able to know another group of people in tamp home. this group of people i really treasure a lot cos they are really very nice people and i feel really comfortable with them. hmms i guess they will be my closest friends thru out my 4 years in nus le bah. cos i dun exactly feel very close to my arts frens cos i dun see them regularly. and haha for my hall frens geok wun be staying next year. there will only be regina and jieqi left. haha. well in tamp home i got to noe some really great people. my sub comm terence boonsong lora nagoor. and other volunteers like marcus vannel claudine joanne. and many other cute volunteers. pardon me for my failing memory such that i dun remember their name. haha lora alwiz have to be my walking name directory. haha.
im glad that despite my busy scheldule i was still able to catch up with all my dearest friends. (:
2g - han mayi peishan xinyi
4w - jia huey cher wei
squadmates
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terra 6th - teo linx huiling haogen fuqiang
oac mates
it's really sad that some of my close friends seeman weimin ammily shuying went overseas to study. just caught up with shuying recently. seeman is coming back soon too! but a pity weimin and ammily are stuck in manchester and beijing respectively and i guess i won't be able to see them for yet another few months. just wish and hope that they are doing really well over there and that they are safe and sound!
also im glad that im still carrying on with my guitar lessons! haha cos i really love playing the guitar cos can destress. though i may not be very good now but i hope i can improve haha. and really happy to have a cute class larhs that's the most impt thing. guitar lesson never fails to make me laugh with rosli around. really glad that we got such a funny yet at the same time cool guitar teacher. (:
sadly to say i wasn't able to spend a lot of time with my family cos i stay in hall. really miss them a whole lot when im staying in hall. guess that's one of the downside about staying in hall bah. hmms. really hope that i will be able to spend more time with them in the coming year. sighs.
well i guess the most heavy thing that happened to me this year was that i broke up with kiwi. we were together for 2.5 years. haha. i nv dreamt that it will happen too. but it's ok cos i believe that it's a blessing in disguise. cherlyn read our plam for us before. she told me that i'll have 2 boyfriends in my life. well that time i was with kiwi i din believe her but haha it still did come true. i was to have a 2nd boyfriend and that's the most significant thing that happened to me in 2005.
and im really glad that ive found him. he was there for me when i was having troubles with kiwi. he was there for me when i was feeling blues about my first exam in nus. he walked me to the exam hall when i took my first paper. all the small little things that he has done for me really touch my heart. the first person to buy me supper in the middle of the night and deliver it to my doorstep. wrote me a letter of encouragement for exam. singing truly madly deeply for me. watched sunset with me because he knows i like watching sunset. brought me to hemispheres. surprise me with snowy. act silly just to make me happy. and most of all he has to go against his mom to be with me and i really really dunno what i did to deserve him. that time when his mom kept nagging at him not to be with me but he told me that he will lead his own life and still got tgt with me. there's really nth more that i can ask from him.
the times we have spent together may be very little up till now but i really feel very blessed to be with him. he is everything that kiwi can nv be. didi. the road ahead of us is long and it's not going to be easy but i really really hope that we will be able to go through it together. i believe that as long as our hearts are together everything will be fine. good luck and all the best for the new year. pls do not worry too much about ur thesis or wat u r going to get for ur cap come end of next sem. as long as u do ur best that's most impt k? (: *hugs*
well i'll end by wishing everyone a great new year ahead. may it be filled with joy happiness smiles and laughter (: remember to take care of urself of ur health and all the best in watever u may be doing. remember: no regrets. (: