[feeling: nostalgic]

haha. 25th nov marks the day i crossed the finishing line. (: before the end was near i was really hoping that it'll come soon cos imagine all the time tt i can get after the race end! but now that the race has ended. and i've finally hold the freedom i have in my hands. it just doesn't seem tt appealing anymore.

haha. human beings are funny creatures. :l they always hope n yearn for things tt are out of reach but when they finally get them. sad to say they wun treasure it tt much anymore. cos they'll set their eyes on something else out there. something else that's out of reach. strange that we only learn to treasure things tt belong to us only after we lose them. :l hias.

my nj uniform is lying in my cupboard now. it has joined my st nicks uniform in the corner of the cupboard sectioned "abandoned uniform". haha. i wonder whether i'll ever wear my nj uniform again. hehs. it wasn't as comfy as the st nicks one. but then i tink it's one of the nicer jc uniform ard. haha. just my personal opinion. (:

my nj life was an array of colours. (:

first and foremost terra green - a fusion of happiness sorrow anger remorse. happy that we started out as a bunch of strangers. as 2 separate cliques. but eventually we managed to merge tgt and become one terra house rep! (: haha. i tink tt must be the best and most fulfilling thing i've got out of being a house rep. tt is to find good frens in these 5 ppl i've worked with tgt for 1 yr plus. of cos the happiness is oso because we managed to pull terra up from the bottom all the way up to the top. it really hasn't been easy and along the way tears were shed. curses were hurled at the admin. days and nights were spent slogging away for the house and sad to say 3 of us dropped a subject. :l tt's the regretful part i guess. but i guess wat i got in return for the subject.. is really worth it. (:

my fave sky blue - under the clear blue sky i've spent much time with my beloved oac mates running around the school singing our silly oac song:
"o for oac
we love oac
if u wanna be the best
come and join the oac yah"
haha. (: cheering each other on as we trained tgt for normal activities. climbing stairs tgt at nearby flats and nearly collapsing on our way down. slacking away tgt at kap throwing our hw outta the window [but sad to say most of them are smart. :l unlike me.] trekking in macrichtie for dunno how many times in our entire oac life. [and it seems like me and chee min are alwiz the only one spraining ankles. haha.] taking the boat across to pulau ubin and surviving the mosquito bites there tgt. getting all smelly and muddy and disgusting the whole bus and the skool out when we finally return to mainland. so many things lorhs. :l can't finish. haha. oac has been my avenue of relieving stress. cos during oac activities i wun tink about hw or hse stuff. i'll just be ard nice n friendly ppl and joking and toking crap with them. the feeling is very nice cos i noe every single one of them is someone i can trust [maybe not the guys. at least the girls are. haha.] and there's no evil ppl here. i dun have to put on a facade and tink of ways to handle them. it's really nice and comfortable just being with them. (:

bright and sunny yellow - dedicated to my class. esp my clique larhs haha. they're really a very nice bunch of ppl. im oh so glad tt there's no evil ppl in my class either. (: haha. everyone is fun and accomodating. tho there are times we quarrel. like frens alwiz do. but we'll forget the stopid squabble in a matter of hours. or even minutes. and we are back to being good friends. (: a majority of my time in nj are spent with them in class and lecture theatres. and i really must thank them for their great company. (: and i love my teachers. haha. also must thank all of them who had their share of waking me up in classes be it econ bio chem math or gp. haha.

fiery red - for olympia which is orientation '04. it has alwiz been my dream to be an ogl ever since i came into contact with shuyan. and haha. it finally came true. at first when i got my class [04s05] i was really scared that they wun be enthu but luckily 04s05 contains a bunch of really cute monkeys. and they are very sweet oso. hias. when orientation did end i was quite sad i couldn't see them everyday anymore. [tho' by tt time i was missing my own class terribly] also thru orientation i got to noe siqi chia hong sara hasan michelia jelvin better. (: at first i was scared my clan will have a lot of evil ppl. haha. yarhs im really very scared of a lot of things. haha. but wat i found in these ppl were genuine concerns and true friendship. (: and i was very lucky to have teo with me too. so i really appreciated this period of time and a big thank you to these wonderful friends who walked thru olympia with me.

orangey orange - for the sweet and sour feelings i get when i get back any results. haha. sometimes it's just purely sour. sour cos hias i din do well and most ppl do well in my class. :l haha. seldom do i taste the sweetness of getting a D or a C. haha. sad to say yes i've nv been close to a B at all. :l so worrying right?

pure pearly white - for the flawless beauty of maldives. (: haha. really glad i signed up for the cip trip and haha i managed to make a lot of good friends from there. (: the rubbish gang! tho now we seldom talk le but just noeing there was this period of time when we were close tgt and we enjoyed each other company is sorta enuff. (: haha. and the best gift is of cos to noe kiwi. (: hehs. really really thankful for having him. (: he's really very nice to me and very sweet. being with him is really the best i got out of my nj journey (: haha.

last but definitely not least malicious black - the dark force of the admin. shall not elaborate much they just suck to the core and they made up the worst most damning part of my entire nj life. :l worst admin ever out of the 3 schools i've attended so far. yucks. and also to those yucky bitchy bimbos that totally spoilt my life in nj. haha luckily the-person-i-hate-most-in-school din get prom queen tho the prom queen wasn't really my ideal choice. haha. watever.

but luckily all the other colours managed to overwhelm this little black dot in my nj life. this array of colours on my palette has painted the delighful and fascinating life i've spent in nj for these past 2 years. haha. (: i'll definiely miss nj. for terra. for oac. for my class. for all my friends. and for my teachers. (:

2004 was the year i found my first job. (: im currently working at hsbc helping to clear cheques. haha. it's really quite difficult to describe my job. haha. but im just really glad to have found this job. tho during peak period the hours may be long. but i've found some really wonderful people in this office. tho haha there's alwiz shoutings here and there.

all in all 2004 was a really great year. it's my last year in nj and the first time i really tasted the bitterness of looking for a job and how much better studying is than working. as time alwiz do it slips by and before you noe it u r one year bigger and there're bigger responsibilities on your shoulder. as we grow older we are no longer as carefree as when we were young. hopefully i'll be able to treasure 2005 and as the days and years pass. i really hope that all these friends. these valuable friends. will still be with me. tho we may no longer be as close but hopefully we'll have each other in our heart. no matter where we may go or may do. i wish them all the best. (:

love shiyun (: