anti*cipation

280505.sat~*

[feeling: uncomfortable]

dunno why im damn hot and damn thirsty now. :l hmm newae haha i started work on tuesday. (: the atrium@orchard is a really messy place. all the departments are cramped [spelling? :l] up in this enormous place with no divisions only signs hanging over the tables marking out which department u r actually looking at. :l haha whereas over at raffles place each department is basically on each floor and it's therefore more organised there. and in the past i was in lockbox. it was very busy there from morning to night. haha. but here at card admin. we have to wait for the cancellations to come in. :l quite sianz.

me weimin shuping we are the 3 new gals. we are in charge of quality assurance which is basically [and sad to say boringly] just going thru the whole procedure again to check that the rest have done their work properly. total crap. it's gonna be so totally sianz. haha. :l our work will really start come monday. so i tink from monday onwards we'll be very busy le. haha. (: actually i really hope can do more ot cos then can claim the ot money. (: haha. $9/hr. quite lucrative. (:

newae my department has a lot of temp staff. han mayi zhenjie tracy leo xinyi me weimin shuping kietmin xiyue claire. 12 in total larhs. denise quitted already. tml we'll be having sorta like a farewell party for her at east coast. haha.

newae we have a small family tree. leo and tracy are han's mayi's and zhenjie's daddy and mommy respectively. haha. and zhenjie is my mommy. (: xinyi sorta refuse to be part of our family. yep haha. newae everyone in the department including the perm staff are very nice ppl luckily. (: cos i've heard of the horrors of the ppl at atrium. :l mer. but there's one person everyone can't stand and she's theresa. we call her big t. yep. haha. i haven't really discover wat's wrong with her but they say she's too touchy. haha. (: and our manager jesen looks perpetually stressed and it's very funny just looking at his action. (: me and mayi alwiz have a good luff over how stressed he looks.

on friday we celebrated mommy's and han's bdae. and there is this other gal with exactly the same name as me! (: haha. of cos surname's diff't larhs. haha. hmm. their bdae lands on 3 consecutive days and therefore they are known as the triplet. haha. (: really quite cool.

newae really glad to have started working again. (: haha although i can't deny tt it's really quite tiring. and sometimes quite stressful. but im really glad i've got really good frens with me. and most imptly haha on wednesdays i dun have to travel far to go for guitar lessons. haha very convenient one. (: hehs. ok larhs enuf said for now.

ciao.

anti*cipated at 2240hrs
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200505.fri~*

[feeling: elated]

haha han just called me to tell me that i'll be able to start work next tuesday. (: haha it's at hsbc again then it's in the same department as her mayi xinyi zhenjie then neo huimin and weimin will be working there too! (: haha so happy it's like nj gathering there + my dearest mayi oso larhs haha. finally i'll be able to work again after slacking for like one month plus ever since april fool's day. haha. newae i need the money cos kayaking and guitar lessons are costly. (: haha. so im really happy now. i dun mind working all the way to july i guess cos i've rested enuf.

newae i was just tinking. it's gotta be the best time of my life now. i can wake up late take my lunch and laze around just doing the things i like like reading anime-ing playing my guitar tv-ing and of cos sleeping haha. w/o having to worry about studies or work. haha it's so super shiok. hmm. i really have to treasure these few days before i start work again. cos i dun tink i'll ever be able to enjoy myself so much anymore. when uni starts there'll be so many things to worry about like school work and cca. after graduating i'll most prob have to find a job le. no more time to enjoy! (: so shall enjoy now yarhs haha.

newae read on newspaper today a lot of ppl wanna get married today cos the date's real cool 20-05-2005. (: haha easy to rmb sia. haha. wonder whether kiwi and me will be so romantic next time. yarhs yarhs wat makes me so sure it's him right? (: i dunno haha.

anti*cipated at 1759hrs
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170505.tue~*

[feeling: dunno]

today i had fishball noodles for lunch again. hmm. this time it tasted better. most prob cos it's from another stall. haha. and yarhs cos my nose not so blocked anymore larhs. haha. (: feeling better le if u r concerned. thanks.

newae just read my much stagnated gbk and found 3 new msgs! (: haha so happy to have this pleasant surprise. i love surprises! (: haha.

just finished the 3 stars training course on sunday. now have to practise really hard on our own. hmm. it's really not easy doing all the skills cos it's like have to edge a lot and it exerts a lot of force on the waist very tiring. and now my knees have this 2 huge bruises. :l hias i tink i have feng shi zhen lorhs cos when it's cold my knees hurts. haha.

due to kayaking i haven't been practising my guitar since last wednesday. yarhs. im like how dead lo. :l really not easy to balance my time between kayaking and guitar cos actually both requires a lot of practise time. hias yarhs i guess i'll go practise my guitar now i dun wanna let rosti down haha.

newae nowadays dunno why feeling a bit rocky. hopefully can recover from this down side soon.

like real soon pls.

anti*cipated at 1706hrs
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130505.fri~*

[feeling: weak]

*coughs* im sick have been coughing and sniffing the whole day. my lunch tasted horrible. i had fishball noodles but it tasted like plain water. or even worse. :l every thing has lost its taste and appeal. i've a throbbing headache that comes and goes as it likes. i shiver from the bone inside out. when i sleep at night my fan is at the lowest speed le and i still have to wear a jacket and wrap myself in my blanket. :l help. how am i going to survive the kayaking tml? haha pls pray i dun just sink and drown. haha.

ok im too fat i wun be able to sink and drown haha thanks. (:

newae hias now im currently still lost as to whether to accept nus's or ntu's offer. i've finally taken the time [and most of my remaining strength] to read the thick amount of info nus sent along with the acceptance letter. hmm. im really impressed by them cos i feel they truly go all out to make sure u r prepared for all the things tt's gonna come ur way once u accept their offer. they keep u well informed on wat to expect all the applications that you have to submit and stuff like tt. (:

and further more psychology is definitely more established in nus le. cos in ntu it's the first year tt they are having psychology! :l hias. but the only bad thing is that we have to bid for the modules. mer tt sounds so scary wat if i can't successfully bid for the modules i want. hias. i really dunno eh. shall go for the fass open house on 21st and learn more bah.

actually i really do wanna go nus de. if not for the stoopid bidding procedure hor. :l

life is so not perfect.

anti*cipated at 1815hrs
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040505.wed~*

[feeling: -]

2 days ago was me and kiwi's 2nd anniversary. (:

it has been a long way and there were a lot of bumps pits and holes along the way. but we managed to pull thru and we are going on our way to our 3rd anniversary le. (: frequently we see or hear stories of couples breaking marriages failing on tv shows newspapers even just ard us. some relationships might have lasted for near a decade but still they broke. just as easy as it is for us to kill an ant. or just as simple as the sun rises from the east.

and i've come to realise that relationships are so fragile. with a twist of the fingers or in the blink of an eye it may be gone. poof. just like that. non-existant. we [i] really have to learn how to treasure and hold on tight to the relationships we share with the ppl ard us. anything might happen in the future we can't foresee. i noe it sounds cliched but it'll be too late once it's gone.

yep. hold on tight.

anti*cipated at 1401hrs
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