[feeling: qt relaxed]

(haha. despite the fact im having chem on thurs n the food chem is enuff to kill. :l)

haha. (: yeah another paper down eh! haha. yes! maths is over n done with. hehs. hmm. i've nv felt like so happy after a math paper before. well. it's not that i noe how to do all or wat larhs. or that im confident i can get good marks. im just happy that i managed to complete most of them n i noe i've tried my best. (: hehs.

newae. went out to eat with piglet n xinyi at amk after math. haha. (: damn slack right? then i went home to take a nap. wanted to wake up 1 hr later yet i woke up like 2 hrs later. :l boo.

was tinking eh. if i haven dropped econs. i'll be in school taking the econs paper. then last night i would have been juggleing both maths n econs revision. hmm. then i was tinking. actually once i step down and once they finish teaching the syllabus there'll be lotsa time to catch up liaos. was considering whether i should have just continue to take on 4 sub that kind. haha.

kinda stoopid right. now still tinking of it. but it's really like a regret larhs. was i too impulsive then? that's why i dropped econs? i really dunno eh. hias. but well. haha. wat's done really can't be undone. hehs. so i'll just move on with life. accept that i've only 3 sub n by hook or by crook i must score an A for all of them. haha.

well. newae. i really hope i can do very well for the chem paper this time. (: hehs. chem is the subject i like the most n have most confident in oso. really really praying hard now.

wish me luck pls. thanks. (:

[feeling: happy (:]

hehs. im studying for math now (supposedly). was toking to dear just now! (: hehs. just wanna make a note. he's very sweet eh. dunno leh how to say haha. he just do a lot of small little things for me. hehs.

like msg me good luck. try not to tok to me too much nowadays cos im having test. give me some study tips. give up time with me so i can study. visit me at woodlands lib tho it's out of the way for him. encourages me along the way n so many so many things! tho it's just small little things only but im really very happy tt he's so totful.. hehs. (: haha.. love u dear..

[feeling: not much]

haha. today had a really fun day. hehs. went out with mayi humunk seejia peishan xinyi amm to celebrate mayi's bdae n my belated bdae! (: haha. we went to eat at swensen. at first we threatened mayi to treat us all to a meal but she refused. :l haha.

we ate at the swensens at ps n i can like swear the waiters there are like damn funny one lorhs. haha. :l there's one who's damn too friendly. kept toking to us n sad to say kept making fun of me. :l hmmph. dun understand why it's me. then there's the other one who helped us take the neoprint thingy. :l boo. he's like so cold lorhs totally diff't from the prev one. then he's a bad photographer some more lorhs. nv wait for ppl to like pose then he take the photo liaos. boo. i looked damn ugly in it. :l ok fine i look ugly in most photos i take. im not photogenic so wat. :P haha.

after that we went arcade to play!! haha siaoz dunno y nowadays i keep going arcade. haha. we changed like wow too much money. haha had a great time playing. haha played daytona but sad to say i had a terrible machine.. :l the car's speed wun go up more than 250++ km/h. boo. damn slow then i was like last larhs thanks a lot. :l haha. then we played air hockey n screamed like mad women. haha. mayi n seejia were so agitated that their wat is that called the thing u use to hit the puck with.. :l flew out of their hands.. haha. so stoopid lorhs. haha so typical of them. haha. (:

we also played bishi bashi. haha. used up most of our tokens there. boo. the machine quite lousy lorhs sth's wrong with the coin slot.. :l cannot put the coin in properly one.. haha. but still had fun playing it. cos it's another game for mad ppl like us. or no should say it's any mad game for ppl like us. :l haha yes there's a difference in the above statements. haha.

sorry study until mad liaos ok have to go back to studying liaos. those mugging mug hard k? jiayou!! (:

[feeling: damn happy larhs]

GOD! im here again. using MY own computer. haha. im like damn happy now.. hehs. (: yeah.. faster do welcome me back.. (: haha.

haha so sorry to be missing in action for so long so long. haha. a few months liaos i reckon. hehs. nowadays me is busy with studying n mugging. haha. yep. n sometimes will read a bit of comic. n then when kiwi books out i'll go out with him (: hehs. that's my life now lorhs. haha. quite boring? yarhs. almost stepping down for house and for oac liaos. so like nth much to do. haha.

well quite a lot of things have happened in the past few months. haha. since the last time i've updated this blog. mother's day my bdae father's day have passed. track n field meet elections elect camp have passed. haha. (: really eventful period yarhs. i've made new frens with those wonderful terra elects n cheeleaders. haha. (: i've learnt that after 1 year of being a hse reps. im so like glad to like be in terra. cos there's like no evil ppl in terra n linx teo hl fq haogen r all wonderful ppl. hmm. sounds familiar did i type this b4? haha. n i've got a wonderful class! (: haha. n great oac mates oso. n of cos cannot forget my secondary skool frens! (: haha.

oh yarhs. i wanna thank everyone who in one way or another wished me happy bdae. haha. (: it's really the tot tt counts i dun mind not receiving a present from u larhs. haha except if u r kiwi/ huey/ jia/ cher/ sqdmates/ humunk/ mayi/ peishan/ zhuren/ shao/ huizhen/ jiayan/ eunice/ weimin/ terra hse reps/ xiumin/ shiming /... haha. kidding larhs really. (:

ok larhs. enuff crap already hor. haha. needa go back to studying. haha. all those who have tests/exams coming round the corner pls do study hard. but then must of cos not forget to rest well oso k? (: that's ZHAO impt. haha. else wun be able to concentrate oso marhs. haha. ok.. (: take care to all who bothers to finish this long n boring thingy. haha. (:

chpt 01 & 02 are gone

chpt 03: i+find+bliss+in+ignorance

chpt 04: .::numb r my feelings::.
+March & April 2002
+May 2002

chpt 05: it'sNotEasyToBeMe
+June 2002
+July 2002
+August 2002
+September 2002
+October 2002
+there's no November 2002
+December 2002

chpt 06: p|@cE.4.miE.heAd
+January 2003
+February 2003

chpt 07: uPs]dE_d0Wn_wOR|d
+March 2003
+April 2003
+May 2003
+there's no june 2003

chpt 08: ho|d 0n to mY h@nDs
+July 2003
+August 2003
+September 2003
+October 2003

chpt 09: why did you let go
+November 2003
+December 2003

My 2003

chpt 10: thistimeround[no regrets] +January 2004
+February 2004