[feeling: i ask u]

say u r short sighted. and u lost ur spec like i did when i was kayaking today [i was rolling larhs. finally succeeded! michael they all kept saying i've to lose sth to gain sth haha.]

who's the first person u'll tink of to accompany u to make ur specs with u? and wat if u called that person and the person din like even give a damn abt u?

how would you have felt?

im feeling that now.

chpt 01 & 02 are gone

chpt 03: i+find+bliss+in+ignorance

chpt 04: .::numb r my feelings::.
+March & April 2002
+May 2002

chpt 05: it'sNotEasyToBeMe
+June 2002
+July 2002
+August 2002
+September 2002
+October 2002
+there's no November 2002
+December 2002

chpt 06: p|@cE.4.miE.heAd
+January 2003
+February 2003

chpt 07: uPs]dE_d0Wn_wOR|d
+March 2003
+April 2003
+May 2003
+there's no june 2003

chpt 08: ho|d 0n to mY h@nDs
+July 2003
+August 2003
+September 2003
+October 2003

chpt 09: why did you let go
+November 2003
+December 2003

My 2003

chpt 10: thistimeround[no regrets]
+January 2004
+February 2004
+there's no march 2004
+April 2004
+May 2004
+June 2004

chpt 11: run! run! run!
+July 2004
+August - September 2004
+October - November 2004
+there's no December 2004

chpt 12:anti*cipation
+there's no January 2005
+February 2005 +February 2005 +February 2005