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you came into my life. and i thought to myself. ok. there's one more guy in my life. but slowly. unknowingly. you crept into my heart. in maldives: you were there when i needed someone to talk to. i shld have known i've already began to fall. for you. the times we spent there r still fresh in my head. how i wish. we can relive them again. back in singapore: when ur fren was leaving. you were so depressed. i wanted so much to be there for you. to make u happy. but who was i to you then? there was someone you like. secretly i hope it's me. tho' i noe it couldn't be. i refuse to admit i've fallen. for you. until the first drop of tear i shed for you. came rolling outta my eye. the first time you held my hand. you have no idea but i was bursting with joy. your hands are so big n nice n warm. they give me a sense of security. i nv felt before. so happy. pls keep on holding to my hands. pls don't ever let go. i don't want to be separated from you. i don't think i can take it. pls. hold on to my hands tightly. i need to feel your warmth. i need to feel your love. i need you. |
[feeling: ok larhs] much happened past few days. eh. oac chose ex-co yesterday. president - yingyi hmm. im happy with all but one. i dun tink dequan shld be in the exco. i just dun tink he'll be capable enuff. but dunno larhs. see how first lorhs. if he really perform a terrible job in the future then we can tink of sacking. nowadays very busy with hse stuff. ndc is just round the corner. in fact it's next week. seriously hope we can do quite well. then maybe we wun be one of the last house this year. hope terra under the 6th would be good. tho i really can't see how tt's possible when we r so separated. hias. really hope we can be closer lorhs. at least like frenz if not good frenz. hias. now we r just like working together for the sake of working together lorhs. sianz. realised tt. as we grow up the politics ard us grow stronger. ppl grow more hypocritical. the world turns more evil. all leading to more stress. n unhappiness. thus i tink it's very important to find someone who love u with all their heart n soul. someone who will take care of u no matter wat happened. be there to listen to u complain n whine. be there to wipe ur tears for u. be there to share ur joy with u. hehs. someone who will be by ur side. to grow old with u. so tt he/she can stroll along the beach with u when both of u grow old. n tink back at all the silly things they've done together in their lives. isn't tt.. just so nice? will u be my tt someone? [2204hrs]
[feelin: nth. tired i guess] me using the school comp now. suppose to be doing pw but hias. still lazing ard. :) hmm. last few days was very fun. haha. but i din get a chance to blog it down. [fri] went out with mayi they all. hehs. haven't seen them for a damn long time. :) so happy. ha. nowadays i've a craze on neocards. love taking them. haha. :) hmm. we went esplanade and took photos there. ha. we were acting like tourists lorhs. can't wait for the photos to come out. later in the evening went dining with huey. seejia. wei. and CHER! haha. haven't seen her for such a damn long time lorhs. miss her so much. boo. wonder when on earth i can see her again. [sat] went stay overnight at wei's house. eh. haha. we practically watched movies the whole day. but i fell asleep watching dumb and dumberer. hias. din really understand wat the heck it was toking abt lorhs. haha. :) well. i truly enjoyed myslf lorhs. but then. opps. ate too much liaos. haha. have to run. wanted to run today but then opps. need to do pub stunt. newae. hehs. hope there'll be more stayovers in the future! :) hehs. realise how much i miss huey they all lorhs. i mean. hias. toking abt my true frens right. they r only so little n they make up most of them lorhs. :) hehs. [sun] went east coast with maldives pple. haha. it was very fun lorhs. but we did a stoopid thing larhs. kiwi. me. evan. yingjia. n devi walked in the wrong direction and ended up in the other side of east coast. hias. then we had to take a taxi back cos we were to lazy to walk. ha. the worse is bert n chris oso walked in the wrong direction lorhs. ha. newae. the funnest was playing monkey frisbee. hehs. quite violent larhs but tt's seriously the fun part. reminds me of the time we had fun in maldives everyday after out work. hehs. fond memories. hmm. :) later the rubbish grp went off. ha. haven't been out with them for so long lorhs. :) haha. we went to the long john near ps to meet peiling. ha. stoopid bert kept bullying me thru out the entire day. ha. newae. tok to him abt the merger. actually the 35th oso don't agree to the merger but the stoopid woman din bother to listen to anyone. hias. can't stand her. [mon] had meeting with mr tan abt the merger. well. we got the news. it's inevitable. shesh. totally idiotic lorhs. we tried to voice some of our concerns. well. i must say mr tan did a good job answering them. newae. no matter wat we said it's no use larhs. so we sorta like just given up liaos lorhs. we were all just looking forward to lunch. haha. we went marche for lunch. haha. im like totally broke liaos lorhs. hias. hafta save money for jts and his present. haha. newae. later terra 6th went to take neoprints! haha. very nice. all of us were there. well. seriously. tink i can learn to like them larhs. really. they can be quite alright at times. yep. i guess. well. yep. tt's abt all the interesting thing tt happened to me. ha. today. well. in the morning there was pub stunt. i had to wear my cheerleading costume. hias. so embarassing. ha. but it's our very first pub stunt! haha. it was a success larhs. i guess. in terms of like we nv make any mistake. n it was quite presentable. but then dunno whether like the message got get into the ppl's mind or not. hope they like come and join house cheerleading! :) well. now lazing ard. yep. later hopefully can go home with him! :) yeahs! haha. well. just now was falling asleep during math. really dun understand the coordinate geometry lorhs. esp the egg like thingy. haha. opps. really have to work harder liaos! just now got back econs mcq. got 20/30. haha. qt good right. hope can like get qt a good grade for my econs cos it's my only confident subject. alongside chem larhs. but then chem like can't make it liaos. yep. for those who bothered to read so far. well. hope tt u'll get good grades in ur test too! :) haha. cher dun be too sad k. tt's only one subject. still got others can get As! hehs. n it's only common tests larhs dun worry so much! yep. tok so long liaos. shall end here. [1412hrs]
finally a new layout. i made it simple cos not much time to do. just wanted a new layout. yep. shall come back later. disturbing wei's brother's sleep.
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who i treasure so squadmates.seejia.humunk.mayi.amm.peishan cher.chris.weiwei.huey.eesang.eve.thuimin rubbish grp.03s23.my family.jay chou.larc~en~ciel kinki kids.linkin park.naohito fujiki.avril lavigne tt i cherish rain.chocolate.the stars.the moon.sunrise.sunset the clouds.rainbows.oranges.blue.white.black green.my comp.my hp.softtoys tt i am wishing for time to keep in contact with all my frens a md player.a camera |
in the past chpt 01 & 02 are gone chpt 03: i+find+bliss+in+ignorance chpt 04: .::numb r my feelings::. chpt 05: it'sNotEasyToBeMe chpt 06: p|@cE.4.miE.heAd chpt 07: uPs]dE_d0Wn_wOR|d chpt 08: ho|d 0n to mY h@nDs |
to go jingyi's + seejia's + cher's yuanie's + eesang's + chris yeoh's huey's + eve's + peiling's thuimin's + janice's + gloria's serene ang's + whitney's yongxin's + 03s23's + maldive about me + ICQ:37812502 + guestbook |
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