[feeling: shit]

can't believe just a few turns of the hour hand round the clock can change my mood so drastically. sians. i seriously tink i suffer from severe mood swings. and i can just flare up in a moment. and in the next turn nice again. :l or maybe not.

watever.

the only thing im looking forward to now is double score [for ur info it's a jap show airing on channel 8] and a good night call from kiwi before i lie on my pillow for a dreamless night again before waking to a whole week of endless work waiting for me.

dun u just hope weekend will come soon?

like real soon?

[feeling: happy to be slacking ard]

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.

. What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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tot that's quite an interesting quiz. (: newae me and seejia has the same element. haha. tho i dun tink it really thoroughly applies for me. tink it's more suited for jia. haha.

eh. yesterday went to yew tze's house for gambling session with my classmates. (: haha it's damn fun. we dun play money larhs we just like play for fun lorhs. really enjoy times with them. just slacking around crapping around feel very carefree and happy when im with them. (: really hope that we'll be able to keep in touch after we get our results.

which by the way is nearing :l

[feeling: very very very happy]

hehs. went out with ben ben just now. today i got half day from work. actually i do feel really bad to leave my poor friends all slogging at work while im enjoying myself. but it's really rare i can like enjoy ben ben's company nowadays so im really extremely happy today.

we went to eat sakae sushi buffet at wheelocks place. haha. we had been saying we wanted to eat it since last year but only had chance now. haha. very full from the buffet as usual. really wonder how much weight i put on. sians. haha. after that we went lido. wanted to like watch a movie but timing all wrong wrong wrong. haha. so in the end we went to play arcade at douby ghaut mrt basement. haha.

we got a really good deal cos we just had to pay $28 dollars and we can get $28 for free. haha. (: as in the vlaue in the card larhs. haha. so me and ben ben played a lot a lot of games. haha. we were finally able to complete time crisis 2! yeah. but it was after much credits wasted. haha. next time i shall improve! haha. eh. then we played some of our favourite games before tumbling to istana park to rest our tired feet.

haha. actually me quite bad to ben ben today. :( really din mean to. hias. just heard on 933 it's like lovers right. when they dun see each other they'll miss each other alot and they'll keep thinking when they can see each other again. they will oso only see the good points of the person. but when they do meet up. they will be picking out all the bad points of the person and then the date will be unenjoyable.

sad to say i tink it sorta applied to me sometimes. and i feel really bad abt it. today when i was with you ben ben i secretly tot of that time when i nearly lost you to my foolishness and tears started welling up in my eyes. ben ben i really dun wanna lose u again. hias. really will try try try my best not to act foolishly again ok? then pls help me along the way oso ben ben. (: haha. thanks.

ok it's getting late le. i'll go and sleep le. haha. can't wait to go huiz house to play mahjong tml! (: yeah! good nitez and sweet dreams to all. zzz

[feeling: disgusted]

ever ate maggie mee for both lunch & dinner?

dun ever try it's really damn yucky. mom went to relative's house. no dinner tonight. so me and bro had to eat maggie mee. for both lunch and dinner.

tok abt disgusting.

nb: not including training camp. cos during training camp maggie mee is heavenly. but not at home. boo hoo

[feeling: accomplished]

haha. finally i managed to update my blog! hehs. quite satisfied with my new layout. very cute right. hehs. (: hmm. have been slacking at home this 2 days. hmm. actually it's really quite bored to stay at home and do nth right. haha. at first i wanted to get sacked soon so i can stay at home more. but then realise that there really isn't much things to do. hopefully i'll get employed until at least end of march bah. (: haha.

well for those who still dunno im working at hsbc now larhs. jobscope is difficult to explain. haha.

nth much to say now oso. haha. sorry if i dun come by here often. opps. reach home from work really quite late everyday. haha. well. thanks to all who still bother to come down yarhs. i really really do appreciate it lots! (: haha.

shall end of with a quiz i got from cher's pg. quite cool! (:

Your World (Part One): What is your world made of? [girls]
brought to you by Quizilla

chpt 01 & 02 are gone

chpt 03: i+find+bliss+in+ignorance

chpt 04: .::numb r my feelings::.
+March & April 2002
+May 2002

chpt 05: it'sNotEasyToBeMe
+June 2002
+July 2002
+August 2002
+September 2002
+October 2002
+there's no November 2002
+December 2002

chpt 06: p|@cE.4.miE.heAd
+January 2003
+February 2003

chpt 07: uPs]dE_d0Wn_wOR|d
+March 2003
+April 2003
+May 2003
+there's no june 2003

chpt 08: ho|d 0n to mY h@nDs
+July 2003
+August 2003
+September 2003
+October 2003

chpt 09: why did you let go
+November 2003
+December 2003

My 2003

chpt 10: thistimeround[no regrets]
+January 2004
+February 2004
+there's no march 2004
+April 2004
+May 2004
+June 2004

chpt 11: run! run! run!
+July 2004
+August - September 2004
+October - November 2004
+there's no December 2004

chpt 12:anti*cipation