[feeling: mixed]

haha decided i've to blog today. cos today only happens once in 4 years. hehs. well have been really really busy this mth. haven't had much time at all to come online. plus my comp like something wrong u see. a period of time can't come online even tho i wanted to. tt's why my blog have been neglected.

hias. nowadays got lotsa work to do. homework. oac work. house stuff. :l really quite stressful. hmm. actually i really hope that i can faster settle down n really start being a chao mugger n start mugging. im very scared abt the upcoming common test. im very worried about my econs. these new chapters are really confusing. hias. dunno larhs.

there's so many things to catch up with n im not kidding there's really like very little time. n thanks to the sleepy me. hias. who still keep sleeping in class n nowadays things seem to be getting worse no matter how hard i fight the zz monster i can't seem to fight it off. my frens are tired of waking me up. im even more tired of their constant nagging of dun sleep. hias. :l i really do appreciate their attempts to keep me awake tho. hias dunno larhs.

well as i was saying thanks to the sleepy me i've to spent time copying notes im suppose to copy in lecture. isn't tt nice? >.< sian arhs. my math teacher [aka civics] seems to have given up in me? i dunno. all the other subject teachers dun really like care about me sleeping in class anymore. it's really bad. :l hias. dunno larhs.

maybe i should really see a doctor or wat? but then like wat buddie say the doctor might just tell me i've lack of sleep. which i guess is really true cos i tink i get like average 5-6 hrs of sleep per day. to me i really tot it's a lot liaos leh. but then buddie said tt must at least get like 7-8 hrs of sleep? dunno larhs.

haha. well a lot of things happened this mth. jingyi's n buddie's bdae. national vertical marathon. night hike. intensive adventure challenge meetings. next month doesn't seem to get any better i tink. haha. dunno larhs.

hmm tt's enuff update about school life. well. me n him are doing well. (: hehs. had a bit of quarrels here n there but then most of the time we are able to solve the problem within the day. (: hehs.

*love you* the song below is for you~ *hugs*

haha. tink this entry very long liaos well thanks to all who still bothers to come here n take a look once in a while. (: hehs.

hope everyone will find a reason to be happy. everyday. (:

chpt 01 & 02 are gone

chpt 03: i+find+bliss+in+ignorance

chpt 04: .::numb r my feelings::.
+March & April 2002
+May 2002

chpt 05: it'sNotEasyToBeMe
+June 2002
+July 2002
+August 2002
+September 2002
+October 2002
+there's no November 2002
+December 2002

chpt 06: p|@cE.4.miE.heAd
+January 2003
+February 2003

chpt 07: uPs]dE_d0Wn_wOR|d
+March 2003
+April 2003
+May 2003
+there's no june 2003

chpt 08: ho|d 0n to mY h@nDs
+July 2003
+August 2003
+September 2003
+October 2003

chpt 09: why did you let go
+November 2003
+December 2003

My 2003

chpt 10: thistimeround[no regrets] +January 2004