[feeling: sianz]

how dumb can it be? hias feeling sianz on the last day of the year.

hias i guess it's mostly cos of the bidding larhs. i got outbidded again. just like last sem. i really dun want the same thing to happen again. i only managed to get all my modules in round 3 when everyone else already gotten all their modules eons ago. and hias i dun wanna take modules ive no interest in again just so to make up 5 modules to take.

i tink it's just plain silly and plain stupid larhs. hias. why can't they just allocate those core modules for our major to us like once we declare our major larhs i mean. it's totally useless to bid for it larhs since u have to take it sooner or later cos it's compulsory to take them. i really dunno wat they are tinking larhs.

newae today's the last day of 2005 and ive no party to go to no where to go just staying at home with my family. i guess it's also beauty it's in own way bah. though it may just be like any other days of the year but im really glad to be able to spend time with my family cos staying in hall really deprive me of my family.

haha tink i'll do up a 2005 overview later.

that is if i dun fall asleep first. haha.

[feeling: satisfied]

i got 3.9 for year one sem one. 4B+ and 1B. im happy with my results (: shall continue to work hard to pull up my score hopefully!

to those who did extremely well (read: boon song - 5.0) pls be prepared to treat us to a good meal (:

to those who did well congrats! (:

to those who din do up to their expectations. it's ok larhs. it's only year one sem one we still got chance to pull up our score one yarhs! (: hehs. let's work hard together yarhs! (:

to didi jiayou for ur thesis must ���� k? put all ur heart and soul into it yarhs. and all the best for ur last sem arhs! aim for 5.0! (:

ok larhs the next sem is coming soon le let's all jiayou jiayou jiayou. (: well first of all. good luck for the bidding! (:

[feeling: blessed]

date: 16 december 2005
time: 2130hrs
venue: hemisphere cafe
i got attached to algernon tie jian wang(:

hmms if u r wondering. no im very sure im not using him as a substitute. he's a really nice guy. sweet and very caring too. nv fails to cheer me up. friendly towards everyone. helpful to those in need. (:

really thank god for letting me meet him. he was there for me through the darkest times i had this year. no relationship is without ups and downs. but i really wish that we'll be able to go thru all of them tgt and it'll make our relationship stronger. (:

didi thanks for walking on this new journey with me. (:

[feeling: sleepy]

replies to taggers

linx - haha we must force teo to organise outing (: hehs teo if u r reading this pls faster plan an outing hor!

serene - haha sorry i tried to make the entries more visible le. hope u all can see better (: haha. yep harry potter is very nice i like! (: hehs. but maybe tt's cos i nv read the book. those who read mostly said not nice haha.

zhuren - *hugs*

teo - haha yes teo i love u too so pls faster organise the outing (: yum yum. haha.

huey - haha ok pls keep ur parang (: newae pls take care k? and really hope that u and him will be smooth sailing all the way. (:

hamtaro - ok i will take good care of myself u too fellow hammie (; hehs.

mayi - *hugs* haha friday outing was nice! hehs though we nv do much but just played cards and arcarde. haha. miss u all already.

jojo - haha thanks a lot dearie. (: dun worry k i'll take care of myself! u take care too!

shinjita - haha thanks (:

and thanks to all who came and read my blog but din tag! (: hehs.

[feeling: disappointed]

i really hope u understand that im angry not because of u wanting to change ur cca / because of tml. but it's because u forgot ur promise to me. u promised me before u'll alwiz come down one. it really meant a lot to me. how can u forget?

now. how am i to trust wat u say and promise me in the future?

[feeling: tired]

haha had s23 chalet from thurs to fri. wow haha we stayed in the chalet the whole day and played mahjong bridge daidee non stop. haha. my god haha i barely caught around 30mins of sleep only. haha. we tried to rest a while in the early morning by gossiping but we realised that there just isn't much common things for us to gossip about at all. haha.

i guess it really doesn't matter that we have nth common to gossip about. i mean wat's impt is that we still enjoy each other's company (: just playing mahjong and cards tgt is good enuf for us already! haha. really love spending time with them it's just so nice~ huizhen ranjay zhuren hamtaro weeping sockhoon yewtze jiayan mel turned up for the chalet. a pity xiumei yanyi liyu jasmine wasn't able to turn up ): hehs. only jiayan din stay over cos her eye got some problem. hope she'll be ok. (: hehs.

towards morning all of us were turning stony already (: haha. me hamtaro ranjay huiz were playing bridge. then i felt too sleepy to continue so i asked ranjay to help me deal the cards. then i fell asleep. and according to hamtaro huiz and ranjay follow suit and so did she in the end. haha. so silly play cards until we fall asleep. haha. (:

then went out with humunk mayi peishan xinyi after the chalet. haha. i was practically a walking zombie lorhs really. haha. really feel very bad towards han for having to put up with my ridiculous sleeping feat. haha. :l well we din do much just ate desserts at mac then went up to sky gardens to play daidee. haha. han won most of the games (: u can call it beginner's luck bah. haha.

well these 2 days were well spent cos i managed to spend time with my dear long lost frens. hias cos during the semester there just isn't enuf time. already dun have enuf time for studies and school activities le. not say meet up with my dear frens. haha. (: well i really dunno wat will happen in the future but i really hope that i will not lose contacts with all my dear frens.

my 2g clique my 4w clique my sqdmates my 03s23 clique my oac mates my terra house reps my rubbish gang(: hehs. i just love them.

[feeling: cold]

haha just now finished my first road relay training at ard 9 plus bah. haha today we ran from eusoff to haw par villa and back via west coast road. (: a really nice morning run. haha. i dun mind going for this kind of runs. but then i dun wanna do track training leh.

sianz. haha track training is so scary ): i tink i'll be the slowest lorhs so lousy. haha the rest are like all quite sporty =p while me is fat and wobbly. haha. well really pls wish me good luck for thurs track training. haha.

there'll be slope training coming up soon too. i tink slope is still quite ok =p haha. but track. haha ok ok i'll stop whining about the track training.

now im slacking in my hostel room waiting for geok and sang to come. then we'll be going down for lunch with them at gim moh (: hehs. can't wait for lunch im so damn hungry =p haha. i din eat breakfast larhs that's why. haha.

lunch lunch lunch (:

got this in an email (:

If you woke up this morning
with more health than illness,
you are more blessed than the
million who won't survive the week.

If you have never experienced
the danger of battle,
the loneliness of imprisonment,
the agony of torture or
the pangs of starvation,
you are ahead of 20 million people
around the world.

If you attend a church meeting
without fear of harassment,
arrest, torture, or death,
you are more blessed than almost
three billion people in the world.

If you have food in your refrigerator,
clothes on your back, a roof over
your head and a place to sleep,
you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank,
in your wallet, and spare change
in a dish someplace, you are among
the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If your parents are still married and alive,
you are very rare,
especially in the United States.

If you can hold someone's hand, hug them
or even touch them on the shoulder,
you are blessed because you can
offer God's healing touch.

If you can read this message,
you are more blessed than over
two billion people in the world
that cannot read anything at all.

You are so blessed in ways
you may never even know.

[feeling: cool]

sorry people hmms i din tell you all this straight away. wanted to do a new layout before i blog this down. cos i feel it's a new beginning for me and it's a new chapter in my life larhs.

i broke up with kiwi on 29 nov 2005.

no worries im ok yarhs. (: he initiated it and i agreed to it lorhs. so i consider it mutual. he said i dun spend enuf time with him cos of all my commitments. i guess it's true larhs sometimes i do neglect him. ):

well it has been one week and one day le. hehs. really dun worry about me people i'll be ok hmms. i'll be strong and i'll set off on my new journey with all the lessons that i've learnt from this relationship.

hmms.. well i would like to thank you kiwi. i dunno whether u'll be able to see this or not but this 2 and a half years have really been wonderful. really thanks for all the wonderful moments we spent tgt. i'll alwiz keep them in a corner of my heart. they are not to be forgotten. saw from a tv serial: 如果可以的话，我宁愿记得人家对我的好， 也不要记得人家怎么对我不好。 所以我会选者记得我们拥有的美好回忆，并且把不好的通通忘掉。 希望你也能如此。and i really hope that u'll be able to find someone who deserves your love and who'll take good care of you. really hope that meanwhile you'll take care of yourself.

i dunno how far u have walked away from me already but i wanna tell u that *sighs* we spent so much time tgt it's really hard to forget u just like this. but in time i'll walk away from this too but i'll not forget u. and the only thing that i hope for is that we'll remain as frens. like next time if u see me pls dun ignore me just come up say hi to me yarhs. cos it'll really be a pity if we can't even be frens anymore.

>replies to taggers>>

cher > haha when are we going out (: miss u all so much. i tot jia is planning =p haha.

linx > haha dunno leh. u took genes and soc oso arhs? haha how come i din noe =p hmms it was quite difficult but manageable lorhs. just extremly tricky. haha hopefully can do well. hehs let's have terra outing soon! haha.

shao > so sad leh nv see u at last class outing. but fear not can see u this coming thu. haha so exciting~

cm > wahaha cannot larhs let's just sing like that k? haha my skills not very zai one. =p haha. how are u aiyo so when u coming back? (:

serene > mer how come lost so many things ): hmms nvm next time buy a pair of earrings and treat u to watch movie on ur bdae lorhs ok? (: haha. well harry potter is so nice right? (: haha.

Kermit the Frog You scored 62% Organization, 50% abstract, and 71% extroverted!

This test measured 3 variables. First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean. Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type. Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself. You are mostly organized, both concrete and abstract, and more extroverted. Here is why are you Kermit the Frog. You are both somewhat organized. You have a good idea where you put things and you probably keep your place reasonably clean. You aren't totally obsessed with neatness though. Kermit is also reasonably tidy. He'll even dress up for interviews. You both are sometimes concrete and sometimes abstract thinkers. Kermit spends a lot of his time as a reporter collecting facts, but he is also the author of the dreamy song "The Rainbow Connection." You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course. You are both extroverts. Kermit gets along with everyone. Sure a few folks annoy him, but that's just because they are annoying. Kermit likes to meet new people when he does his job as a street reporter. You definitely enjoy the company of others, and you don't have problems meeting new people... in fact you probably look forward to it. You are willing to take charge when necessary or work as part of a team. Oh, and in case you were wondering, Kermit starred on Sesame Street years before The Muppet Show. The other possible characters are Oscar the Grouch Big Bird Snuffleupagus Ernie Elmo Cookie Monster Grover The Count Guy Smiley Bert If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win!