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444Pseudonym: Hikaru R. Kudou
444Obsessions: Shounen ai, mild yaoi, bishounen, anime, manga, Japanese, J-pop, J-dramas, seiyuus, Final Fantasy.
444Date of Birth: October 7th 1986
444Addictions: Chocolates, shounen ai, mild yaoi, Gackt's songs









Exits

Monday, May 24, 2004, 02:22 p.m.
I'll be linking interesting pitas blogs in my "Exits" section. Interesting, because they might have some reference to Gackt, Hyde, L'Arc~En~Ciel, J-rock stuff, yaoi/shounen-ai/slash, or even anime and Final Fantasy. (In short, anything that have some sort of connection with Japan).

Besides, the section is pretty much empty at the moment, so I might as well make good use of it.

Woes

Monday, May 24, 2004, 01:20 p.m.
I simply am irritated with this computer. It is uber slow, it's infected by countless spywares, lots and lots of useless programmes, et al.
And I can't go to my LiveJournal without seeing the "Page Cannot Be Uploaded" warning. I know it's probably some problem the LJ people are having, but this has happened to me more than once.

I've got no style. Yes, I who rarely gave a damn about style am talking, much worse angst-ing why I've no style. Nay, not the fashion and appearance kind of style, but style in writing.

For starters, there is no such thing as variety in my fics. Every line sound the same with the previous ones. Even when I try to add a bit more spice into my writing, most of the time the whole thing ends up looking retarded and awkward. And I repeat things, sometimes too often that the effect is gone.
Same goes to my blog entries. So I tried ranting once (about the infamous bunch of good-for-nothing Mary Sues and how Honda Tohru belongs to this despicable group) but I felt no satisfaction. First, it wasn't long enough. Second, I didn't give all my points, since I didn't bother to rack my brain so much to think about those blasted...creatures. So at least Mitchan agreed with me...I suppose I should feel a bit better. But not really.
Besides, I don't know what to say in my blog(s). Some people out there have so many connections they use their LJ as a message board for his or her friends. But, considering I only have a few, I can't follow this pattern. Then others rant in their LJ, and jolly good rants too. Also some people narrate their progression in fic writing, and being brilliant writers that they are, they manage to make a typical, flat story into an exciting roller coaster ride.
What I'd like to know is...Why am I bothered? I'm supposed to be avoidant of social life! I'm supposed to not care about having few people to call friends! I'm not worthy to have any in the first place! I'm supposed to not have any social life in Matriculation or wherever!

WHY can't my emotions tally with my needs!?

Annoyance

Thursday, May 20, 2004, 04:50 p.m.
My sister is so annoying.

She squeals like an immature, she's too happy, and she's so...ugh. I can't help myself. I know she's younger than I am, but that's no excuse for her to act like a kid! She's old enough to be called a teenager, for Heaven's sake!

And did I mention inconsiderate? I know she's like a midnight owl, but I have to share a room with her. That means she should at least try to be considerate! I need my sleep, but she's happily leaving the light on and writing and...singing. Yes, SINGING. Now if her voice's to-die-for I would not mind at all. But not in the middle of the night! And she hogs the computer most of the time. What has the world come to?

Probably it's a good thing that I'll be staying at a campus in my matriculation years. Then I'll only have to be content with my roommates...

Current Music: Lust for Blood - Gackt

Writer

Friday, May 14, 2004, 05:30 p.m.
Slash
You're a Slash writer!

What kind of writer are you?
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Feast

Friday, May 14, 2004, 03:05 p.m.

DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Very High
Dependent:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Well, well, well. 'Kaa-san surprised me yesterday. Said that Otou-san is planning to hold a feast in celebration for my SPM result. Tomorrow. What on Earth? And WHY? I dread attention, and having this kind of publicity is unnecessary to me! I know he's planning to somehow encourage his fellow people to pursue academic success but why me? He can always wait for Isami-imouto's results in two years' time.
But it's his money. If he wants to spend, well, it's not like I can do anything about it. Besides, he's so OOC lately that I shouldn't have been surprised to see this coming.

Speaking of spending, I wonder if he would be kind to get me an Apple laptop. Windows is giving me perpetual headaches, and for once I'd like to use a Macintosh. I'm sure I'll need a laptop once I'm in university.
But 'kaa-san said she would not mind lending me hers.

I still want a Mac.


What Anime Stereotype Are You?

KH Seiyuu Info
In the Japanese version of Kingdom Hearts, Miki Shinichirou played Aladdin and Ishikawa Hideo played Leon a.k.a. Squall Leonhart!
Meanwhile, Takahiro Sakurai provided his voice for Cloud. Shall try to find out more about him.

Lastly, Improve Your Computer Vocabulary!

Current Music: Lust for Blood - Gackt

Kudos!

Wednesday, May 12, 2004, 05:35 p.m.
Kudos to Suhaida for tweaking the HTML for this page! Thank you so very much!
Frames taken from Day Dreams Graphic. Layout by Nessa of TaiteDreamz.Net.

Argh.

Thursday, May 6 2004, 09:27 p.m.
HTML is all Greek to me.

The Beginning

Wednesday, May 6, 2004, 01:25 a.m.
Testing one two three... I hate myself for not knowing HTML. Which explains why my Chemistry book is more presentable than this one.

The Humor

What type of TeniPuri fan are you? (With Pictures! :O)

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