Wednesday, February 4, 2004 <3 Ughhhh

Mood: Stressed, depressed, sad, angry, *insert all negative feelings here*
Listening to: Nothing
Plug of the Moment: seto-kaibaCOM, Kaiba Corporation's newest affiliate, a kick-ass site. You haven't seen a Seto shrine until you've seen this one. Meh ^^

I am fucking depressed and stressed. I have so much crap to do. For school. I'm so busy. I've been getting no more than 6 hours of sleep a day for the past week. For the next week I'm probably getting 4 hours. Because I'm that busy.

This is what my next week looks like:

Thursday: (tomorrow)

  • English essay due (I need to work on it now)
  • Biology test (I haven't studied yet)
  • Spanish grammar quiz (Again, me hasn't studied)

    Friday:

  • Spanish test (*must study*)
  • Spanish project due (*needs to start it*)

    Monday:

  • Math quiz (Shit I'm screwed...)
  • History test (Scratch that, now I'm screwed)

    Tuesday:

  • Math test (Aiiieee!)
  • English grammar test (Shit shit shit, I don't speak English! I speak American! Aaaaah!)

    So in summary, I'm fucking busy! I might not be online for a while (nah I probably will xD I get fucking sidetracked) but give me a break. I can't do the usual stuff, excuse me if I don't answer your emails or comment at your blog. Blaargh! Wish my fucking luck I do nothing but cry every night, I'm that stressed! I almost broke down in tears today in school when my English teacher wouldn't give me an extension on the essay due tomorrow! Shit shit shit I'm so depressed now, I'm crying as I type! Byee everyone, hopefully everything will go well for me! ;_____;



    Shiz pulled Inu Yasha's ears 03:14 p.m. <3

    Monday, February 2, 2004 <3 Reposted entry

    Mood: Errrr... yay?...
    Listening to: Uruwashiki Kamen, by Malice Mizer
    Plug of the Moment: Josie who is hosting my fanlisting! <333

    FEBRUARY 3, 2004! Let's try this again, hopefully Haloscan will work... try commenting for this entry, me shall blog tomorrow ^^ -/END FEB 3-

    BIG NEWS (not really) I updated that Inu Yasha fanfic that I wrote a while ago. Chapter two is up! So everyone go read! xDD It's InuKag! ^^

    (and review. Meheh)

    Today was a good day and a bad day. I'll go over the good day part first.

    Remember how a while ago I found out three of my best friends like animanga? Well now I found out they like Jrock too! They're not as hardcore fans as I am ^^;; But they know Gackt ^^... xDD We spent our freetime drooling over my Gackt pictures. And I introduced them to hide. Xx; I think he scared them. I'm guessing it was the hair. Xx; Maybe I should show them hide in the days of X-Japan... *insert evil laughter here* So yeah, I even told one of my more-trustworthy animanga loving friends I watch Yuugiou ^^ I feel so proud, I'm always too afraid to tell people. People at my school make fun of Yuugiou. Xx;

    (I'm hoping that one day I'll develop the courage to tell this friend about my online life. And you guys. Mwahhz, wish me luck. @@;)

    Here's the bad news: It's not really bad, but Shiz had a sucky day. Why? First of all, I haven't slept for more than 5 hours a night. For the past week. Which is very un-Shiz-like. But it's going to continue for a while, I'm very busy. @@; I'm turning insomniac. Xx; e___e;

    So I fell asleep in History class. I'm not talking about not paying attention. I fell asleep. My friend woke me up. I had to make-up the work. It was so embarassing. But I was that tired. e____e;;;

    Then in gym (I wasn't doing therapy for my tailbone today) I got hit in the nose with the kickball. Oww. *flinches* I also tripped and fell a bagillion times. Once on my tailbone. Ouch, hope it's not a compound fracture now. *sweatdrop*

    And in Spanish class, my second-best subject, I didn't answer a single question correct. And I usually answer them all correct. @@ Weird. Xx;

    And to top that off, I almost fell asleep in math, my best and favorite subject. I'm a ninth grader. I'm in tenth grade advanced math. Go figure. Xx; It's not like me to fall asleep in math. Xx;

    -/END BAD DAY-

    Oh yeah. Justin Timberlake. That sexy bastard. @@; That Half-Time was disturbing.



    Shiz pulled Inu Yasha's ears 08:08 p.m. <3

    Sunday, February 1, 2004 <3 New listing

    All the normal crap that goes here: *poof* *is not in this entry* Xx;

    XDD This is more of an update than a blog entry because I need to make it quick, but I opened a new fanlisting!

    Everyone go check out Mamotte Ageru, the official InuKag fanfiction fanlisting ^^ Thank you muchly dear Josie for hosting me ^^

    Also, check out my new avatar:

    I'm so proud of myself... XDD



    Shiz pulled Inu Yasha's ears 06:25 p.m. <3

    Saturday, January 31, 2004 <3 XDD Yay Inu layout

    Mood: Forgiving
    Listening to: Nothing
    Plug of the Moment: these kick-ass people for making me feel better when I was mad at Tea. <333 you guys (oh yeah, thank you Angel for managing the issue, I was gonna plug you but... *sweatdrop* What's your URL?...)

    New layout ^^ XDD *pats Baku* Can you handle it?... Xx; It's all Josie's fault really, for putting me in the Inu layout mood. Xx;

    (This is my fav layout so far, daa) *glompeths Inu* I'm so proud. *sweatdrop*

    Oh yeah, I have forgiven Tea Gardner. That's right. For those of you who don't know, Tea and I had some... issues... Xx; But she apologized for them, and I never like staying mad at anyone. For those of you who know me well, you'll know that I never maintain a grudge and I believe in only friendly relationships. Now Tea, I forgive you for everything you said to insult me. However, I'm afraid I can't help but continue to consider those things you said about my friends and hide. I didn't find the comments about me that offensive actually. What really hurt me was what you said about my friends and especially what you said about hide and Hyde. I understand you probably weren't thinking before you spoke (or should I say typed) at the time, and I understand that. The reason I'm forgiving you for most of what you said, however, is the fact that I've let my mouth run way worse in message boards, and if I didn't forgive you I'd be a hypocrite. So once again, thank you for your honesty. And I'd also like to apologize for jumping to conclusions so quickly and reacting so rashly. I would never put a virus into your computer; to tell you the truth, I haven't the slightest clue how to. Xx;

    (However, I'm not sure if my friends will forgive you. Eheh... Xx;)

    Yeah, well I gtg now, I just had to make it clear that I am not (that) mad at Tea anymore. And I wanted to show off this layout! XDD I'm such a dork. Xx;

    Oh yeah, guess what? I've been approved by TFL.org for the official fanlisting to the Inu Yasha x Kagome pairing in fanfiction! Squeee! ^^

    -EDIT- Added lotsa people to the Loved sections XDD -/EDIT-



    Shiz pulled Inu Yasha's ears 10:20 p.m. <3
  • The Girl


    They call her Shiz and Serenity, aged 14 on June the seventh of 2003, residing in the USA, married 6 times to Yuki Sohma, Seto Kaiba, Noa Kaiba, and Malik Ishtar, worth exactly $2,012,750.00. She may be contacted at this address.

    The Owned (Sites)

    Conveniently enough, she is the owner to too many sites for her own good, leading to her often clueless state. However, owned by her are as follows:

    Shizumi Her network
    Furuba Dreams A kawaii Fruits Basket site
    Mischief The official Ayame + Shigure fanlisting
    Mamotte Ageru The official InuKag fanfiction fanlisting ^^
    A-ha-ha! The official "Beauty and Stupid" fanlisting
    Heart of Gold The official Kira fanlisting! *huggles*
    Nezumi A Sohma Yuki fanlisting
    I'll Never Tell The official NurikoxMiaka fanlisting!
    The Magic Wand Harry Potter fansite
    Kaiba Corporation YuGiOh/Seto Kaiba fansite
    Yu-Gi-Obsessed! A YuGiOh clique
    Turmoil Seahorse This weblog

    The Owned (Anime/Manga)

    She is most undoubtably an animanga freak, owning the Yu-Gi-Oh Duel Monsters subbed Japanese version (episodes 1-120 and the movie), the YGO DM 5 CD Soundtrack (in Japanese), the English YGO Soundtrack, Fushigi Yuugi Graphic Novels 1-9, DiGi Charat Graphic Novel 1, YGO DM Graphic Novel 1-2, the entire Fruits Basket dubbed series, 2 Fushigi Yuugi CDs, and a smorgasbord of mp3s.

    The Featured Ats

    She also has many sites where she is enrolled/participates in, they are as follows:

    Fanfiction.net (click for her profile)
    @_% Insanity!! (group blog!!)
    the great Pure Fluff Forums (her username is "shiz")
    Neopets (her username is ilukaiba ^^)

    Favorites

    Animanga:
    Fruits Basket, Inuyasha, Yuugiou, Fushigi Yuugi, X/1999, Rurouni Kenshin, Tenchi Muyo!, DiGi Charat, Yuyu Hakasho, Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon, Ayashi no Ceres, Shaman King

    Video games:
    Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy VIII, Kingdom Hearts, Dead or Alive series

    Fangirl Crushes:
    Nuriko, Kaiba Seto, Sohma Yuki, Sohma Shigure, Sohma Kyo, Sohma Akito, Sohma Hatori, Sohma Hatsuharu, Sohma Momiji, Sohma Ayame (gyah the Sohma hottness...), Tasuki, Tamahome, Hotohori, Malik Ishtar, Kaiba Noa, Inuyasha, Sesshoumaru, Bakura Ryou, Kenshin Himura, Miroku, Tidus, Riku, Sirius Black, Draco Malfoy, Kouga

    Fangirl Idols:
    Honda Tohru, Shizuka Jounouchi, Yuuki Miaka, Higurashi Kagome

    Fangirl Shippers:
    Yuki x Tohru, Akito x Tohru, Kyo x Tohru, Shigure x Tohru, Anyone-Tohru-can-get-her-hands-on x Tohru, Inuyasha x Kagome, Miroku x Kagome, Miroku x Sango, Kouga x Kagome, Seto x Shizuka, Seto x Anzu, Nuriko x Miaka, Tasuki x Miaka, Hotohori x Miaka, Tidus x Yuna

    Real Guys:
    Hideto Matsumoto, Tom Felton, Camui Gackt, Justin Timberlake, Tobey Maguire, Hayashi Yoshiki

    Music:
    Soundtracks- Yuugiou, Inuyasha, Fushigi Yuugi, Final Fantasy X, Fruits Basket. Jrock, X Japan, hide, Gackt, L'arc~en~Ciel, Malice Mizer

    The Liked

    Anime, guys, webdesign, manga, friends, chocolate, instant messaging, bishounen, guitars, music, violin, IMing

    The Disliked

    Insector Haga, english Tea Gardner, dubbed anime, yaoi fangirls (...), 4Kids Entertainment, spinach, flamers, english Tristan Taylor, people who say "I know how you feel" when she has a problem when she knows that deep inside they're just glad it's not them with the problem..., plagiarizers, Mary Sues, self insertions, OCs, fangirls who possessively claim her bishies when they should be shared and loved by all, homemade Thanksgiving meals, trolls

    The loved ones <3333

    Her online friends and acquaintances, whom she loves and admires more than even Yuki... (well, maybe not that much but...) are
    <3 Baku
    <3 Nareiko
    <3 Rin
    <3 Belle
    <3 Lady Kira
    <3 Mizu
    <3 Cloud
    <3 Sarah
    <3 Kaz
    <3 Pepsis
    <3 Josie
    <3 Raine
    <3 Joanne
    <3 Sapphire
    <3 Mekou
    <3 Aruma
    <3 Mirei
    <3 Tracy
    <3 Aya
    <3 Ichigo-chan
    <3 Meilin
    <3 Coftia
    <3 Mephisto
    <3 Elfy
    <3 Sarah

    The siteless loved ones

    <3 Angel
    <3 Dream, Brandi, Slavegirl, Mai, and the rest of the Neopets guild gang

    The Joined


    Blogs Online

    More?

    Adoptables (by Shiz...)


    What a hideous Kao Ani... it looked a lot cuter before Animation Shop (*glare*) screwed up the .gif file... oh well... adopt it if you dare...

    My Nuriko and Tasuki chibi's don't look too bad though...

    Please save these to your own server and link back here, or I will eat you.

    Stuff Shiz Adopted


    Awww... Kao Inuyasha... ^^; So kawaii...

    Archives

    Hover over each for a layout description ^^ And click to see both the layout and the archives for the layout!
    [x] Version One
    [x] Version Two
    [x] Version Three
    [x] Version Four
    [x] Version Five
    [x] Version Six
    [x] Version Seven
    [x] Version Eight

    The Layout

    Version nine features the cast of Inu Yasha. Those words near Sango are part of a small poem by Shiz. *sweatdrop* So they are (c) her... Xx;

    For you guys...

    XDD Get yer hide mp3s here!!!! Please download them and be converted into a hide fan!!!

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    Pirates of the Caribbean Blog Crew

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    [x] Sohma Yuki*
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    [x] Cloud Lover
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