* celestial */ *turSEA v11

Wednesday, February 18, 2004 */ Aaaagh the addiction

Mood: Eheh. @@;
Listening to: Celebration, by X-Japan
Plug of the Moment: MeiMei lmfao xD

Okay, you can condemn me to death by pokething now. I made another site. @@ Click here to visit FANcy that?, my new fanlisting collective. Hosted at rocket-dive, no daa. xDD What do you think of the layout? For those of you who are too fucking lazy to go check it out, the version is entitled "They call me Sexy" and features Gakkun. xDD *drooly-ness* Lmfao magnum, what magnum? Soz me couldn't resist. @@;...

So that brings my site count to 16 sites. Soon to be 17 once I finish my Tamahome vs. Tasuki fanlisting. 0o; Wow. I feel so... wow. And this isn't counting the closed-down Shizumi Network. So that means that once I get the new FL up, I'll have had 18 sites worth of webmistressing experience. [Lmfao notice the hidden word inside webmistressing... Xx; How can you not...?] So I'm seriously debating not making that hide fansite I was planning on doing. But oy! I made a layout for it! And hide deserves a fansite on my domain! It's called rocket-dive.net for crying out loud! *feels like she's not doing her part as a hide fangirl* @@;

On that subject, you know what's weird? hide makes me do crazy things. (*sweatdrop* Whatever you are thinking right now, stop thinking it. @@) I mean, if anyone insults him (with even a "I don't think that shade of pink looks good on him" which is not really an insult but eh) I go totally ballistic. You saw me with those horrid flamers. The main reason I got pissed was because they insulted him! (And because they insulted you guys 0o) And whenever my mom tells me my Japanese music is junk I just nod; when she tells me hide is junk I get so pissed and she ends up grounding me! And as for that Beauty and Stupid FL of mine, whenever I don't update it with new members for more than 2 days after the application was received, I get so stressed and worried and anxious. I haven't updated the Nuriko x Miaka listing in a while; it doesn't bother me either. But for some strange, crazy-ass reason, doing or witnessing anything even the slightest bit negative that involves hide, I get so... weird! I don't know, maybe I'm just suffering (or should I say blessed with?) and extreme case of the hide-is-my-life syndrome. 0o;;;;

Oh yeah... I was borrowing more of my friend's Love Hina graphic novels today. I was reading them in Study Hall. And I came across a particularly... interesting... scene. @@ To summarize it: everyone on the page was naked. @@ I did the whole squeak-swear-look-hide thing. I made a feeble noise, because I was so surprised. Then I muttered "Shiiiit". Then I looked around shiftily to make sure no one else saw. Then I hid it under the table so no one would notice. Lmfao it was interesting... *note to self: don't read Love Hina in school* *amendment to note: don't read Love Hina when parents are home* @@

Oh yeah, I really miss my Gackt layout. ;____; It was so pretty and scary and stuff. xD Yes I know, I could always click the link in the archives section (or the one I just posted) to see it. But I miss being able to see it on the front page thing of my blog. @@ So that's why I'm re-plugging it, so that we can all look at it and drool once more. By the way, if you ever miss a layout, just go to the Archives section, because I, unlike normal people, actually save all my layouts uploaded on my Angelfire account so that they are always available for viewing, along with their entries. *sweatdrop* Yes I know I'm a dork. @@

Finally, I am in urgent need of hostees at rocket-dive! I am desperate! If you can make a layout then you're almost guaranteed hosting! Please please please go and apply! Remember: Jrock and Animanga only, though I might be able to accomodate other sites if you ask. Please please, if you want a hostess, ask me! Lmfao yes I'm that desperate that I and begging for hostees instead of it being the other way around. @@

Shiz reached for the stars at 04:11 p.m. */

Tuesday, February 17, 2004 */ Of pink undies and such

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Tariraritarara, by Meebee. Meyabeebee. Meefeebee. Meebeefy. Meeevibi. Miyafeebee. Lmfao xD
Plug of the Moment: Aruuuuuuma, who me talked to online! Yay! *poketh*

Hmm. I made Elfy her birthday present layout. @@ Like a month late. Sowwiee Elfy, xD, it's a Yami Yuugi layout, go see. *it's her first Yuugiou layout since September or something* @@

I had the most delightfully random convo on AIM with dear Ashu-chan, who is very cool and is one of the biggest hide fans me has found! Yay! xD hideness! And being the incredibly strange person I am, I saved parts of our convo that had me rolling on the floor with insanity. I actually save all my best AIM convos, mostly the first ones I have with people. This was my first convo with Ashu. I saved my first convos with Baku, Rinnzi, Emi, and the rest, but alas! My computer crashed. ;___; And I stopped saving convos after that, except for this randomly insane one with Ashu. Ahem:

Ashu: Monkey: o_O; *attempts to steal underwear...to no avail* >O drats.

Me: underwear: *deep sigh of relief*

Ashu: xD!

Me: underwear: *is hot pink* Yayy ^^ [/random]

Ashu: XDDD! oO; *wearing pink underwear as well* o_o; xD *imagines pink spider with undies instead of spider* oO; *snickers a bit* Ah.

Me: lmfao *snickers also* WE ISH TWINS! Yay for our pink undies! @@

-/CONVO- xDD It was basically as random as that for the whole convo. @@ But yay! *is wearing bright orange undies now* ;____; *needs to get more hot pink* Lmfao. Xx;

On other news, *sweatdrop*, scratch that, I just lost my train of thought. @@

Ah yes. As you may know, I haven't been able to listen to a single mp3 since the infamous computer crash. @@ I got my hide now, but aiiieee! I'm on a major Gackt/Hyde/Dir en Grey/etc. deficiency. ;____; So I gave into my yearnings last nights and downloaded some. I deleted them as soon as I finished listening to them. Deleted all traces of my downloads, so my dad wouldn't kill me. @@ I downloaded:

Gackt and Meebee. Meeabeebee. Meefeebee. Meevi. Lmfaoooooo! @@ Miyavi. Xx;

*sweatdropeth* I don't really like Miyavi's music much. I forgot what it sounded like during my deprivity. But I just discovered his voice again, and frankly, aiiieee. @@ No offense to the resident Miyavi lover. *cough* 0o; But sure, he's alright with the guitar as Rinnzi mentioned in PFF, methinks. @@

Lalalalalalala. Oh yes, I must plug Psychommunity, the mp3 rotation of Ashu-chan and Aku-chan. Because it has one of the kick-assest Jrock layouts my eyes have ever seen. (*suddenly breaks out singing "EYES LOVE YOUUUU!" because she is reminded of it*) It's Meeeyafeee and Ronald. Lmfao it's so funny. Go see everyone! xDDDDDDDDD

-EDIT- Oh yeah, some people misunderstood me last entry. My mom isn't abusive. @@ If she was, I would have cussed her out ages ago. *sweatdrop* She didn't hurt me or anything, she was just pissed at me because I was intentionally not listening to her and instead focusing on listening to hide. xD -/EDIT-

Shiz reached for the stars at 05:31 p.m. */

Monday, February 16, 2004 */ I need coffee

Mood: e____e
Listening to: nothing
Plug of the Moment: Ashuri xDD implants and handcuffs... 0o;

Gah. Gah gah gah gah gah gah gah gah gah gah gah gah gah gah gah. GAAAAAAH! -/GAH! GAHGAHGAHGAHGAH!-

My mother(-fucker) got all pissed at poor me. So you know what she did?! I was innocently listening to my hide CD on my portable CD player. And she attacked me. With my CD player. Seriously. She walks up to me, takes my CD player out of my hands, and attacks me with it. It was horribly traumatizing. Being attacked by your own personal CD player that is singing "Dice" by hide. I'm scarred for life. Again. 0o; Then she took my CD player and won't let me have it back until Wednesday. Damnit. *misses hide* 0o; I swear, it was fucking scary. I don't think I'll be able to look at my CD player the same way again.

I closed down the Shizumi Network. And moved the stuff to Rocket-dive. -NAREIKO READ THIS- Don't delete the subdomain yet, I still need it 0o; I'll email you. -/NAREIKO-

Um yeah. Oh, did you notice that there was yet another flamer yesterday? *sweatdrop* The world is against my ass, that makes 4 flamers in the past... 4 days? *sweatdrop* Xx;

-EDIT- I just made a new fanlisting! xD Like the layout? I'm so proud of it! That's the FL to Meccha Hajikete Gattsu Tobashite! YAY!! And Tracy gave me her fanlisting to Hotohori x Miaka! Great, now I only have one more fanlisting to upload! The Tasuki vs. Tamahome one... @@ But lookit the Meccha Hajikete... one! IT'S HOSTED AT ROCKET-DIVE! I FIGURED OUT SUBDOMAINS! YAYY! @@ -/EDIT-

Shiz reached for the stars at 10:53 a.m. */

Sunday, February 15, 2004 */ I hate my life again

Mood: Sad, mad, depressed, you know the drills
Listening to: Hurry Go Round, by hide
Plug of the Moment: Ongaku-san who is so nice in addition to being kick-ass with her domains! xD

I had the worst Valentine's day ever. Ever. And Friday sucked too. Here's the suckiness:

FRIDAY:
As soon as I woke up, my mom revealed to me that I had like 50 bagillion appointments that day. And I had been planning to work on rocket-dive and do Joanne's fic (which was originally supposed to be due yesterday; thanks muchly Jo for extending the date). All my plans were gone because of my stupid mother. The doctor's appointment was supposedly "therapy for my tailbone". You know, the tailbone I broke in November. @@ My mom said it'd feel good. Yeah right. If you want to know what it felt like, take 100 needles and shove them up your ass. Seriously. It was called "Iontepheba" or some shit like that. It was electric current going into my tailbone. Shit it hurt. I have to do it twice a fucking week.

And then I come home and am greeted by the little fucker at my blog/domain/inbox. I think there was 2-3 fuckers actually; all the IPs were different. It was like fuckers-against-Shiz day. @@

SATURDAY: (aka the worst day of my life)
At 8:00 we left to go to the city to buy some Indian crap and groceries at Jackson Heights in NYC. @@; *hates that place* It was a waste of 3 hours; all my parents did were look at Indian jewelry for my mother... for Valentine's day. Meh. My dad spent $800 on that bitch. And he didn't buy me a thing for Valentine's day. He said Valentine's day was for spouses. Bastard, what kind of low-life doesn't do anything for their child on Valentine's day. Fucking bastard. *hates her parents* And more annoyingly, they spent the whole time yelling at me for being slow and being a nuisance! All I did was stand there, excuse me I didn't know that standing was illegal.

And then we went to my aunt's house. I had a birthday party to attend at 6:30, and it was 1 1/2 hours away from my aunt's house. So the plan was to stay at my aunt's house until 4:45 and then leave. But my fucking father decided it was rude to leave my aunt's house so early. He and my mother, without even telling me, decided they'd stay as late as their sorry asses desired. Fuckers. I kept poking/proding them and kept glaring. I did everything. They wouldn't get up! Then, for the second time in a row I've done this at my aunt's house, I cried. I was pissed. I wasn't crying because I was sad. I was crying because I was fucking pissed. I couldn't even hold it in! By that time it was 6:00 and the party, 1 1/2 hours away, was at 6:30. WHAT THE HELL?! I hadn't seen my friends since July, since they don't go to my school anymore. My dad only finally gave in and left once I started crying. It takes me crying hysterically to get his fat ass out of my aunt's house and keep to his promise. And my mother: bitch. She didn't do anything either. They didn't even feel sorry once I started crying. It was so embarassing. I hate them. I hate them. The whole car ride back I was basically giving my father a PG-rated version of "GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" @@ I'm so mad. I haven't even looked him in the face since last night. And I don't plan on doing it ever again. As far as I am concerned, that man is no longer my father. Period. End of sentence. I even told my parents that. As far as I am concerned, I live with a single mother. And you guys, please don't tell me to apologize or any shit like that. I just might go ballistic on you. I'm so pissed I could... I could... smash my Yuugiou DVDs. I'm that pissed.

Anyhow, this is the new Fushigi Yuugi layout I was telling you about. Yes I know, the CSS sucks; I couldn't find good colors to use! Damnit.

-EDIT- Angelfire wasn't working for some reason so I'm hosting the blog stuff @ a new Angelfire account; my old one's bandwidth died... -/EDIT-

-UBER IMPORTANT- My WinZip trial version has expired, where the hell can I get it... @@... *cough*withoutbuyingit*cough* -/IMPORTANT-

Shiz reached for the stars at 10:38 a.m. */

They call her Shiz and Serenity, aged 14 on June the seventh of 2003, residing in the USA, married 6 times to Yuki Sohma, Seto Kaiba, Noa Kaiba, and Malik Ishtar, worth exactly $2,012,750.00. She may be contacted at this address.

The Owned (Sites)

Conveniently enough, she is the owner to too many sites for her own good, leading to her often clueless state. However, owned by her are as follows:

Rocket-dive.NET *sweatdrop* Please visit her domain to see her growing amount of sites, as they are way too many to list in this small sidebar. Gomen.

The Owned (Anime/Manga)

She is most undoubtably an animanga freak, owning the Yu-Gi-Oh Duel Monsters subbed Japanese version (episodes 1-120 and the movie), the YGO DM 5 CD Soundtrack (in Japanese), the English YGO Soundtrack, Fushigi Yuugi Graphic Novels 1-9, DiGi Charat Graphic Novel 1, YGO DM Graphic Novel 1-2, the entire Fruits Basket dubbed series, 2 Fushigi Yuugi CDs, and a smorgasbord of mp3s.

The Featured Ats

She also has many sites where she is enrolled/participates in, they are as follows:

Fanfiction.net (click for her profile)
@_% Insanity!! (group blog!!)
the great Pure Fluff Forums (her username is "shiz")
Neopets (her username is ilukaiba ^^)

Favorites

Animanga:
Fruits Basket, Inuyasha, Yuugiou, Fushigi Yuugi, X/1999, Rurouni Kenshin, Tenchi Muyo!, DiGi Charat, Yuyu Hakasho, Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon, Ayashi no Ceres, Shaman King, Love Hina, I.N.V.U.

Video games:
Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy VIII, Kingdom Hearts, Dead or Alive series

Fangirl Crushes:
Nuriko, Kaiba Seto, Sohma Yuki, Sohma Shigure, Sohma Kyo, Sohma Akito, Sohma Hatori, Sohma Hatsuharu, Sohma Momiji, Sohma Ayame (gyah the Sohma hottness...), Tasuki, Tamahome, Hotohori, Malik Ishtar, Kaiba Noa, Inuyasha, Sesshoumaru, Bakura Ryou, Kenshin Himura, Miroku, Tidus, Riku, Sirius Black, Draco Malfoy, Kouga

Fangirl Idols:
Honda Tohru, Shizuka Jounouchi, Yuuki Miaka, Higurashi Kagome

Fangirl Shippers:
Yuki x Tohru, Akito x Tohru, Kyo x Tohru, Shigure x Tohru, Anyone-Tohru-can-get-her-hands-on x Tohru, Inuyasha x Kagome, Miroku x Kagome, Miroku x Sango, Kouga x Kagome, Seto x Shizuka, Seto x Anzu, Nuriko x Miaka, Tasuki x Miaka, Hotohori x Miaka, Tidus x Yuna

Real Guys:
Hideto Matsumoto, Tom Felton, Camui Gackt, Justin Timberlake, Tobey Maguire, Hayashi Yoshiki

Music:
Soundtracks- Yuugiou, Inuyasha, Fushigi Yuugi, Final Fantasy X, Fruits Basket. Jrock, X Japan, hide, Gackt, L'arc~en~Ciel, Malice Mizer

The Liked

Anime, guys, webdesign, manga, friends, chocolate, instant messaging, bishounen, guitars, music, violin, IMing

The Disliked

Insector Haga, english Tea Gardner, dubbed anime, yaoi fangirls (...), 4Kids Entertainment, spinach, flamers, english Tristan Taylor, people who say "I know how you feel" when she has a problem when she knows that deep inside they're just glad it's not them with the problem..., plagiarizers, Mary Sues, self insertions, OCs, fangirls who possessively claim her bishies when they should be shared and loved by all, homemade Thanksgiving meals, trolls

The Plugged and Admired

Her online friends and acquaintances, whom she loves and admires more than even Yuki... (well, maybe not that much but...) are
<3 Aruma
<3 Aseriana
<3 Ashu-chan
<3 Aya
<3 Baku
<3 Belle
<3 Cloud
<3 Coftia
<3 Elfy
<3 Emi
<3 Gillian
<3 Ichigo-chan
<3 Joanne
<3 Josie
<3 Kaz
<3 Kirriee
<3 Mai
<3 Meilin
<3 Mekou
<3 Mephisto
<3 Mirei
<3 Mizu
<3 Nareiko
<3 Ongaku-san
<3 Pepsis
<3 Raine
<3 Rinnzi
<3 Ragnar
<3 Sapphire
<3 Sarah
<3 Setine
<3 Seto
<3 Tracy
<3 Yuki

The Siteless yet Admired

Dream, Brandi, Slavegirl, and the rest of the Neopets guild gang

The Joined

Blogs Online

More?

Adoptables (by Shiz...)

What a hideous Kao Ani... it looked a lot cuter before Animation Shop (*glare*) screwed up the .gif file... oh well... adopt it if you dare...

My Nuriko and Tasuki chibi's don't look too bad though...

Please save these to your own server and link back here, or I will eat you.

Stuff Shiz Adopted

Awww... Kao Inuyasha... ^^; So kawaii...