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Wednesday, January 14, 2004 # An entry in the third person
Mood: Shiz's brain is not functioning well enough for her to complete this category-1st person EDIT- I started a kawaii InuKag fic! XDD *everyone looks at Baku* Err, go read it! XDDD *poketh Kira* Especially you, you obsessed InuKag fangirl you. (Hey, who am I to talk?!) -/EDIT-
Shiz would like to enlighten you all on the account of quite a few blog crew updates! There are a large amount of them. The only crews that weren't updated were the Fruits Basket crew and the Jrocker crew. Everything else has been updated, so if you are reading this, please scroll down and refer to Shiz's rightmost sidebar, where you will see the convenient little Blog Crew section. Please add all of the respective new members to your blogs, daa. Thank you.
So you may be wondering... for what reason is Shiz speaking in the third person? Well, the answer is simple, for it is fun. And Shiz says it makes her feel warm and secure. Do not question her sanity, friends, she is quite a smart-ass when she feels like it.
Shiz really likes this third-person thing. It is rather amusing to her how much better she is able to blog when she speaks in the third person. Do you believe her to be strange? Eh, do you do you? Hmph, Shiz is not in the least bit strange... (or is she?...)
Shiz would once again like to plea that you pray your asses off for her history final, as she still remains screwed about it. And for now, that is all. She thinks.
Ooooh wait. Shiz would like to recommend this site for those of you in search of X-Japan mp3s. She doesn't know if it works for she has never used it. But just try it. Tell her if it works too.
FIRST-PERSON UPDATE!!! (Lmfao, I need to talk in first person now) YESTERDAY WAS DEAR ORLI'S BIRTHDAY! *cries* I forgotted! *hugs Orlando Bloom plushie* Happy birthday Orli! *attempts to light a match to light his bday cake but fails* Eheheh... *runs off to worship PotC in effort to make up for her forgetfulness*
Tuesday, January 13, 2004 # Mindsay and stuff like that
Mood: LazyXDD Go joineth... Xx; Lmfao I also started two more crews besides the Randomness Blog Crew. Presenting... the Pirates of the Caribbean Blog Crew aaand... (more importantly)... the...
hide Song Blog Crew!!!! I am the Space Monkey Punks! XDD You can join as Pink Spider, Ever Free, Rocket Dive, whatever! Just a hide song! XDD For silliness! ^^
Kira, add Raine to the PotC crew as "Elizabeth Swann" XDD Yayyyz...
I (for no apparent reason!) started a blog and Mindsay.com. Go visit it if you have no life. Xx; I dunno why I started it. This is still my blog. That's just there. It's all Baku's fault. XDD *blames Baku* I dunno, she just looked so lonely at Mindsay... all by herself... Xx; *kicks self* XDD Whatever, my new second blog sucks. So confusing. *can't make a layout for it*
AAAAAH MY HISTORY FINAL IS ON FRIDAY! Holy shit shit, you guys, wish me more luck than you've ever wished before. Holy shit I'm screwed! *dies*
Sunday, January 11, 2004 # Eheheheheheheheh
Mood: Eheheh...-EDIT- Thanks to dear Rinn, I now have WS_FTP (*glomps Rinn*) But I still need PSP 7, tell me if you have any tips. I also have WinZip, no worries about that either ^^ -/EDIT-
Eheheh... you can condemn me to death by poking if you must. But I couldn't resist. I really couldn't. *points to right-most sidebar* I started...
The Pirates of the Caribbean Blog Crew! XDD I know I know. I'm overdosing on these things. But waah, the addiction! XDD I'm Captain Jack Sparrow. *bows* At your service. XDD
Just because I still find it ridiculously funny, everyone, Baku's a priest. Lmfao... Xx;
I made a new layout for this blog. On MS Paint. It looks surprisingly awesome. In fact, it looks better than any layout I've made on PSP 7. Hell, it looks better than that Tasuki layout I lost! But I still can't put it up until I get PSP 7; I can't slice images with Paint. Xx; You know how I managed to (accidentally) make it look awesome? I saved it as a weird .bmp. And the colors got screwed. So now it looks like a kick-ass special effect. Which is just awesome. XDD Now I'm going to make you guys guess what it features. XDD
Hmmmness... Xx;... *doesn't know what to blog about* Oh yeah, wish me luck, I have 3 projects to do for tomorrow. Plus I have my History midterm on Friday. I just started studying for it yesterday. Yes I know, what the hell was I doing all vacation? Xx; Beats me, I just wasn't studying like I should have. So now I'm screwed.
Saturday, January 10, 2004 # The bitch is back
Mood: Sort of happy-EDIT- People, tell me where I can download (for free) WinZip, PSP 7, and WS_FTP! Puhweez! Thanksh muchly! -/EDIT-
You heard me! My computer is working again! Sure, I still lost everything but there's some optimism in all this. Firstly, I don't think I'll have a problem with downloading WS_FTP. I just have to wait until a day when my dad isn't home and I am. XDD. Also, my good friend Elfy (thank god for her!) gave me some sites that you can download PSP 7 from!. I dunno if they work but hopefully they do. And after all of this works out (if it does), Kira, you can get it I guess. XDD *hugs*
There is a downside though. I don't think I can ever download mp3s again; my dad would notice that our computer went from mp3-less to mp3-full. Before there were too many mp3s on the computer to tell. Xx; Waah. But hey, maybe I'll give into myself and order some hide CDs next time I get too much money to handle. XDD
As dear dear Tasuki would say "Thanks t'all th'fans"... Xx; Or something like that (*is too lazy to look up her graphic novel*) But thanks for all the emails you guys, you really helped me out. *looks at her inbox and twitches* I still haven't read them all... @@;;;;...
Oh yeah, and once I do get PSP 7, I'll still slack on re-making this blog's version 8 layout; all my inspiration died. Xx;
See you guys on AIM possibly! XDD Hover over this for my s/n! XDD Don't want this page falling into the wrong hands you know... *cough*father*cough*... Xx;
Thursday, January 8, 2004 # My life sucks ass
Mood: Just peachy Xx;;;-YGO BLOG CREW UPDATE 1/9!!- Kisara is now part of the crew- go check the sidebar and add! I won't be blogging till again till next week, kay? -/END UPDATE-
IF YOU HAVEN’T READ THE LAST ENTRY (from Tuesday) READ IT FIRST!!!!!
Eh, look who's still screwed as hell? I now have two more projects I have to do for Monday. I need a computer for both... which I don't have! Aaaaarghness!
In the past 96 hours I have slept for 15. And I've still had school and everything. So you can imagine how I feel right now. I am so stressed out and tired. It's scary; I'm turning insomniac. Xx; This is so un-Shiz of me! Gaaaah! Oh yeah, I’m on my school compy in case your wondering. Xx; Yech.
I can only communicate to you guys through two things now; this blog and email. As I said before, I can't comment through any of your blogs. I'm so sorry; I'm going to miss out on all of your great entries! Xx; I really hope everything works out with my computer, but things are looking bleak. From the look of it...
I'm never going to make another layout again.
*sniffle sniffle* How's that for optimism, eh? But it's true: I downloaded PSP 7 from Kazaa (back in the day that you could get away with it). I can't do that now; a) I won't have Kazaa and b) even if I did my dad would hunt my ass down if he found out. Xx; Meheh... So go visit Kira’s blog and admire the last layout I ever made and probably ever will make. For a loooong time. *cries* The sadness!
Plus, last night my dad had to delete everything from my computer! I lost so much!
Aaaghness! This is really frustrating for me. *sniffle* I miss you guys already! And I'm going through this horrible stage of depression, worse than before. I rarely smile nowadays, I spend most of my free time moping. What I said during my days of internetness is true; I don't have much of a life outside of the Internet! Xx; It may have seemed funny then, but it really isn't now. Nothing's funny now. Not even Fruits Basket. I can't even smile when I'm watching Fruits Basket anymore! Which is just sad. Even in the parts where Yuki stuffs leeks down Kyo’s throat or Ayame hides under Tohru’s shirt! Even when Kyo calls Shigure a “sick bastard” which is usually hysterical.
I really really don't know what to do. I lost so many things on that compy; PSP 7, WS_FTP, my beautiful Tasuki layout for this blog (*sniffle* my best work yet), my J-rock and anime mp3s, and so much more! If only my parents knew about and accepted my Internet life, I'm sure I'd be able to get all of that stuff back without all of this stress. I could just walk in to my dad's office when I get back from school and ask him to retrieve all of those files and he'd be able to; it's possible. But I can't; I can't risk revealing my Internet life. He'd flip. Call me a coward, I am. But you have to understand that my father is terrifying. He's extremely strict! I really really hate him at times. Like now.
I'd like to just thank all of you for being concerned about me. As I said in the last entry (which was just as depressing as this one), you guys really mean a lot to me. Not being able to talk to you guys online like I used to is ruining me. I suddenly feel so lonely. Xx; Yes I do have tons of friends at school. But none of them help me as much as you guys.
So let me end this entry now; I need to go to math class in like five seconds! Xx; Err, keep praying for me, I luff you guys to bits. And woah, I'm being so un-Shiz; I haven't used the ^^ or XD faces in ages! *sniffle* But I really can't right now.
I'll try to blog every day or every other day or so. But, as I said in the tag-board, you won't be seeing me on weekends. I can only access the computer from school. Sucks, ne?
Now before I leave, to sort of change the subject and make use of my blog to actually tell you about my life-life, I have to go for therapy for my tailbone/back now. Xx; It sucks. Yeah, whatever. Xx; See you guys later. Xx; *has to run to math class*
Tuesday, January 6, 2004 # This is a temporary goodbye
T___T No plugs or mood or crap. I'm short on time to write this. I'm on my school computer right now. My home computer crashed last night. I'm really distressed about it; I lost everything! Not only did I lose two school projects that I have to redo for this week, but I lost all my mp3s, layouts, files. Everything! Even PSP 7 and WS_FTP! So you know what that means... I don't think you'll be seeing me around for a while. T___T I can't even access the Internet at home, which sucks! I'll try to sneak on during my breaks at school.Here are a few pleas to all of you...
Rinn, Slavegirl, anyone from the guild: Please post there saying that I won't be able to drop by for sometime because my compy crashed.
Raine: I know your b-day is coming up; I was gonna make you a gift. But I'm afraid I can't now- please forgive me. But best wishes to you anyway.
Kira: I think you should hold off on my gift. If my computer doesn't un-crash, I won't have access to PSP 7 OR FTP programs; meaning I wouldn't be able to update it. T___T Email me. Err, hopefully I can get things back to normal.
Baku, Rinn, Kira, Belle, people I talk to online: I won't be on AIM (obviously) for a long while. If you do want to contact me, email me. Hopefully I can respond within a week.
Nareiko: I won't be updating my network, obviously. And I don't have FTP. But just keep me up anyhow, just in case things get back to normal.
Mizu, Kaz, Mephisto, and the rest: T___T Imma miss you. But hopefully I'll be back from this hell-ness soon!
I won't be able to comment at your blogs; sorry T___T I'll miss you all very much; I love each and every one of you and I'll really hate being away. But please pray that everything works out for me. And thanks for being such great friends.
I might need some help. If you want to help me, please email me. Xx; I might need someone to post at all my sites that I'm on temporary hiatus or something. Xx;;
Thank you everyone, I couldn't have asked for better friends than you guys!
Sunday, January 4, 2004 # Movies movies movies
Mood: Scared as shitI have to blog about two very good movies. So here goes.
Yesterday, I watched the single best movie on the face of this planet. What was it?, you ask. Pirates of the Caribbean. That is one hot movie. It is fucking funny. And it has Orlando Bloom and Johnny Depp. XDD Orlando is just hawt as hell, and Johnny is hawt and hilarious. I recommend it to everyone. It beats my subbed Yuugiou. It beats dubbed Fushigi Yuugi. It doesn't beat my dubbed Fruits Basket though. Xx; But I am so buying the DVD. That movie rocks
Today I saw The Ring. Just a second ago actually. Now I am shaking as I type. That movie scared the shit out of me. It's a good movie, but it's going to give me nightmares. I don't even think I can take a shower without wimping out. If you watched it, you'll know why. How many of you have seen it anyway? I don't recommend it to anyone like me; who gets scared for everything. I shoulda known. I got scared watching Gremlins, why the hell did I watch this? But if you don't get scared easily, watch it. It's a great movie. It's like The Shining. Except worse. Xx; *shudders* What was really scary is when the really scary thing happens to Noa at the end (I won't specify in case you haven't seen it, but if you have... you know), my phone rang. I screamed. Really loud. I hid under my pillows. Xx; I don't think I can ever answer a phone again.
All I have to say to you guys is Orlando Bloom is sexy as hell. That is all. Except I'd just like to also add that Kira, you are so friggen nice! Xx; I've said that too much. But it's true. XDD
-EDIT- How's this for efficiency? I watched PotC yesterday and just bought the DVD today. XDD *runs off to re-watch the Orlando-hawtness* It was all my own money, mind you. Xx; I was going to spend it on Inuyasha too... Xx; Ah well, I can re-earn the 25 dollars... Xx;;;;... -/EDIT-
Saturday, January 3, 2004 # Shitness and YoshikiandGakutoness
Mood: Pissed at hell, yet surprised and happyBad news: My dad deleted all of my hide mp3s. Shit shit shit. Shit. Somebody explain to me what I did to deserve such a sucky life? Xx; *is pissed as hell*
However, amazingly good news: You guys might not believe this. Yoshiki and Gackt are/were friends. I dunno if they still are. But a bunch of sites say they are. And I have that game show clip of them laughing together (cuteness!). And then there's this. An interview with Gackt and Yoshiki. It's cute. Go read it. XDD That's awesome if they are friends, though. That surprised me like hell. But go search "Yoshiki and Gackt" and stuff like that on Google. You might find a few... interesting... things. ^^
I know I already blogged today. But this is just exciting! And annoying (in reference to the mp3s). But hey, let me tell you about that game show thing.
There's this annoying-ass host lady. And then there's Gackt and Yoshiki of course. Playing... Jenga! XDD It's hilarious. Guess who wins? Gackt. XDD *pats Yoshiki* His punishment? He has to kiss the game-show-lady. Lucky bitch. Yoshiki has this big embarassed grin. And so does the bitch-host-lady. Xx; XP *must find more evidence*
By the way, I might not blog as frequently now that school is starting. So don't panic (Kira). XDD Just a warning.
(Lucky lucky Baku! *pouts* I wish I lived near Yoshiki. At least I live in the same country. Xx;)
Saturday, January 3, 2004 # Shiz has discovered something
Mood: StrangeOMFG! *has just realized something. Okay, Baku, you live in Los Angeles, ne? Well, dear dear Yoshiki also lives in Los Angeles, ne? So... that's just exciting! *jumping up and down*
XDD Baku you lucky lucky person!
Anyhow, I'm feeling tons better. Thank you everyone for your support. Yes yes, mother=bitch, no need to apologize for it. Xx; Go ahead, insult my mother. ^^
Oooh, Kira, you downloaded the hide video! Everyone else who hasn't already, go to my previous entry. The link is towards the end! SHOO!
XDD I have some hilarious hide/X-Japan clips already. I have a clip of hide laughing (AWWNESS!), hide's live guitar solo (he laughs the whole time!), and a clip of X-Japan in a kitchen... (Random funniness...). I've also seen the music videos for "Celebration" (everyone must see it! hide dresses up as a witch and Pata gets drunk! Xx; He's always drunk...), "Endless Rain" (Yoshiki is hawt when wet...), and "Rusty Nail" (the whole band is portrayed as anime characters! hide is kawaii!!!) I recommend you all get X-Japan-ified right now. They are a great band. Better than Malice Mizer, Dir en Grey, and the rest. XP And hide and Yoshiki are members! What more could you ask for?!
Gackt maybe? XDD
Friday, January 2, 2004 # I hate my life outside of the Internet
Mood: Extremely depressedI'm depressed. Really really depressed. More depressed than I've ever been before. More stressed out than ever. On the brink of collapse. That's me right now. Why? Let me enlighten you.
Yesterday, we had a New Year's Party. I was really sick. I felt nauseous, feverish, light-headed, faint. I told my mother at the beginning. My mother's a pediatrician. My mothers also a bitch. She told me I'd survive. As if.
Towards the end of the party, I felt as if I my head would explode. I felt like if I took another step I would fall and black out. I was a slug. No. I was worse. I had told my mother about this periodically during the party. She would just glare at me and tell me to stop complaining. My dad, also a doctor, was of no help.
At the end of the party, traditionally, my cousin and I would play the piano and violin. I used to take piano lessons, but quit over the summer. But I still play it. To myself. At night or when I'm alone. It comforts me. But not after last night. My cousin played the piano, and then everyone looked at me. I was basically a lump on the floor. I was visibly sick; my cheeks flushed, my hands on my head, my eyes tearing. But yet they persisted with the "Why don't you play the piano for us?"s. I couldn't. I whispered it to my mother. My mother-fucker that is. I told her. "I can't mom, I don't feel well." She ignored me. Ignored every word. As usual. She ended up practically throwing me at the piano. I stared at it. I felt like if I opened my mouth I would hurl on it. I wanted to. I hated the piano. And I put my fingers on it to start playing. Everyone was staring at me. I played three notes. And realized I had no clue how to play it. My mind was fuzzy; you could ask me to spell "Kaiba" and I'd probably spell it wrong. I couldn't play that piano. It was embarassing, humiliating. I had to turn around and face my whole more-than-20 person audience. And say it. "I can't." Half of them ran up to me and started lecturing me. "Of course you can play the piano!" "Don't be ridiculous!" My parents were among them. Then one person pointed it out.
"She looks a bit sick, maybe she shouldn't." My mother immediately told the person that I was fine. So much for that. She yelled at me. In front of my whole family. "See what you did?! I told you not to quit the piano! You are obviously not practicing! You are disgracing the family! All you care about is your silly Japanese nonsense! Look at how your cousin played!" My cousin did play it well, sure. But he wasn't so sick he could barely stand up. I looked at him and his parents. All smiling with triumph. There's generally a lot of competition between us. And he won this time. Just because I was too sick. And nobody cared.
What kind of person would yell at their miserable sick daughter in front of a large group of people? My mother-bitch of course. So what do you think I did? I cried. In front of everyone. I bet they were all ridiculing me. "Oh, she's fourteen and yet she cries at everything." Damn it. Damn them. Damn everyone. Except you guys. You guys are the only reason I ever feel happy. (Of course, animanga and Jrock play a part but...) You guys are always there for me. I felt so useless yesterday. I felt like if there was a gun nearby I'd shoot myself. I'm so glad there wasn't. I know I would've done it. And that's what scares me. A lot. I'm not emotionally stable. At all. If something bothers me, I really overreact. And I hate that. I really do.
Another thing that stressed me out was, believe it or not, Neopets. See I'm on my guild council. Rinn is too. There are well over 1000 members in the guild. And I was asked to do the January layout. It stressed the hell out of me. I was told this on short notice. Sure I did it, but I had no time to upload it yesterday. The whole of yesterday I was freaking out. I felt like I had let down the whole guild. For something as silly as a layout. This morning, I tried turning on my computer. It wasn't working. I was sobbing this morning, kicking and cursing at it. It wouldn't work. I felt horrible. I felt low. But finally I got it working and uploaded the layout. Finally.
I might not be online that much today, my computer's really acting bitchy. Annoyingly so.
So anyhow, I still am really depressed. But I feel a little bit better. Because I'm telling you guys. Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything rash. I'm not like that. Suicide has run across my mind before, but thankfully I never try. I think about how much it has hurt me in the past. My friend's sister killed herself three years ago. Overdosing on drugs. I never really knew her, but all the same, it scared me. And hide, that scares me too. And whenever I read a book or watch a movie with suicide, I get scared. In English class a while ago, we read a book where the main character kills himself. I was asked to state my opinion on it. I just looked at the teacher. I couldn't even speak. I can't understand suicide. Why anyone does it. It hurts people. It really does. No matter how depressed I am, I'll never do it.
I hope I didn't scare you guys with this blog entry. *sighs* I just wanted to make it known that you guys mean a lot to me. When my offline life is going bad (which is most of the time), the thought that I have friends like you online really helps me. I'm really glad I have you guys. I'm very lucky. So thank you all.
IMPORTANT UPDATE-NESS!!! You can download hide's Beauty and Stupid live music video at THIS SITE so go there and don't miss it! Go to "XXX" and then to "Injection". It's a rotation site, so go there QUICK! And my computer (damnit!) won't let me download it, so if you do get it, email it to me or something as a zip file... puhweeez... *puppy eyes*
Wednesday, December 31, 2003 # Yeeehaw
Mood: Crazy, zany, strange, and suchHAPPY FOURTH OF JULY! Wooohooo! *somehow managed to get high off of Pepsi* Lalala... Look at me, I'm insaner than Tag-board-Baku! XDD Baku. *points to tag-board* There are strange people in there... Xx;;
But really, daa, happy new year! I hope you have a great 2004 and blah blah blah. More blogishness later.
Tuesday, December 30, 2003 # Shiz is a pissass for the day
Mood: Damnit, why don't you fucking guess?!-EDIT- YUUGIOU AND FRUITS BASKET BLOG CREWS UPDATED! Isis Ishtar is now part of the YGO crew, while Hatsuharu has joined the Furuba one... go to my sidebar for more info! ^^ -/EDIT-
I'm mad. Ohohoho I am mad. I just got an email from my former "best friend". Yeah right. The email was as follows:
Hi. I'm sort of annoyed with you. Because you like the song 'Pink Spider' by hide. You shouldn't because it was his suicide song. Maybe you should think twice before considering a song fun. If you actually bothered to do some research on hide you would know. Bye.
BITCH! Bitchbitchbitchbitchbitch! How dare she?! Those of you who know me can see many things wrong with that email. First of all, tell me that I don't research hide. Just try. I've researched him endlessly. I sob over his death every time I listen to 'Goodbye' and 'Hi ho' because both songs are fucking cute and I wish he didn't die. And anyhow, who the hell said 'Pink Spider' was his suicide song? That was purely a fan-induced theory. I still stand strongly by the belief that if he was not drunk that day, he wouldn't have killed himself. And who is she to judge the way I like music?! What the hell is wrong with liking 'Pink Spider'?! He made the song, do you really think he'd want us to sob and bitch whenever we listened to it?! GAH!
And anyhow, 'Pink Spider' is a fun song! Damnit it is! GAH! I can't believe this, this friend of mine was the same one who got me into J-rock/X-Japan/hide in the first place! Shitshitshitshit! GAH! GAHHHH!
*breathing heavily* Just because I'm mad at her doesn't mean I'm not approachable though. You guys can email me/IM me. Don't worry about getting your head blown off. The only person who needs to worry is her. In fact, I'd probably feel better if you guys talked to me. *wink wink*
Lastly, I'd like to say that I, Shiz, am proud of myself. I finally got the courage to sneak behind my parents' backs and tape an episode of Inuyasha without them noticing. My parents hate Inuyasha, my mom saw me watching an episode about an year ago and flipped. They're like that you know. But I think I'll keep taping episodes without their knowledge. Eheh. I luff Inuyasha and Miroku. XDD
I've been reading way too many InuKag fics lately. I read seven yesterday. Three of them were over twenty chapters long. XDD I read them all in one sitting. I know I know... Xx; My ass hurts like shit now from sitting so much. On my inflamed tailbone. Xx; *flinches*
Monday, December 29, 2003 # Aaaaargh
Mood: Disgusted, confusedEvery day, when I go to bed, I stare at the ceiling for an hour or so and just think. About my friends, about fanfiction and website ideas, and more. But yesterday night, the most horrible thing popped into my head.
Baku'll know what I'm talking about. I thought suddenly (and randomly) about a very evil story she posted the link to in her blog during the days of her Gackt layout. Involving a lobster... *shudders* I swear, I regret I ever read that story. It corrupts me to know end. It stalks me. Baku, I shoulda listened to you when you said you were disturbed by it. But back then (what was this, a month ago?!) I didn't know you too well, and I didn't realize that when Baku gets disturbed, it's a warning sign. XDD *pokes self* But you really shouldn't have posted the link Baku, you should've known that there are morons like me who'll click anything. Xx;;; *runs away screaming*
Back to normalness: I have so many ideas about what to do with my Furuba site. But I don't want to do anything until I get hosted. NekoPop.net, the site I applied to on Saturday, says that if I don't get a reply for three days, then I'm not in. By the end of this day, it'll be the third day. I really want to get accepted there though, because the URL http://furuba.nekopop.net just seems to work... maybe it's the "neko" part... *cough*Kyoisthecutestnekoever*cough* But if I don't get accepted, I'm screwed. Do you guys know anyone who can host me? PLEEEASE TELL ME! Josie at G-S.net hosts only small sites, I believe, and I have a feeling that she wouldn't want to host a fansite because they get big... Xx; And Belle doesn't want big sites either (I think). And Baku doesn't really know of Fruits Basket; she'd prefer Yuugiou or Gravi or animangas she knows about. I think. XDD. Nareiko is already hosting one of my sites, and anyhow, she looks like she has a lot hosted already. Joanne at w-w.org closed hosting. And that's about all of the domain-owning friends I have. I think. Xx; Ideally, I would want to be hosted at Furuba.com, but there is no contact address at the site and they haven't updated in months!
So yeah, anyone who wants to aid me in my search, please do! XDD Of course, if I'm lucky I could just get accepted by Nekopop and everything'll be okay. If I'm lucky, which usually is a rarity. Xx;;
Oh yeah, thank you Kira and Nareiko for showing such enthusiasm in my Furuba site. XDD Take your time with the manga pics Nareiko, I'm in no rush. And Kira, can't wait to see that ficcy. ^^
-EDIT- XDD Thanks everyone for helping everyone... I'm trying Baku. XDD She offered to host me so yeah... ^^ But I really appreciate all of your help! (BTW Mizu, Fateback and me just... don't work... Xx;;;;) -/EDIT-
Saturday, December 27, 2003 # Domo arigato Sarah
Mood: HappyOmigod omigod omigod! *glomps Sarah* A while ago she sent me a bunch of ever cute dolls. Of me ^^; XDD They even look like me! A hard task to accomplish. She's the same Sarah that's in my Nuriko x Miaka fanlisting; she help me bunches there too. So check this out...
Woah, that's me! At least that's one of the dolls Sarah made for me (I'll upload more later). Isn't is cuuute? It is Japanese Schoolgirl me ^^;;; *hugs doll* Aww...
Errr, a few updates. I joined a Fushigi Yuugi blog crew as none other than Nuriko! (I didn't make it though... ^^;;;) I also added a tag-board so go tag! But most importantly...
I started my Fruits Basket site!!!! Click here to see it! XDD Like the layout? I'm hoping to stuff in a lot of great Fruits Basket info in this site, for Kira so she doesn't have to pull her hair out over who is who... XDD Go visit. I'll tell you when I have a lot of content in it.
However, I am looking for a host for my new site! If you guys are either willing to host it or know someone who would be, could you please comment on it in this entry? I'd appreciate it a lot ^^
Eh, see you later. ^^;;;
Friday, December 26, 2003 # Baku and more
Mood: BlahAs you can tell, I'm very... blah... today. Xx; I'm bored as hell, life sucks, yada yada...
Attention all Fruits Basket blog-crewers! (which is now two of you) Rin has joined to crew as none other than... Sohma Rin! So add her (Kira) add her... XD
Baku, happy happy birthday to you. Xx; Hope you have fun (><; If you do, you're very very lucky...) Err, don't eat too much cake (not like I'd want to anyhow- *hates cake with passion*)
Oooh... a shameless plug on my part! Go READ MY FANFICTION! I'm a desperate review-hungry bitch, daa. *pokes* Go. XDD I have Yuugiou, Harry Potter, Fushigi Yuugi, and Fruits Basket fanfiction. I think my Fruits Basket fics are the best. And my Fushigi Yuugi one. Don't get too attached to the Yuugiou ones; I never update. Ever. The SetoxShizuka one is finished though. You can read that and like it. Yes I know I said I'd update it. But fuck it, it's done. Xx; *points* My Fruits Basket ficcehs are Yukiru ones! The pairing of Sohma Yuki x Honda Tohru. Greatest fiction pairing in existence. That and Inuyasha x Kagome. XDD
Thursday, December 25, 2003 # Merry Christmas and shit
Mood: Tired and annoyedI had a long rant prepared to wish you all the joys of Christmas. But then I made this gift for all of you and it pretty much says everything. Yes I know I already made you guys a gift, here's another one, in my opinion, even cuter. So go take it and upload it... *sticks out tongue* It deserves a spot in you Gifuto section for it's hide-ness. And Yoshiki's so bish! And yes, it is the same picture that is currently the... *points to the "Etc." sidebar*... daily dose of Jrock for today. XDD
My mother=bitch Why? Let me tell you everything she bitched about yesterday.
1. Christmas is a time for family, ne? So out of the goodness of my heart, I told her to come watch Fruits Basket with me... *gags*... bonding time... (really the only reason was so I could watch it; she didn't want me watching it on Christmas Eve). She finally agreed after much persuasion. I played the cutest Momiji episode I could find; the Hot Springs one! With the cute Momiji song! And she walked out five minutes through and said "You mean we spent 0 dollars on this nonsense? What a waste of money! You aren't getting this anymore! These Japanese people know that you American teenagers are so foolish to spend so much money on junk like this!" I swear, if I had access to a knife, I might have killed her, I was that angry and hurt. I hope she's not fucking serious.
2. Then I was in my room listening to my burned hide CDs on my boombox. She walks in and sits for a while to listen. You see, she is actually a fan of my Japanese Yuugiou music. And Inuyasha and Fushigi Yuugi. She loves X-Japan (but their appearance scares her away XD). So she's listening to hide and suddenly says, "What is this wailing, I can't understand a word!" Pissed, I reply, "It's in Japanese you moron!" Guess who's grounded on Christmas day? Huh, huh! Damn you fucking mother-bitch!
My dad was nice though. Which is rare. He bought me chocolate. To be specific, he bought me Godiva chocolate. For... get this... $63! Two boxes for that much money. But hey, I'm not complaining, the only better use for that money is animanga, and he'd never go out and buy that for me. This is where my mother's third act of bitchness fits in...
3. She yelled at him for spending that much money on me. Then she yelled at me for accepting it! What am I supposed to do, I'm a friggin child godamnit... (no I'm not, but in this situation it's what's appropriate, ne?) So then she says "Oh yeah?! Well I'm a parent!" So guess who's grounded the day after Christmas. *mumbling*
Anyhow, now that I've ranted about the bitch, please please do take that gifteh, I can't get over how cute it is myself. Almost as cute as the hide UFO dollie I put in Baku's gift. XDD go search for "hide UFO" in Google. You're bound to find it. Merry Christmas peeps, hope yours is better than mine.
Wednesday, December 24, 2003 # And presenting the hottness
Mood: AngrySo, aren't they hott? Aren't they extremely glomp-worthy? Aren't they all mine! XDD
Err, presenting, three of the very-hot Sohmas. Yuki is the hottest one, the one with the unbuttoned blue shirt. The one in this layout, my joined layout, AND my network layout. XDD it must be a sign...
Kyo has the red shirt on. He is also very hott, but Yuki kicks his ass so there. *sticks out tongue... hide's f***ing long tongue XDD*
Akito is the one above the "Etc." sidebar. He's hott too, but he's a bastard. But I love him for it. But he's going to die early... *sniffle*
I also love Ayame, Shigure, Hatori, Haru, Momiji, and the rest, but I couldn't find good enough pictures for the layout. Bummer.
Baku really helped out with this one. This layout I mean. XDD Thank you Baku. Her birthday is coming up. Yay.
I, however, made the layout-layout, you know, before it was sliced. Dumbass-me just couldn't figure out how to save it as a .jpg without all the crappage. So Baku helped and saved it as a .gif and sliced it. Yay. I had troubles with the background. Sorry if it gets you dizzy. XD
Now, more about Yuki. I am obsessed with Yuki. I despise the Prince Yuki Fan Club from the actual series... with passion. They are a group of snotty and possessive girls that waste their lives away drooling over him and spying on him and crap. However, I have come to a stunning realization.
If I was a schoolgirl in the animanga, I would be one of the Prince Yuki Fan Club members... It's inevitable. I love him so much, I would drool over him daily, *shudders* I would be one of them...
I even had a dream about it last night (my dreams have been getting weird lately, ne?) None of you were in it this time. Instead, I was a student at Yuki's school. I was standing in the middle of the hallway. On one side was Tohru Honda, the sweet main character who is a friend of Yuki's. On the other side was the entire Prince Yuki Fan Club. They were screaming "One of us! One of us!" And then I walked over to them. And I woke up. It was really traumatizing, that dream, for me. Xx;;
I'm worried about my recent over-love for Yuki. But when I really have to worry is the day that Yuki is in Kaiba Corporation's layout. Now that would be scary. Xx;
Now about this layout, I made it more convenient for you guys. The 'blog crews' are in the leftmost sidebar, towards the top. You don't have to do as much scrolling. XD
Now's the part where you can kill me. Guess who started a Fruits Basket blog crew?...
*twitches* I couldn't hold it in... *sniffle* The temptation was just too strong. Err, join it please Nareiko?... you're the only one here who knows Fruits Basket. Xx; knows... XDD but I'm sure I'll be flooded with members anyway. They do that you know. I mean, just look at the Yuugiou blog crew. *sweatdrop* It's like a new member a day.
Finally, Haloscan hasn't been letting me post in any blogs, I don't know if it's just me. Xx; But if it's being an annoyance, just... email me or something. Tell me that it isn't working for you either, so that I don't feel lost and lonely. *twitch*
Wednesday, December 24, 2003 # GAH
IMMA KILL YOU HALOSCAN IMMA KILL YOUUU!!!! *dies*New layout in a bit...
*runs away screaming at Haloscan*
Don't comment on this entry, not like you'd be able to anyway, *glares at Haloscan*
The Girl
The Owned (Sites)
Conveniently enough, she is the owner to too many sites for her own good, leading to her often clueless state. However, owned by her are as follows:The Owned (Anime/Manga)
She is most undoubtably an animanga freak, owning the Yu-Gi-Oh Duel Monsters subbed Japanese version (episodes 1-120 and the movie), the YGO DM 5 CD Soundtrack (in Japanese), the English YGO Soundtrack, Fushigi Yuugi Graphic Novels 1-9, DiGi Charat Graphic Novel 1, YGO DM Graphic Novel 1-2, the entire Fruits Basket dubbed series, 2 Fushigi Yuugi CDs, and a smorgasbord of mp3s.The Featured Ats
She also has many sites where she is enrolled/participates in, such as Fanfiction.net (click for her profile), Neopets (her username is ilukaiba ^^), and the Yugiohzone Message Board (She is DMG, DMG (Serenity Kaiba), DMG (Serenity Kaiba-Ishtar), Serenity Kaiba-Ishtar-Sohma, and NOW, Serenity Kaiba.Ishtar.Sohma)Favorites
Animanga:The Liked
Anime, guys, webdesign, manga, friends, chocolate, instant messaging, bishounen, guitars, music, violin, IMingThe Disliked
Insector Haga, english Tea Gardner, dubbed anime, yaoi fangirls (...), 4Kids Entertainment, spinach, flamers, english Tristan Taylor, people who say "I know how you feel" when she has a problem when she knows that deep inside they're just glad it's not them with the problem..., plagiarizers, Mary Sues, self insertions, OCs, fangirls who possessively claim her bishies when they should be shared and loved by all, homemade Thanksgiving meals, trollsThe Boysluts
The Plugged and Admired
Her online friends and acquaintances, whom she loves and admires more than even Nuriko... (well, maybe not that much but...) are Baku, Nareiko, Rin, Belle, Lady Kira, Mizu, Kaz, Pepsis, Josie, Raine, Joanne, Gillian, Aruma, Ichigo-chan, Meilin, Emi, Tiki, SarahThe Siteless yet Admired
Elfy, Dream, Brandi, Slavegirl, Mai, and the rest of the Neopets guild gangThe Joined
Adoptables (by Shiz...)
Stuff Shiz Adopted
The Layout
Version six is yet another Fruits Basket layout. It features, from right to left, Sohma Yuki, Sohma Kyo, and Sohma Akito, three of the many hot Sohmas. The version's title is a bit of a joke, as Shiz finds herself consistently swooning over each of the Sohmas.Tag! You're it...
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